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:: 2004 12 August :: 7.48 pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: aventura - obsession

ughh i hate skoo
well it was da 2nd day of skoo..god i never thot id actually say this..but i miss spanish river..freakin this new skoo is so0 gayyy...u cant wear tanktop shirts like in SR..u HAVE to wear sleeves..wtf is that..none of my shirts hav sleeves on it..ugh..den idk.da schedule for da skoo is gayy too..n den i hadd 1st lunch..wid all my pplz..den dey switched me into 2nd lunch..which i hardly dunno ne1..but w/e..2day was a better day den yesterday..letz see..1st hour - law studies..i sit right next to dustin..assigned seats lol..greaat..he actually lookz so0 good.but w/e lol..but were frendz so0 itz all gravey...den 2nd hour i hav culinary arts..i duno ne1 really in that class..but w/e itz koo..i made a couple of aquaintances (sp?) lol..umm 3rd i hav chemistry..which is go0d..umm fonte..yelitza servia christina nick are all in my class..so0 i hav funn in der..den umm 4th i hav art.which is koo..mattlin is in der..itz koo..den 5th i hav english..alot of loggerz ppl i hadnt seen in awhile are in der.but i dun talk to dem..lol..so itz really only me n yelitza....den 6th..algebra 2..wid yelitza agenn..den to 7th hour..wid yelitza agenn lol i hav so0 many classes wid that gurl..but in 7th hour.wow i love it.so0 many pplz..itz fonte violetta cinthiaaaa..mattlin tubbs.juan sum other koo katz but i dun remember now lol..n lol..itz so0 funny cuz last yr in history i had alex in my class..n he sat right next to me..n this teacher did assigned seatz 2dai..n guess who sitz right next to me agenn ..lol..yeah fonte..i was like ha u cant get rid of me..lol..n umm 2dai i went to guidance wid yelitza to get our schedule changed..so0 letz hope that getz done 2morro..so0 we can hav 1st lunchhh agennnn..lol..but 2dai in 2nd lunch it wasnt all so0 badd..i found jenn..so0 i was wid her in lunch..n jessica is in that lunch..but i was wid jenn..n all her guy frendz..fun..not lol..i was just der like twiddle'in my thumbs..lol..

so0 yeah thatz my update on skoo..lol..umm letz see..i finished all my hw..yay..n eric came over.n let me borrow kill bill vol2...wowowow awesomeeee movie..it fuken kickss assss..n now..im just here chillen but imma go n do stuff lol peace x0o

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:: 2004 10 August :: 9.59 am
:: Mood: sleepy
:: Music: ciara ft petey pablo - my go0dies

the last day of summer =[
godd this summer went by so0 dammmn fast..sigh..hmm letz see yesterdaii eric came over..n just chilled at my house..we were watchin da simpsonz n playin da piano lol..i taught him my song..hehe..hez such a go0d student..lol den my fasha came home..so0 we all went to da gym..n me n eric just worked out 2getha..fun fun.o0 n i saw danny fonte der..i missed that kid.n i saw his dad der to0.wow..lookz exactly like alex n danny combined.so0 weird lol..so0 that was that..eric finallyy getz to pick up his car 2dai..lol..at 1...so he sed wen he picks it up..he'll pick me up..n we'll go ( if itz sunny da water park lol ) if itz not moviez lol..goddd i dun wuna go to skoo 2morrrrro...i went to bed really late last nite..n woke up at 7 this mornin.n i am so0 exhausted..but i had to..cuz i need to go to bed early 2nite.n wake up damn early for 2morro =[ iight im out x0xox

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:: 2004 7 August :: 11.32 pm
:: Mood: bouncy
:: Music: aventura - obession

kailaaaaz partayy !!
omg 2nite was so0 muchhh funnn!!! ahh..i havent danced in such a long time..lol..we danced thee whole nite long..lol..n to0 all my favv songs..hehe..n aww kaila looked so0o0 pretty..n carda eric n amir were der..so0 that was funn also lol..n da fo0d was really good lol..im like hungry still..i want sum more lol...n ahh wen da slo jamz came on..sigh..lol hehe =D me n eric danced..godd it was great..he kissed me to0 hehe..ah lol ..n aww kaila n emir looked so0 cutee dancin to0o0 :: wink :: but yeahh it was really fun..da last big sha-bang b4 skoo starts..iight well imma go..n DL sum music..peaceeee x0ox

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:: 2004 5 August :: 2.20 pm
:: Mood: thirsty
:: Music: aaf - smooth criminal

my nataliano is bakk
so0 yesterday me n natalia went to west boca so i can find my classez lol...saw monique der..n grr it was rainin..n it was so0 ickyy outsidee..denn i went bak to nataliaz house n hung out der.i misssed her so0o0 muchhh..lol..n letz seee 2daii...itz one of those lazy days..i miss these dayz..but im really hungry..n thirsty..n i hav to peee really badd lol..iight im gunnna go lol byeeeeeez x0o

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:: 2004 3 August :: 3.38 pm
:: Mood: thirsty

happy belated birthday to0 kailaa !!!
jeeez i feel so0 badd..sorryz x0o...neways..i just got bak from da mall..did sum shopping..got my coach purse $178...i lovee it tho =] den i got a new black bra..so0 purrty..i didnt find the one thing i went der for..shoes kailaz party..but 2morro is another day..lol..man..i so got hit on by one of da guyz that work at gap..lol..it was funny lol....oh on da dustin situation..god he does this every time..everytime im happy wid sum1 else..he decides to come bak into my life..he IMed me last nite..sayin..oh wow it was so0 great seein u agen..um.i was wondering if u wanted to chill wid me 2morro..this n that..at his house..n we can go swimming..lol..i just told him i was bizzy mayb another time..lol.iight well now im babysitten brady so i g2g byeeeez x0o

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:: 2004 2 August :: 7.37 pm
:: Mood: contemplative

whats ronggg with meeeee !!!!
iight so0 2dai was da new skoo orientation..me n cinthia went..we hav 7th hour 2getha.n our lockers are rite next to eachother.i saw alex !!!! omg he was a sight for sore eyes lol..n we hav 2 classsses 2gethaa i was so0 happpy..lol..but worst of all..i saw dustin..n wow..he looked so0 incredibly greaaat..god..he got taller but everything is like still da same..godd..n i had this rush feelin wen i saw him..like whoaa...but i have eric.n im extremly happy wid him..but it felt like..i wud of just dropped everything just to be wid him agen.god whats rong wid meeee.. =/ :: bites lip :: n worst of all..me n dustin have 1st hour 2getha..meanin i will see him every single day..god :: cries :: NO im guna stay wid eric..n 4get dustin..but yeah that was that..i had to vent..peace x0o

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:: 2004 31 July :: 12.23 pm
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: ashlee simpson - pieces of me

well...
iight this is my weekend so0 far

friday _ last day of summer camp..wut a emotional day..lol..i was fine thru out da day..kids givin me gifts.n tip money..hey hey..lol..den at da very end of da day..carda startz cryin n every1 else..so0 i cried too lol..im guna miss those lil buggaz..denn friday nite =D went to da movies to see the village ( oh by the way..dO nOt see that movie..its da gayest thing in da world..not scary at aLL..it was boring..stupid omg..not even worth seein it on hbo ) but it was me eric amir n his sis..n w/e den so0 at da moviez..eric asked me if i was cold agenn..lol..so he put his arm around me.n what not..den i dunno..he kissed me =D we were like makin out haha..it was funn tho.. hehe..i was like so0 happy..sighh..so0 it was a really go0d nitee..n at da moviez i saw alot of pplz i hadnt seen in awhile..like andrea..drey.henry..i saw sum camp pplz..so that was koo..lol..n my moho was der..but i didnt seeee her..lol

saturday _ omar n my dad dragged me to this dolphin training camp thing..but i told dem to leave me in da car.so0 i stayed 4 hourz in da car..sleepin..fun funn lol..n idk now my dad is madd at me..w/e they piss me off..n im not feelin s0o hott..i think im gettin sick agen..great..but yeah..n i dunno wut imma do later on..i know sunday im goin to da cracker barrel..cuz 2dai is my aunts bday..so0 were guna celebrate it 2morro..iight well imma go x0o

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:: 2004 29 July :: 10.28 pm
:: Mood: bouncy
:: Music: yellowcard - only one

fun fun
so0 i just got home from this counselor get 2getha just now..it was actually alot of funn..we went to lucillie's w/e bbq place..wid all da counselorz from camp..n we had a really grea time laughin..makin fun of ricarda lol..i ate so0 much..im so0 stuffed..den every1 wanted to leave to go play bowling..i didnt wuna go / nor did i ask my parentz..so0 i called my dad to pick me up..n it takez bout 20 minz to get der..n every1 wanted to leave..so0 i was like by myself in boca..for 20 minz.. =[ lol..but i called eric..n he kept me company over da fone till my dad got der..lol..n um yeah..2morro is the very last day of camp..im happy but also sad..it was such a fun summer wid dem..met alot of koo pplz n camperz..2dai my favorite camper yasmin was cryin hysterically cuz shez gunna miss me..omg it broke my heart..n my lil owen..hez not commin bak next summer.. but da summer after that he will =/ but yeah so0 thatz that..im really thirsty..n ahh i cant wait till 2morro nite :: wink wink cough cough nudge nudge :: =D

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:: 2004 28 July :: 6.57 pm
:: Mood: ecstatic

ahhh
my moniqueeeeee came homeee 2dayyy !!!!! jeez she was gone way too long in colombia..i missed her so0 much..but shez bak home !! i was takin a nap.n my mom woke me up..n shez like..guess whoz here.n im like i dun care..let me sleep.n shez like itz mo..n im like my moho!!! ahh lol..so0 im happy =D she got me a really pretty colombian pink necklace hehe..n she got new clothes..so0 u kno imma hit up dat shit..lol..n were guna be in da same high skoo..ahh cant wait lol

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:: 2004 27 July :: 4.36 pm
:: Mood: irritated
:: Music: tyrese - wut am i gunna do

blahh
eh..umm letz see..um last nite i went to da gym wid eric n amir..eric was wid me for a lil while..watchin me work out..lol.den they played ball da whole time..but eric sez hez guna join really so0n.so yay..lol..umm 2dai..wut a eh day..hav u ever had one of those dayz where..u feel like cryin.n breakin down..n u have no reason to feel like it..but u just do..lol..well that was me..i really hav no reason to feel like this.everything in my life rite now is goin great..i dunno..i feel like i mite hav a mild case of bi-polar'ness..but my day was ok..i got to see all my favv camperz..umm..i really dun hav much to say..im really hungry..so0 imma go eat x0o

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:: 2004 25 July :: 8.36 pm
:: Mood: cold
:: Music: yellowcard - one year , 6 months

itz been a go0d weeeekend
so0 yeah friday - i already rote what happened

saturday _ well it was my bday party ( a week later lol ) with da family only..so0 all mornin i was cleanin..puttin balloons all over my house =] den the party was funn..i got cute stuff..money..my tia nancy gav me the cutest clothes..im in love wid dem..n of course bein wid da family i was crackin up so0 muchhh lol..i was in tears..lol..den saturday nite.. =D sighh..i really love eric..i stayed up till 2 in the morning talkin to him..n we were havin a regular convo..but den out of nowhere he starts tellin me..that he really fell for me..that he lovez talkin to me..thinkin about me..n he sez that im too good to be tru..n this whole convo..i was like =D god he is way too much for me..hez so0 cute.i really love him..hez not like the other guyz ive had to deal with in da past..sigh <33

sunday _ wow wut a great day..1st.i went to church wid my mommy..but b4 that we went to dunkin doughnuts..n i walk in..n i see ashely.cuz she workz der..so0 i was like heyyyy..den the gurl next to ashely..behind da counter..was like omg can i see ur sandelz..i was like..lol ok? n i put my foot on top of da counter...it was funny me n my mom were crackin up..i love da sandelz i was wearin today.she asked me where i got dem..i was like.well sum1 made it for me..n shez like.oh damn..lol..w.e..den after church..we spent the whole day at da mall..doin sum bak to skoo shoppin =D i got so0o0o0 muchhhh stuff..i hav no room in my closet..i love it..i got 4 pairs of jeanz..4 shirts..new thongs..new socks..n sumtime durin this week..im goin bak to da mall..get my coach purse..get sum sandelz..mayb a new bakpak..n den online imma order my shoes..n im all set =D ahhh..so0 ill say this weekend was really funn x0o

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:: 2004 24 July :: 10.23 am
:: Mood: giggly
:: Music: 3piece - ohh ahh remix

sigh <3
last nite was so0 much funn =D well it was me eric n carda..n carda was suppose to go wid chris..but he like dissapeared on every1..den we were tryin to find sum1 else to go wid..den we invited amir to go...n hez like yeahhh..ill def go..n wen i got to da moviez..i called him.n hez like yeah im on my way.ill b der in 10 minz..fuken asshole lied to me..cuz wen i asked eric he sed he wasnt goin at all..ugh that made me so0 madd..but w/e hez gay..so0..it was just me carda n eric..so0 w/e lol we saw spiderman 2...n ok we sent eric out to get fo0d for us..so0 while he was gone..i put up that arm rest thing..so0 wen he came bak.he had to sit close to me..lol..but god i felt so0 bad for carda.i didnt wuna make her feel awkard..but she sed she'd feel awkard to help me n eric out..lol..ok denn he came bak..sat next to me..n for about..oh i dunno 30 minz of da movie..i was like tryin to get close to him..den i was like..ok..here it goes..i used my old "burrrr im cold move " lol..so0 i did that..n hez like..ur cold? n he pulled me really close to him..n put his arm around me..i was like ahhhhh =D n den i held his hand..n i dunno..lol..it was really g r e a t ...like u kno that feelin..wen u really like sum1..that ur heart starts to flutter..n it feelz so0 go0d..lol..i was like that..n we were like that for the entire movie..n everytime der was a kissing scene..i wanted to like kiss him..but i felt weird.wen carda was der.u kno..i didnt wuna make her.that uncomfortable..lol..but every time a scene like that came up..he wud like squeeze my hand really hard..lol..aww man..it was great..i loved every single moment of it..but no kiss yet..lol..next time..next time..lol..den da movie was over..n i went home..n eric stay'd to watch another movie wid his frend stan..cuz hez leavin for miami for college..n he wanted to spend sum time wid him..den i got home..n i sent eric a message..sayin how i had a really really great time with him..yadda yadda..den i signed off..n den i had my aim fowarded to my fone..so0 around 2 in da morning..i get a text from mr eric..sayin " i always have a great time with you meli, but tonight........i wished we could of stayed like that 4ever, love eric " =D sighh <3 iight im out now x0o

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:: 2004 23 July :: 2.45 pm
:: Mood: geeky
:: Music: selena - dreaming of uu

yoyoyoyo
wel im at work now..chillen in da computer ro0m with carda..umm ahh i cant wait till 2niteee..wel after work carda is commin home with meee..den were guna chill..around mi casa..denn me n eric..n carda n chris are goin to muvico !! hehe cant wait..n im guna take matters into my own hands..im not waitin for eric nemore..im guna make a move..lol..every1 at work has been sayin..dun worry..dun be scared..lol..i ammmm hahaha..nah imma b go0d..lol =D cant wait..were guna see spiderman dos...ummm..well imma go..sneak into my ro0m n get sum gummy bears hehe..peaceee x0o

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:: 2004 21 July :: 10.17 pm
:: Mood: bouncy
:: Music: ashlee simpson - pieces of me

aww
lol..how i miss chris..lol..i havent talken to him since my party..n just now i get a call from him..i looked on my caller id..i was like.um chris? lol he never callz me..lol..he callz me up..so0 drunkkk..lol..itz great..i miss those dayz..him n his high/drunk self.lol..lol..hez like melissssa mamii..sup..hahahaha..n im like haha? lol hez like oh man.i miss u so0 much..n im like r u drunkk..hez like..im just a lil buzzzzzzzzzzed out..a lil REALLY buzzzed out..lol..it was good talkin to him..hez like jeezus meli..why dun u call me..or try to keep in touch..n im like..from now on i will..hez like..iigh u better..n im like..but call me sumtime..wen ur not drunk..den he was crackin up for an hour..lol..wuta loser..lol..but i love him..hez my loser..i wuna hang out with him more.i miss him...jeez on other newz.im so0 sorrrre..ay yi yi..i cant even move..damn gym.now im talkin to eric <3 were guna hang out this friday.. =] iight imma go now x0o

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:: 2004 16 July :: 7.38 pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: yellowcard - miles apart

happppy birthdayy to0 meeee !!
well yesterday that is..lol..so0 yeah..im finally 16 =D !!! lol..let me tell u bout my bday

work _ so0 i get to work..n ivy comez in..with this cute lil ostrich ( sp? ) doll..so0 cute..with a card with sum moneyy in it..lol..den we were in our morning meetings..den jill..was like ok..letz start the meetin..but 1st..itz melissaz bday..so0 every1 sing happy bday to her..so0 dey all did..i was like so0 red..lol..den i walked into my classroom..n these lil gurlz came in..n rote all over da boards..HAPPY BIRTHDAY MELISSSSSA !!! lol..i was like awwww..den all day..lil kids.were sayin happy bday to me..den i was at lunch..n nicolette n emily ( lil camperz ) were like..we'll brb..wid a big smile on der faces..im like ok? den spencer came by me ( hez a counsler ) he came by me..n hez like..stand up..im like..ok..lolol..n he whistles REALLY loud.n was like every1 lissen up..itz meli's bday 2dai.so0 every1 sing happy bday to her..n da whole cafeteria..did..aww man..i was so0 redd..lol..it was great tho..lol..den after camp..took carda home.we went shoppin for da party

party _ it was alot of funn..at least i hadd funn..we called danny..wen we got home..n he was like..oh yeah..i hav an interview..this n that..w/e i cant make it.. i was like..aww..soo sad..newayz..lol...but it was..kaila carda henry eric ricki n cinthia..den lata on amir dropped by..gave me my gift..took a cuban sandwhich..n dipped..hez been actin not himself lately..hez just really out of it..lately..den..we all played spoons..ahh i love that game..ahh i cant believe i lossssst..lol..oh that was great tho.. den we ate..watched cat in da hat....den around 10..while every1 is leavin..chris n jon come by.. i was like..yeahh man everything is over..but they stayed till 10:30 ish..it was funn.i misssed chris so0 much..like i gave him da longest hug in da world..it felt so0 go0d..i missed him ( eric did not see this..lol..we were outside.he was in.lol ) n den with sexii jon der..omg..lol..god how i wanted to rape him..hez so0 incredibly sexii..he came in..n i gav him sum cuban sandwhiches... i was like godd why is eric still here..lol jk !!! lol..but hez hott.den we were all chillin in da livin room..chris still workz at footlocker..so0 imma hav to go see him der..den jon was like..yo do u mind if i bring sum drinks in here..im like..um no..n my parentz had locked demselvez in da room..so0 he comez bak..with a whole shit load of beer..den chris was like nahh man..not in here..n jon was like.but she sed it was kk..n im like yeah it is..but if u see a parental..um hide it under a pillow..lol..so0 hez like..oh..no dun worry..im not tryin to get u in trouble or nething like that..itz koo..lol..den every1 was leavin..den chris walked outside..so0 were like ok? den me n jon followed him outside..den hez out der smokin n drinkin..tisk tisk..lol..den der like..but thanks for invitin us..even tho we didnt stay long.we had to visit u on ur bday..i was like.thanks..lol..den i went bak in..den every1 was leavin..den eric was da last to leave.he was helpin me clean up..lol..but it was funn..i got really awesome gifts =D ..i loveeee birthdays lol..iight imma go..im talkin to eric hehe x0o

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:: 2004 14 July :: 5.01 pm
:: Music: gotta get mine

were meannn...greeen...fighting machines !!!! YEAHH !!!!
lol....man 2dai was so0 much funn..lol..2dai was olympic day at camp..so0 no 1 had classes..n it was all olympic stuff..me n ivy had da ball passin/hoola hoop/leap frog station..lol..were never outside..lol..n 2dai we were outside.the whole fricken day..n damn was it so0 hott.lol..the camp was separated into teamz..red n green..i was on a neutral side.since i was one of da judges..but i favored green more..lol..oh man it was funn..den me christian violetta n christine..had the biggest water war....omg..fricken christian poured freeeezin coldd water all over me..den it started this big thing..n we kept throwin water over every1 all day..i was so0 soaked..this lil gurl was like " wow u sweat alot.." lol..den at the end of da day..it was the big tug-of-war...only counslers..no kids..red's against the greens..so0 i was on da greeen side..den we start pullin..n we snapped the rope in half..lol..n we all went flyinnn..but we wOn !! lol..it was so0 much fun..but one downside of da day was..i got a fricken watch tan...and a shoe tan..i hav fricken monkey feet now..lol..umm..letz see..aw eric comez home early 2nite..go0d !!!!! lol..umm 2morrrrrro is my bday !!!! imma b da big 16 !!!!!!!! i cant wait for my party..itz guna b so0 much funn ahh..lol..iight imma go take a nap or sumthin x0o

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:: 2004 11 July :: 10.59 am
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: elvis crespo - suavemente

wooo..
mann last nite was so0 much funnnn...well around 2..carda came over..i gave her my present..she loved it..im so0 glad =D den we all went to miami..for this..concert type of thing in bayfront..der was alot of fo0d..i had arepas..mmmm...n fulanito was derr..oh mannn..n wen elvis crespo showed up..ahh..man for the whole time we were der..we were dancin noneeee stop..it was greaaaat..lol..n der was this lil gurl..sittin like 2 seatz in front of us..who was in lovee with us..lol..n she only knew spanish..n was talkin to carda in spanish..n carda is like..uh..go talk to her..lol..n i was like speakin to this child in spanish..lol..i was like whoa..didnt kno i had it in me..lol..but it was so0 much funn..den we went to my aunts house..to pick up omar..he saw anchorman with dem..dey sed it was like da worst movie..so0 now i kno.so0 i wont waist my money..lol..n den we were at mindyz for awhile..which is always funn..dey crack me up..so0 badd..lol..den we got home around midnite...den i stayed on till like 1...talkin to eric..hehe ahh..sigh..lol..well imma go..start da laundry x0o

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:: 2004 10 July :: 10.00 am
:: Mood: sleepy
:: Music: akon - locked up

last nitee
so0 yeahhh last nite..me kaila carda eric amir..went to don carterz to play sum pool..den lata on big mike n jj showed up..it was really a funnnn nite..like nutten really happened between me n eric...like nutten spicy.lol..but how cudd i...lol..it was awkard with alot of pplz der..u kno0..lol..kaila n carda wanted to me like grab his ass..lol..i cudnnnnnnt..lol..but yea me n eric played da first game of pool..i wOn !!! whaaat...den next game we had teamz..me eric n carda. vs. kaila amir n mike...n whO wOn..our team..hahaha..lol..den da cha cha slide came on..n lol..n all of us...well not da guyz..started dancin to0 it..lol.n den we were on the tv's lmao..that was greaat..lol...den we all played sum air hockey..godd i get so0 competitive with that gamee..lol..i seriously need anger mangament for games..lol.i get so0 worked up for everything..lol..den we all sat around n talked..took pix..it was really a funnn nite..x0o

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:: 2004 7 July :: 4.28 pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: spend my life with youu

god
i neeeed more sleep..ive been gettin no sleep lately..it sukz..but 2dai was an alright day..we made camp parfeits 2dai..lol dey were so0 freakinnn go0d..ah..lol..christian came in like 5 thousand timez to get one..lol..n 2dai was western dayy at camp..n since i had so0 many breakz..i got to go to 1st carnival..n 2nd one..lol..der was a petting zoo..with a lama..goats..rabbits..turtles..sheeepz..horses..awww..n u cud ride da horses..der was an icy machine..a rock climbing wall..a milk da cow thing..and..da best of all..they had a mechanical bull..lol..i went on it..i sat on..n da thing kept goin in circles..i was like wow..this is easy..lol..i can stay on..den he julted me..n i went..flyinn..like literally..flying..lol..i was just der cracckinn up..lol..den claudy n shehu did da rock climbin thing..lol..that was great..claudy got to da top..yay..shehu..wut a pussy..lol he made it half way.n quit..lol..so0 that was my day..umm..i got to talk to eric last nite..i have to like stay up so0 late..waitin for him to come bak from work..den i only get to talk to him for like 10 minz..oh well..itz worth it =] lol...iight im guna take a nap..den imma go to da mall wid rickiii !!! x0o

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:: 2004 6 July :: 7.27 am
:: Mood: ecstatic

=D
surrrre i didnt tell eric i liked him last nite..n surrre he didnt tell me he liked me to0..lol

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:: 2004 5 July :: 7.36 pm

surrrrre
suree i can tell eric i like him cuz amirz over der..lol..cant he just go home or sumthing..lol.naw jk..yeah..so0 eric n amir came over a lil while ago..we hung out..god eric looked so0 go0d..ahh..lol..n i was in my pjz.lol..n were bout to go to LA fitness 2getha..shud b fun..surrre..lol..x0o

edit _ godd my parents are such fuckingg assholes..im like about to fuken explode over here..u do not understand how fuken madd i am..i need to just breathe n relax..imma go take a shower.

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:: 2004 5 July :: 4.52 pm
:: Music: akon - locked up

weekend
friday _ went to da moviez..wid carda n omar..saw dodgeball..funnnnnny ass movieee..saw alot of ppl at muvico i hadnt seen in awhile like markeyes..sylvanna..n i saw kailaaa derr..lol..den friday nite..was like da happiest day for me =D

saturday n sunday _ went to dat hotel in deerfield..umm besides omar n my mom pissin me off..it was a bareable weekend..lol..at least eric gave me a go0d movie to watch..lol..kill bill is really awesome.lol..i gota return it to him..n i haveeee to see vol 2 now..lol.den the only thing that kept me sane that weekend..was thinkin bout him..hehehe..ahhh <3..on da 4th..i got alil tan..umm fireworkz were awesome..i liked it..n that was my weekend

2daii _ umm we had to work 2dai..im like so0 beat..der were no0 kids at camp..it was gayy..but w/e..sigh..im waitin for a certain sum1 to return..lol..iight im out x0o

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:: 2004 3 July :: 8.18 am
:: Mood: ecstatic

ahhhhhh
ive never been this happpppy in such a long timeeeeeeeee !!!!!!! ahhhhh <333333

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:: 2004 1 July :: 6.16 pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: akon - locked up

aww
my cuzin christina..whoz 16..just had her babyy..victoria amber..healthy baby girl..6 pounds..aww...i cant wait to see her..the baby was supposed to b born on july 15th..my bday..thank god she wasnt..i dun wuna share my day with ne1 else..lol..x0o

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:: 2004 30 June :: 5.54 pm
:: Mood: lazy
:: Music: eric benet & tamia - spend my life with you

blahh
god im so0 tirred..i need moree sleep..so0 letz see wussup wid me..2dai is dustinz bday..not that i caree or nething..lol..i sed happy birthday to him..but he was away..n at work i was like..man i bet u 5 bucks he will not say thank you bak..5 bucks !! i get home..n hez like THANKSS !!!! you remembereddd..lol..so0 im out of 5 bucks..lol..den umm..that creepy kid at work that likez me..ah i feel bad.i hate bein mean to guyz..but im just ignoring him..gr..he must think im a bitchh..ah..lol..den umm wut else..aw 2dai..see derz this one hummer that comez for pick up..n that hummer picks up..ellie..n she is da cutest gurl in da world..i love her to death..but its like a race to get that car.n jean..alwayssss getz it..lol.so0 i told ellie AND jean..to let me get it.n hez like no this is my gurl..i alwayz get her..n yadda yadda..w/e lol..den i was gettin carz..n i saw da hummer..n shez like oh sum1 already took my card sorry.i was like grrrr ufjds..w/e..so0 i got another car..den i went into da room where all da kids are..i get halle..this gurl..n i saw ellie..im like..ellieeeee i didnt gett youuu..sum1 else did..n she handed me her card..n shez like jeannn gav me it..to giv to u..i was like awwwwww !!!!!!!! so0 i gav jean the halle gurl..lol..n took ellie..n i was like to her mom..omggg i loveee ur daughterr..n im like.if ne1 tries to take ur card..say no.n look for me..lol...den i love my lil yasmin..shes so0 adorable..like..me n omar were waitin to get picked up..den yasmin was sittin on my lap..n i was like hit omar..n she got up n smacked him..lol..n she wud do nething id say..den this other gurl..came to say hi to me..i was like hii..look thatz my brother..hit him..n dey'd do it..lol..so0 omar got one of his sports pplz..n hez was like.look thatz my sis..hit her..n da kid was like no..n ran away..i was like HA..lol..den i found lily..n i was like loook thatz my bro..hit him..n she did..lol..der so0 loyal to me..n den i was talkin to yasmin..n from behind..omar took his lil kids hand..n smacked me really hard..i was like owwwww..n im like..GURLZ ATTACK..n dey started to beat up omar..lol it was great..lol..i love dem..iight im out x0o

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:: 2004 28 June :: 5.40 pm
:: Mood: exhausted
:: Music: 3 piece - ooh ahh remix

in a new york state of mind
god i wunnna live in new yorkk.ahhh !! lol..well i just got bak from new york last nite..it was a pretty weird weekend..lol..first..my flight to0 new york was awful..my plane was supposed to leave at 6..but der was baddd weather in ny..so0 dey delayed our flight till 8:40..n we were like what !!! den at 8:40 der like..o0 derz still bad weather..so0 were guna update u at 9:30..n were guna leave at 10..n omg.it looked like a mob was guna form..lol..den at 9:30 dey updated us.n was like.itz still rainin pretty bad over der.so were guna leave at 11..we were like wtf !!!!..den 5 minz lata..der like..no were guna board in 10 minz..i was like wut did da rain JUST stop..lol..den i met this cute guy waitin in line..w/e lol..den we ended up leavin at 10:30..got to new york at 12:40 or sumthin or 1..den we had to go to jerz..so0 we didnt get home till 3:30..den we had to wake up early..for da weddin..didnt get ne sleep..den u kno david..the really hott kid in jerz..i was like in love with..n cudnt wait to see agen..yeah i saw him in da mornin..i got a bigg hug n a kiss from him..den who comez out of his room..his gf..yeahh lol..i was like..gr i dun wuna talk to her.but she ended up doin my hair..n shez really sweet..n really pretty..den at da weddin..n party der was major drama between david n yisely..dey've been goin out for 8 months..n she like broke up with him at da wedding..cuz he was like lyin to her..n his ex gf called.n he lied about it..n put the gurlz name under a guyz name in his fone..n all this crap..n she was like cryin da whole nite..i felt so0 badd..n she was like..i cud understand if i treated him bad..to do this.but i gav that kid da world..i felt so0 bad..but we hung out da whole time..shez really kooo.n sweet..i was like aww i hope u guyz dun brake up..cuz den ill never see u agen..but we exchanged numbaz..so0 we can keep in touch..my mom was like in loveee with this gurl..cuz she danced so0 go0d..den sunday..but the whoel weddin was go0d.so0 pretty...den on sunday..we just hung around..n went bak home..short but sweet weekend..but ahh i wunnna live in new yorkkk..lo n i got 2 shirts n a yankee hat..lol..so0 that was my weekend..lol

den 2dai at work..jeeez..member how my boss told me that sum kid liked me at work..n he thot i was so0 beautiful.n i was hoping it was shehu..well it ended up bein this ugly asss dude..that i hardly talk to..n he doesssssnt talk to me..n he asked for my number 2dai..i was like.um sure.but i gota do sumthing..ill giv it to u lata.. ( i didnt lol ) i feel bad.i hate bein mean to guyz..but ah..lol if he askz..i hav a bf..lol..i shud giv him da reject numba...lol..den i hung out with hott christian 2dai at work..he called me babyy..i made him a rice kripsy treat n hez like..ahh ur great..thanks baby..ahhh lol..hez so0 beautiful..den shehu..god hez so0 hott..lol..why cant he like me..lol

i talked to nataliaa 2day..i miss her..she needs to get bak home...oh..i am so0 in love with eric.sigh..lol =] guna go now byeeeeez x0o

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:: 2004 25 June :: 1.20 pm
:: Mood: chipper

jeeeeebus
let me rewind it bak...umm on wednesday nite..me kaila eric n amir went to da moviez..saw white chicks..it was funnny..but sum parts were stupid tho..lol..but it was funnn.. =] we have to do it agen..eric wantz to go poolin next =] ummm den..last nite..i went to da marlins game..it was iight.marlins lost tho..w/e..i had alot of go0d fo0d..denn umm 2daiii..went to work..it was funn..always funn..den around 5 im goinnnn to new yorkkkkkkk !!!!!! ill b home sunday..around midnite.or sumthing..lol.iight well imma go..im talkin to kaila eric n amir..funn funn x0o

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:: 2004 21 June :: 5.05 pm
:: Music: tweet missy genuwine -- take away

mmm im so0 tirred..
well..work was aight 2daii..im just really tired..shehu is so0 hott..ahh lol..he really does make work so0 much funner..lol..den umm..idk..umm i wunna str8en my hair..but itz freakin guna rain..like this wholeee entire week..but i NEED it to b str8 this week..umm..hehehe i cannnt wait till wednesday nite =D ahhh umm den on thrusday nite im goin to da marlins game..den on friday nite..im goin to new york..so0 itz guna b a lil bizzy for me this week..u kno fuk it im guna str8en my hair 2nite..den 2morro prolly go to da mall..n look for a dress..if i dun find nething..ill just wear one of my old dresses..who carez..no1 in ny has seen me in dem..lol..iight im guna go..rest..i hav a big headache..x0o

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:: 2004 18 June :: 7.17 pm

sigh
der makin me think bout thiago..n im gettin really depressed over here..im tryin to think bout all the go0d timez we've had

like everytime he wud come to us in da morning..giv us a kiss on da cheek..n wud lick the the side of our whole face..lol..him alwayz standin by those one doorz..waitin for me n cinthia..him dressin up as a biggg dork on nerd day..n me goin up to him.sayin..godd ur such a sexiii dork..n hez like ahaha sum1 likez me..with a real big geek accent..lol..him n christian commin up to me n cinthia..n der like..heyy beautifulz..n den dey were like..ready on the count of 3..1,2,3...n me n cinthia were like ???? n den they made this tribal sound thing..n started to hump us..haha..dey did that like so0 many times..all the times at riviera we hadd..him ridin our bus home..just everything...sigh..this kinda made me feel better..sigh..i still cant understand whyyy him..sniff..n he was so0 cute..gorgous face..smile..personality..he had everything..n he made alot of ppl realize that..we shud all b nice to every1..n nah take frendshipz for granted..cuz u dunno wha 2morro is guna bring...god i need to take a shower or sumthing.just relax

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:: 2004 17 June :: 9.41 pm
:: Mood: depressed

funeral..
it was really sad..i dun feel like gettin into..i cried alot..it was an open casket =/ it was just really hard for me..i cried the whole time

now im feelin like shit cuz of da whole thiago thing..but fuken sum1 has to be fukennnn stupid..n cause unneccesary drama..wen itz da fuken last thing i fuken need right now

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