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Be careful wat you wish for

:: 2003 10 September :: 4.14pm

I wish I had what I needed
To be on my own
'Cause I feel so defeated
And I'm feeling alone

And it all seems so helpless
And I have no plans
I'm a plane in the sunset
With nowhere to land

And all I see
It could never make me happy
And all my sand castles
Spend their time collapsing

Let me know that You hear me
Let me know Your touch
Let me know that You love me
And let that be enough

And I feel stuck
Watching history repeating
Yeah, who am I?
Just a kid who knows she's needy

Let me know that You hear me
Let me know Your touch
Let me know that You love me
And let that be enough

<3333

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ducky

:: 2003 10 September :: 12.43pm
:: Mood: indescribable

innocence again
i cant wait till tomarrow when i can freakin get out of this place
not that i dont LOVE staying home..doin nothing..sleepin watchin t.v. ..stayin in mah p.j's all day..n gettin special kare n ice cream frum mah mommy =)..
but im seriiously gonna go NUTS if i have to stay on more day with nothing to do but THINK..i need to keep mah self freakin busy .. wen ur busy u dont tihnk as much..and got i hate freakin thinkin so much im thinkin bout everything i finally STOPPED thinkin bout..dang i jus need to stop lettin mahself miss him..its not fair to meh..

but i do miss him =/...< / 3

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ducky

:: 2003 10 September :: 12.00am
:: Mood: sad

i had that..
so im sititn here..
bored as hell lookin @ ppl profiles and i sum how found this gurl's journal thang whos going out with mah friend mark..and im readin and she mentions his name god like 100 times every freakin entry and usually that wuld PISS ME OFF and cuz its like DAM all u talk bout it his..but it jus mad me sad..like holy shit t hey love each other soo much its not even funny seriously u think they were like not middle skoo freakin ppl ude think there like SERIOUSLY FOR REAL IN LOVE and im jus like awwwe damni wish i had that and then i relise I DID HAVE THAT..and i know that sounds i donno weird but i really did have that, and i freakin wuz a dumass and lost it..holy fuck u know thurzday w uld be me n kev'z 6 fuckin month anniversery..xsept we broke up like 2 months ago so i shuld stop freakin keepin trak..but SERIOUSLY..i still love him to freakin death..i dont think i kan ever go to skoo again and face any of tha fuckers there xspecially him i fukin need him bak..damn

once again, i make fun of ppl like meh...< / 3

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