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2003 24 August :: 5.25 pm
:: Mood: cheerful
woo hoo!
Oh yah go brittany go brittany! Since i cant post a comment i thought dat i would put a lil sumpthin on here fo britterz! lol, neways,
I jus wanted to say go britt wow i didnt know dat like u totally felt dat way...haha...cuz i actually thought dat u were one of those pplz dat uhm yah ya know got all those and were totally phony well not phony but yaknow wat i mean or at least i hope dat ya do...but neways yah i totally agree wit u there like omg in 6th grade i was voted cutest couple wit josh c n yah by da time dat those were actually out we werent going out and he like cheated on me and well yah i was totally heartbroken and well i didnt scribble out pics or nuffin but i jus felt bad lol i DIDNT cry tho hehe...neways yah jus wanted to say u go girlfriend lol well yah neways luv ya lots girlie latahs...
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2003 21 August :: 6.56 pm
:: Mood: restless
oh my my my...
Oh my gosh dude im so friggin tired t day...ive been workin a whole lot these past couple of days and like dude i havent been sleepin AT ALL! My im tired dude...but neways, i dont really have much to say but like today i was thinkin a whole lot and like yah i was thinkin bout me and britt and how we met and why we must of met. Like god had to have had a reason to like meet like dat and like to meet chels like dat ya know...i mean dats a one in a million chance dude...i mean gosh im so friggin lucky to have met her but soemtimes ya knw i jus wonder wat life would be like if like i didnt meet her dat one day...like would my life be better or worse or neither jus diff... {britt if u read dis, i seriously doubt dat my life would be better so dont even start to think dat} Im sure dat her life would be so much better cuz i argue wit her all da time and i like am totally a rude and stupid and nto a grateful friend at all and i hate how mean i am not really a good friend at all {and dont say dat i am cuz i know dat im not britt} I could treat her so much better but i dont and i dont know why i do well actually i think dat i mite know why im not sucha great fun to her...
Well i think dat i mite not be a great friend cuz like uhm well i feel like were nto gonig to be friends after a while ya know, and like were gonna hate eacother and never talk again ya know and i think dat cuz i think dat if like im mean to her and if im not a good friend dat she'll jus hate me and like "da process" of losing eachother like faster and den i can like get ova it faster ya know but idont know im confused now and i really dont know wat im talkin bout but yah im really srry bout not being a good friend to you brittany and i love u so friggin much ur da best bye tho!
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2003 18 August :: 11.23 am
:: Mood: worried
:: Music: Crazy n love
Britt says dat i wrry to much, but i dont think dat i wrry bout things enough. Really i think dat its jus like wit my friends tho. Cuz i dont wrry bout skool enough i dont wrry bout grades enough i dont wrry bout life enough, i jus wrry bout which friends im gonna get in a fight wit this week or when and why im gonna lose my friends ya know. Like wit britt even rite now i feel like at any moment she is gonna finally get sick of me and hate me and never talk to me again and like its gonna be horrible ya know. Sometimes i feel as though im waitin fo dis to happen, but i dont want it to i jus feel like its going to so i might as well be ready fo it ya know. But like she said dat makes it so dat i cant enjoy being friends rite now cuz im too wrried dat im gonna lose our friendship at any moment. But ya know its not really my fault dat i wrry so much, i mean all my life ive been let down and ive lost all of my best friends. I could go on naming them off forever. And i dont know its jus weird cuz like i know dat im gonna lose her sometime but i jus dont know when and it really drives me nuts ya know...but i dont know wat dat i can do bout it i try not to wrry bout things but i jus cant help it cuz im so scared of losing her dat it aint even funny dude. I dont know wat i would do if i ever lost her. I would freal be lost myself. I wouldnt know wat i would do wit myself. I would jus prolly sit on my ass at da puter waitin the rest of my life, jus waitin to hear dat lil moo! But i would never hear it and then i would waste my life away jus cuz i was too wrried bout losing her dat i didnt enjoy our friendship and i would feel bad ya know? But neways im gonna try n make dis one short so yah i guess dats all dat ive gotta say t day latahs...
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