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2003 8 October :: 6.17 am
:: Mood: confused
Urgh last nite was really shitty, i didnt get a wink of sleep at all...i jus sat up all nite long crying, Brittany is all mad at me and stacey wont even talk to me at all, and Sidnee is mad at me too, but not as bad as those 2 r. Stacey is mad at me cuz like today we had like da best day ever! We talked bout alotta stuff and she told me alotta stuff and i told her alotta stuff and it was great seh was being sucha sweetheart and so caring and everything and den brittany gets bak online, and like yah i had somehting bout stacey in my info so she got mad so i put soemthing bout britt in my info and stacey got mad...and dats really stupid if u ask me! Its jus a friggin info fo christs sake!!
P.s. Brittany I wasnt rubbin nothing in ur face ya ass! I would rather be best friends wit you ova anyone else in dis whole world! Yah Stacey means alot to me but she means nothing to me compared to you! You mean EVERYTHING to me! I luv u more den anything! YOU ARE MY BEST FRIEND! And ya know wat i dont even care if u have other best friends anymore, go rite ahead, but i jus know dat theres soemthing special about "us" and da way we feel fo eachtoehr {man dat sounds gay} is special from everyone else! So im okay wit u and court im okay wit you and Emily, and kevin and chelsie and missy and amber and ian and whoever da hell else your best friends with! Im OKAY wit dat fo now on, cuz ya know youve got a life too, and i cant always be your center of attention...it was good while it lasted...but its ova so im okay wit dat! Neways ive really gotta go so LUV YOU LOTS! latah!
Love always,
~*Jilly*~
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2003 7 October :: 3.30 pm
:: Mood: happy
WOo HOo! :-D heh
Well t day was actually an okay day...till i got home, but dats a diff story but neways at skool i had so much fun, like wit first hour me and Liz n Judy n Steffanie omg we had a blast cuz we had a sub! It was GREAT! I luv steffanie shes always there fo me when i need her, shes great! Newho den in Gym we like had to do an 800 {2 times round da track} n da girls goal time fo an A was 3 30 and i made it in 3 21 WOo HOo! Oh yah babey dat was sweet...but theres no way in hell im gonna beat dat next time lol, neways yah den i was on Josh n Johns team so i was really happy and we won da game! Oh yah were awesome {we were playin football} And den like in 3rd hour we had alotta fun too, it was freshmen trans wit dat one teacher Mr. Woodruff my fav teacher so far dis year ya know...well yah like ive always thought to myself..."Now this is going to be one teacher dat when i look bak on my highskool years, when im graduating, this is going to be one of the teachers dat really tought me something, not jus bout studying and skool but about life." And den t day {dis activity is going to sound odd but okay} yah we had to tape a paper on our baks and like walk around da room and have everyone say one true thing bout us and like theyd write on our sheet and like we'd write on thiers and like yah everyone had to do everyones and it was so awesome i got like all these really sweet replies on mine...Like from Jermey:Your really cute, n sweet. Like Ashley:Your awesome at basketball, n i luv you fo jus being you. LIke Marci: I luv you girl, your a great friend and a great b balla, good luck with everything. And da best one like Mr. Woodruffs: Your a great student, even though you dont try as hard as you sould, you have alot of ambition in life and i think that you sould take full advantage of that. You will be something great in life, i can already tell that. Your a leader and dats wat iluv in highskool students. I hope dat you still want to join me on da newspaper next year i know that you would be great. Have a great day! Awwe lol i thought it was really sweet! hehe but yah we werent allowed to look at em until after class was ova so dat kinda stunk but yah oh well...and like during lunch there was another fight and it was between Zach n Joe and it was funny hahaha but yah had a great time at lunch wit cassie cassie n Tiffany...{urgh tiffany is a fuckin dyke} But yah den during fourth hour german i had a great time wit dis Junior dat ive been becoming friends wit shes really really awesome n we've been becomin good friends. Lol we had a great time, but we always do cuz were such "wild n crazy kids" as mr bowen calls us lol...neways i dont hav emuch to say so ill jus stop rite here Latah.
Love always,
~*Jilly*~
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2003 6 October :: 9.26 pm
:: Mood: jealous
:: Music: Why cant I---Liz Phair
of course Brittany...
I dont know whas going on anymore, everything seems to be going wrong! Like everything really...even things wit brittany really, i dont really know. I really wanna talk wit her and tell her how im feeling, but she always takes it da wrong way, and gets all mad at me! I dont know its weird, shes got dis new friend, Emily and like ever since shes been like talkin bout her n everything, like shes been being alot more rude to me! I dont know maybe dats cuz shes finally startin to get sick of like how ive been treatin her, and she cant say dat lately i havent been treatin her like crap cuz really i have been treatin her like really bad lately...but i dont really know why...wait actually i do i do...and here ill make dis one real clear so there aint no mix ups...
IM JEALOUS OF HER AND DIS BITCHY EMILY GIRL!
There is dat understandably enough? Neways i dont have anything to say jus thought id write something latah...
Love always,
~*Jilly*~
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