i cant believe what you tell me.. your lies have come undone.. now im living on the run, looking out for number onee.. one day, you'll see me, but only when you're dreaming, onee day you'll say i was the one..
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:: 2004 17 May :: 9.47 pm

my convo just now with that guy i was tellin you about... well not really but the one i like

him: im not goin crazy dont worry bout it, itz all good

me: r u sure? u can talk to me if you want

him: i know i can ur awesome

me: aw thankss

him: no problem hunn

=] smiles

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:: 2004 17 May :: 9.36 pm
:: Music: the reason - hoobastank

1. What is your name? kristen
2. What does it mean? i dont know...
3. Birthday? june 7thh
4. Height? 5'3'' or 5'4''
5. Eye Color? deep blue
6. Hair Color? strawberry blonde
7. Home Town? nyc
8. School? sta's
9. Grade? eightt
10. Like it? pshhh yea whatever
11. Do you have a web site? no
12. Other nick-names? kris, kriskris, funky munkeyy ((emmz))
13. Zodiac Sign? gemini
14. Siblings? matt
15. Color? black, blue, red
16. Number? i dunnoo
17. Sport to play? softball
18. Sport to watch? Football and hockey
19. Male/Female Celebrity? male = michael vartan female = jennifer garner
20. Curse word? dipshit lmaoo jen
21. Vacation spot? juss the plain old jersey shore will satisfy mee
22. Drink (Alcoholic)? Strawberry Daquiri!!!!
23. Drink (Non-Alcoholic)? waterr
24. Food: mac n cheese or popcorn ((white chedder flavored lol alii knowss))
25. Dessert? fudge topped brownies
27. Most prized possession? i dunnoo... i have alot...
29. How many people are on your Buddy List? 199
30. How long have you been online? foreverr lol
31. How long are you on each day: omgg like minimum 3 hrs
32. Do you believe there are any innately evil PEOPLE? YES!!! SCREW ALL THE TERRORISTS IN THE WORLD... DIE
33. Favorite Movie(s)? um... identity!!!!!
34. Dream car? something black...
35. Word you over use? cool lmaooo
36. Hobbies: sportss
37. Ever tried to kill your self? um...
38. Like to dance? no
39. Ever been rushed to the hospital? no, suprisinglyy
40. Believe in love at 1st sight? yes
41. Someone have a crush on you? i think so
42. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? nope
43. If so, who? i said no dumbasss
44. Have you ever been in love? nah... i thought it was but im a dumbass
45. Who do you like right now? im not telling you!!!
46. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? personality... if he aint a sweetie he's gotta go
47. What are your turnoffs? overly confident, self centered, doesnt know how to cheer me up
48. What don't you care for in the opposite sex? i dont care for selfcenteredness
50. Ever gone skinny dipping? no lol
51. Would you like to? yeahh
52. Deaf/Blind: blind... i cant live without music... literally...
53. Pools/Hot Tub: mmm... hot tubs
54. Coke/Pepsi: neither!
55. Sunrise/Sunset: sunsetttt
56. Fast/Slow Dance: slow
57. Day/Night: depends
58. Baseball/Football: FOOTBALL!!!!
59. Burger King/Mc'Donalds: burgerking... i hate fast food thoughh...
60. Mountains/Prairies: Mountains
61. Land/Ocean: Ocean
62. White\Black: Black
63. Dr.Pepper/Mountain Dew: neither...
64. Sprite/7-UP? neither!!!
65. Valentines Day\July 4th: Valentines Day
66. Summer\Winter: summer<3
67. Spring\Fall: spring
68. Christmas/Easter: Christmas :)
69. How many pillows? all i need is two
70. Piercing? you know my past
71. Do you get along with your parents?ehhh not always
72. Favorite ice-cream? vanilla
73. What is your bedtime? i dont have one
74. Favorite scent? vanilla/cocnut
75. Least favorite scent? old food
76. Who knows most about you? um... no one but me
77. Smoke? no
78. Taken other drugs? no
79. Done anything illegal? yeah
80. Failed a subject? no...
81. Been to a foreign country? ive never left the east coast
82. Have a pet? nope
83. Been to a Concert? you know, i still cant get over the fact that i couldnt go to that yellowcard concert with roro cuz of our games lmaooo
85. Cheated on your boyfriend/girlfriend? no
86. Broken a bone? no
88. Beaten anyone up? lorraine lol... but not like i actually hurt her shes just my punching bag
87. Won a trophey? yea but this season... danggg we're gunna go far!!! we're on fire!!! 9 game winning streak!
89. Played strip poker? no lol
90. Gotten beat up? no
91. Been in a serious physical fight? no
92. Played Go Fish? yea lol
93. Someone you love died? never mind....
94. Not spent a holiday with your family? no
95. Has a song ever made you cry? OMG YES!!! 'believe' by yellowcard
96. Have any regrets? definitely
97. Do you like hair long or short? um on me, long
98. Like this survey? ehhh not really
100. Least likely person to respond: im putting it in my journal no one can respond
101. Most likely: see above
102. What was your proudest moment? umm probably my sshs letter
103. How was your day today? i dont wanna talk about it
104. Homework? science...
105. Who do you seek advice from? ashleyy my big siss<3, bree, tim n ali
106. Has there advice ever been bad? pshh we're talking about brenna here, of course!
107. Who is the funniest person you know? um... i dunnoo... i know alotta funny peopleee... no, i know... tyler
109. Who is the craziest person you know? me... and RoRo ily babeee
110. Who do you hate? i dont hate anyone... i just dislike them
111. Has a friend ever moved away from you? like literally or just like mentally? umm bothh
112. Who is the sweetest person(s): katieF and ahemm the guy i wouldnt mention above lolol
113. When you make yourself a soda, ice or soda first? i dont make myself a soda i hate soda lol
114. Who has it easier, Guys or Girls? Guys!!! no labor, no once a month thing, no makeup, no hair shitt to deal with, they get all the easy stuff!
115. Marriage? a guy who loves me for who i am and who can always ALWAYS make me smile
116. How many kids? i dunno...
117. Names of kids: ashley for a girl, joshua or thomas for a guy ((jenn!!!! rofl))
118. Town You'd Like to Live In? brooklyn! <3
119. Career: um... watching hockeyy

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:: 2004 17 May :: 8.52 pm

nfg said it best



"i cant help how i feel"

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:: 2004 17 May :: 8.43 pm

i cant be in more worse of a mood... we won our game by alot... but i did soo bad tonight... didnt get a single hit and made an error... which i havent done at all this season... i feel so shitty right now

i know its nothing to some people but to me its alot...

im going crazy... i feel like a complete failure... i should be happy that we won... but im not... cuz i did nothing to help us win... ok yea i did i had 2 rbis but i didnt get on base once and that takes alot outta me... cuz being on base just gives me a feeling of relief... and i needed relief today.. cuz im really stressed... and im a mess now cuz i got absolutely no relief whatsoever... it aint even like i hit a hard ball that got caught... i hit two suckyy grounders and one fly that got caught at third... argh!!! i need to cry... not cuz of the game... im not that much of a wuss that i cry over a game... i need to cry cuz i let off so much steam when i cry... im trying to make myself cry now... crap i cant do it... now im mad...

i hate when im mad at myself and when im in such a sucky mood... but i cant help it... i really did feel like i failed myself tonight...

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:: 2004 17 May :: 3.51 pm
:: Music: understatement... nfg

i just wrote a long entry and i lost it!!! stupid website!!! ok it started with being about billy
guess what? i saw billy's face on the front page of the spectator... some baby fell out of a window onto a fire escape and billy climbed up and rescued it and brought it down and he got like all these awards and everything it was cool... ummm what else was there?? ohh yea adrianna met this guy vinny shes soo into him! aww<3!!! hes really tall n hes cutee lol sorryy... NFG COMES OUT TOMORROWW!!!! me and roro are gunna go after school tomorrow to get it!!! yay! im playing sticks and stones right noww

cuz you're getting worse, i swear it, its hard to prove you're an understatement!! you're getting worse, yes i know you'll be calling, calling, calling me again!

freaking good song!!! catalyst... such a cool word! right? omg! im in love with that word! lol just say it... catalyst. AAH! that word ROCKS MY SOCKS! we play the lightning tonight... jamie shoner's on the team! lmaooo roro!!! omg why do i like calling her RoRo so muchh lol... kelly's finger might be sprained... oy..i cant remember what else was in the entry before i lost it so im gunna update now... ohh i remember!!!

how could i forget???

i sit in front of andrew in LA so i asked him how george was cuz he told me he wanted it to be over but i didnt know if he was really ok or not and andrew told me that he did want it to be over so i said ok and the next thing that came out of andrew's mouth were 'he wants to go out with you" and i looked up from what i was doing cuz i was talkin to him while i was doing something and i said "really?" and hes like im just kidding and laughed so i laughed with him but i thought... andrews not the type to make up something like that? could he have really wanted to say it to me but then just realized he shouldnt have betrayed georgie's trust? cuz when andrew said jk he kinda looked like he was lying so you never know!

kelly's finger aint sprained lol ok now im gunna update... mwaa

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:: 2004 16 May :: 10.47 am
:: Music: back home - yellowcard

sometimes, i need someone to say you'll be alright, what's on your mind?

yo yo yo whats up dogg?

whoa i have no idea where that came from... now im scared of myself... seriously wtf was that? lmao

ok! anywayyy

my sugarcult cd is too far away for me to get it and i want it! its all the way downstairs! lol its early what do you expect... i had to take a shower already... on a weekend! i dont take early showers on weekends! oy...

I WANT SUGARCULT!

roar lol

i found the CUTEST pic of matt n brian yesterday omggg!!! i went crazy they look soo much like twinss<3 it was sooo cute omgg it was from breezy ((omg soo many memss w/themm<3)) and they have lil towels tied around them like capes and they're standing facing each other in like a superhero pose i almost died its sooo cute

i found a picture of a baby monkey too!!! roarr

found pics from the rangers game when we were in the 4th row babyy!!! woot woot! got pics of poti, lindros, richter before he retired! ::tear:: , and umm... a few other people i cant remember now i gotta go checkk...

malakov, nedved, and more people that i cant see the names of on the jerseys lol i cant remember the line up from two seasons ago...

found soo many other pics too!

one of me, lauren, chrissy n kashh... we dont have any of those!!! too bad its not the best picture lol but oh well... really adorable one of matt n chriss... one of my lil siss<3 courtneyy u know im talkinn bout u luv youu babyy... and one of baby sammy!! omg i forgot how cute he was when mj brought him home!!! i keep getting distracted by the thing that wakes me up every morning! grr... cute pic of me, chrissy, matt n tj..

i had no clue my dad's friend jay's boys were soo hot!!! omg! not the oldest one, hes ok... but the two younger ones! aah! too bad the youngest one's a junior lol but hes pretty hott...

i just sent george an email just askinn him if he was alrightt... i didnt get alot outta jenn but i wanted to make sure he was ok

i just transferred the pic of brian n matt to the computer so if ya wanna see leave me a comment

im basically directing this to ali and ashley...

you guys need to get something like this! cuz you can tell whatever you cant tell other people to something that definitely wont tell anyone cuz it obviously cant talk lol

ok well i need to go eat the breakfast that im smelling... smells like bacon, eggs, sausage, and bagels... and yes i can smell it from the computer room i have a good nose lolol im out...

ohh and before i go, kelli, you arent the center of the world so get over it

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:: 2004 15 May :: 8.34 pm
:: Music: me singing champagne by sugarcult

we have bricks down in our backyard now... its kinda cool.. cuz now we can play basketball...

kelly's attitude is wayyyy off shes driving me up the wall..

i hit a triple today which should have been a homerun but veronica tripped over second base so i had to stop and wait for her to get up loserrrrrr lolol i love u ronny<3

it was funny lmao

meghan's sick... poor thing

kait's at dan's graduation this weekendd.. cool for them!

SOMEBODY HELP ME! IM LOSING EVERYTHING WHEN IM WITHOUT YOU!

i really need to talk to georgie...

grrrrrr

im annoyed i cant write anymore... bye

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:: 2004 15 May :: 7.09 am
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: uptown girls, billy joel lol... ali!!!

our last dance together was last night!!! ::cries::

i went to lucy's house so we could get ready together... lorraine straightened my hair SOO well but we were sweatinn soo much down there that it got wavy again... bitch lol i straightened brittany's hair too! it looked sooo nice cuz she has really curly hair... well like in between curly and wavy.. but she looked soo nice... and so did celly cuz her hair was straight too but her hair is ALWAYS straight damn her lol jk shes soo cool but me and lorraine bought BLUE mascara and it looks soo hott especially when lorraine put in the blue hair dye!!! her eyes matched her hair! lmaooo... correction, her eyelashes lol. i hope i didnt leave anything at lucys since i ran out of there lol.. i wore my cargo capris nd my tank top that says "boys are stupid, throw rocks at them" hee hee

now for the good stuff

im not totally interested in that person i was interested in... those of u close to me know who im talking about...

cuz theres another guy who's too sweet! im not gunna mention any names, sorry!!! you lose! =]~*

last night was crazy thoughh... lorraine came up to jenn and said georgie really wants to dance w/u go over to him, and she said no i smell like alcohol lol and she kept making excuses all nightt ((i know cuz i told andrew whose georgies best friend who ive known in the first place, and georgie that i'd get her and i hated having to go over to him and tell him that she didnt want to cuz of this and that but i was kinda on georgies side cuz i felt really bad so i was like tryinn to cheer him up n i was like dont be sad! nd hes like im not! and im like shut up yes u are! and hes like alright im not happy but im not upset n i just said aww to myself lol but i was like alright i'll go talk to her again so i do n she made another excuse so i came back over and sat next to andrew n georgie came up behind me n i told him to sit so i could tell him what she said but there werent any chairs so he sat on mine lol n i told him n hes like u know what, i dont care anymore n i said yea u do n he was pretty convincing when he said if she doesnt wanna dance forget it she could just tell me that she shouldnt make excuses so i was like awww so he had had his arm on the back of the chair n he put it around me so i was kinda like... ok whats he doin, does he like me or is he tryin to get wit someone cuz he couldnt get with jenn? so i didnt say anything i let us sit there until i had to get up cuz the glowstick broke in my mouth!!!! eww omg!!! those things taste disgusting!!! it was only like a tiny leak but omg!!! i drank a whole 1-liter water bottle and it still hadnt gone away!!! ((the taste i mean))

yuck!!!!

so eventually jenn said i wanna dance with him now so i rolled my eyes i was like geez jenn make up ur mind lol so he put on a slow song i dont remember who sang it i just know me and caroline were dancin together to it lmaoo while i brought georgie to jenn and they danced n apparently he said i dont wanna let go to her n then peter came over and the trouble started and he whispered to jenn why r u trying to make joe jealous why are you trying to get back at him? ((she just broke up with joe)) and she wasnt, she broke up with him cuz she likes joe alot more as a close friend which is what they were before but jen got really upset about that n georgie heard peter and backed away from her and said i dont wanna start shit so she ran away hysterical crying and i couldnt make her stop i didnt know what else to do to make her feel better she just wouldnt stop so i went n told peter to fuck himself lol and lorraine mouthed off at joe but she wouldnt feel better about it so i left lorraine with her and told georgie what was going on and hes like omg i just didnt wanna fuckinn get jumped i only know andrew, jenn and you here joe has like six football players behind him i dont wanna fuckin get jumped tonight and i said i know i understand they'd kick the shit outta u, like, im not sayin ur weak im saying ur wayy outnumbered lol and lorraine kept trying to pull georgie to jenn but he didnt wanna go cuz he said u know what, if we didnt get together tonight, at the last dance, im never gunna see her again so screw it, she hates me now... he likes her, he wants to be with her but he kinda doesnt cuz of joe and the whole way she was acting like she didnt wanna talk to him... i dunno its sooo complicated... so i wrote my sn on his hand n he wrote his on mine n i told him we'd talk tomorrow which is today lol but its too early its only 8:3o hes probably still asleep lol alright i've typed enough for now... i need to wake ali up cuz she owes me for the bootleg glowstick!!!!!!!

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:: 2004 14 May :: 3.13 pm
:: Music: she's the blade, sugarcult

lmaoo matt was outside homeroom today nd kept climbing up the wall to the window thats like really really highh above the ground so we could see his head... it was funny...

we beat sacred heart last night!!! we're in second place!!! woot woot!!! we won 23-11 lmaoooooooo i thought that was really funny... anywayy... they're a good team, too. but we still beat them by... 12 runs! woohoo!.. oyy im tired, long day today... more like long day yesterday, actually... i had dance and every time she told us to do something, she yelled at us for doing that and changed the thing we're supposed to do... i told her i had to leave @ 5:o5 she finally let me go at 5:3o! i was really late for the game and i had such a splitting headache and my mom only had childrens advil for my brother so i had to take like 10 of those

kaitlyn's new name is phillip

im elliot

lmaoo kait ::ahem:: i mean phillip that was madd funny lol lylass

we play MPB on saturday... thats tomorrow actually.. they're 4-1-2 so we should beat them cuz they seem to be an OK team according to their record...

no one's everr seen them before! its like whoAa man lmaoo sryy im kindaa high.. i keep gettin invites to graduation parties i cant schedule this many!!! soo far i've got June 11th, tim, joe, conor, steve, and mike and june 5th, james, and june 12th which i cant go to since thats mine, jonathan, tyler and kelsey... so yeah..

haha we got our math state test results! woot woot i got 40 out of 42 points! that means i got a.... um... 96!!! yayyyy soo happy cuz for those of u who dont know, if u fail two of the four state tests we take, you cant graduate ::gasp!:: soo yea...

i have nothing else to talk about...

ohhh yea! i sent anthony the lyrics to inside out by yellowcard cuz they described us so well but i didnt tell him its a yellowcard song i just sent the lyrics and he IMed me but i had to go so i didnt answer lolol

dance tonight... dunno what to wear...

ok now im gunna go lol later

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:: 2004 10 May :: 7.28 pm

mike n liz r still goinn out and aah!!!

molly n danielle had to make a movie today for a book report thingyy but they read a gymnastics book so i had to tape them doing gymnastics n stuff n we watched it in the long's housee and mike was watchinn it with us and it was funny cuz he kept goinn "oww" and "ooh" and it was funny lol... but matt and brian were in the entire thing doing the stupidest stuff in the world we were crackinn up when we watched it play backk... kelli doesnt believe that she got me into shit... so now im wondering if she ever even considered me a friend... or if she just needed someone to dump her neverending problems on... and i was the first available who would actually listen...grr... maryjo was in the hospital for two dayss!!! :tear: they thought she had divoticulitis but she has an ovarian cyst... soo it might have to be removed, we dunno... but she should be ok soonn... i hope shes ok soon! i went over there today to do the video thing and walk the dog and i went shopping for her and returned stuff for her to polizzi... justin wasnt there damnnn it lol hes sooo hotttt!!! wheeee! ahem... sorrry i kinda lost control theree. roar. ok i feel better after saying roar. haha there i go again. mike kept bugginn me to tell him where our game is tomorrow so he could come and see lizzyy but i wouldnt tell him and we fought over it for like an hourr and i finally told him... i hope he doesnt mess her up!!! lol hahaha my dad cant come tomorrow. yes!! he cant kill me for tellinn mike! rofl. ok sorry lol. aaaaah i finally got the sugarcult cd!!! palm trees and power lines!!!! woot woot! cuz shes the blade and your just paper!!!! great line. ROAR! muahahahaahahah omgg im soo high emily got me all woooooooooooo lol. peter thinks its funny how we talk on the phonee. i guess it kinda is... cuz half the time im not listening and the other half of the time shes not listening lmao. that girl is such a retard she goes "how do you play a joke on helen keller? move the furniture!" so i laughed n shes like it must be hard to be blind... imagine if she was blind AND deaf..." i cracked up laughing and said you idiot she WAS blind AND deaf!" and i laughed for like 6 hourss and then when we called peter she asked him and he said "she was blind and deaf" and she goes omg how did you KNOW!? and it was sooo funny cuz shes sooo stupiddddd lmao... that made me sooooo highh its not even funny.. im soo hyper now... peter yelled at me for saying im hungry so many times. hes like "go get food!!!" and im like "i dont want to!!!!" and he said "then shut up!!!" and i said no!!! and it ended there... roar...

science class sucks... its the only class we have homework in EVERY SINGLE NIGHT... anyway. people kept bugging me today asking me what was wrong... it SUCKS cuz i dont wanna talk about it!!! dont people understand thatttt???? oh yea, they dont lol... OMG!!! emily told me her and stephanie beat up a little chinese kid when they were like in 5th grade in st.es ROFL i said omg ur soooooo mean and shes like who cares? and im like omg u have no heart! and i have to stop sayin and i was like and she was like lol its getting annoying aint it? you know who else is annoying? mike martin... AAAH!!! i wanna kill that kid sooo much!!! and hes really stupid too... i dont mean that as in thats how i see him... he really is stupid... we get dictation in ss once and he thinks the word 'appeasement' is 'amusement'...loser... everything to him is fun... hahah mike mach ((that aint his real name i just call him that)) said that lil brian from st.es is a short person who thinks hes a pimp... so noww i have to call him brian the midget pimp... and emily got mad and told mike that brian is a pimp and they were fighting about it and it was funny... aww im still talkin to mike and i found out he really DOES have a sensitive side lol...we made peace between ourselves and we're not gunna be like "ew its mike/ew its kristen" anymore lol ok well i gotta go cuz i wanna eat something cuz as i told peter a hundred times before IM HUNGRYY!!! ROAR!!!

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:: 2004 8 May :: 2.13 pm
:: Music: anthem of our dying day, story of the year

i forgot that im supposed to explain my last entry... here goes...

lizzy is goin out with michael!!! like, my neighbor michael!!!!!!!!!! like aah! ooh mann i didnt believe mike when he told me but i asked lizzy n she said yea... mike's a soph and she hasnt even graduated yett and michaels annoying so i dunno what she sees in him... about the kaitlyn and the makeup thing...forget it... i have it back... but the car mirror... oyy... we were pitching to each other to practice for a game and she threw the pitch and i missed it when i was catching and it bounced and hit the mirror and i broke and i looked at her and said "go inside?" and shes like yea and we ran lololol... we did win our game against the panthers. it was a good game... thats where i found out mike was goin out with lizzy...cuz he came to the game. yea. omg this whole thing with the stuff i cant say outloud is driving me crazy like omg omg omg its driving me insane... i need to talk to peter... cuz its like... some of its kinda sweet but some of it is soo freakin perverted it aint funny...and peter's the one that told me... and i need his help getting over the perverted part of it... the cd finally finished copying... i love that cd its so great. bout the tiger pants... OMG theyree so cuteee but they had a hole in them and my mommy fixed them!!! but no ones bought me my turtle pants yet and im sooo mad cuz turtles are sooo cool... roar. im talkin to jena. i havent talked to her in a really long time. i saw her the other day and didnt recognize her. cuz she looked so different. i sent brenna the long email i needed to. i gave her lots of song quotes from story of the year songs cuz a couple of them described her really really well. achooo!!! ahem... sorry i sneezed. i have to babysit tonight. grr. i dont wanna. but they have digital cable so i can watch fuse thank goodness. i just got it tuesday lol. AND THEN OUR TV BROKE!!! ahem... sorry. we have another one in the basement though so its not so bad... i still need a mothers day gift for my mom... me and my dad r gunna leave in like 10 minutes to get one for her... i think we're gunna get her some kinda jewelry but im not sure... i need to go check the sizes of her clothes in case we dont get jewelry... ok well gotta go byeee

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:: 2004 8 May :: 2.11 pm

i had alot to talk about but i dun remember any of it anymore so... yea... bye...

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:: 2004 7 May :: 6.51 am

wow am i glad the weekend's here im so stressed and its 64o am and i cant take it im soo tired... im burning a copy of story of the year cuz i still cant find mine and i miss it too much... heres the update on news

lizzy is goin out with my neighbor
kaitlyn still has my makeup
me and kaitlyn broke a car mirror
we won our softball game
theres really big news that i cant say in a public entry
this cd copying thing is taking too long
im gunna be late for school if it doesnt hurry upppp
my tiger pants are fixed... yay!
i still dont have my turtle pants... grr...
my new word is roar
i almost cried during the friends finale last night lol
omg! i couldnt believe rachel left ross at the airport that was mean... but then she came back... oh well... and i laughed at the twins thinggg and i gotta go get ready cuz i cant wait for this cd!!!

detail on ALL of those things later

bye

p.s. note to self, email brenna... LONG email to brenna... and take a nap.

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:: 2004 5 May :: 3.13 pm

ok!!! lots of news!!!

lets start with softball... im now one of the starting pitchers!!! aaah!!! not good!!!

but i did pitch a whole game and we won the game and i hit a homerun that game... but i did a few other things that game too... i pulled three muscles, sprained a finger, and a sore neck...

aahhh crap!!! i'll write more later... i gotta go

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:: 2004 30 April :: 4.18 pm
:: Music: time stands still, all american rejects

the eyes they drown in tears... can you hear me scream?


ok if anyone's reading this who plays softball in my league and hasnt played st. bernadettes yet... WATCH OUT!!! damnn these girls bad mouth you like crazyy!!!

the coach's daughter... omg what a bitch!!! normally u say that like not really meaning it... i mean it... this girl was such a bitch to us!!! we did nothing to her and she gives kelly the finger, starts cursing out ali for not slappin hands hard enough after the game ((which i thought was a lil pathetic)) and just would not fuckin shut up when i got her out shes like "her foot wasnt on the bag!" screaming it for the next two fucking innings i was gunna put a bullet thru her head! i was ready to go up to her and just be like just shut up ur own fuckin coach said it was so just shove it up your ass!

i wasnt gunna sink to her level thoughh...

when she started disin ali, though, i just gave her a nasty look and yelled watch your mouth!!!

bitch...

my last words for today: all downhill from here is a good song!!!

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:: 2004 29 April :: 3.16 pm
:: Music: ocean avenue

omg...

matt and sophia broke up... for good... there was alotta screaming and yelling... i asked tyler what happened cuz tyler's cool n he'll tell me and he knows everything lol so anyway i asked tyler n he said matt told sophia that if they fight one more time that they're done and sophia is ALWAYS mad at matt so they fought again n matt was all nasty bout it n stuff n he's like "and now everyone's bursting" n i was like wow no one could have said it better... EVERYONE BLEW UP! sophia was screaming at the top of her lungs when matt tried to just talk to her she was like "get off me you fucking ass hole i hate you!"

i feel really bad she loved him.. i know she did... she called him day n night, she talked about him day and night, she asked about him day and night she never went a minute without thinking about him and she was crying soo much when we got outta school... the girl was hysterical... steph was tryinn to comfort her and everything but she was screaminn at matt alot and i dunno... why should he be with her if hes not happy... im not glad they broke up... but i mean, why should he stay together just for her a relationship works two ways and she was always getting really touchyy about every little thing... i love her but i can see where he's cominn from...

there was just so much yelling...

so i walked home with patrick n thomas n joey n pat n gerard n frankie n joe n then me...

yea...

patrick chucked his glass bottle on top of a garage... it made a breaking sound lol

ohh yeahh sry bout that last post i was kinda drunk...

=]

gotta go i have SO MUCH TO DO!!!!

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:: 2004 28 April :: 9.41 pm
:: Mood: tired

im just barely keeping my eyes open im soo tired.. i got back from courtney's playy it was soo cute but i had soo much fun afterwards!

hahahaaaa we got mexican AGAIN! rofl

im like sooo drunk... strawberry daquiris are soooo good lmAooo... and me and uncle mike stole coco's shoes and were gunna throw them out the car window!!! and uncle mike had a ponytail on top of his head!!! rofl!

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:: 2004 28 April :: 4.08 pm

wow today was unbelivably funny!

mark n andrew were playinn handball against a brick wall and they were using a car behind them as a backstop and the window was like open halfway and the ball flew into the car and they couldnt get it by just reaching in so mark unlocked the door by reaching in and told andrew to go get the ball... but they're like fighting for ages like "someones gunna see us! im not doin it! you do it" etc etc so andrew finally agrees and opens the door but someone's cominn around the corner so me and ali yell shut the door shut the door!!!! so he slams it n moves just as this family turns the corner so they like walk away slowly and andrew says, ok, as soon as they pass the car im gunna do it quick...

they got in the same fuckinn car and said "how'd this door get unlocked?" andrew and mark just ran around the corner n bursted down the street til they were outta sight with the most hysterical looks on their faces...

i just burst out laughing...

the car drove away a few seconds later...

it was seriously funnyy...

then james threw a bottle cap at me n it was sharp but it just missed me so i picked it up n i aimed right for his face nd it hit him right under his eye it was pretty funny...

and did u know i can get sour strips for 10 cents??????? woot woot!!!! lmaoo... that means with 2 dollars i can get 20!!!!!!!!!!! rofl i think its really really funny...

i gotta go get ready for courtney's school playyy with all the turtles and the turtlenesss!!!! mwaaa

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:: 2004 26 April :: 10.02 pm
:: Mood: crying..

i called ali... she was so upset she made me cry...

everything she told me was just so sad i needed to cry for her... i wanted to be there w/her soo badly... just to give her a hug nd let her know im here...

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:: 2004 26 April :: 9.40 pm

if i could find you now things would get better<3













i wish he was mine...

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:: 2004 26 April :: 9.35 pm

ugh! i just wrote a long entry and it said "your journal has been updated" and it didnt update!!!! grr... bitchh

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:: 2004 25 April :: 12.29 pm
:: Music: sugarcult - memory

ali was home alone w/her grandpa n her grandma n her brother when he said he couldnt breathe right n she called an ambulance n everything but hes still in ICU n the poor girl's a mess... im worried about her<3


SoFtBaLLgiRL2060 [12:04 PM]: babyy r u ok? <33
Alicatt87 [12:04 PM]: honestly no
SoFtBaLLgiRL2060 [12:04 PM]: is there anything i can do?
Alicatt87 [12:04 PM]: cuz i saw it happen
Alicatt87 [12:04 PM]: no
SoFtBaLLgiRL2060 [12:04 PM]: r u sure?
Alicatt87 [12:04 PM]: i duno nemore its like i just wanna die
SoFtBaLLgiRL2060 [12:05 PM]: no u dont
Alicatt87 [12:05 PM]: yes i do
Alicatt87 [12:06 PM]: i saw everything happen on friday i feel like its my fault that hes in such bad condition cuz i didnt call ne1 earlier and i listened 2 ma stubborn poppy
SoFtBaLLgiRL2060 [12:07 PM]: no its not your fault! helloo? you did the really smart thing by calling ur dad and uncle charlie before calling 911 so that SOMEONE could come and help you who knew you're grandpas past, etc... u did the right thing nothing's your fault if u hadnt trusted ur instinct to call he may have gotten alot worse and god forbid something worse could have happened
Alicatt87 [12:09 PM]: i knoe just it just happened like dat and i didnt knoe wat 2 do ma grandma sed 2 call sum1 and ma hrandpa sed dont call ne1
SoFtBaLLgiRL2060 [12:09 PM]: and you did the right thing!
Alicatt87 [12:10 PM]: i duno i still think its ma fault...o fuck that just hurt
SoFtBaLLgiRL2060 [12:11 PM]: ali its not your fault you cant help that he has heart problems! you couldnt have affected that in any way! ali, if you hadnt called who knows i mean, god forbid he could have had a really serious heart attack if he wasnt treated... something really fatal could have happened... something alot worse than what already did
Alicatt87 [12:12 PM]: i knoe i knoe i knoe
SoFtBaLLgiRL2060 [12:16 PM]: :-(
Auto response from Alicatt87 [12:16 PM]: Our friendship is fOrever
nd withOut u i wOuld die..
i cOuld never let u go away
Or ever say goOdbyee..
friends frOm the beginning
nd sisters till the end..
u dont nO hOw goOd it feels
to call u my best friend...
SoFtBaLLgiRL2060 [12:17 PM]: you can get thru this<3 you're one of the strongest people i knoww, i have faith in you... everything's gunna be alright, be strong, believe
Alicatt87 [12:18 PM]: thanx



she thinks its her fault!!!!!

aah!

i like this song...

ok thats off topic..

i got into a HUGEEEEE fight with anthony... cuz he started smoking again... after he told me he gave it up for me... so i told him that i felt like i wasnt worth giving something up for n that i felt pushed aside and that it seemed like the drugs were more important to him than me... it was a mess...

what would i do w/out tim... he always cheers me up when i need it...

he tells me he pitched a no hitter yesterday n i said aww congrats n he said but i walked six guys in a row n got pulled in the first inning... but no one got a hit!!!

lmaoo hes such a loser

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:: 2004 24 April :: 10.09 am

wanna make a change right here right now
wanna live a life like you somehow
*wanna make your sacrifice worthwhile*

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:: 2004 22 April :: 7.23 pm

courtney wants me to come to see her school play and i actually really wanna go... bad... cuz they're all dressed up as turtles!!!!!!!! ahhhh!!!!

=]

im tired... i need sleep sooo damn badddd oyy... i dunno what to type anymore...nothing good goes on in my life to talk about... oooh how bout the joke on paul today that didnt go as planned...


its steph and paul's 1 year 2 month anniversary... so we were makinn a card for paul in l.a. cuz no one pays attention in l.a. lol and then steph says omg we should like pretend we're giving him a card and then give him one that says 'happy anniversary billy' and inside "thanks sooo much for keeping this a secret ur my everything you made my dreams come true i love you" blah blah blah and then i'd give it to paul and like make him read the inside cuz "i think its for him" and then billy walks out from around the corner with his arm around steph nd then flips out n is like wtf paul i didnt know youd be here omg n steph goes "i told you!"
and then i crack up laughing lol

it didnt really go like that

paul took the card from me but wouldnt read it for like 5 minutes so everything was thrown off n they kept walkin out with billy hanginn all over steph but he still hadnt read it and it was just soo fucked up... we couldnt wait to see pauls face but he fucked it up the little bastard

=]

hee hee

haha matt just completely skipped school today cuz he can cuz his parents are in vegas... luckyyy.. i wish my parents would go away together... its either one or the other...

the classes were small cuz half the people were absent today n i like small classes so yeaaa...

thats why im going to ss!!!!

aaah we got the medical forms which means i have to get shots and bloodwork and NOOO!!!! i dun wannaaa =[

as you probably alreadyy know i hate needles soo much!!!

ehh like im not pressured enoughh i have to pitch in my softball game on sunday... oy... ahh shit we play st. pats... ooh well, better then st bernadettes... or joe kennedy's team...

gotta go talk later

call me kelli

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:: 2004 21 April :: 3.48 pm

hey dude i love your band!
im so cranky its stupid...

im so short on sleep i cant take it! im sick! i need sleep! arghh!

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:: 2004 20 April :: 4.26 pm
:: Music: miles apart

if i could i would do all of this again...

talked to kelli yesterday... she sounds just like sophia lol i thought it was funny

i need to change im going to the park later...

i feel sickk... really bad allergies...

today aint going so great... i gotta take care of two peoples problems, im sick, i cant run, i got locked out of the house, i used something for my face and my skin is like on fire n it aint like the kind of burning thats kinda like its drying out a lil my skin is on fire...oww

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:: 2004 19 April :: 4.38 pm

hahahaha my dad almost burned the house down yesterday and i was like hysterical laughing

im soo achyy from playin softball 3 days in a row i think i pulled 3 muscles... OW!

aah ok hott guys outside byee!

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:: 2004 15 April :: 5.58 pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: somethin linkin park...

well lets see... this day was half good half bad... it was really good cuz i finally got a dress for the dance!!!! and cuz i finally got to go to pacsun! yes, i got a ride to woodbridge! yay! and i got lots of other stuff too but thats to tell another day lol... or not... got reallyy cute capris n shorts and two more pairs of turtle socks and really nicee cargo capris and two... no, three shirts

yea i had a good day shopping

except for one part...they didnt have my turtle pants!!! they were all out!!!! i was gunna cry i was like NOOOOO!!!! i need the turtleness!!! ((if you couldnt tell by my journal, i LOVE turtles...=])) ok anyway i was like gasp! oh well now i have 4 pairs of turtle socks... yuck its only 6:oo now... i wish it was later... i wanna sleep! ok anyway the other part of the day i didnt like was the fact that i think kelli's mad at me... she left a comment in her journal n i couldnt tell who it was directed at... me or sean... sean is kelli's friend... hmm... well, ex bf i guess i could say... but i dunno how one of them would like that... ANYWAY! shes starting to scare me... with talk of suicide n shit... kelli if ur reading this, u have no idea how sick i felt when i read that comment that ended with "im gunna kill myself"

change of subject...

um...yea i cant go see yellowcard...

DAMN!

me and lorraine are kinda pissed...we both have softball games that day... like 45 minutes before the show starts... i just shook my head and walked away when i read it off the schedule... someone just doesnt want me to see them! cuz i cant go to warped either!

oyy... figures.

i dunno where everyone went... no one's at home! time to get out the cell numbers! i dun feel like being online anymore, no ones on.... so yea... later... muchh

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:: 2004 14 April :: 2.17 pm
:: Mood: i cant describe it... just ok i guess
:: Music: ocean avenue

me and lorraine wanted to go to the yellowcard concert on the 29th... we BOTH have games that day... ARGH!

figures i cant go... someone just doesnt want me to have a good time! oyy... an average 4 games a week... thats gunna hurt... i need sleep! how am i supposed to be asleep at 4 so i can do my homework at 7 if at seven i'll be at the field? lol

oh well

i went to bed @ 9:oo last night... i was sick... ooh that reminds me! hockey scores!

dont ask how that came up... but if u really wanna know... i was on the couch asleep and my mom woke me up n told me to go upstairs to my bed and i fell asleep and woke up with the redwings/predators game on so yea... ooh maybe san jose won!

what'd i do this week... well, i slept!

i took matt n chris bowling... chris is my 6 year old cousin so we had to put bumpers up... even with bumpers i got like a 70 which is really bad for me...

CHRIS GOT A 107

i got kinda aggravated... hes like 8 years younger than me...oh well... go ahead and laughh at me... i guess it is kinda funny...

i love yellowcard so much<3

i wanna meet ryan n sean cuz they are so cool and sean is SO hott =]

anyway i need to go eat skittles so... yea... bye!!!!!!!!!

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:: 2004 13 April :: 6.44 pm
:: Mood: hyper
:: Music: miles apart

i'd give it up for just one more day with you<3

we'll be miles apart, i'll keep you deep inside you're always in my heart<3

i woke up this morning and the clock said 9:11 ... it kinda got me upset...

ali thought she had to lie to me instead of tellin me she was gunna hang out w/her bf cuz she thought i'd be mad that she was hangin out w/him instead of her... he asked her to chill first, why would i care!?!? im mad now cuz she decided to lie to me and it hurt to find out from someone else that she ditched me...kelli, what u said is true... true friends stab you in the front....it really bugs me... cuz she didnt really stab me in the heart she kinda stabbed me in the head... i guess she figured if she got thru to my brain it would be damaged and i'd be stupid enough not to realize eventually what was goin on.

if someone's reading this now, lemme fill u in on something

I HATE LIARS


im out...

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