::yet another freakin entry::
random ppl who r readin my journal prolly think im like a lez. n im like obsessed with jill so here ill further those thoughts,.....bout im not a lez tha second part mite be tru tho..lol

today, sucked.
i have no idea why
ever since i got home ive jus been completly...empty
i dont even no y
i had a great day at school
but i get home and..
NO jill
not a letter not a phone call not a email not an IM session
not readin a letter from her, and a email, IMin her, drawing and talkin to her on yahoo, IMin her on MSN, and talkin to her on tha phone..all at tha same time
nope.
not once.
and its like screwed up mah hole day
its like part of my daily rutine..
like wen sumone wakes up every single morning for years and years and had a cup of coffee first thing, then goes n gets ready n goes to work or whatever and then one day he wakes up and hes outta coffee *gasp* it throws off his whoooole day!!
thats how it is.
its like part of my day
it makes my day
today, it broke mah day
i wake up do my homework go online and jilly is on! then i get dressed eat, occasionally..go to school..get home..tlak to jilly..and then talk to her some more..do a lil homework take a shower ..go to bed..and then it starts all over gain
today was missin my best, and most important part of tha day
and i dont know how many more days i can stand of this
its like gettin an INCOMPLETE on a paper
its not an A its not a F
its an imcomplete
which means wut u thought u were done with is gonna haunt u till u "COMPLETE IT" it..
thats wut a day with out jilly is...
fucked up
and incomplete


thats one of the scariest things bout loosin her for good ..
a life time ful of days with out jill.
big fat red INCOMPLETE rite on tha top of my life story....


god..im counting the freakin minutes till i have a reason to go to bed and get this fukin day over with.........**1 hour and 26 minutes...**

Make a wish!!