Softball
Softball is so great but Reed is an ass and is making it so shitty. He's really pissing me off. I can't stand him, but I love softball and I'm not going to let him ruin it for me. He needs to stay coaching the varsity team and leave the freshman team alone. I really wish he would just bug off.

bored
I am really extreamly bored. I never got to talk to Joey today so I'm kinda pissed about that. And i haven't talked to Bill in two days i feel bad for that but I've been extreamly busy lately. I really don't know what to do. lately I've just been really suicidal and everybodies been telling me what to do. I'm really sick of all this bull shit. i relly don't want to take it anymore and i don't know if i can.

life sucks
i'm at my grandmas right now. my life sucks. i haven't got drunk in a while and i miss my ex.