Rock the Party

Rock the Party

:: 2008 17 August :: 11.42pm

i dont know how to feel
i am home alone at the moment, tj is up in Mi for his party and i miss him horribly. so that "friend" that i had who was supposed to be in my wedding be decided her stupid ass was more important a basically quit on me. she went to a friends wedding in MI with her BF and wore the dress i picked out for her to wear in my wedding. AND I AM PISSED!! here she is having fun in a dress that should make her sad. i know its stupid to say but god damnit im mad that she ruined a good friendship cause she couldnt act like a fucking adult.... people are so fucking stupid

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rayray

:: 2008 15 August :: 4.53pm

We went down to visit his mom last night.
She was able to remember who Mike and Jerry were, but she didn't remember who I was.
I told Mike that it wasnt that big of a deal because it's probably her short term memory that is afftected by the infection and it hasnt gotten to the long term completely.
But he insisted that it is a big deal because she remembered me on wednesday.

I dont like how quickly things are progressing.
Tomorrow his family is all getting together with the doctors to discuss what options they have, and what is the best for her.
Its going to be rather depressing, but it definately needs to be resolved soon.

Do you rock

spud	:: 2008 15 August :: 12.27am i could never be a writer. i'm way too shitty at managing my time. 2 Rock \| Do you rock

spud

:: 2008 14 August :: 3.12pm

i know this is lame of me, but still.

i'm kind of hurt because a bunch of people i know apparently went out to a bar that i may not frequent, but have certainly been to several times (and have thoroughly enjoyed every time), and not one of them invited me.

i mean, maybe i wouldn't have gone anyway, but at least then i would have had the choice. it just makes me sad that there are so many nice people out there that really don't want me around.

and mom wanted me to find a friend to go with us to the baseball game tomorrow night, and i completely ran out of friends. i was running off the list in my head, and most of them were out of town or busy. and i wasn't going to count on kevin, because i figured he'd be with andrea. but maybe he'll pull through still.

all in all, i don't feel very desirable at the moment. and shannon doesn't count because she has more justifiable reasons to despise me than most anyone else, and her ignorance of that fact is not any fault of my own.

i'm gonna go mow lawn soon, i think. i don't feel like calling lenders today. addison was supposed to call me, though. maybe i'll give him a ring first.

Do you rock

skippi16

:: 2008 14 August :: 2.45pm

Random ranting, read if you really want to but it makes no sense
at the current moment i am about to fuking burst!! im so fuckin mad that nothing could make me happy!!! we have no money cause i just paid the church the alomst 700.00 we owed them for this f*ing wedding now we have like 300.00 in the bank, bills to pay, bills over due cause someone mixes them up with random paperwork and dosent tell me they are here, and he needs to make it up to MI this weekend. some how i could have never fathomed this, i was hoping for help from my parents to pay for some part but since my dad has no jog i have to pay for it all and it is rally kicking mya ss. a few days ago everything was ok but since that check hasnt come yet i am going sooooo far into debt its horrible. not necessarily into debt cause i dont owe really anyone tons, but the money i need for next week isnt here and i dont know how i am going to pay for anyhting and i am waiting for the fucking 3 grand to get here already and even if i do get it tomorrow i cant deposit it until monday cause thats how bad my life sucks balls and tj thinks he cant go to MI for his party and i dont know how is going to get there and back and all this shit is making my fuckin crazzzzzzy..... DRAMA of the worst kind and i am ready for it be over~!

and the funny thing about it is i just wrote about how good i am with $$$ god this is fuckied up.

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skippi16

:: 2008 13 August :: 5.46pm

so nathan comes home today,,, im happy and sad all in the same feeling

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skife

:: 2008 13 August :: 12.11pm

so i'm happy, but bad stuff keeps happening.

mel's car needs a coolant resivior, it leaks. she keeps trying to pinch my nipples, and it needs an alternator now.

my car still needs the right heaterhose and tierod ends.

box's b-day this weekend, wedding next weekend, i'm going to be so broke for the next month or so, anyone know of anywhere that is hiring?

just to end with something happy, melanie makes me really happy (when she's pinching my nipples)

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skippi16

:: 2008 12 August :: 11.36pm

either me and tj are just that f*ing awesome or really really lucky.

everyone around us is having $$$ issues, my parents, his dad all out friends, but in all honesty we are doing good. we oay our bills, and never bounce out checking account, i must be good it has to be it!!!lololo

in other news, 11more days until our wedding and its coming toooooo fast i have soo much to do yet its crazy. to all of u who wont be there...WTF!!! i understand but u are all going to miss a big party.

its amazing how u realize how much u truly love some one when you spend a weekend apart. i could not wait until i got home. and since ihave been home everytime he's around i get all happy and giddy n such. absence truly makes the heart grow fonder

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rayray

:: 2008 12 August :: 9.02pm

So things have gotten worse..
Mike's mom is doing a whole lot worse..
The end is definately closer than what the doctors were saying.
She doesn't remember who Mike is anymore.
Seriously, I cannot stop crying.
It's horrible.
I feel so bad, and there is absolutly nothing I can do.
There is nothing the doctors can do.
Nothing.
:(

EDIT: oh, and one of the ladies that live where my grandma is at, died on monday.

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spud	:: 2008 11 August :: 6.24pm gmail is having a server error. and that pisses me off. so, thank you woohu, for not malfunctioning. 4 Rock \| Do you rock

eddy	:: 2008 11 August :: 5.35pm I'm starting to think these scars go a little deeper than I had first thought... Do you rock

skippi16

:: 2008 10 August :: 10.52pm

so mayhem fucking rocked, it was one of the best days ever. i was so close i could literally feel david draimin sweat on me!!! omg i am just so happy that i got to go, all my pals check out my pics on myspace...www.myspace.com/musicislife7657

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rayray

:: 2008 10 August :: 8.18pm

So to add to my weekend filled with bad news and unfortunate events, I found out today that the Stanton man killed in the car accident friday morning, was a kid I work with..
And he was one of the only people I talked to at work.
We made fun of each other all the time.

Seriously, Im sick of bad news..

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joeydomina

:: 2008 10 August :: 1.36pm

my awesome puppy on i has a hotdog

moar funny pictures

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rayray

:: 2008 10 August :: 8.59am

This weekend has been pretty crappy..
Started thursday night..

Mike's mom is in the hospital.
It's pretty serious business..
The doctors are saying that it won't matter if she is in a medical facility, or goes home and has nurses come in, she might see labor day.
Spent all day friday at the hospital, and we're going back down there in a little bit..
I feel really bad..

Do you rock