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Holy shit dude I love Brittany so so so much she is like da best person ever yesterday she wrote in her journal like all bout me and it was like da sweetest thing dat ive ever read in my whole life dude she is like da best person in da whole world and i seriously like love her so so so much and i really dont know where or wat i would be if i didnt meet her dat one weekend....Dude i dont even know wat i can say bout her freal dude i have like a million things dat i could say bout her it jus like dont wanna come out or something....but really she is like da most amazin person in da whole world and she has helped me so so so much and i love her more den anything ever and i jus really appreciate her so so so much.....neways...

Dude ever since i met her and we started talkin and like becomin good friends ya know ive been like so full of like life and love and happiness, now i know dat sounds like crazy cuz im like all *depressed* n shit like all da time but like freal like before i knew her and before she came into my life i would like sit in my room and do nuffin and feel bad for myself and jus hate life and hate everyone and everything but once i started talkin to her she made me like want to do things like go out wit friends and not jus sit home and do nuffin but feel horrible but like she makes me feel like there is something to live for in life and that there is no reason to sit home and do nuffin but she makes me wanna have a better life ya know. I mean ive always wanted a better life but like she makes me feel better about my life and makes me want to make my life better for myself instead of jus like sittin around hatin it ya know? I dont know if dat will make any sence to anyone but yeah i dont know...

Another thing she is like da best thing dat has seriosuly ever happened to me like freal dude she is like a great friend and even tho sometimes she dont beleive me when i say dat she is is like da best friend ever, but like really she is cuz she is ALWAYS THERE FO ME, she always gives me advice and she is jus like herself which i really love cuz its kool to have someone be theirselves sometiems instead of always tryin to impress everyone else ya know.....but neways like i was sayin before she is da one thing dat makes my life good. She makes my life better by jus by being a part of it like dat one quote. But freal tho i would seriosuly not be alive if it werent fo her so like yeah i like owe her my life, which i would be so willing to give it up fo her...but yeah freal i cant even begin to explain everythin dat i love bout her or everythin dat she has done fo me or why i love her so much or how much i appreciate her but hey dats a start hmm maybe i could write a book bout dis stuff lol im sure dat if i really tried i could get at least 500 pages full lol neways since i know dat yur gonna read dis britterz I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND IM SO HAPPY DAT WERE FRIENDS AND LIKE I KNOW DAT WE R GONNA BE FRIENDS FOREVER DUDE *CUZ WE R GONNA GROW OLD TOGETHER AND HAVE GRANDCHILDREN NOT TOGETHER BUT LIKE U KNW WAT I MEAN AND WERE GONNA BE TOGETHER FOREVER* AND NO BODY NO ANYTHING WILL EVER CHANGE DAT WELL LOVE U LOTS BYE SWEETIE

p.s I dont tell u dis but ive got faith in you too so never ever ever forget dat, i love ya lots byez!

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Hey i havent wrote in this since da last time that i was here but yeah since im here and im bored and yeah britt is leaving soon, actually she sould already be off cuz she said dat she was getting off at 2 45 and its 2 50 rite now! But oh well yea neways, Oh yeah and britt if you read dis wat i was talkin bout in da entry before this one was nothing bad it was jus all of these diff things dat i was thinkin about and like i really didnt know how to explain them and if i tried to explain them then like you would have taken wat i said totally wrong and i didnt really want that either so yeah i jus kinda wrote like yeah all of that crap ya know....well yeah neways
I really missed talkin to britt online tho, Cuz yeah i talked to her on da phone but like it really is alot harder to talk to her on da phone then it is on da internet but then again when were talkin on da internet i seem to get us in these stupid lil fights, and really i dont mean to start them ya know but like every other min i find myself startin another one and im sure dat britt prolly gets really annoyed by them but like relaly i cant help it and im really sorry dat i put her through all of that crap. I really love her more then anything but yeah i guess there is no provin dat to her now is there.....well yeah its like 3 32 rite now and dave and becky r really annoyin da shit outta me and like james jus woke up again so yeah i think dat ill jus write more in this thing like tommarow or something hey britt if you read dis which most likely you will I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!