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:: 2004 6 October :: 1.31pm

"What are we here for... mental masterbation?" - Mr. Norkus

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:: 2004 5 October :: 7.57pm

i hate being compared.

im such a dull person.

:: 2004 4 October :: 10.20am

ok in this past weekend.....

i've drank 44 ounces of capachino.
had about 10 doughnuts.
waved my arm off.
destroyed my voice at the powderpuff game.
hugged lots of little kids.
ate LOTS of chilli.
fell in love with our court.
cried a few times.... *remembers gummy bears.
AND had one of the best weekends of my life.

now to catch up on homework.....ehhhh

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:: 2004 4 October :: 2.24am
:: Mood: happy

Gabrielle Marie Kress
born on 10/1/04 at 12:57 pm
length 22' 8 lbs. 11 oz.
washington hospital

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:: 2004 3 October :: 1.55pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: Rambel on- Led Zepplin

Hey
hey all,

well, a lot has happened in a short time, last Monday, Grace brole up with me, and that sucked like hell, I mean, I really do like her a lot. So, then Rebecca was really annoying about it, and then started hitting on me, but she really bugs me, like, you dont know how much she does. well, then on tuesday, we had afterschool band practice, and that went alright, but the band sicked, then on wednesday, I went to GATE for animal life, that was cool, cause Kimberly didnt show up, then on Thursdaywe had afterschool, again, but the band is so immature, I mean, I had to call them to attention 5 times before they were actually quiet, so as you can guess, that didnt go very well, then, on friday, we had a min. day, and AJ led the band and he sux sssoooooo much, so thats that.

So, last Sat I got some crazy burzes, just click more. and a couple weeks ago the house behind us almost burned down. pictures also.

Read more..

so, those are the guitars that I want, my parents might let me get one of those. Yester day, we had a parade, and they sucked, they got a 77, so, not good at all, but we got 3rd, then I went and asked Grace why she broke up with me, and she didnt know, but she was regretting that she did, so, were gonna try again. Well, I g2g, l8r,

Stevo

"Life is not measured by the breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away."

P.S. Does anyone comment anymore?

:: 2004 1 October :: 2.29pm

nononononononononononononoooo.

whywhywhywhywhywhywhywhy.

a;lksdjf;alksdfjga;lskdfja;sdlkfj *extreme frustration

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:: 2004 30 September :: 7.04pm
:: Mood: shocked

i'm having the baby tomorrow!!!!
i went to the doctors today, since i'm 2 days late the doctor is just going to induce me tomorrow. i have to be at the hospital at 6:00 am.

WISH ME LUCK! i'm scared!

Aaron

:: 2004 30 September :: 4.23pm
:: Mood: Euphoric
:: Music: Parabola, Tool

Waking the Dead
I'm reading waking the dead and he just said something that makes perfect sense. The heart is made perfect. It is the mind that is corrupt. logic, science, all of it is corrupt. The heart, that is the source of all that is good and pure in this world.

We barely remember who or what came before this precious moment,
We are choosing to be here right now. hold on, stay inside...
This holy reality, this holy experience. choosing to be here in...

This body. this body holding me. be my reminder here that I am not alone in
This body, this body holding me, feeling eternal all this pain is an illusion.

Alive

This holy reality, in this holy experience. choosing to be here in...

This body. this body holding me. be my reminder here that I am not alone in
This body, this body holding me, feeling eternal all this pain is an illusion...
Of what it means to be alive

Swirling round with this familiar parable.
Spinning, weaving round each new experience.
Recognize this as a holy gift and celebrate this
Chance to be alive and breathing
Chance to be alive and breathing.

This body holding me reminds me of my own mortality.
Embrace this moment. remember. we are eternal.
All this pain is an illusion.

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2 you constantly make it impossible to | make conversation

:: 2004 30 September :: 10.48am

all im asking for is an hour.. just an hour.

so yeah, me and becky wrote the school play..... *breaths.

we dont have to keep it a secret anymore... what a relief.. with that said... you should all try out. we had an awesome turn out yesterday.

woot hoot. im bored.

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:: 2004 28 September :: 10.07pm

i should have done my homework, im to tired.

i tried on my dress today.... its so preeettty.

i got my hair highlighted, i like it, i hope everyoneelse does. its red and blonde. i dont know... i like it..... (?) 67 dollars though.. ouch. its all good.

im so behind on school work. SO behind. especially in chemistry... WAY alot in chem. will somebody please help me? i didnt know when i signed up for SCIENCE that i was taking another stupid MATH class. that makes me mad. so mad i could yell a little.

i've decided i love my girls.. they're all so wonderfull.

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:: 2004 28 September :: 3.37pm
:: Mood: excited / scared / hopeful
:: Music: our lady peace - clumsy

today's the big day!
..but no baby yet.

i can't believe it's september 28th already.. ahh. i just want to get it over with! i'm scared. i think everyones more excited than me; i'm more scared than anything. well it's an exciting / scared feeling.. but i just wish everyone would stop asking me if it's time yet. it really really gets on my nerves.. i'll tell everyone when it's time!

i just hope the baby comes today; i can't stand being pregnant anymore.. i hate having to pee 3 times an hour! haha- *sigh* i'll probably end up being about 2 weeks late just because i said that.

wish me luck!

<3<3

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:: 2004 26 September :: 10.57pm

im so sad its over, and so happy its all beggining!

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:: 2004 26 September :: 4.36pm
:: Mood: sore
:: Music: none

Post a comment of anything that you want, and post it anonymously. Anything: a story, an opinion, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love, are you mad at me, is there something you have been wanting to tell me?
Write anything you want. Be sure to post anonymously, and honestly. Post twice if you'd like. l8r,

stevo

:: 2004 23 September :: 9.19pm
:: Mood: giddy

*hopefuly* my last doctors apointment today!
i went to the doctors today, for hopefuly my last apointment being pregnant! my next apointment schedualed is on the 29th- a day after my due date.. so i'm hoping i won't have to show up! :)

i'm 3 centimeters dialated!

woo! go me! the doctor said i'm doing great, and then when i do go into labor he thinks i'll be already about 6 centimeters dialated; which is a pretty good thing.. that means i won't have long to wait til 10 centimeters, then i can have the baby. :)

only 5 more days!

amy.. damn 2 inchers! :-0

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:: 2004 23 September :: 7.25pm
:: Mood: REALLY HAPPY
:: Music: Stairway to Heaven-Led Zepplin

hey all,

after school was great, I didnt drop the mace, and Mr Boyer is exteamly happy , we sound a lot better and look a lot better. Umm... not to much to say, um, Aub yes I did, twice actually, once before and once after school, and it was lik, WWWwwwwhhhhhhooooaaaaaa!!!!!!!! It was awesome, ill call you to tell you more tomorrow, cause your at practice. Well,

l8r

Stevo

"Life is not measured by the breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away."

P.S. and I got one more breath taken away from me today, so I guess thats about 5 times, 1 Morg 2 Aubrey 3band 4 Grace 5 what happened today.

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:: 2004 21 September :: 10.08pm
:: Mood: full
:: Music: charmed on tv

it's been a long day.
today was a really long day.. i woke up at 6:30, fell back asleep til 7:00 and called jim. then i noticed that my sisters weren't up yet so i got up outta bed and woke them up.. anna threw this big fit because sam wouldn't get her something to wear, and that kept me up so i just stayed up. i hung all the baby clothes up and sorted everything out finially. then i fell back asleep around 11:30 and woke up at 12:45-1:00. i woke up and re-did my journal.. then i browsed online for a bit. then i made some dinner for me and my sisters. anna helped me clean my room. it looks good- i set up the playard.. i had to open something up- it was driving me crazy. *yawn* my next doctors apointment is on the 23rd (thursday).

[edit] 11.17pm my gram went into the hospital today- she has some sorta infection. everyone pray that she's okay and out soon. [/edit]

only 7 more days!

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:: 2004 20 September :: 9.16pm

i cant figure out how to perfectly voice my frustration.... so i'll just leave it at you at an understanding of how im incapable of even expressing it. its like that.....

my mom just brought my chocolate ice cream... she knows how to get to me.

i stayed after school looking at templates and picking some out... how do i know that i picked out "the one" i hate making decisions.

well i've got that stupid article to write.. the one that i could care less about and hope dies. "changing seasons" look for it in the first issue... it'll be a dusie.

right.

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:: 2004 20 September :: 4.59pm
:: Mood: pensive
:: Music: baby einstein's "baby bach" - #3 on the cd (it's a long title to type out!)

the music is on my belly with head phones for the baby.

i stayed at jims house all weekend. just got home about an hour and a half ago.

i don't know, theres nothing really to say- i never feel like updating in here anymore. i guess because i really don't do anything to write in here.. haha.

we rented some movies, barber shop 2, thirt3en ghosts, and the butterfly effect.. that was an awesome movie- we watched the different endings and i didn't like the directors cut. :(

my mom and i are going to go to baby depot today to exchange some things.

jim got a job at psi- it's a trucking company. i'm so happy :)

*yawn* i'm so tired anymore. the baby kicks constantly and keeps me up all night.. i'm ready for her to come out! :-P
only 8 more days!

:: 2004 19 September :: 11.56pm
:: Music: Enter the Dragon-Dance Dance Revolution

Hey all,

Well, Friday was awesome, and I don't think it could've gotten any better. We had a sub in first period, so we just screwed around, then in second period, Mrs. Castillo burned magnesium, and it looked like a firework just went off in class, it was so, bright, you couldn't look directly into it. third per. we did nothing, fourth period, we watched a movie, fifth period I had to deal with the bitch, and sixth period we marched, then after school I learned that Grace Laico likes me so I asked her out, and apparently shes been waiting all year for me to ask her out. So then I did, and before I finished she was all, YYYEEESSSSS!! So then yesterday i went to the football game, and i saw, Jasmine, Shaw, Aubrey, Jakie G, Kelsey, Klylie, Stephanie B., Melonie, Josh, Pepito, Kevyn, and Danny. and also, Grace, my new g/f. So, I'm coming to the next football game. Then, I went to DM camp and got a lot done and I'm not nervous anymore, now, today, I went to church, and then went shopping, I got a lot of new clothes, and went to MJ's house, so I'm on the phone now, so Im gonna go,l8r

Stevo

"Life is not measured by the breaths we take, but by the moments that take out breath away."

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Aaron

:: 2004 19 September :: 1.07pm

playing FFII...playing FFII...Went to the fair yesterday and got sick...it sucked. I was with ryan greg james and daniel. Ryan is a bad boy...or wants desperatly to be. Daniel is the sweety paint-baller chic. Greg is well...greg...that's all I have to say about that. And James...well, I won't even go there...BUT HE GETS SLAPPED....alot. Kinda wish juliya and eric and victoriya and some of them were there.especially april and jen. They're fricken cool. and they've seen "they" and "Ecuilibrium", which I so kindly descovered. (well, pat found they, but equilibrium is MINE!!!) thankyou madeline. God...I want to go back to school...this weekend has been damn boring.

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:: 2004 17 September :: 8.49pm

the picture at the top of my journal is hott.

i want to eat it.

i think he is incredibly attractive.. but thats just me.

*licks him.

i love burt.

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:: 2004 17 September :: 8.34pm

i almost broke down in tears today at work... for no reason at all.. only that there were so many dishes and it was overwhelming... gahh. and i had to work with stacy, my boss, which was nerve racking. and my mom is rambling on and on about double wides.. its hard to listen, does she not see that im preoccupied? STOP TALKING! "and i do think its worth blah blah blah" "and i dont think the lady is lying blah blah blah" STOP!

*al;dkfjl;kfjl;asdkfjlasdkfj

i have no down time this weekend either.

mreh....

will and grace was so funny last night.... and i like joey.. i hope it doesnt flop.

oh my... he talked to me today.. and i played it cool.. but inside i was like... askldfj;alsdkfjasdlf !!!!!!!

i've developed a new crush.. and OH if i would only tell you right?

im going to bed.

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:: 2004 17 September :: 1.03pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: yellowcard - ocean avenue

so my gram and i were looking on the calendar the other day and we noticed that the 28th [the day the baby's due] is a full moon! i dunno, i really think i might just have this baby exactly on the due date- that would be neat.

<3

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:: 2004 15 September :: 9.07pm
:: Music: Paranoia-DDR Max1&2

Leave a comment with your name if you want to know what I really think of you, and I�ll reply and tell you. No lies, all honesty. Post it in your journal after I do yours so I can see the reverse.

Stevo

EDIT: as of today, september 17, 2004, Im Grace Laico's boy friend, so its all good....very good.

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:: 2004 15 September :: 6.34pm
:: Mood: worried
:: Music: Butterfly-DDR 5th Mix

Hey all,

Well, nm has gone on l8ly, but Im over Tami, and I like this other girl in the band, and I think she likes me too, so Im nervous about that, and Im freaked out about the drummajor tryouts, and my sister got her self a b/f, and Im really happy for her. Im bored, and I hate my LA sub, oh, and btw in case you havnt noticed, this is my rant entry, so......She is such a BXTCH, i cant stand her, and shes long-term, so yesterday, I started talking back to her like, really bad, and almost got a refferal, and then Shawn went and yelled out"This Sub is on crack!" it was hallarious, so then the whole class went and ganged up on her, and we totally freaked her out.So, other than that, Brenna, Shelby, and i are writing a story, and when its done, ill post it in here. So, Shade is 16 and getting his licence, and we have after school practice tomorrow, so Aubrey, if you can make it, great. Well, I g2g. l8r

Stevo

"Life is not measured by the breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away."

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:: 2004 14 September :: 8.19pm
:: Mood: excited

i went to the doctors today..
and i'm 1 centimeter dialated!!!!! omgosh! i'm so excited! :-D

the doctor gave me an excuse to not go back to school until after the baby is born.

only 14 more days!

<3

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:: 2004 14 September :: 8.02pm

its hot.

so is ryan gorter.

thought i'd randomly throw that out there.. because honestly...

men AND women want him... admit it.. you know you all do.

i should be doing homework....
i shouldnt have tried all my clothes on for the 50th time... and yet i still dont know what to wear tomorrow.

and my mom is all like "ok erika" "ok erika" its my cue to get off line..... "erika.. your bowls on the counter..."

YES I GET IT... WE ARE GOING TO EAT.

GAHHHHH

Aaron

:: 2004 14 September :: 2.02pm
:: Mood: like puking
:: Music: Disorder...Tool.

I'm sick today. I wanted to post a comment in her journal but what good would it do? No one talks to me anymore. even my newest friends think I'm a fuck....god this is hopeless. Madeline...I liked her better when she was COOL! now she's like a clone of mom. it sucks. it sucks so bad and so big it's gotta be...(drumrole)...A WALRUS COCK!!!

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:: 2004 13 September :: 12.35pm
:: Mood: bitchy

only 15 more days til the baby's due.

i stayed over jims house for the weekend.. i had a good time. i don't really feel like typing out what we did though- i'm tired and i want to go home and take a nap. only 2 more periods after this one.. i don't know if i'll make it though. i stayed at jims house last night and went to bed about mindnight.. so i'm falling asleep in class.

i have my doctors apointment tomorrow- *yawn* it's after school this time which is good.

i'll guess i'll update more later.. maybe not- i don't know yet. depends on how i feel.

i can't believe it was 9-11 already.. 3 years.

<3

:: 2004 12 September :: 9.02pm

i can never be good enough for anyone can i.

after a long day the LAST thing i need is to deal with some irate parent who has no right to even TALK to me.

i DO NOT have to explain myself to anyone... whether it be because of church or my OWN fucking car.

FUCK YOU.