:: 2003 15 September :: 6.45 pm
:: Mood: loved

Sould of stayed home...
Urgh t day was like da worst friggin day! It was horrible...I ended up leaving my 4th hour class, i couldnt take it, i jus ran rite out, rite in da middle of a german lecture! Yah so im kinda in trouble fo dat, but not really cuz like i dont friggin know anything in dat class anyway, i mean geez o peets im sittin there and i already had a shitty day, and den da last class of da day JUS HAD TO BE DA WORST! Nobody is in dat class, and when i say nobody i reallly mean NOBODY! Theres 2 girls and ones a junior and da other is sucha dumbass, and not even someone dat i can get alone wit, and all da guys r dorks n r really stupid and immature! So i had nobody to talk to, and im like sittin here and thier all like doing this diff things and like they all know em real well n i know NOTHING! And den thier like doing this play along dance thing too and im like sittin there like wtf? And i jus felt so fuckin dumb, and this year i swore dat i would do much better in skool and dat my grades would be ALOT better! And now im so fuckin behind in dat class, im bout to fuckin drop out! But i really need a foriegn language in highskool, but i dont know, i ran outta da class and started bawling, i was seriously bout to like pass out in da bathroom! I couldnt breath i couldnt see, And oh my it was jus horrible. And like everything else dat happen today i dunno i dont think it was da german class really, i think dat it was jus everything dat added up to dat, and den da german class...I dont ever wanna go to skool again! I dont think dat im going tommarow or da next day! I mite go once again dis week but dats bout it! Unless sumpthin really REALLY good happens den i really dont think dat im going to go bak...i fuckin hate skool now! Urgh...

But ya know wat da thing i hated most bout today...

Everything i fuckin did was WRONG! And i HATE being wrong, ex when its sumpthin dat ive tried so hard to accomplish!

~*Jillerz*~ :-/

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:: 2003 13 September :: 12.29 pm
:: Mood: tired

mmm...k?
Britt...ive got a question fo you...Why r we so friggin scared to lose eachother? I mean its weird...if we lose eachother yah we wont have another internet bum to sit online wit one another every day and do nuffin but talk on da phone and online...and yah maybe dat would be kinda diff at first...but wtf makes us diff from our other friends, i mean if we saw eachother like everyday or everyweek like u and court or me and hah cassie den yah i would totallly understand losing eachother we be like totally hard...but yaknow we DONT see eachother we only talk online and on da phone so yah i dunno dont ask...jus in da bitchy mc bitch mood...neways bye, jus thought i would add sumpthin in here...latah...

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:: 2003 12 September :: 12.28 am
:: Mood: tired

ANOTHER GREAT DAY!
YAY! As i said up there...another great day wit nothing to wrry bout nothing to sit here and tell me wat i can and cannot do nothing to do cept talk to da greatest person in da whole entire world...my britterz! I had a great time once again t day! Doing absolutly nothing! Cept tlakin to her! It was great! And 2marro theres gonna be another day, of me jus sittin here on da puter doing ABSOLUTLY NOTHING CEPT TALKIN TO MY BRITTERZ! mwahaha!

Da only bad part is...yah i miss skool, which sounds totally lame, but i do, i miss my friends {or da very few ppl dat i call my "friends"} I miss being busy and havin things to wrry me and havin sum stress come along wit my life but heys its only one more day rite? I mean hey it aint gonna kill me is it? Nope didnt think so...but like i said before...
I would rather sit on my ass and talk to britt all day den do anything else, i wouldnt trade it fo anythin in da whole world...hehe its so freakin tru too!

Ive gotta find some things to teach britt 2mmaro so im gonna get going...but yah ill write more latah t day since it is actually fri WOo HOo...FINALLY FRIDAY! mwahah

Another bad thing bout missin all dis skool...is dat i missed da b ball game thurs, and tday i was surposed to make up gym but now ive got 2 days to make up instead so ive gotta stay after mon tues wed thurs and a double on fri and den ive got sat skool first thing in da mornin...im gonna see if i can get outta a few of these things tho haha...im sure dat i can get outta tech on tues and german on mon i dunno bout math i know i cant fo gym but maybe i can jus get dat on sat before ive gotta go to work and jus get a triple dat day! Wow dats from 9-1 30 den gotta work from 3 till prolly 9 or so...but ya know wat...IT WAS ALL WORTH IT!!!

I luv u so freakin much britterz...

Going to bed now haha yah rite...
I wonder does countin sheep actually work? Or wait how bout countin monkies? Do you think dat would work...well im off to try it out...latahs...

ZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZ...haha bye!

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^^mah skoolin for today,...kant wait to see wut i learn tomarrow!!;-)


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awe!!..shes always there wen me and mah bum needs her

^^^lovin da away msg babe^^^

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