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2004 2 July :: 3.33 pm
well if you wanted honesty thats all you had to say...
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2004 1 July :: 7.21 pm
im back in brooklyn for all those who even care ... we had fun... lets see... monday... pool, ((totally hott guy there lol)) mall and movies... at the mall i got my new leather belt which ive needed, new rings, nd a bathing suit nd a shirt... movies we saw white chicks... freakinn hysterical movie dammit... i talked to shawn on the phone til like 2 that night lol ohhh and i found out that the hott anthony on meetspot took the pic of his tongue ring off his gallery... GRR!!! anywayyy tuesday... playland... it was pretty fun... went on rollercoasters nd the bumper cars!!! ((sorry i love bumper cars cuz u can slam into other people lol)) nd we went on the thing the girl died on cuz she stood up... it was sooo funny cuz when u first sit down u see a sign "do not stand up" nd then the announcer guy in there says "dont stand up" or "stay seated" like 6 times and the lights used to go off but they stayed on now and i came to the conclusion that they stay on so that if someone stands up the guy can scream thru the mic "sit down bitch!" lmao sorry im hyper... yeah so that was fun... that night i talked to... um... i know i talked to shawn cuz i talked to him every night but who else... ohh yeah we talked to lauren's friend matt all night cuz we were scared cuz we lost some of the power nd he was the only one who would stay up nd talk to us cuz shawn fell asleep! ahem... srry... wednesday... mountain creek... DEFINITELY the best day i spent with them... lemme sum up the day: i went down a slide that was like 100 ft. high nd the drop is like straight down, i jumped off a cliff that was 23 ft. high, i rode in a giant funnel, i was thrown 12 ft. above the water, nd i rode the rapids w/lauren about 8 times lol
i'll edit this entry later nd finish gtg
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2004 29 June :: 1.08 am
hey hey hey not writing a long entry cuz if i start to, i wont finish til 2 in the morning nd its already 5 after one and im wide awake lol but im at lauren's nd having sooo much fun... see the movie white chicks its sooo funny...i went to pacsun my favorite store of all time! woot! lol nd yeahh we've done some funny shit but i'll update about all of that later mwaaa one
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2004 27 June :: 9.27 am
im leaving for lauren's today in like 2 hours and i aint coming back til thursday so i dunno if im gunna have a chance to update... if i do, cool, but if i dont, leave me some love to tell me whats been going on with everyone! (that means you ali... call me every single day... btw sry i didnt call u last night i fell asleep....kelli was on the other line nd she got mad cuz i wasnt able to talk for like the past 5 times shes called me... so yeah... anyway leave me a comment nd i'll be back thursday...
'it was me and you when we were together, it was me and you when we were apart, it was me and you in my mind, and its me and you in my heart'
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2004 26 June :: 2.30 pm
:: Music: (Cant Get My) Head Around You - The Offspring
deep inside your soul there's a hole you dont wanna see, every single day what you say makes no sense to me... even though i try, i cant get my head around you
deep inside your soul there's a hole you dont wanna see, you're covering it up like a cut with the likes of me, you know i've really tried, i cant do anymore about you
the cut's gettin deeper, the hill's gettin steeper, i guess i'll never know whats really goin on inside you, i cant get my head around you
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2004 26 June :: 12.42 pm
1. WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR KITCHEN PLATES??
lol white
2. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW?
no book
3. WHAT'S ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?
red...
4. FAVORITE BOARD GAME?
monopolyy lol
5. FAVORITE MAGAZINE?
ym
6. FAVORITE SMELL?
coconut!
7. LEAST FAVORITE SMELL?
alot of stuff...
8. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE
UP IN THE MORNING?
who the fuck woke me up!?!
9. HOW MANY RINGS BEFORE YOU ANSWER THE PHONE?
two
10 WHAT IS MOST IMPORTANT IN LIFE?
Love
11. FAVORITE SOUND?
music
12. CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA?
both
13. DO YOU LIKE TO DRIVE FAST?
I would if I could drive...
14. DO YOU SLEEP WITH A STUFFED ANIMAL?
no
15. STORMS COOL OR SCARY?
cool
16. YOUR FIRST CAR:
dont have one
17. IF YOU COULD MEET ONE PERSON DEAD OR ALIVE:
ryan cabrera!!!!
19. WHAT IS YOUR SIGN & YOUR BIRTHDAY:
gemini - june 7thh
20. DO YOU EAT THE STEMS OF BROCCOLI?
lol yes
21. IF YOU COULD HAVE ANY JOB WHAT WOULD IT BE?
i dont know
22. IF YOU COULD HAVE ANY COLOR HAIR, WHAT WOULD IT
BE?
any really cool color... it depends... i might want it jet black w/bright blue highlights or red.. like real red... like electric red
23. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN LOVE?
no
24. IS THE GLASS HALF FULL OR HALF EMPTY?
depends...
25. FAVORITE MOVIE?
identity
26. DO YOU TYPE WITH YOUR FINGERS ON THE RIGHT KEYS?
pshh no
27. WHAT'S UNDER YOUR BED?
so much shit
28. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE NUMBER?
4! FOUR! WOOOOOOOH!! WHOOT WHOOT, GO #4!!!
29. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SPORT TO WATCH?
Hockey!!!
30. WHAT IS YOUR SINGLE BIGGEST FEAR?
the people closest to me leaving me
31. SAY ONE NICE THING ABOUT THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS
TO YOU:
i dont know the person i took it outta a journal lol
32. THE PERSON MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
I'm not actually sending it to anyone.
33. PERSON YOU SENT THIS TO WHO IS LEAST LIKELY TO
RESPOND?
Not sending it to anyone.
34. What CD are you listening to in your car stereo
right now?
more like in my cd player... umm in one is lostprophets in another, taking back sunday
35. FAVORITE TV SHOWS?
alias
36. KETCHUP OR MUSTARD?
ketchup
37. HAMBURGER OR HOTDOG?
both
38. FAVORITE SOFT DRINK?
dont drink soda
39. THE BEST PLACE YOU HAVE EVER BEEN?
right here in brooklynn<3
40. WHAT SCREEN SAVER IS ON YOUR COMPUTER RIGHT NOW?
no screensaver.. but my wallpaper is... i cant remember its either benson the most ADORABLE puppy in the world or ryan cabrera the most ADORABLE person in the world =]
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2004 25 June :: 6.28 pm
what color of hair do they say a bald person has on their drivers license?
lmaoooo i thought that was hysterical sorry im hyper
aaah! i got my mini ipod like 10 seconds ago!!! woooot! it finally came! yayy im out to go play with it and stuff lol
mwaa
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2004 25 June :: 6.06 pm
A little boy walks into his parents room and sees his mom on top of his dad bouncing up and down. The parents stop and the mom quickly dismounts, and hides herself under the covers. "What are you and daddy doing?" asks the lil boy. "Well your dad has a big tummy and sometimes i have to get on top of it to help flatten it", she explains, "you're wasting your time", says the little boy. "when you go shopping the lady next door gets on her knees and blows it back up!"
Loaded words + loaded friends =
Loaded guns to our heads
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2004 25 June :: 5.05 pm
:: Music: ryan cabrera - on the way down
im so obsessed but i cant help it... his lyrics are way too true... true, thats the name of the song that i got the first paragraph from...
I've waited all my life to cross this line to the only thing thats true so I will not hide its time to try anything to be with you all my life I've waited, this is true...
i swear this song that im listening to right now could be dedicated to someone im really close to cuz it totally describes how this person helped me through my depression... ''on the way down, i saw you, and you saved me from myself and i wont forget the way you loved me'' that person saved me from myself nd i'll never forget how much the person cared... cuz it meant so much to me...
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2004 24 June :: 5.56 pm
:: Music: on the way down - ryan cabrera
this guy is my new obsession i swear... his music is like... omg it like takes me over and its not really my type of music he's really pop nd acoustical but omg its crazy the music just like... takes you away from the inside out... and the lyrics are like... so easy to relate to yet in a general way and ohh i cant explain it but he honestly is my new obsession like in an un-healthy way im going crazyy cuz his music gets to me soo much... plus omg total babe! lmaoo but u see one pic of this guyand you will fall over hes gorgeous... whats better then a guitar player whose music is captivating along with his face?! im sorry he's just soooo great and sooo talented and i need to help myself not to become too obsessed cuz thats not good... wow im sorry im just going crazy i cant stop listening to this song... its like the story of my life...
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2004 24 June :: 5.07 pm
:: Music: Ashlee Simpson - Pieces of Me
this is SO my song!
Ryan Cabrera - 'On the Way Down'
Sick and tired of this world
There's no more air
Tripping over myself, going nowhere
Waiting, suffocating, no direction
I took a dive and
On the way down
I saw you, and you saved me from myself
And I won't forget the way you loved me
And on the way down
I almost fell right through
But I held on to you
Been wondering why it's only me
Have you always been inside waiting to breathe
It's alright, sunlight on my face
I wake up and yet, I'm alive 'cuz
On the way down
I saw you, and you saved me from myself
And I won't forget the way you loved me
And on the way down
I almost fell right through
But I held on to you
I want to fade, I'm going under
But now, the weight of the world
Feels like nothing, nothing
(down, down, down)
You're all I wanted
(down, down, down)
You're all I needed
(down, down, down)
You're all I wanted
You're all I needed
And I won't forget the way you loved me
All that I wanted, all that I needed and now
On the way down
I saw you, and you saved me from myself
And I won't forget the way you loved me
And on the way down
I almost fell right through
But I held on to you
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2004 24 June :: 12.28 pm
The Basics
Name: kristen
Spell it Backwards:netsirk
Date of birth: 6-7-90
Male/Female: female
Astrological Sign: gemini
Nicknames: kris... kriskris
Occupation: i babysit
Height: like 5'4''
Weight: skdljsodi;fhs;ldkgsl;dkfj
Eye color: blue<3
Hair color: i honestly dont know
Where were you born?: nyc
Where do you reside?: nyc
Age: 14
Screen name: blindedbytears2x
E-mail: blindedbytears2x@aol.com
What does your screenname mean?: its kinda self-explanatory
Username: lilkristen
What does your user name mean?: same thing i said before
Pets: none
Number of Candles you blew out on your last birthday: 15... one for good luck!
Piercings: ears (ha! i can say that in a survey now ali! lmaoo))
Tattoos: none
Shoe Size: like 8 i think
Righty or Lefty: lefty
Wearing: a t-shirt and shorts
Hearing: taking back sunday
Feeling: i dunno... bored
Eating/Drinking: gum...
Thatsa it!: what?
Which One Of Your Friends is...
Craziest: kaitlyn... without a doubt
Nicest: well it cant be kaitlyn cuz shes a mean girl lmaoooo... umm... i dunno i know alot of nice people
Loudest: me by a longshot
Bitchiest: caroline
Life of the Party: depends who's at the party... ohh... bitchh
Jock: tim lol
Prep: so many
Rebel: me... i hate rules...
Cutest: jessica
Best friend of the same sex: ali
Best friend of the opposite sex: tim
Most popular: i dnoo
Rudest: conor or steve lol
Most shy: no one i know is really that shy...
Dumbest: mike
Smartest: julia or jonathan
Weirdest: kaitlyn... hell yeah without a doubt
Has the best hair: best hair? i dunno lol
Best personality: everyone i know is fake in some way or another so no one has the best...
Most talented: im getting sick of this...
Most ghetto: dora
Most spoiled: molly lol
Drama queen: jenn
Pain in the ass: all people...
Funniest: steve or conor or tim... one of them...
Best advice giver: lorraine
Druggie: heh...
Most likely to join a cult: nocco lol
Have you lost touch with a good friend recently?: yes... emily cuz she hates me...
Who have you been friends with the longest: tim and joe<3 my heart aaf
How many friends do you have on your buddy list: umm lemme add up the numbers...182
*~*: um... right...
The Intimate Part
Have you ever been in love: no
How many people have you told 'I love you': no one romantically almost all of my friends have said it to me
How many people have you been in love with: if i havent been in love how do u expect me to give a number?
Have you ever kissed someone of the same sex: not like that! on the cheek...
What are qualities you look for in a guy/girl: fun, smart, can make me laugh...
What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex: eyes, tongue rings lmaooo jessica!
What's your type: physically: blondes w/gorgeous eyess nd built... but not too much lol but clasification? skaters, rockers, u know me... i dont really care, but those are my preferences
Do you have a significant other: nopee
Where did you meet them: see above
What do you like most about them: see above
Do you have a crush right now: nope
If so, who: well i dont so...
Do you believe in love at first sight: no
Do you remember your first love: ive never been in love, remember!?!?!
Do you believe in fate: yes, i believe i do.
Do you believe in soul mates: i dunno...
If so, do you think you'll ever find yours: i said i dont know
The Fam....
How many siblings: two it seems
Parents Names: fran nd ted
Siblings Names: matt and brian
How many siblings does your mother have: 1
How many siblings does your father have: 1
Where are you parents from: bronx and brooklyn
Is your family close: sure
Does you family get together for holidays: yeah
Do you have a drunk uncle: lol not that i know of
Any medical problems run in your family: i dont know
Does anyone in your family wear a toupee: lol no
Do you have any nieces or nephews: no
Are your parents divorced: nope
Do you have step parents: no
Has your family ever disowned another member of the family: lol no
If so, why: they havent
Did your family come to America from another country: my grandparents did if that counts
The Music....
What song do you swear was written about your life: i dunno... um... THAT song
What's the most embarrassing CD you own: um... i dunno all i own is rock... except my christina aguilera cd lol
What's the best CD you own: probably story of the year or something by blink
What song do you entirely LOATHE: some song by the cure... its weird i hate it
Do you sing in the shower: no
What song reminds you of that 'special someone': i dont have a special someone and i dont want one
>__^__<: ok...
I name an artist, you name a lyric....
Pink: tired of being compared to damn britney spears
Aerosmith: i dont wanna close my eyes, i dont wanna fall asleep cause id miss you baby and i dont want to miss a thing
Madonna: sexy lady id rather see you bare your soul
Korn: suck that
Backstreet Boys: you keep me drowning in your love
The Beatles: 8 days a week!
Kelly Clarkson: a moment like this
Kelly Osbourne:
Eminem: these chicks dont even know the name of my band!
Elton John: lol i dont know
New Found Glory: but your getting worse, i swear it, its hard to prove you're an understatement
Foo Fighters:
Red Hot Chili Peppers: this life is more than just a read-through
Led Zepplin:
Pink Floyd: we dont need no education... hey, teachers! leave those kids alone!
System of a Down: trust in my self-righteous suicide
Britney Spears: everytime i try to fly i fall
Oasis:
Green Day: i went to a shrink to analyze my dreams, she says its lack of sex thats bringing me down
>__<: whatever...
Favorites...
Colour: black red and blue
Food: any kind of mexican
Song: no way in hell i could pick a favorite song. I LOVE MUSIC.
Show: alias
School Subject: math..
Band/Singer: ohh man lets see... story of the year... taking back sunday... probably my top 2 but theres so freakin many!
Animal: shawn's asked me that like a bamillion times and i still dont know
Outfit: my pjs
Radio Station: k-rock 92.3
Movie: identity
Pair of shoes: lol converse rockkk
Cartoon: the smurfs!
Actor: johnny depp or michael vartan
Actress: jennifer garner
Drink: water
Alcoholic Drink: strawberry daquiri
Holiday: xmas i guess
Perfume/Cologne: i dunno...
Pizza Topping: cheese!!! and pepperoni!!! ohh crap i want pizza sooo bad now
Jello Flavour: i hate jello
Lunch Meat: roast beef
Board Game: monopoly ((kaitlynnnn))
Video Game: gauntlet
Website: www.woohu.com/~lilkristen/... thats the only site i have
Book: i dunno
Computer: ??
Number: 90247809370982698169486109861098640870762547365 =]
Cereal: honey nut cheerios
Comedian: dont have one
Dessert: ice cream, chocolate mousse, anything good really...
Disney Character: pluto
Clothing Store: pac sun
Past time: dunno...
Childhood Toy: i dont know im not living in my childhood right now so how the hell am i supposed to know dammit... sorry got a lil caught up there...
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2004 24 June :: 12.27 pm
Thirteen random things you like:
01) my music...
02) pizza
03) punk
04) my journal
05) talking on the phone for hours about nothing...
06) getting compliments
07) realizing that there really is someone in the world who cares about you
08) sleeping
09) inside jokes
10) boysz
11) being online
12) staying up late reading magazines
13) being at the mall for no reason and randomly stalking guys...
Twelve good movies:
01) Murder by numbers (cuz ryan gosling's in it AND its a cop movie lol)
02) mr. deeds
03) miracle
04) big daddy
05) Pirates of the Carribean
06) X2
07) Goonies
08) the remake of the parent trap lol dont askk
09) im not a big movie person... i dont know...
10) see above
11) IDENTITY
12) see#9
Eleven good bands/artists:
01) Taking Back Sunday
02) Atreyu
03) Linkin Park
04) Coheed and Cambria
05) Lost Prophets
06) Avenged Sevenfold
07) Story of the Year
08) Yellowcard
09) Blink182
10) A.F.I.
11) The Used
Ten good songs:
01) Taking Back Sunday - Cute Without the 'E' (Cut From the Team)
02) Atreyu - Lip Gloss and Black
03) Yellowcard - Believe
04) Story of the Year - Page Avenue
05) Blink182- Whats My Age Again?
06) Linkin Park - Figure .09
07) Dashboard Confessional - Vindicated
08) Lost Prophets - Wake Up (Make a Move)
09) Taking Back Sunday - You're So Last Summer
10) Evanescence - Tourniquet
Nine things about you... physically:
01) my blue eyes<3
02) people say i have great legs lol... but not guys... my mom said it lmaoo and someone else i cant remember who...
03) my hair color...
04) skinny
05) i cant name anything else lol im not a person to compliment myself
06)
07)
08)
09)
Eight favorite foods/drinks:
01) mexican food
02) water
03) macaroni and cheese
04) chocolate milk
05) white cheddar popcorn
06) lemonade
07) some chicken my mom makes that i love
08) strawberry daquiris
Seven things you wear daily:
01) underwear
02) bra
03) earrings
04) my name ring
05) my claddagh ring
06) a shirt
07) shorts/pants
Six things that annoy you:
01) people
02) rap videos
03) when u ask a person to listen and they dont...
04) not being able to find something you really want
05) terrorists... fuck that they dont annoy me... they piss me the hell off and make me wanna kill myself
06) missing someone...
Five things you touch everyday:
01) my cell
02) my TBS cd
03) computer
04) tv remote
05) doorknob
Four shows you watch:
01) Alias ((my healthy obsession))
02) Dedicate Live
03) IMX
04) Real World... and Road Rules... i <3 them bothh!
Three celebrities that are cool:
01) Jennifer Garner
02) Michael Vartan!
03)
Two people on lj that you have kissed:
01) I don't have an LJ
02) I don't have an LJ
One person you could spend the rest of your life with:
01) i dont know... but i'd have to say that i'd prefer a guy over a girl cuz guys are better to talk to... they listen and arent floating in their own little world lol... or i could prefer myself lol
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2004 23 June :: 10.29 am
because i had to babysit last night, i missed the thing on fuse... fuckshit!!!!
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2004 22 June :: 9.39 pm
:: Music: Taking Back Sunday
hola...
oy im soo tired i hate it... i went to bed at one i cuz i was talking to shawn for half the night... and then i didnt sleep well so yeah... kaitlyn went to the doctor today... she did break her finger... i went to the mall today nd bought a poster of the used... still gotta hang it though... nd i got the 'brand new' cd so yeah.. they didnt have the warped tour cd for this year... bitch.. i dont know why i update anymore... no one comments... if u read this, comment... i dont care if i dont know you... if you read this, comment...
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2004 21 June :: 11.22 am
:: Music: taking back sunday... again!
when everything you'll get is everything that you've wanted, princess...
i love this song SO much i cant explain it... i dont think i could ever overplay it lol nahh i probably will by the end of this week... kaitlyn might have done something bad to her thumb... its really swollen nd blue and purple lol... i wanna go with her to get her xray... i LOVE seeing the xray on the little white screen with the light lmaoo im such a spaz... oh well<3
kelli called me last night! yayy i was worried about her... she goes "hey kelli its kristen... wait... no that aint right... hey kristen its kelli" lmaoo she had to leave a voicemail cuz she called during the 5 minutes my phone was off... when i turned it back on i sent a text to shawn... he texts back "i cant talk da ambulance just came 4 grandma" nd i was like oh shit nd i got really scared i didnt know what happened... nd then later i talked to him cuz he was home but his parents had gone to hospital nd it turns out that she fell pretty hard... everything's ok now thank god but i was worried... when we were talkin last night i told him i was goin to sleep cuz i was madd tired nd he goes 'ight thanks alot kristen ur a great friend' and another part that i'd have to explain nd then he sent 'luv ya, nite'... remember the thing i missed on tv the other night? the thing w/atreyu nd taking back sunday? like their new stuff? well its gunna be on again!!! yayyyy!!!! sooo happpyyyyyyy! i love those bands<3 i talked to al last night... al from the rrc i miss himm lol hes soo psychoo i love him lol hes madd cool... nd i told al about atreyu cuz he loves metal and he said he'd check em out... i sent anthony an email last night... and i quote 'send me an email... please? (couple of lines skipped) i miss you... (skip a line) -kris
im talking to molly i miss herr sooo much! and coco lol im gunna give them huge hugs when they get home tomorrow!!! next monday im going to lauren's! yayy im staying for awhile... like i dunno how long but not like one dayy or two probably like 3 4 5 maybe i dunno how long but for awhilee!!! yay!! i miss her<3 alright im gunna update cuz watch me get kicked off and lose this whole entry lol byeee! comment or call me mwaaa
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2004 20 June :: 12.53 pm
i dont like anyone! ANYBODY... woot
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2004 18 June :: 2.36 pm
:: Music: Cute Without the 'E' (Cut From the Team)
atreyu... their new cd is coming out soon... i heard a song from it last night... what they said on fuse is true...
"we're a really melodic band... if you liked us before, you'll love us now... if you didnt like us before, you'll hate us now"
i liked them before that song is great thoughh... i didnt get to hear the new TBS cuz my dad sucks! the rule in our house: if you are using a tv with cable but are watching a channel u can watch on the not-cable tv then go watch it on the not-cable tv... well my dad ALWAYS makes me move when that happens for my brother but he wouldnt make my brother move last night for me... so i missed tbs... he sat thru atreyu but he wouldnt sit thru the rest of the bands cuz it was atreyu, tbs, and between them these really metal bands so yeah.. i missed them... crap
i love taking back sunday for a few reasons
1. each song is different... i hate when all the songs on a cd sound the same...
2. their lyrics are sooo heartfelt... its crazy... like they scream at all the right parts..
3. i totally relate to them... dont ask how... i just do...
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2004 18 June :: 2.08 pm
:: Music: taking back sunday - Cute Without the 'E' (Cut From the Team)
jessica's printing out a pic of matt the sexiest guy in the world... nd he goes to xaverian lol... and a pic of anthony the hott kidd with the glow in the dark tongue ring that im soo in love withh and a pic of chriss he's really hott too i dunno anything bout him just that hes gorgeous lol but ahh im in love w/anthony...
text messages from last night
kristen: so if u werent crazy over meghan who'd u be crushing on, eh?
shawn: well it would of bin u but u already like some1 else, so no1 rite now
(that's where i gasped)
kristen: aww im sorry...
shawn: ders no need 2 b srry
kristen: well i am anyway
kristen: i just try not to hang around somethin i dont think i can get, ya know...
shawn: i understand
kristen: im goin to sleep c u tomorrow mwa
shawn: ight lata mwaaa
so yeah...i didnt expect that...
i love this song<3
remember my list of guys with sexy voices? i got that guy from the rasmus nd i got dan from SOTY nd jordan from nfg nd now i got the two guys from taking back sunday...the back of taking back sunday's cd case is a pic of a sign that says exit 152... its on the garden state parkway lol i know my highways... i know its the GSP lol so next time im at that exit im gunna hold up the case nd be like shyeahh lol i love saying that lmaoo...
im a sucker for a sweet talker...
andrew never called me last night nd i texted him nd he still didnt call nd i didnt call him cuz i fell asleep lol i got 12 hours of sleep it felt good... oh well he's going to ali's tonight... i think... i hope lol
the only thing i regret is that i never let you hold me back...
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2004 17 June :: 8.24 pm
ooh big lightning
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2004 17 June :: 8.02 pm
:: Music: atreyu - lip gloss and black
for the past like 4 entries i've been listening to that song lmao
like the new layout? not much diff but new quotes nd shitt nd a new icon...
"you're lipstick his collar, dont bother angel, i know exactly what goes on!!! and will you tell all your friends you've got your gun to my head.. this all was only wishful thinking...
why cant i feel anything for anyone other than you... i stay wrecked and jealous for this simple reason i just need to keep u in mind as something larger than life"... i like that song... taking back sunday...
andrew still hasnt called... if he doesnt im gunna text him tellin him to call me if hes still awake... like around midnight lol
i went to jessica's todayy omg i love her brothers lol all of them... nicky is the cutest thing on this planet nd dom kept asking us to test him on his times tables lol it was SO cute! nd im not gunna say frank was really cute too cuz hes only a year younger than me lol but hes a cool kid... he loves football nd hockey like me... he plays hockey... thats cool...
the truth is you could slit my throat and with my one last gasping breath, i'd apologize for bleeding on your shirt..
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2004 17 June :: 9.36 am
haha i know all of my fav taking back sunday song "Cute Without the 'E' (Cut From the Team)" yup yup good song...
i was watching IMX once nd atreyu was on and they said that when they hear descriptions of their bands, they're always described as melodic... i didnt really know the band then but they really are melodic for a metal band... cuz i dont usually like metal i like punk nd alt cuz it's more melodic than metal... but atreyu... i LOVE them! oyy they're great!
last night after the awards me andrew georgie nd i dunno how u spell his name im just gunna guess u spell it eamon.. u know what, his new name is cool hair kid... im sorry i love his hair though... its the coolest thing on this planet... totally more cool than matt's hair... ok so me andrew georgie and cool hair kid went to baskin robbins after for icecream nd i wound up tellin andrew that i like u know who nd so later andrew calls me nd we're talking and he says out loud "why do you like georgie and for how long?" and im like i dunno nd not that long and all of a sudden i go "wait u just said that out loud nd cool hair kid's right next to you? (i didnt say cool hair kid i said his name but once again i dunno how to spell it...) and he says yeahh he knows and im like quoting him from when we got icecream "dun worry i wont tell anyone" lmaooo i dont really care cuz hes a cool kid and i dont think he'd do anything stupid but i was like wtf lol
shawn's gunna tell meghan today that it aint gunna work out between them... and he's not doing so good... he's upset he really really likes her... i feel bad... he needs a hug... i wanna be there for him i just dunno how... oh well...
andrew's gunna find out if he likes me.. im afraid of findin out he doesnt... even though sometimes it seems like he does... i dunno, since andrew knows i've like been nervous about it, im afraid hes gunna feel the way i do about adam since i know he likes me
omg i just realized after he finds out (which he will cuz andrew is sooo gunna tell him) nd after the convo we had last night hes gunna think im such a loser lmaoo oh well i dont care if he does too bad im not gunna be crushed if he dun like me... i can get over things easily... i got over shawn easily... why cant i do it again?
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2004 17 June :: 9.35 am
:: Music: atreyu - lip gloss and black
arent you tired of being weak? such rage that you could scream all the stars right out of the sky, and destroy the prettiest starry night every evening that i die...
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2004 16 June :: 7.07 pm
:: Music: atreyu - lip gloss and black
aaah! i bought the CoCa cd nd i bought the TBS cd!!!!! woot! and with the taking back sunday cd came a sample cd with 5 songs from different artists and what do u know... atreyu is on it... i screamed when i opened it in the car lol i was like omgg i LOVE this song!!! i bought a shirt w/a duck on it that says "duck tape" and the duck is taped w/duct tape to the shirt lol gotta go byeee
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2004 15 June :: 11.56 pm
i realized it today... i dont need him... i like someone else nd besides he's crazyyy over meghan... he knows i like georgie anywayy so screw it lol he's like becoming a best friend lol we're talking about so much personal stuff tonightt... hes only the second person i told besides ali that i like georgie... ohh... and my journal lol but that doesnt count as a person... ohh well please comment...
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2004 15 June :: 11.21 pm
Syco540 [11:13 PM]: watchin the weather channel
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2004 15 June :: 7.52 pm
:: Music: shes the blade - sugarcult
i had to get my physical for hs today... aaah! 3 shots lol... one was the TB another was blood nd another was i dunno some big medical word lol but aah i was sooo scared i HATE NEEDLES! ((most of you know that lol)) u gotta see my arm where they took the blood thoughh its soo nasty its really bruised... hmm what'd i do today... well i had my physical nd i went out to eat w/my mom lol nd then i was chillin w/shawn for awhile nd we had a water fight nd kaitlyn came nd i soaked paul nd he told me i better watch my back lol
i think i actually like georgie... i mean, yeah i like shawn but he doesnt like me so whats the point... he likes meg lol... but today i saw this kid that looked like him nd i really really missed him... eh forget it, i sound so corny... but i think i do like him... so yeah...
<3 i need a guy..
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2004 14 June :: 4.00 pm
me nd ali went to lunch nd we were on 86th street nd i said we gotta stay out til georgie comes home nd shes like fine so wouldnt u know he got outta school early nd we see him nd georgie nd his cuz nd his friend walking by... so we hung out with them for awhile nd we went to andrews house nd played football nd while we're playinn he goes "were u ok that night at the dance w/me goin like this" nd he put his arm around me n i was like no of course not n he goes r u sure nd i said yeahh, im sure so he goes that was a crazy night nd i said yeah well jenn can be a lil overdramatic and he said yeah but the best part was with you... <3 i was like awwwww
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2004 14 June :: 12.15 am
wow havent updated in awhile lol well jenn's ok she was really sick though... shawn likes meghan but im not totally disheartened cuz i told shawn i like him nd he said he used to like me he just never said anything so it makes me think theres a chance for him to start again nd we decided there was no awkwardness between us even though he knows i like him nd we talked from 83o til 12oo just text messaging lol omg its gunna cost me so much cash lmao oh well it was worth it... u know that feeling like u used to like someone nd u like someone else now but if that person liked you, you'd probably have feelings for them again? i hope that happened w/him cuz he flirted alot in the convo when he said he was goin to bed which was like 10 minutes ago lol =]
my party was yesterday nd the whole family was here + the longs nd wipfs + ali nd kait + shawn @ the end... i got alotta stuff i got a claddagh ring nd my name plate nd a walkman nd uncle stan nd aunt ann got me a REAL pearl necklace which looks unbelievably expensive nd nancy got me gorgeous earrings... patrick came nd chrissy went nuts lol she flirted nonstop but it paid off pat asked chrissy for her sn lol nd when paul nd dan came to pick up kaitlyn everyone's mouth's dropped they're like omg they're so hott! nd i just kept saying omg theyre like my own brothers lol ew... today i went to the movies w/shawn adam n meghan nd i didnt enjoy that part of my day cuz i sat next to adam which made me uncomfortable since he likes me nd im in love with his best friend lol but i really didnt like it cuz shawn had his arm around meghan the whole time nd i really wanted to cry but i didnt cuz like he was sitting 2 seats down lol but im ok with it now cuz he knows i like him nd i dunno.. its just like a weight off my shoulders it doesnt really bug me that he likes her cuz at least he knows how i feel... kelly called me twice during the movie so i called her when i got out nd she said sryy i kept trying to call but we're at a party across the street from ur house nd cassie's with me nd i flipped out cuz i miss cassie soo much so it turns out it was for the people that literally live directly across from me that i dont know lol so kelly let me meet the people that live across the street! lol his name's anthony nd hes my age nd i didnt know that a guy my age lived across the street lmaoo so i spent the night w/kelly nd cassie nd i saw jena n dora n ricky was there nd so was basketball ricky and i met jad and nicky and jana ((coughposercough)) nd i had alotta fun nd kelly got asked out by her friend that she likes and i met the neighbor across the street lol and i didnt get to say bye to cassie nd i met this girl who's so funny lol nd i met the neighbor across the street lol sorry im happy about that i feel proud lmao nd then i came in and ate dinner nd cake nd talked to shawn til about 25 minutes ago... im talking to ash from the rrc havent talked to her in a LONG time... oh well... me and jena r talking... i havent talked to her in awhile.. like a full conversation... its funny who u talk to at night lol i havent been on @ midnight in awhile... im gunna update... later!
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2004 11 June :: 11.04 am
:: Music: sugarcult - champagne
well... graduation was last night...
IM GUNNA MISS SO MANY PEOPLE!!!! =[ =[ =[
im such a dumbass i saw georgie with andrew and i didnt say hi... probably cuz i dun wanna start to like him again nd wind up being crazy over two people... but i still wish i'd said hi...
jenn passed out right in the beginning of the whole ceremony... im gunna call her in a few i hope shes alright... but she just completely collapsed nd joe caught her lol... but it was scary.... we kept up the tradition -- for the past 2 years not counting this year, someone's passed out... i cant remember who it was 2 years ago but last year at the mass it was danielle... oyy... im gunna go see mrs. batista some time next week she was crying soo much lol i didnt cry at all which suprised me but its probably cuz im gunna see most of the people im really close to... but im never ever gunna see john again since he lives in SI... or paul! aah me nd john nd me nd paul were close im gunna miss them!!!
eww meghan cant help but rub it in my face when she talks to shawn.... its really bitchy... i dont rub it in her face every time he asks me to go to the movies...
OxOmEggLeSoXo [11:06 AM]: i was talking to sean all night last night till like 10 <333333333
BlindedByTears2x [11:06 AM]: thanks
BlindedByTears2x [11:06 AM]: lol
OxOmEggLeSoXo [11:07 AM]: haha lol
OxOmEggLeSoXo [11:07 AM]: hes my lover
the lol that i put was just to hide how rude i thought she was... she still doesnt know that there were 2 times he asked me to go to the movies nd another time when he couldnt reach me... but do i rub it in her face? no... cuz i have a heart... bitch...
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