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2006 28 May :: 1.22am
:: Mood: damp
Dedicated to: ronry
Guys, I think I have to delete this thing.
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2006 11 May :: 5.59pm
:: Mood: freaking tired
Dedicated to: shut up
Today I came back from a hard, long and strenuous day of Drawing. Thank god it was my second to last day.
So like any Thursday after Drawing, I sadly walked up the hill to the quad, holding my bag full of materials, my drawing board with my drawing pad, a bag full of rolled up paper, and a pack of 10 sheets of masonite.
As I went up the steps to my room I heard a guy playing the guitar and singing. I assumed it was Alex, a boy who lives downstairs who once in a while walks around the quad playing his guitar and singing. And it's very enjoyable. As I got closer to my room I realized, it wasn't Alex and I couldn't recognize who it was...
Until I got to my room.. dropped all my shit... and walked to the bathroomm.. past the singing.
There, in the room right next to me, is my neighbor Danielle and her new friend Garett singing. Oh, not only singing, Garett is playing his guitar and Danielle is banging on her drums. Good holy god.
See, Danielle is a hippie lesbian that likes to sing. Sing, belt, whatever. And me and Blanche always have to suffer, hearing her sing along to Sarah McLachlan or whatever music hippie lesbians listen to. And sometimes Danielle likes to just, HUM really loudly.
So when I realized that she found a friend should could make more noise with... I was pretty pretty annoyed. As I walked back to my room from the bathroom I thought to myself... it'll probably stop soon.
No. It did not.
As I stood in my room, slaving away to my chess set that apparently will refuse to finish... I had to listen to their god awful.. whatever it was.. singing? "music"? whatever.
But it got better. THE MOST ANNOYING GIRL (Irene) ON OUR FLOOR AND IN THE WHOLE UNIVERSE THAT WE ALL LIVE AND BREATHE IN decides to walk on over from her room and interrupt the joyous music making. She starts to talk.. and talk.. about how she cannot sing. about how she likes their singing. about how she wish she could sing. about how, oh yea, she can't sing.
So Danielle and Garett start singing again, you know, now they're singing You Make Me Happy When Skies Are Grey, and suddenly, I hear tone deaf Irene singing along. I THOUGHT YOU COULDN'T SING WHY ARE YOU SINGING. I don't understand why she had to stand there in a room with people who can .."can".. sing when SHE, CANNOT.
Oh no. Now I have a huge migraine on the right side of my head. But wait. I think they stopped. I think they are done. I think they have gone to pick flowers or something. Thank. You.
AHHHHHHHHHH. It took me the third to last week of school to realize that I truly am at art school.
--edit--
Nope. Not done. Apparently they still have more in them.
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2006 10 May :: 10.32am
:: Mood: naughty
Dedicated to: sparkling water
Yayy it's 10 30 am and I'm out of class for the day. Woop.
We had a crit on our posters.. and now our next assignment is to make a 3 fold cd jacket for the Beatles' "Yellow Submarine." The other class gets to make a cd jacket for any song. :( !
I think I typed on my laptop so much that everytime I pound on some keys I can hear the bolts beneath them squeaking.
I still have to finish my motherefffffffffin chess set.
And today hopefully I will write my art history paper.
And then after my chess set crit on next monday I will have to drown myself in my 50 series.
But for now, I must change and go eat breakfast.
P.S. The weather has been cold lately. And rainy. And cloudly. I'm not sure if I down with it. It's supposed to be like this for the rest of the week... :( I would like some sun and mild warmth before I leave.
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2006 7 May :: 1.31am
:: Mood: melancholy
Dedicated to: green grass and grey skys
things are changing.
i'm not sure if i want to stay or go. when i leave, i will miss my friends here so much. and my stomach will twist. and i will yearn for them. but if i stay. my head will combust. there is so much, for lack of better word, stress, here right now. work friendships relationships. so much too much. i wish summer break was just one month long. just enough time to clear the air, and then come back and have fun. probably when summer break starts i will wish for it to never end.
there are 12 bottles of water on my desk. i like to make forts with them.
i am so drained of life right now. i am a blob. blob blob ing. i have to decompose. bye.
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2006 3 May :: 6.05pm
:: Mood: ewwww
Dedicated to: the computer lab, my new love
i used to enjoy writing sophistocated elaborate papers. they made me feel worthwhile and learned. but now. i can't really write for shit. and i don't even know how to spell sophistocated. thanks art school, you're the best.
the computer lab is my new love. i can't believe i just discovered its greatness with three weeks left. it's so clean in here. clean & quiet. my two favorites. and apparently.. it helps you concentrate.. but quiet frankly when i come here want to go on facebook even more. but when i do go on facebook while i'm here, i don't feel as bad about myself. and i love how you have to be quiet here.. so you can see people you know and smile and wave but you're not obligated to talk about bullshit with them.
today i skipped class and it was great and liberating. not really because apparently we only met for half an hour but still, i got to sleep in till 1. a real rarity at college. i don't even know if i spelled rarity right.
what's happening to my brain.
well i also ate a lot of ice cream today so maybe that's why. i just snapped while i was in the met and decided to get a lot of ice cream with toppngs bc we usually don't have toppings.. only from 2 to 3 30 on weekdays, or something.
Outfit of the Day
jeans
white chucks
long black racerback
coca cola baseball shirt
but i want to change.
i am going to eat sushi. bye.
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