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ducky

:: 2003 18 August :: .29am

you promised you would cute me
you would always be here
you would call everyday
always be sincere
you promised you would always be truthful
that you would never lie
that we would always be friends
till the day we die
you didnt call today
the day i need you more then the rest
its weird how we both failed
the most important test
its funny how we loose
the things we were so lucky thave found
its funny how i thought you would be here forever
now your voice a unfamilar sound
i should have held on tighter
never letting go
not its too late
i dont blame you
anymore then i blame myself
i cant blame you for lieing
i did it to
i too have broken promises
all of them to you

Make a wish!!


ducky

:: 2003 18 August :: .21am

im sorry i didnt save you
i was too busy saving myself
i didnt notise the slits in your wrists
how you truly felt
i didnt understand then
of course i never will
why we had to feel the pain
like slowly being killed
but this kind of dead
is worth then death itself
silent screams
invisible tears
no difference
beteween minutes
and years
lookin around
but not seeing a thing
hearing laughter
but causin pain
i cant cure you
or make you sane
i cant breath in this life
cant lie anymore
say nothin is wrong
nothings right
gotta get this off my chest
this fake smile is all i have left

Make a wish!!


ducky

:: 2003 18 August :: .08am

i tried to tell you
you ignored the signs
you were too busy planning your own suicide
i told you once before
but you have proabably forgotten
i exspected someone to ask what was wrong
regardless of my happy song

Make a wish!!

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