:: 2003 17 September :: 9.46 pm

Your smiley with tounge out emoticon. Your ready
for it and up for anything. Try to be a little
less forward and you'll get there properly.


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:: 2003 17 September :: 8.59 pm
:: Mood: stressed

Yah mMm...I WONDER!
Earlier brittany asked me who my hero was...i dunno why but ya know, i started thinkin bout it, and yah at first i was jus gonna say her wit no reason at all, cuz ya know it seemed like da rite thing to say ya know...but now dat i thought bout it, da real person dat i think is my HeRo! Would be...









DA ONE AND ONLY BRITTERZ! mwaha!

But yah da reason why shes my hero would be becuz...
Well fo one she has saved my life like a million times, like not jus all da times like dat i was gonna fuckin kill myself {i was sucha dumbass den haha} but like da first day dat we met, she saved my life den! Even if she never knew it! She saved my life by becoming my friend, like becomin my best friend, and fo acceptin me fo me and not who i SOULD be! Like ya know, life was horrrible before her, but now life is so much better, and its ALL BECUZ OF HER! And shes my hero, cuz she had/has faith in me and never gives up on me, and she helped me to stop cuttin myself, and dat is like da one thing dat i never thought dat i could do, but wit her help i DID!

I STOPPED CUTTIN MYSELF!!!
I STOPPED CUTTIN MYSELF!!!
I STOPPED CUTTIN MYSELF!!!

Whoa i could say dat forever! It jus makes me feel good WOo HOo! :-D hehe, but really i jus wanted to say...

BRITTANY MARIE GAMESTER! YOUR MY HERO!!!

but i really wanna know why and why i had to tell you before thurs! lol neways ttyl bye!

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:: 2003 16 September :: 9.19 pm
:: Mood: cranky

FUCK SKOOL!
Another shity ass day t day! I wish dat i could seriosuly like roll ova and die, but i woudlnt wanna do dat cuz like i dont wanna fuckin "leave pplz behind" haha like ANYONE would fuckin care if i died, but like dude i wish dat i could jus die or disappear, and nobody would member me or think bout me or even care, ya know? I mean dat would be great, da only fuckin person dat i think dat would care da TINIEST bit would prolly be Britt, but ya know dat would only be A LIL FUCKIN BIT! But i dont know, this shit is so fuckin stupid, i hate skool man, i hate my family, I really cant concentrate bout anything anymore...and wit skool lets see dis shit is already screawed up at skool ya know, like wit all my grades cuz like i freakin had all my classes switched fo da stupid ass german class dat i dont even fuckin know anything bout cuz ive only been in 2 classes and everyone else knows everything bout ya know, and like wit my friends everyone already hates me, like on mon i heard dat when i come bak to skool dat im gonna get my ass kicked by sally michelle n trina, and so i come to skool and thier like fuckin tryin to make my life hell, and ya know those big o black bitches i aint fuckin wit ya know, so ya know im all like wtf cuz i didnt even fuckin do anything to dem, i mean da only thing dat happened was josh s came ova and we got drunk and we went out n everything but he asked me out n everything and like it wasnt even shit but ya know sally gots a crush on him so all dat shit came loose, and wit cassie well i dunno bout her, and like all my other friends r all like fuckin being stupid asses and actin like they ghetto n they got da worst fuckin lives ever, and like thier so fuckin depressed! Yah fuckin rite! neways im done fo now, latahs!

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