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:: Mood: effing pissed
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Fuck you Morgan
OMFG Morgan is being an ass, jeez, its not even funny. When someone talks crap behind your friends back when your there, your supposed to back them up. Morgan says that thats beinmg a pussey, well you know what Morgan, fuck you! Its not being a pussy, its called being a friend. youve been doing this for a while, and it really sux, I thought you were my best friend, I guess not, if you gonna let talk like that just slip your mind.. Ive even heard that youve gone along with it. God, dont be suprised when someone threatens something about you and Im there and I just go along with it, and not back you up, and whoops, my friend it now on the ground in a puddle on blood because I didnt back him up. SKREW YOU!!
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2004 6 December :: 4.08pm
:: Mood: artistic
:: Music: Joe Somebody - movie on tv
So I went to bed pretty early last night. I think it was like 11:00 or something. Gab went to bed at 10:30-11:00 too. I set my alarm for 5:40 so I could get a shower ect. [I catch the bus at 6:40] soooo, Gab ended up waking me up at 5:30- and I just stayed up. I got her a bottle, then layed her in bed.. I got a shower, got ready for school and then Kelly and I left. Blah, school was dumb I surely didn't miss it.
Today I'm going with my Aunt Loraine and Gram to set up for our meeting [It's called Ladies With Heart] tomorrow.. we're having a Christmas party tomorrow.
I love the new Woohu. <3
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2004 5 December :: 11.06pm
:: Mood: uncomfortable
Back to school tomorrow for me.. oh, joy.
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2004 5 December :: 7.49pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: Highway Star- Deep Purple
ok, so heres a christmas wish list that I want. There not in any order.
1. Lynyrk Skynyrd: Greatist hits CD
2. Lynyrd Skynyrd: 20th century masters CD
3. Metallica: and Justice For All
4. any cool hoodies ( sweatshirts) (ac dc, van halen, lynyrd skynyrd, led zeppelin)
5. cool shirts, t's bands, black label, lost etc.
6. electric guitar distortion pedal
7. electric guitar cry baby whah pedal
8. 18' amp cord
9. 30 watt electric guitar amp
10. Fender silver bullet electric guitar strings
11. heavy guitar pics
12. Les Paul electric guitar ( yah right!)
13. epiphone electric guitar (again, yah right!!)
14. dance dance revolution extreme for PS2
15. wireless PS2 controller
16. starbucks gift card
17. MONEY!
thats all I can think of for now, if you want buy anything thats cool.
Well, jeez, ok, well, I dont know whats going on with Morgan, hes ditching me for people who talk crap behind my back, and its not cool, I dont know but this is really starting to suck. Other than that, its been boring so l8r,
Stevo
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2004 5 December :: 7.02pm
:: Mood: excited
:: Music: The hollow, A Perfect Circle.
ALex G. is coming over for a while. this should be cool. anywho. Now for my new favorite song.
Run desire run
Sexual being
Run him like a blade
To and through the heart
No conscience
One Motive
Cater to the hollow
Screaming feed me here
Fill me up again
Temporarily pacify this hungering
So grow
Libido throw
Dominoes of indiscretions down
Falling all around
In cycles
In circles
Constantly consuming
Conquer and devour
Cause it's time to bring the fire down
Bridle all this indiscretion
Long enough to edify
And permanently fill this hollow
Screaming feed me here
Fill me up again
Temporarily pacifying
Feed me here
Fill me up again
Temporarily pacifying
PS: Tori, call me!!!
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2004 2 December :: 10.29am
:: Mood: frustrated
NEWS FLASH
I need a break.
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2004 1 December :: 10.15pm
:: Mood: pissed off
drinking drinking drinking.. it's all they ever do.
..but it's always been like that; i'm just not as niave as i used to be.
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2004 30 November :: 10.36pm
:: Mood: touched
i like to squeeze brandis nose.
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2004 30 November :: 10.03pm
i just had like 80 pieces of pizza... WHY am i still hungry..
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2004 30 November :: 9.56pm
frustration.... but bliss.
im not sure if bliss is used in context here... but thats what it is.
yearbook is stressing me out...... the PLAY is stressing me out. but im so sad its over. its OVER. WHAT is that.
*cries.
mom...... *shakes head. stop
and thats about it... i have ooooodles to update... but im not in the right mind set... hense the word ooooodles. in which im sure it doesnt have that many o's. *ponders.
yes...
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2004 29 November :: 11.05pm
do you like fighting with me? do you get something out of it.
just leave me alone... i hate you sometimes.
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2004 26 November :: 9.57pm
:: Mood: blank
So Jim is definitly forgiven for not coming early this morning. He came around 4:00. Left at 5:30 to pick his Mom up; then she dropped him off for a couple more hours. He helped me move my room around.. it looks very cute. <3
I tried to get him to stay over.. but by the time he called his Mom, she had already left.. but anyways, I'm going to his house tomorrow and we're going to the mall to go shopping and to see a movie.
Well, that's all.. I still have to finish sweeping my room.
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2004 26 November :: 9.06pm
we've become us... and i love that.
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2004 26 November :: 11.41am
:: Mood: cranky
Jim was supposed to come over early this morning when he took his mom to work to help me move my room around..
He never came.
He will not hear the end of this. :-o
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2004 25 November :: 11.49pm
:: Mood: okay
Happy Thanksgiving.
Today was okay.. I woke up got a shower, my mom gave Gabrielle a bath for me. We went up my Aunt Loraines for Thanksgiving dinner at 4:00. at 6:30, Jim and his mom came to pick me up and we went to his sisters to see his dad ect.
Kim [Jims sister] got us a whole bunch of clothes for Gabrielle. Some of them are really cute. (: Clothes are always great.. she's getting so big. Already she's in 3-6 months. She ate cereal again tonight.. I think she really likes it. <3
Well, tomorrow I'm gonna bribe Jim to get his bottom over here to help me move around my room; then Saturday we're going to his house for the day.. and Sunday who know's.. I might go shopping with Jim. We really need to start Christmas shopping.
I don't know.
I love you Kelly! Don't be mad at me for something that's between my mom & yours. I'm not mad at you, just in case you thought I was. <333 you!!!
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2004 25 November :: 7.19pm
:: Mood: sad
:: Music: Paradise City- Guns and Roses
Damn, Im misreable without her, I dont know what to do. I miss her so much, its not even funny. I will do anything to be with her again. Crap......what did I do........
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2004 24 November :: 11.50pm
:: Mood: just.. here.
Last night Sam, Anna and I had a little mini sleep over in my room. we played truth & dare, told scary stories.. ect.
Jim came over for a few hours today. That made my day. (:
Gabrielle ate some cereal today.. her first time!!
Tomorrow is Thanksgiving.. my family is eating around 4.. then Jim Gabrielle & I are going to Jims sisters house to visit/eat.
Jim got his paycheck today.. a shopping we will go. (:
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2004 24 November :: 9.46pm
:: Mood: indiscribly sad
:: Music: Sweet Child O Mine-Guns and Roses
Hey all,
well, jeez, ok, lets start with Sat.
Saturday, Ok, I got up, and was so jazzed to see Sam again, so I went to the band room at 8 to get ready for the parade, so, we were way late getting to the park to warm up, so then Mr Boyer had the band line up on a turn, because there wasnt enough space. But ofcoarse, they couldnt do it, and me and AJ were just laughing at them trying to get it right. But still, we finally got off and started marching, so then we get to "compititon" and were stopped for like five minutes, and it was like, come on, lets get this moving, so then the HS was at the next corner, and we started, and ovcoares, AJ does the wrong routeen, so I was gonna kill him, then he doesnt salute the HS drummajor, which makes us look like we have no respect, and it makes us look really bad. So then after the Parade, we were walking to the busses, and I tried to talk to Sam, but she just kinda brushed me off, so I knew something was wrong. So, then I was all woried on the way to Castle Park. So when we got there my window was open, and so was the drill teams windows, and they were all, hey Sam, look its your b/f, HI STEPHEN!! and I was like, well, maybe today will get better, beep!, wrong answer! 5 minuites later se dumped me for dance! Jeez, and the dance thing was only for two weeks, so then I was like fine, skrew it, and I left and just played DDR for 5 hours, and tryed to forget about it. The worst part is that her friends were sent to dump me, so, if she was gonna do it, it would have been nice face to face, but that didnt happen. So she found me later, and we talked, and I knew from the minuite I asked her out that dancs was gonna be a major thing, but I was gonna support her anyway, even Mikey told me about that. So, when we were talking she said that she had two weeks to make up 3 dances, and I didnt mind it, but she dumped me because she thought it was too much preasure, and she hasnt been there all the time for me. But I didnt mind that, because I would do anything to be with her. i really want to be with her. but I dont see why we didnt just take a break for two weeks instead of fully breaking up. Jeez, Well, Im gonna go, Im shaking, and im really sad. l8r
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I <333 Sam
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2004 23 November :: 9.54pm
should i redo my journal..... (?)
work was long tonight. reallly long.
im frustrated. and i would generally just leave it at "im frustrated", except that im so frustrated, i cant help but express it a little more profoundly. and im not exactly sure what profoundly means, and im not exactly sure if i could say frustrated a few more times. but yes..... thats my story.
i like art. all art. poetry, photography, paintings, everything. i think if its done with soul and it has meaning behind it then its art. and i think thats insanly beautiful.
theres no point to this entry.
i started it with a point in mind, but it slowly deteriorated and turned into nothing. so i'll just conclude my ramblings now......
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2004 23 November :: 10.53am
i just ate way to much in journalism.
mashed potatoes are my kryptonite.
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2004 22 November :: 9.51pm
i dont understand how she can be so firm and carry me through my weakest hours, and yet she's so irrational that at times i wonder who the adult is.
grow up. seriously.
im so close to moving out.. i hate it here, i hate how i feel right now, i hate having a constant reminder of HER mistakes.
regardless of how she is.. this was another perfect night.
you inspire me.
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2004 22 November :: 10.18am
there arent many words to describe this weekend, or how breathless i feel when we're together.
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2004 22 November :: 8.07am
I'm nothing but a never ending dissapointment.
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2004 22 November :: 12.45am
When I think of Jena I think _________
Jena is ___________
I met Jena ___________
The best thing about Jena is _____________
The worst thing about Jena ___________
I want to ____________ Jena
Don't ask questions. Fill this out. EVERYONE! No acceptions!
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2004 20 November :: 12.36am
:: Mood: loved
i had the best day ever yesterday
So right now I'm holding Gabrielle, downloading a menu for the Sand Bar that I have to type up for today.. for my uncle Keiths reception [he and Jen are getting married today]
want to see some of the menu?
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Earlier today I woke up, got ready to go with my Aunt Loraine and Gram to the mall. We left around 7:30.. my Gram had to get some more Christmas shopping done, and she's so hard to take anywhere because she takes forever to get out of the car, get in the store ect.. soo anyways, we were all in Kaufmanns, then I went to change Gabrielles diaper in the rest room. When I came back out, Jim was walking towards me. I was so suprised! He was like "I was looking for you." I was like "Awww." We walked around for a little bit, then went back into Kaufmanns, and went to look at the baby things. Jim and I bought Gabrielle the prettiest dress for Christmas. It was on sale for like $11.00- It's pink dress with little beige bows all over it, with a beige onesie underneath it. Soo cute. Anyways, when we were on our way out Jim ran to his car he was like "I got you something." I thought it was just like a pack of gum or something; I didn't really think much about it.. but he pulled out this big bunch of flowers.. [they were the ones that I said I liked when we stopped at Giant Eagle the other day..] and he bought them for me.. I like started tearing up, he's so cute. He always knows how to make me smile. <3
Ahhh.. I love him so much. :-P
Anyways, when we got home I went up my Aunt Loraines house for a little bit.. I watched CSI and Law & Order SVU with Sam. Then we came home.
Well.. that was my day. <33
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2004 19 November :: 12.49pm
:: Mood: creative
:: Music: snow patrol - run
I went totally quiz crazy..
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