Kate
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2006 4 September :: 1.27pm
:: Mood: content
http://public.fotki.com/Kate-in-Poland/
If you would like to see my life in Poland, go here periodically: http://public.fotki.com/Kate-in-Poland/ There is also a journal there that you can read about my life too. I probably won't update that much, but check now and then. I'd update this, but I think it's easier to just keep it all together on that site.
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Jacqui-Chan
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2006 1 September :: 10.16pm
:: Mood: thankful
:: Music: Whose Line is it Anyway
In this river all shall fade to black...
Josh is perfect. He told me that if he ever found out someone made me cry he'd beat them. He said I have never and will never deserve that pain. He told me that I'm amazing, and that he never wants to leave me. We never fight, we never hurt eachother. We'd never do something stupid that we know the other would dislike. We love eachother. When he looks at me I know that he doesn't want anyone else, he just wants me. And he doesn't care that I'm a dork, and that I do stupid stuff. He just cares about me the way I am and wouldn't have it any other way. I like that a LOT! He is the jealous type, but he doesn't care that I'm friends with Cory. He even told me to keep a picture of Cory and I from prom, up in my room. Of course it is next to what will soon be a picture of Josh and I from Homecoming this year. Hmm... perfection.
So Josh's family is coming over on Sunday for a lunch/dinner. My Dad is making this thing called beer can chicken. Very redneck... but very good. When Josh told his dad about it he said "Oh, we're goin'!" I thought that was funny. His Mom's all nervous though, she said she's weird around new people. I doubt that though... she's SO outgoing. It would be odd to see her be shy. Anyway, I hope it all goes well. I think Rob and my dad will get along, but I'm not completely sure about the moms. They're a bit different than one another. We'll see I guess. If all goes as planned they'll be friends and be much more comfortable with Josh and I being together. ROCK ON!!
Anywho, I should get going now. Gotta' do absolutely nothing and wait for the fam. to get back home. Peace out home skillet. Love.
-Jac-
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Tuwang
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2006 31 August :: 4.57pm
ooohhh kevin... you got sum splainin to do!
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Jacqui-Chan
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2006 30 August :: 12.09pm
School starts in 6 days. 6. That's it. No more summer. Just one last year of high school. One last year in Cedar. One last year safe, secure, at home. One last year with the people I've known my whole life. One last chance to make lifelong friendships. One last chance to prove myself. One chance to make this the best year of my life so far. It's starting out okay. Hopefully it'll keep going. My goal is to have at least a 3.9 GPA this year. I want to graduate summa cum laude SO badly!!! You don't even know. And I'm retaking my ACT's, again, in February just to try to get a little bit higher. Right now I have a 27. This year is all about school. Luckily Josh feels the same. He said he's gonna' do all he can to get to bed by 9 o' clock every night just so he won't be tired at school. Plus he wants to get good grades, he wants to have a 4.0 in college for goodness sakes. The kid is crazier than me!! And I like that. Hopefully between my goals and him pushing me I'll get a 4.0 or higher this year. I have a 3.67 right now... so I have some work. But I can do it. Especially since my new thing is that I DON'T lose. Josh told me that one... and I like it.
Anyway, I should get going. Mucho amor a todos.
-Jacqui-
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jacqui-chan
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2006 27 August :: 8.26pm
:: Mood: tired, but HAPPY
Stone Sour -Looking at you through the glass
Josh told me he loves me. And I believe it. When we look at eachother it's like there's no one else in the world. I love that. I new I'd fall in love with him. You can tell it'll happen immediately. I love love love being in love. He treats me like a princess. You know the only argument we've gotten in so far is over who's more perfect. I say he is, he says I am. We're just always happy to be together. I like that a lot. Our relationship is completely perfect (at least so far...).
Oh wait, I forgot. There is one thing that is not so perfect. His mom. See, she seems to think we spend too much time together. She told him not to get too attatched. My parents think she's crazy. They LOVE Josh... they think he is it. They talk about him like he's their son-in-law or something. My Mom is even driving him all the way to Calvin Christian tomorrow just so that he can go to a baseball game with Steph and I. That does NOT happen. I just don't get why his mom doesn't want us to hang out so much. I keep trying to figure out what I did wrong... but I can't find anything. I hope I didn't do something bad that I didn't realize was bad at the time. I just want her to like me. His dad seems to, and Tyler is in love with me. Ty hangs out with just me and is perfectly fine with it. It's just his mom... which, by the way, is the last person you want not liking you. UGH!!!!
Anyway, I've gotta' jet. Love ya' all. See ya' tomorrow... if you're at school that is. Peace out.
-J-
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Kate
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2006 27 August :: 6.58pm
It is so beautiful here! I think I will like it here a lot. What a long flight.. what a wonderful start. I've been here about an hour and a half and I'm already in love!
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Kate
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2006 26 August :: 12.20pm
By the time you read this, I'm probably on a plane to Warsaw, Poland.
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Kate
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2006 24 August :: 2.44am
:: Music: Death Cab For Cutie - Sound of Settling
Just so you know..
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Jacqui-Chan
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2006 19 August :: 10.13pm
:: Mood: pleased
:: Music: crickets
Amazing
Josh. I just love the name. He brings out a part of me that I didn't know existed. I feel perfect with him. I can't stop smiling when I'm with him and when I think about him. It's AWESOME. My friends love him, my family loves him, I like him a LOT... it's amazing. Plus his brother is in love with me and his friends and I get along GREAT! We already talk about "our" kids and "our" house and where we'll live. It's weird... but cool. He even wrote a song about the situation we were in with JD... it's WAY sweet to me. He says that he's waited so long for me and that he's not scared to stand up to JD for me even though he would probably get killed, because for me it's worth it. It was AMAZING!!!! He's amazing. This whole relationship is perfect. I absolutely adore seeing him. We hung out until around midnight last night, then today I saw him at two and he goes, "Did ya' miss me?" I thought it was cool, he said even a few hours is too long to not see me. I tell ya', I have to best boyfriend on the planet. NO DOUBT!!!!
Anyway, I'll stop babbling now. Check ya' later loves.
-Jacqui-
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Kate
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2006 14 August :: 2.03am
:: Music: Snow Patrol - Headlights on Dark Roads
I am back in Cedar. Ten days left before I leave for Poland. Tell me if you want to hang out before I leave and which day is best for you. I'm having a party sometime, the day is undecided for right now.
I have photos, lots and lots of photos from my summer at Camp Nicolet. I didn't really want to post them all on here, so I uploaded them to facebook because it's a hell of a lot easier. If you want to see them, go to facebook and look. You'll have to have an account to do so, I'm sorry. If you don't want to get an account, but want to see them, talk to me and I'll give you my username and password for a bit so you can see them.
It's nice to be back, guys. I'll miss you when I'm gone again. But I just can't seem to stop moving now that I've started.
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Jacqui-Chan
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2006 12 August :: 1.53pm
:: Mood: crazy
:: Music: XM Nation
YEAH!!
Tennis starts in TWO days. ONLY TWO!!!!!!!! Rock on baby!!!
Josh = Amazing!! Poor kid had the worst day ever yesterday though. He seemed better after a while of talking though. Hopefully everything gets better.
Umm yea, bonfire at Lauren's tonight... should be BOMB. I can't wait... girls night rocks.
What else? umm... nothing. Tennis will be my life as of Monday... until school at least. So if you need me... look at the courts... I'll probably be there!!
Rock on and rock out people. Peace!
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jacqui-chan
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2006 8 August :: 12.14am
:: Mood: AMAZING!!!
:: Music: crickets
BOMB DAYS AND BOMB DATES
So, I went to Josh's house today. He made me dinner, I met his family and friends Tyler and Brittany. Then we watched fight club in his basement. It was awesome!! Ya' know what I learned? My skin is soft. lol... yea, he's weird. He played his guitar for me and sang... it was the coolest thing. I pretty much like him a LOT! Yea, unfortunetly two of my friends are gonna' be HEATED. But ya' know what... I am too excited to care right now. I LIKE JOSH... and he's my BOYFRIEND. That's right... he asked, I accepted. ROCK ON!!!!!!!!
Anyway... see ya'll later loves. Chao.
-J to the K-
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Jacqui-Chan
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2006 6 August :: 12.40am
:: Mood: annoyed
Leave the Pieces
You only care because he could have what you used to.
You only care because suddenly I'm not your puppet anymore.
You only care because I don't believe he's a bad guy like you say he is.
You only care because you're not over me.
You only care because you can't stand the thought of me not caring anymore.
But ya' know what... I like him. I like him a LOT. You knew that the day we broke up... just like I knew about Kayla. You say you hate me dating your friends. Well screw you ass hole. Kayla and Katie are both my friends, and I hated it too. I finally really like a guy other than you. Don't ruin this for me. If you are right about him then so be it, but until he's proven himself a jerk I'm going to like him. I honestly don't care what you say anymore. He's what I want right now... and I think it'll stay that way for a while.
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Jacqui-Chan
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2006 2 August :: 6.57pm
:: Mood: content
The Beach
I wish life was always like today. Hanging out with friends, just sitting in the sun and the sand. I wish waves were our only obstacles in life. I only got dragged down once by a wave, and I popped right back up completely unharmed. I wish the only fights were mud fights. I wish I could stay with my best friends forever. I wish I never had to come home from the beach, from the carnival, from freedom. I wish we could just keep sitting there in the water, talking and laughing.
I wish life really was a beach.
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Jacqui-Chan
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2006 31 July :: 10.15pm
:: Mood: crappy
I dare you...
My goal: don't talk to him (at least not by choice) for a month. Until school starts basically.
How long it will last: Hopefully the whole time... but probably not since I feel like breaking it right now.
I really hate this. I'm so sick of hurting. So sick of feeling like she's better than me... like I'm not good enough. I try to tell myself that I'm too good for him. I try to tell myself that he never treated my well anyway.... but it doesn't help. I still feel like this. I still feel like shit. I hate this. I've never had to do this before... and I do NOT want to do it now.
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