hmm..today is my first full day being single in like, 4 months, i almost forgot what it feels like. almost. i cant tell u i like it. i cant tell u i hate it. but i dont relly have a choice. and what am i doing on my first day of being a free woman? sitting. at home. on my bum. doing nothin. i was gonna go to the beach and look for some boys, but its gross out so im shooting for tomarrow. im back in the game and im gonnna make the most of it. even if i would do anything to be at kevins house rite now. or talkin with him. i miss him. alot. no no no i dont. yes i do. no i dont. why is this afecting me so damn much?


just got off tha phone with KATHRYN! i havnt talked to her on tha phone in, forever. i miss her. even tho i saw her like 2 weeks ago. were gonna go tubin, and see legally blonde 2. yay. i kant wait.



i miss jill so much. i havn't talked to her since, like 2 in tha mornin on Friday.i called her oday but no one was home, even if she was home i would have no idea what to say. i miss her so much. i was like all crying yesterday cuz i relised im not gonna talk to her in so long or at least not lyke how we did :( she was writin stuff bout me in her journal, and she said she couldnt say it in there cuz iw ould read it? what would she have to say bout me that i couldnt read...i hope its nothin bad..but it probably is




i talked to amber today to..i was talkin to stasi and she asked me for ambers s/n and i accidently typed it wrng and put : simply a man LOL instead of simplyme hehahah we had a laugh bout that one..te he..shes a REALLY good friend she REALLY cheered me up bout tha whole kev thing and shes jus tha best.








Friday, tha 4th o July, was so awsome. i went to cassanders birthday party, it was great! i took a whole buncha pix and im gonna download em on here. we played pass out, it was so cool and we watched tha fireworx on cassander'z dock it was awsome. we saw kev too, we tink lol n den he kalled me! ok stop. anywho, we lit firecrackers and it took us like an hour to lit them. Klansy cassandra and jenna were tryin to lit them and me and alyssa were watchin them laughin our asses off. haha how many blondes does it take to light a fire cracker. 3. then they all like ran for there lives when it went off, even tho it took like 2 minutes to actully pop. hahah jenna was like runnin like a duck it was hilarious. we were puttin body spray on all of us and lightin everything on fire lol. and then we went out side n smoked paper, lol but my head hurt really bad n than we watched darkness falls but me cassanders n alyssa fell asleep. it was a great party tho. i really like cassandra, shes awsome. shes like one of my best friends. she let me read her diary thing tho and like it talked bout how she wanted to die :( geez, seems like everyone wants to die these days :( but anyways shes so awsome and im really glad i met her this year! but anyways it was tha best party we laughed so hard jenna pee'd her pants 3 times. lol.





lets see ...what else...chelsie is mad at me. wow. again. i didnt do anything this time. shes jus always all mad about me hangin out with jill. im NOT gonna beg her back this time, she can come to be if she wants to be friend. holy crap tho. she needs to get over herself she is not the only one in tha world.









well ive wrote alot so l8ta
:-/ always, brit

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