:: 2004 13 August :: 8.27 pm

Basics
Name:: kristen
Birthplace:: brooklynnn
Birthdate:: 6/7/90
Current City of Residence:: brooklyn
Family Members:: mom, dad, brother
Favorites
Color:: black and red
Beverage:: water
Movie:: identity
Musical:: music or actual musical?
Board Game:: monopoly
Computer Game:: i havent played computer games in awhile
Game to Roleplay:: ??
Animal:: dogs
Sport:: football
Book:: i dont know
A Day In The Life..
School:: what about it?
Typical Mood:: hyper
Usually Found?:: on the phone
Collects:: cds
Have You Ever
Been kissed:: nah
Done drugs:: nope
Eaten an entire box of Oreos: no lol
Eaten sushi:: no i hate fish
Been on stage:: yes
Been in a car accident:: no
This or That
Cold or Hot:: hot
Blue or Red:: blue
Rain or Snow:: rain
Wool or Cotton:: cotton
Private or Public School:: private i guess...
Chocolate or Plain Milk:: plain
Celsius or Farenheit:: farenheit??
Spring or Fall:: fall
Science or History:: science
Math or English:: math
"Love Life"
Do you like somebody?:: no
Do they know?::
Do you want them?::
Are they hot?::
Random
Who do you e-mail the most?: i dont usually email...
Who do you IM the most?: ashley
Who are you talking to now?:: paul and james
Are you currently in love?:: no
Is this survey lame?:: nope
In 24 hours have you...
...Had a serious talk?:: no lol
...Hugged someone?:: yes
...Gotten along with your parents?:: yes
...Fought with a friend?:: yes
...Done something kind for someone?: yes
Do You Like To...
Give hugs?:: yes!
Give back rubs?:: no
Take walks in the rain?:: yes
Cook?:: it depends what im cooking
Eat?:: yes! i love that!
Sleep?:: yes! i love that just as much as eating!
Who..?
..Knows you the best?:: ali and ashley
..Have you known the longest?::tim and joe
..Do you know the most about?:: ali and ashley
..Do you consider your friend?:: i consider alotta people my friend...
..Is most likely to end up in jail?:: nocco... nah actually hes smart enough not to get caught.. one of them will eventually though..
..Can you go to with your problems?:: ali and ashley and tim and my journal
..Do you want to get to know better?:: no one at the moment
..Do you spend the most time with?:: uhh my family
Have You...
..Been to a concert?:: no.
..Loved someone so much it made you cry?:: i cried but i didnt love
..Cheated on a test?:: yes
..Ever stalked someone?:: jokingly
..Done something you regret?:: duh yes
..Been in an online relationship?:: ehh came close! long story... i know SOOO many people thru aol its stupid.. but hey, i met ash that way (xoxo ash)
Random Questions
Single or Hooked?:: single!
What is your worst habit?:: i dunno
Scariest moment?:: i almost killed myself yesterday lmaooo.. details? leave a comment
Do you swear too much?:: eh.. nah i dont think so
How do you feel about homosexuality?:: i have absolutely no problem with it
Where are you right now?:: at my computer.. duh
Are you sitting by anyone?:: no
What song are you listening to?:: addicted.. simple plan... warped radio on aol! woot!
What is the last thing you said?:: anyway
What's on your mousepad?:: red
What are the last four digits of your phone number?:: which one?
What was the last thing you ate?:: cookies
If you were a crayon, what color would you be?:: something bright.. like orange
How many buddies do you have on your list?:: i dunno.. dun wanna add up the groups
What's the weather like right now?:: i dunno its night and humid
What do you feel like doing?:: i dunno.. jumping around and yelling at shawn
What is your favorite quote?:: what i put 2 entries ago

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:: 2004 13 August :: 8.06 pm
:: Music: the pros and cons of breathing - fall out boy

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:: 2004 13 August :: 5.45 pm

truest words i've heard in a long time..
sometimes i just cant tell the difference
between your touch
& a burn from a fire
its like i dont even know you anymore.



im thinking of saying that to shawn...

he tells me 'i can tell you anything' yet i just find out yesterday that he's had a chick since july 18th! almost a month i dont know something like hes got a girl! half the frickin world knew before i did... my cousin knew! and i didnt! yet im the one he 'can trust the most'

bull shit!

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:: 2004 13 August :: 5.36 pm

getting away with murder
Somewhere beyond happiness and sadness
I need to calculate
What creates my own madness
And I'm addicted to your punishment
And you're the master
And I am waiting for disaster

I feel irrational
So confrontational
To tell the truth I am
Getting away with murder
It isn't possible
To never tell the truth
But the reality is I'm getting away with murder

I drink my drink and I don't even want to
I think my thoughts when I don't even need to
I never look back cause I don't even want to
And I don't need to
Because I'm getting away with murder

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:: 2004 12 August :: 8.40 pm

We are young, heartache to heartache we stand
No promises, no demands
Love is a battlefield


cant go online for awhile... thats why i havent updated.. gotta do ALOTTA summer work... and im busy running the track at fort and stuff i gotta get in shape for soccer...

leave a comment, even if it just says hi... lemme know someone's out there!

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:: 2004 7 August :: 6.31 pm
:: Music: autobiography - ashlee simpson

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:: 2004 7 August :: 8.29 am

ok, sry bout that last update complaining bout u know what... oh right... some of you dont... cuz it was FRIENDS ONLY... yea, that means only my FRIENDS can see it... got it?

LBI was alright.. house was huge... 3 houses from the beach... we played football on the beach that was sooo funny.. and we were in the park checkin out the guys... and we played minigolf with 36 holes and we played hide and seek! my favorite game!.. yea so stuff was alright

::starts to do a dance:: i talked to joey, i talked to joey, i talked to joey...

i couldnt decide if he hung up or if his battery on his cell phone died...

its 830 in the morning im gunna go do the rest of what i need to do online and then im gunna see if i can sleep again and if not im gunna go watch tv and see if the xgames from last night are re-playing cuz i missed them.. cuz we went to kasia's show! roar i miss my cousins sooo much... we had so much fun, they did oklahoma nd it was soo cute and me and kasia's friend and mary.. when kasia was pretending to cry, busted out laughing when the whole audience was silent cuz we know her soooo well and it was hysterical.. and then when the lights went off on stage, kasia was wearing a white dress and the time and we saw her trip lol... and her friend brian who was the other lead, his foot got caught in the wire when he was coming onto the stage lol.. he was cool about it though.. once he got his foot out lol.. kasia's friend was sooooooo funny... i dunno how to spell her name so i aint gunna spell it... i know how to say it! lol

im out.. im gunna leave another friends only entry so if ur reading this now and there's nothing above it and you're a friend, hold up for 5 minutes

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:: 2004 3 August :: 9.55 pm
:: Mood: pissy!!!
:: Music: pieces of me - ashlee simpson

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:: 2004 2 August :: 9.38 pm

Don't know what I was looking for when I went home, I found me alone...Sometimes, I need someone to say, you'll be alright, what's on your mind?...But the waters shallow here, and I am full of fear...And empty handed after two long years...
Back home, I always thought I wanted so much more, now im not too sure... Cause sometimes, I miss knowing someones there for me and feeling free... free to stand beside the ocean in moonlight and light myself a smoke beneath the dark atlantic sky... everybody here is living life in fear of falling out of line, tearing lives apart breakin lots of hearts just to pass the time...And the eyes get red in the back of your head, this place will make you blind, put it all behind me and I'll be just fine....

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:: 2004 1 August :: 7.14 pm

new stuff at the bottom!
whoaa im back!!! it was fun... here's my day to day:

Sunday:
We got there at like 4:00... and we unpacked and did our food shopping and went to dinner... nothing exciting to talk about...

Monday:
We went to the beach and we went to the pool (nice heated pool! lol) and i had chocolate chip pancakes for breakfast lol ali you know how much i wanted those.. umm, yea we went to dinner at pizza hut lol... ooh! and we played mini golf! and i sucked! ha! lol .. the one we played was hard though... ohh and we went to the boardwalk that night... we saw peter there! lolol i did a double take i was like wait what? lmao yeah so he was there... he got one of his ears pierced... looks good... if any of you are wondering whether or not im still holding a grudge against him for trying to use me, im not lol.. but there was this guy... ooooh this guy was HOTT! he was a skaterrr<3 you know how i love my skaters! goshh i want one soo bad lol.. but his smile was soo cutee.. and he had the hair i love... the hair down to the neck.. ::squeals:: aaah he was soooooooooo completely gorgeous... ::points to me:: totally crushinn lol and i'll never see him again in my entire life lol but thats ok... enough about monday..

Tuesday:
it was nicee... we went to the beach and the pool and stuff... umm... where'd we go to eat? ohh yea we went to cape may and ate at henry's and me and my mom stole the rolls!!! lmaooo dont ask it was really funny thoughh... and we went shopping in the lil mall its soo cute its got all these lil shops in it and stuff and its just really cute lol and i got a pair of capris... and then it started with the major lightning and it was scary... oh yea it was my mom's bday too lol

Wednesday:
It rained... alot... the streets were flooded lol... we saw the bourne supremacy omggg frickinn good movie!! see it! seriously it rocked my socks... we went back to cape may and ate there and i had a strawberry daquiri lol dun worry, virgin... but it was good lol with whipped cream on top it was soo good lololol sryy hyper...

Thursday:
Gorgeous day... thats the day i was in the water all day and i met this kid... love his hair lol its the hair down to the neck lol hes so sweet he was from pennsylvania... ya know how guys love to talk about themselves? he does lol and he shows it but i think thats cute cuz he's not afraid to show who he is... he asked me for my sn like the first half hour we talked lol so yea i got his but email wont go through for some reason... oh well, i'll wait til he's home and he signs on... we went to duffinetti's for dinner... chocolate cake to DIE for dammit... our waitress was polish lol my dad was talking to her in polish like every time she came over to the table lol

Friday:
went to the beach and the pool and got pizza hut take out for dinner lol... oh and we went to the lil water park that's there... it was fun... talked to my friend again lol... and we packed that night..

Saturday:
We left! and i didnt say goodbye to my friend! =[ oh well... umm, so it took us three frickin hours to get to point pleasant! it should have taken one! roar... yeah so we went to the beach with uncle marc and aunt kathy and chrissy and tj... lots to tell from that trip lol gosh our parents took 3 hours to eat dinner... ha.. yea right... then at 12 they went out again and werent back til 2! we think chrissy's mom got drunk... long story... wanna know the story, leave a comment i aint typing it, its long.. yeah and we went to the boardwalk and my brother played this game where like you gotta get a football thru this moving tire and this guy in like his 20s is trying to do it, he tries like 10 times and he says, alright i'll pay for 6 more, give this kid 3 and he points to my brother... now this guy was a total loudmouth hes like 'this is my main man right here, hes gunna get it' and all this crap that was hysterical... so the first ball my 10-year old brother throws, he gets in lol... it was kindaa funny...

Sunday:
i woke up, me and chrissy watched road rules for a lil while and then we started watching a movie and then i left and i signed online and i did everything that i needed to do online and yea... now just my regular daily entry:


ok whew done with the days that took me awhile... anyway.. i want my dad's friend to call so we can go out to long island and see his hott sons lol teehee.. he calls every summer but he hasnt called yet and i hope he calls really soon... CUZ I REALLY REALLY REALLY WANNA GO!!! gosh my fall out boy cd rules.. ali wont call me back and its getting me pissed... i need to talk to her for like awhile at a time... just to clear up everything that i havent said this past week that needed to be said cuz i cant say it to everyone else.. i mean, i talked to chrissy a lil yesterdayy but ali's the only one i can really trust... AND SHE WONT CALL!!! i know ur gunna read this ali, you suckk.. i want to talk to the guy i met! ::cries:: ...ok i updated cuz i was gunna get kicked offline last night but i wasnt done with my entry... for those of you who read it, heres more: i talked to joey last night!!! ::smiles!!!:: i talked to him online first and after that i got really giggly lol i called ali and giggled to her lol... like the first thing he did, though, was give me his number lol =] and i gave him mine and he called me last night<3 he had to go cuz his battery was shot but then i called ali and i lost service but couldnt call her house back cuz it was like really late lol and she didnt call me back so, yea.. then i called shawn, and he might still like me ::cries:: nooo! not good! but he knows about joey so oh well... and adam doesnt like me!!!!! yay!!!.. oy.. my xanga aint updating right... grr.. OMG I LOVE MY FALLOUT BOY CD!! "wish that i was as invisible as you make me feel!" i could live by that line... im talking to joey right now lol.. yay.. ali gave me an idea to ask him what he likes in a chick... and im going to like any minute lol... ok scratch that, i just asked him lol.. now a smart guy would say 'everything you have' but not that many guys are that smart lol.. grr still no answer.. he could be typing lol.. i called tim last night and we talked for... oh.. 5 minutes? lol he said he had to go so i was like whatever... he kept bugging me last time i talked to him about how i wasnt talking to any guys that i liked and i didnt get to tell him that i am now lol.. ok joey answered:
stud81ng [11:28 AM]: umm definitely pretty and always smiles but I like a girl who is nice and not a slut I like a really sweet girl with a personality
everything was good except for the first part lol but hey, he's a guy can you blame him? lol.. hey, im always smiling lol.. maybe a lil too much lmaoo... and i got personality...which can be seen in my excessive energy bursts lol.. im not always sweet though lmaoo ali knows that =]~*.. i was reading the paper this morning... they got major info on terror threats and stuff.. got main targets and everything... in ny its like nyse and something else shit i cant remember... so they boosted security there and everything but the level is on orange at least til the elections... i dont like that... it scares me... i mean, new york has been on orange for a long time but its like DC and other places too now... i dont like that... after 9/11 being here, any attack in the states is gunna have a hugeeee impact on me cuz i'll know how other people are feeling too and its a pretty sucky feeling.. oyy i wont be able to go online for awhile cuz once i sign off, im not online til i finish my next book for summer homework and it might take me awhile so this is my last update for a couple of days... leave some love or call me whenever!! mwaaa laterrrr

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:: 2004 24 July :: 7.44 pm
:: Mood: hyper
:: Music: fall out boy

4 you constantly make it impossible to | make conversation

:: 2004 22 July :: 10.08 pm
:: Mood: happy!!!
:: Music: cassidy - get no better

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:: 2004 21 July :: 11.57 am
:: Music: give it up - midtown

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:: 2004 21 July :: 11.16 am
:: Mood: i dont know!
:: Music: i dunno what song this is... i think its madonna...

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:: 2004 20 July :: 10.13 am

my line from my new song:

'And we would look hot as a couple, cause you shaped so beautifully, and you almost as cute as me!'

i <3 this song! lol... and its cassidy! ::gasp:: lol but its a great song! nicole's the one that got me hooked lol its her nd anthony's song... but its my new fav lol come on that line is SO something i'd say lol

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:: 2004 18 July :: 4.33 pm
:: Music: the rain on the windowsill

4 you constantly make it impossible to | make conversation

:: 2004 16 July :: 7.18 pm
:: Mood: menstrual
:: Music: on the way down, ryan cabrera

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:: 2004 14 July :: 9.01 pm
:: Mood: hyper
:: Music: fall out boy - homesick at spacecamp

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:: 2004 13 July :: 1.56 pm
:: Mood: hi
:: Music: my friends over you - nfg

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:: 2004 10 July :: 1.59 pm
:: Mood: alright...
:: Music: taking back sunday!

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:: 2004 10 July :: 9.49 am

woot! shyeaah it works...

the used is such a great band...

you almost pick the best times to drop the worst lines, you almost made me cry again this time, another false alarm, red flashing lights, well this time im not going to watch myself die, i think i made it a game to play your game and let myself cry, i buried myself alive on the inside so i could shut u out and make u go away for a long time...

you want me back, you're gunna have to ask nicer than that!!!

oy i wanna write a really long entry about nothing at all, and thats exactly what im gunna do.. this entry is gunna be filled with loads of feelings and loads of lyrics and loads of other stuff i feel like putting in lol... maybe a pic or two... whatever i feel like putting in...

could be an accident but I'm still trying.'

yeah that's fall out boy nd they're a freakin good band!!!

im talking to my twin meaghan... shes a cool twin... i <3 her lol... meaghan told me that the nearest guest day for the beach is this friday!!!!! and ali didnt tell me!!! grrrr lol sorry i wanna go though... i wanna see some hott guyss... well, really, who doesnt? hahaha i was looking at the journal for the guy who set up woohu, andy, nd he had this survey thingyy in his journal nd hes like 18 or something nd he's never kissed a chick... 18? ouchhh... shawn... shawn shawn shawn... what to do about him... why all of a sudden i dont wanna talk to him or be around him, i dont know... i just dont... i really thought it was like pms or something but it aint that time... i miss tim... im gunna call him todayy... heres a list of people i need to call... its gunna be in alphabetical order cuz im going thru my phone book lol, here we go: ali, andrew, cassie, emily, lorraine, steve, tim, and thats it... but thats alot lol... i wanna watch fuse... but it aint fuse yet... not til 11... until 11 its all 'paid programming' lol... i wanna put in a picture... lemme go look for one... i want a pic of a sexyy guy... lol

ok i dunno how to put pics in here lol i tried...

dont worry bout me, im gunna make it alright

i wonder if u can do bold and italic at the same time... lemme try...

dude!!!

well, when i update i'll see if it worksssss... ali got her IMs back... go her...
Alicatt87 [10:04 AM]: and matt was there!!!
BlindedByTears2x [10:05 AM]: oh god...
Alicatt87 [10:05 AM]: and i was flirting so much
Alicatt87 [10:05 AM]: and i cnt wait till i c matt

shes gunna cheat on james... shes sooo going to... ali ur a whore... lmaoo i LOVE that word lol sorryy i just do... i wanna listen to fall out boy... really bad... lol u know what else i wanna do? i wanna go to warped... i also wanna meet ryan cabrera lol... i want a sour apple blow pop... oooh! i think i have one!!! lol i wanna change my aol icon...im sick of it... it needs to be something... fun! and colorful! not all black nd white... i mean, black is my favorite color but i need a change... aaah!!! i want fall out boy!!! ::calls for mom so she can put in her password so i can DL it::

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:: 2004 10 July :: 9.46 am

im so sick of being here...

im trying this whole new thing of making my words bold italicized and underlined

maybe it'll work... i'll update and see... cuz if it does, im gunna have fun with this!!! lol

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:: 2004 9 July :: 6.46 pm
:: Music: TAKING BACK SUNDAY!

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:: 2004 6 July :: 9.06 pm

yayyy! another survey thingyy!
What is your name?: kristen
Are you named after anyone?: after me
What's your screename?: blindedbytears2x
Would you name a child of yours after you?: no lol i aint conceited
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?: i dunno
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: dunnoooo
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?: kristin
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: maybe lol alotta people cant pronounce it
Basics
Your gender: Female
Straight/Gay/Bi: Straight
Single?: yes
If not, do you want to be?: i prefer being single...
Birthdate: June 7th
Your age: 14
Age you act: depends on the day
Age you wish you were: i dont wanna miss anything... so no age lol
Your height: 5' 4''
Eye color: blue
Happy with it?: yes!
Hair color: dun askkk
Happy with it?: yeah i guess
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous: lefty
Your living arrangement: my room lol
Your family: what about them? lol
Have any pets?: nope
Whats your job?: babysitting if it counts
Piercings?: ears
Tattoos?: nope
Obsessions?: alias and ryan cabrera lol ali
Addictions?: none
Do you speak another language?: i know some spanish... once, i called my mom nd i said hola mi madre and she said sry u have the wrong number lololol
Have a favorite quote?: the truth is, you could slit my throat, and with my one last gasping breath, i'd apologize for bleeding on your shirt...
Do you have a webpage?: lookin at it


Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it

Do you live in the moment?: yupp
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: well im soooooo completely impatient but otherwise... no lol
Do you have any secrets?: yeah
Do you hate yourself?:no
Do you like your handwriting?: yeahh
Do you have any bad habits?: yupp who doesnt
What is the compliment you get from most people?: i love your hair! grrrr
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: lol probably twisted!!!!
What's your biggest fear?: losing the people i love...
Can you sing?: pshhhh yeah sure
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: are u fucking kidding me that is like the thing that pisses me off the most in the entire world!
Are you a loner?: nopeee i love meeting people lol
What are your #1 priorities in life?: people i love and music
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: yeah lol Are you a daredevil?: sometimes...
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: oh boy i could go on for awhile
Are you passive or agressive?: agressive
Do you have a journal?: lookin at it
What is your greatest strength and weakness?: greatest strength, knowing how to deal with things... i learned that from my depression... weakness... being hurt...
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: nothing.
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: in some ways... not when it comes to death... in any other way, yes
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: nope... not a thing... cuz i live each day to the fullest... and if tomorrow never comes, i'll know that i did everything i could...
Do you think life has been good so far?: without a doubt... im sooo lucky to have what i have
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: live
What do you like the most about your body?: my eyes...
And least?: um... i dunno im not really picky... i just know that i love my eyes lol
Do you think you are good looking?: ew i hate questions that make you compliment yourself/put yourself down...
Are you confident?: yeah
What is the fictional character you are most like?: i dont know!
Are you perceived wrongly?: omg yes


Do You...

Smoke?: no
Do drugs?: no
Read the newspaper?: yes
Pray?: yes
Go to church?: yes
Talk to strangers who IM you?: if im in a good mood and they arent trying to piss me off
Sleep with stuffed animals?: sometimes... when i need something to hug
Take walks in the rain?: as long as there aint no lightning
Talk to people even though you hate them?: i don't hate people.
Drive?: cantt
Like to drive fast?: cant drive!


Would or Have You Ever?

Liked your voice?: lol yeah
Hurt yourself?: no comment...
Been out of the country?: nope
Eaten something that made other people sick?: umm i dunno
Been in love?: no
Done drugs?: u asked me that
Gone skinny dipping?: no
Had a medical emergency?: um not really... yes i did i fractured my ankle
Had surgery?: nope
Ran away from home?: no
Played strip poker?: lol. no.
Gotten beaten up?: pshh yea whatever
Beaten someone up?: my brother if that counts
Been picked on?: omfg yes.
Been on stage?: umm yeah i have
Slept outdoors?: yes...
Thought about suicide?: no comment...
Pulled an all nighter?: duhh
If yes, what is your record?: 48 hours
Gone one day without food?: oh god no
Talked on the phone all night?: half of the night...
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: lol no
Slept all day?: no suprisingly
Killed someone?: no
Made out with a stranger?: lol no
Had sex with a stranger?: lol no
Thought you're going crazy?: yes every day
Kissed the same sex?: noooo
Done anything sexual with the same sex?: nope
Been betrayed?: fuckkk yea
Random note: i <3 tbs!!!
Had a dream that came true?: probably
Broken the law?: lol yeah
Met a famous person?: yea... hilary duff lmaoooooo dont ask
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: by accident. i dunno probably
On purpose?: haha no
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?:i used to do that i dont anymore i've grown up... life aint about gossip...
Stolen anything?: Yes.
Been on radio/tv?: no
Been in a mosh-pit?: no
Had a nervous breakdown?: no
Bungee jumped?: no lol
Had a dream that kept coming back?: yes.. nd it wasnt a nice one... people were chasing me with guns nd stuff


Beliefs

Belive in life on other planets?: yupp...what are we a planet of freaks?
Miracles?: yes
Astrology?: yes
Magic?: no
God?: yes
Satan?: yes and i'm scared to death of him.
Santa?: ((yes, but he died.)) <-- what the person before put lmaooo... my answer is no lol
Ghosts?: not really... in a way yes... its complicated
Luck?: not really...
Love at first sight?: no way
Yin and yang: lol no
Witches?: no
Easter bunny?: no
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: no
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: lololol
Do you wish on stars?: i used to.


Deep Theological Questions

Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: yes
Do you think God has a gender?: i dunno lol
Do you believe in organized religion?: no... i mean, im catholic but i dont believe in hating other people because of their beliefs...
Where do you think we go when we die?:i dunno... heaven or hell...


Friends

Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: yeah... jenna's bi... nd i think ashley's bi too... dont worry, you guys dont know jenna nd ash... they aint the ones ur thinkin of
Who is your best friend?: ali
Who's the one person that knows most about you?: ali
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: i dunno but it was probably from lorraine
Your favourite inside joke?: oh gosh... too many... either seizure fish or chicken soup or steph's blue tongue lol
Thing you're picked on most about?: my hair lol
Who's your longest known friend?: tim nd joe
Newest?: mmm... katie my lil sis
Shyest?: i dunno...
Funniest?: matt
Sweetest?: kaitlyn lol i said it today ur TOO nice
Closest?: ali
Weirdest?: oh... me... without hesitation
Smartest?: julia, joe nd jonathan
Ditziest?: jenn
Friends you miss being close to the most?: umm... i dunno
Last person you talked to online?: shawn, RoRo, nd jenn
Who do you talk to most online?: i dunno whoever
Who are you on the phone with most?: shawn
Who do you trust most?: ali
Who listens to your problems?: ali and shawn
Who do you fight most with?: i dunno... everyone
Who's the nicest?: kaitlyn
Who's the most outgoing?: totally me
Who's the best singer?: molly!!!!
Who's on your shit-list?: lol ali is!
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: noooo
Who's your second family?: kait nd ali
Do you always feel understood?: pshhhhh
Who's the loudest friend?: me!
Do you trust others easily?: no!!!
Who's house were you last at?: kaitlyn
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in: ali's nd shawn's
Do your friends know you?: um... not really... ali does... no one else really...
Friend that lives farthest away: umm either kelli or my newly made friend erika


Love and All That

Do you consider love a mistake?: yes
What do you find romantic?: im sooo not into this whole romance thing right now... sooo not in the mood for it
Turn-on?: punk boysss
Turn-off?: pot head...
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going out?: no actually i prefer that i barely know them
Have you ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out: no lol
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive?: umm no i dont think so lol
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: i dont know
What is best about the opposite sex?: nothing
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: everything
What's the last present someone gave you?: um... i dont remember lol
Are you in love?: no and right now i dont wanna be
Do you consider your significant other hot?: i dont have a 'significat other' lol


Who Was the Last Person...

That haunted you?: ali
You wanted to kill?: ali
That you laughed at?: ali
That laughed at you?: ali
That turned you on?: i was on a roll with the ali thing until this lol i dunno
You went shopping with?: umm kaitlyn
That broke your heart?: dunno
To disappoint you?: dunno
To ask you out?: peter...
To make you cry?: i dunno i havent cried in a long time
To brighten up your day?: ali
That you thought about?: ali
You saw a movie with?: ali and james
You talked to on the phone?: shawn
You talked to through IM/ICQ?: shawn nd meg my twin
You saw?: kaitlyn nd thomas
You lost?: lol i dont lose people i lose things



Right This Moment...

Are you going out?: no
Will it be with your significant other?: dont have one
Or some random person?: lol not going out!
What are you wearing right now?: shorts nd a shirt
Body part you're touching right now: my leg
What are you worried about right now?: my mom killing me
What book are you reading?: a lesson before dying
What's on your mousepad?: its red
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling: oyyy, oy, oy, oy, oy
Are you bored?: YES
Are you tired?: not really.
Are you talking to anyone online?: yes
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: no
Are you lonely or content?: content
Are you listening to music?: yes, tbs

whew im done!

2 you constantly make it impossible to | make conversation

:: 2004 6 July :: 8.43 pm
:: Music: there's no 'i' in team... taking back sunday

make conversation

:: 2004 6 July :: 8.24 pm
:: Music: taking back sunday... cute w/out the e...

make conversation

:: 2004 6 July :: 12.18 pm
:: Music: ryan cabrera - true

1 you constantly make it impossible to | make conversation

:: 2004 5 July :: 9.19 pm

had a cool weekend...went to jersey yup yup... chrissy thought jon was cheating on her with liz and she HATES liz and liz HATES her so we all have mutual feelings lol... but we prank called jon lol... 'hey raul!' lmaoo it was really funny if u want the details leave me a comment!

we found out this morning that chrissy has mono and its contagious nd i spent a day with her nd im really hoping i dont get it... not because i was kissing her! cuz like, i dont remember but we probably shared a drink or something along the way... ::scared face:: i dont want mono!!! that would screw up my summer... speaking of summer, i wanna listen to tbs lol i dont know how they relate but i dont care lol... time for the stereo!!! woot! i need to have some girl talk with ali... i wanted to when we went to the movies today but she decided it would be nice if she brought james.. ((ALI I HATE YOU! lol)) and then it was nice of her to decide halfway thru the movie that she didnt want him there lol loserrrr i hate you ali lol jp i <3 you im calling you now lol...ring...... ring...... hello? hiii... how are ya? im good how r u? im good... she just took a walk to carvel... oohhh ok well you just tell her to call me when she gets back... ok, did you enjoy the movie? yupp it was funny...thats good well i'll have her call you... ok... bye...bye

that was the convo w/ali's mom lol she knows my voice when she answers the phone cuz i call all day nd every day lol but thats alrightt<3

on the phone im outtt

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:: 2004 2 July :: 8.58 pm

What is your favorite..
gum: orbit
restaurant: santa fe
drink: water
season: summer
type of weather: sunny
emotion: happy
thing to do on a half day: chill w/people
late-night activity: talkin on the phone nd playing football on the beach
sport: hockey nd football
city: nyc
store: pacsun
When was the last time you..
cried: dont remember
played a sport: like the other day
laughed: before
hugged someone: shawn
felt depressed: today
felt elated: i dont know what that means lol
felt overworked: today
faked sick: dont remember
lied: i dunno i dont really think about it when i do lol
What was the last..
word you said: didnt
thing you ate: pizza
song you listened to: fall back down, rancid!!!
thing you drank: water
place you went to: the bathroom
movie you saw: spiderman2... just todayy its sooooo good
movie you rented: along came polly
Who was the last person you..
hugged: shawn
cried over: umm... wow i dunno its been awhile...
danced with: i dunno it might have been RoRo lol
shared a secret with: i tell everyone my secrets lol
had a sleepover with: lauren
called: chrissy
went to a movie with: my family lol
saw: my mom
were angry with: probably my dad lol i dunno though
couldn't take your eyes off of: dunno
obsessed over: nobody!! woot!
Have you ever..
danced in the rain: yes
done drugs: no
drank alcohol: yea... not like obsessively though i've had champagne on new years
slept around: lol no
partied 'til the sun came up: yup!
had a movie marathon: yup
gone too far on a dare: no
spun until you were immensely dizzy: yes lol ask shawn i did it on the phone with him the other day nd i fell over lol
taken a survey quite like this before: yes all the time

5 you constantly make it impossible to | make conversation

:: 2004 2 July :: 3.33 pm

i talked to shawn all night last night... like from 8 til midnight... i gave him a hug when i went inside nd then i called him nd he said 'i wanted to give u a kiss goodnight but u gave me a hug instead n then ur mom came over too...' nd i was like damn lol no i actually said aw im sorrry... nd hes like ah its okay...

even though every once in awhile i like him, i dont really want a relationship from him... cuz we're like best friends nd i like that better than a relationship... being friends with benefits sucks... i dont really want him to kiss me i dont wanna start to get attached cuz i dont want a relationship from him! especially since he asked out meghan ((she still hasnt called back... her phone got taken away...))but i mean, who knows, meg's answer could be a yes nd they could be going out tomorrow... oyy he keeps tellin me he wants to kiss me nd i mean, i might actually tell him 'dont' cuz i dont want things to change... gottaa go...

1 you constantly make it impossible to | make conversation