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2007 23 October :: 1.33am
time for some things to change.
i'm tired of drinking and partying all the time.
i'm tired of going nowhere in life.
i'm tired of the same shit every day.
it just gets old.
time for something new.
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2007 22 October :: 11.36pm
so my step grandmother just died, my great grandmother is in the hospital with fluid around her heart.
its supposed to rain all week.
great week huh?
was at the hospital to see my great grandmother today, she wasn't very coherant, i couldn't stand to look at her, it made me sad.
on the way home, we got a call from my dad saying that my grandpa's wife just passed away.
we just built a ramp for her wheelchair yesterday... irony huh?
so i sit here now, drinking the rest of my vodka, alone.
i think my step grandma died from the rain.... its depressing.
"its the rain, its gatta be"
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2007 22 October :: 1.56pm
signing up for classes tomorrow
definatally going to take a welding class.
a german class and maybe bowling.
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2007 22 October :: 12.34pm
:: Mood: not good
it's funny how quickly things change sometimes.
it's not funny how slowly i adapt to them. because just about the time i get settled in (if at all), it changes again anyway, and i'm just that much less interested in attempting to change for the next time.
funnier yet is how even when i don't feel like trying, i wind up changing anyway. it just seems like it should be more advertent and thought out.
this all adds up to me being listless and worthless, and me feeling all the emotions appropriate to those qualifications.
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2007 21 October :: 5.39pm
:: Mood: whelmed
:: Music: Extreme - Cupid's Dead
:: Romance Novel ::
Night is the time for deep conversations.
Staving off sleep for the value of a moment.
The haze tries to convince you to forget by morning.
Subduing it, you rise to face the afternoon, believing yourself a poet.
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2007 21 October :: 4.35am
:: Mood: Sleepy
:: Music: Bright Eyes
4am Forever
Bright Eyes concert follow up:
AMMMAAAAAAZING!!
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skife
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2007 21 October :: 2.56am
darkside of the rainbow never ever gets old.
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eddy
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2007 20 October :: 4.35pm
Prepare to laugh. XD
Captain Planet
Kick ass.
EDIT:
Bloopers
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2007 20 October :: 2.10pm
ok well i'm doing nothing today. just sitting around chilling playing beautiful katamari and some halo 3.... god i want xbox live back this sucks lol. well everyone if anyone wants to do something today give me a jingle i'm free. peace.
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2007 19 October :: 8.57pm
:: Music: Portishead - Glory Box
Gah.
I miss everyone I've ever known.
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2007 19 October :: 1.44am
:: Mood: confused
My thought process.
How the heck can I like him?????????? Seriously. I'm a weirdo. I knew it wouldn't work out into anything in the beginning. I believed it, I knew it, I didn't let myself get too attatched... or so I thought. And now I'm jealous. I'm jealous of another girl even though I encouraged him... I was his friend... I was "happy" for him. I'm an idiot. But I still have to know nothing can happen. It would be too complicated, wouldn't it?? It would never work... I think. No, I know. I know it wouldn't work. But what if it did... what if it worked really well?? Because it could... maybe. No... no I'm just wishful thinking.
But what if it could? What if it was perfect? He's amazing. I know he is. He'd be worth the trouble. He's not even close to what I imagined would be my next 'guy'. He's different. Really different. And he has a brain... and isn't too dramatic. He's normal, he's cool, he's mature.... well usually. But it's never gonna' happen. We're never gonna' happen. I just need to get that through my head.
But if we did... oh man... it would be amazing...
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2007 18 October :: 11.56pm
ok so i think all of the shit with the apartment people is coming to a halt... and i do believe it is all settled....hopefully. im just so excited.... tomorrow is my last day at kfc, my last day in CS... my last alot of stuff but the new chapter in my life is going to be so much more grand. the only thing is i have to wait about the school thing. i really really want to get back, but i cant until all the paperwork is figured out and i get all my shit straitened out.
is it bad that i am starting college so late??? god i mean i know exactly what i want to do for the rest of my life its just taking me forever to do it. fortunately for me it will only take tj like a year to get his stuff done, then we can focus on my career. and another great thing, my cousin in In is a drummer for this local band down there so i am hoping he can open us up to the music scene down there and at least get tj some one to play with since i cant play the guitar worth a damn and there is only so much i can do on the piano that sounds ok......
after talking with my mom today i realize she is 100% completely insane! arg.....
WE'RE PACKING UP THE TRUCK TOMORROW... N E ONE WHO WANTS TO HELP..... CALL ME... I DONT WANNA DO A WHOLE LOT OF WORK :)
and Katie u can come live with me.... since aparrently you are the only pal of mine i can handle more than a week of... gotta love BOA! HA. Shrimp in August 'till the end!!!!!!!
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2007 18 October :: 12.55am
today made me a little bit happier than i used to be. not sure why.
hmmm.
big list of todo's tomorrow,
sign up for classes
clean room
tighten wheel bearing on truck
some other random crap
bowling
drinking
ect.
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2007 17 October :: 3.16pm
First place I drove to all by my lonesome: Joe's.
Baby steps.
I feel less stressed.
Last night I was imagining driving.
I crashed a lot in my imagination.
Today was a better reality.
I rock.
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2007 17 October :: 1.32pm
nothing new, just been doing the school, boredom, and having no money thing. eagerly awaiting the arrival of the 30 days of pain to break up the monotony and make sure that i don't accomplish too much in life.
just wanted to let the people i don't see know that yes, i am still alive.
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