:: 2003 26 September :: 11.15 pm
:: Mood: amused

Rockergurl217: I AM BRITT
Rockergurl217: DO U WANNA TALK 2 EM
J d shortier 623: dis aint britt
Rockergurl217: YEA IT IS
J d shortier 623: no its NOT! WHOO LOOK I CAN DO IT TOO!!
Rockergurl217: BITCH SHUT THA FUCK UP AND LEAVE ME ALONE
J d shortier 623: see dis aint britt
J d shortier 623: hah! ur an ass!
Rockergurl217: WELL BRITTS RI HERRRRRRE AND SHE SAID 2 SAY DAT
Rockergurl217: SO IM NOT THE ASSSSSSSS
Rockergurl217: U R
J d shortier 623: no im not really...n thanks britt...:-)
J d shortier 623: has anyone ever told u dat u talk funny?
Rockergurl217: WAT EVA
J d shortier 623: well u do!
J d shortier 623: i mean geesh does da keyboard not work or do u jus not know how to spell ass* n here* n two*
Rockergurl217: LEAVE US ALONE

hah, dat would be britts BEST FUCKIN FRIEND emily! Dont she sound like sucha great friend, but ya know wat, britt dont seem dat great of a friend neither, but oh well, neways jus thought i would put dis in here fo PROOF! mwuh! latah!

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:: 2003 26 September :: 11.05 pm

I DONT LIKE UR BEST FRIEND EITHER SHES A DUMB BITCH!!!

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:: 2003 26 September :: 9.51 pm
:: Mood: confused

The Day I Died

How could they do this to me?
Why must I be in constant misery?
Do you know? Do you care?
Hello? Is anyone there?
No? I didn't think so
Why would anyone want to stay, when they can just go?
They said they loved me, but I know that's a lie
They won't notice me unless I die.
But what would be the point then?
I can't die over and over again
Love and happiness are just crap to keep us going
Everyone hides behind a mask, to keep the pain from showing
I tried that once, and I hated it so
Because hiding from it, won't make it go.
Life is weird, I must say
and it gets weirder and weirder by the day.
So, why do I bother anymore?
Why don't I just walk out the door?
Leaving would be too easy to do
As far as taking the easy way out, I don't want to.
But yet, I don't wish to stay
I want to know, why it has to be this way.
Will no one tell me? Does anyone know?
I have made up my mind, I am just going to go.
The pills I found should do the trick,
Then it will all be over, hopefully quick.
I took the pills as my world spun around me
I look down at my corpse and the people crying.
They are making a big deal about my death,
Why do they choose to care, after my final breath?
Goodbye to those who chose to love me
Remember this wouldn't have happened, if you had told me.


NOT A POEM BY ME, ITS BY A GIRL NAMED CALI...lol :-p but i think its awesome and a great way to explain how i feel rite now...

Love always,
~*Jilly*~

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