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i havent had time to update in awhile...
our bonfire was so much fun. we had 24 people show up... so it turned out pretty well. im so glad everyone who came did... i love them all... awwwwww.
i have so much that i could update, but i'd rather just vent to select people, and make ya'll wonder.
*malicious giggle.
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2004 13 June :: 1.00pm
so i can't think of anymore names for the baby.. so far i've come up with:
trinity
amaya
baily
morgan
ella
blah.. it's such a hard decision!
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2004 12 June :: 12.56am
:: Mood: sad
i'm just sitting here, drinking some ice water.
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2004 10 June :: 11.56pm
:: Mood: Triumphant
:: Music: Something with horns...
I am the overlord!
Ha! I snuck on to my mom's computer! Oh...I have to call Tori now... okay. b'bye
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2004 10 June :: 11.51pm
:: Mood: funny
didn't go get my permit today.. "something came up" so i guess we're getting it tomorrow.
we'll see.
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2004 9 June :: 11.49am
does anyone know what today is?
well i'll tell you what today is. today is the day that the sexiest man ever born to walk the face of this hellish planet was born. today was the day that the future father of my countless babies and source of ultimate pleasure was born.
today.. is Johnny Depps 41st birthday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOVER!!!!!!!!!!!!
*faints
*becky cant have him.
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2004 9 June :: 11.20am
:: Mood: cranky
i hurt my foot.
i've watched moulin rouge 5 times in the past 2 days. lol, i still love that movie.
going to get my permit tomorrow.
july 1 is my next doctors apt. for the baby.
i don't know what i'm doing today.. chelsea is coming at 2.. and she'll be here to watch the girls til around 9.. so i have all that free time of doing nothing. hmmm.. i'll see what jim is doing.
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2004 8 June :: 9.59pm
what did i do today?
i had my interview. do i know if i got it.. no.
then we went to the lake, we being stacy, becky, brandi, and lisa. we made a group of morons believe we were all lesbians... one of them then offered his sexual pleasures to us, whom we "kindly" told that we only do eachother, as we walked away holding hands. stacy stole a thong out of an open car, it was hanging on the rearview mirror, we then placed it on the antenna on lisas car.
if you were to read stacy and beckys journal.. you'd get the jist of today..
haha.. jist.
what a dirty word.
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2004 7 June :: 10.54pm
i have an interview at arbys tomorrow.. woot woot. *crosses fingers
THIS FRIDAY....... just in case any of you.. might have missed it. brandi and i are having our party..... all are invited..... and if anyone knows how to get ahold of cherie.... tell her she needs to come, cuz neither of us have her email. ok..........
brandi and are gonna watch the last episode of friends..... and cry.
its sad ok. geeeeeeeeze.
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2004 6 June :: 1.07pm
:: Mood: lazy
first off: WE FOUND ZEUS! we put an add in the newspaper under lost & found and someone called about him. i guess the night of the storm [when he ran away] he was up the mingo twist n shake and all scared and everything, so some guy opened his car door and let him in. they took him home. i'm so happy! we get to go get him around 4:30-5:00.
i went to the doctors on thursday. i have some sorta infection. but it'll cause me to go into early [way early] labor; so i had to get on more antibiotics. there is always so many things wrong with me.
ahhhh. yesterday in the morning my aunt loraine, gram and i went to waynesburg for a yard sale, for my grams therapist (SP?) [yes, thats like 45 minutes away from where i live.] my aunt and i didn't want to go, but my gram put the guilt trip on; and we ended up going.. but in the end it was a good thing because we got a crib for up my aunts house, a walker, and a whole bunch of little rattles/infant toys. melanie [i think that was her name.. thats joes wife] and joe [my grams therapist] have 3 little girls, so they have about a million infant clothes. so she said she would save the clothes until i knew for sure that i was having a girl. and that was really nice.
yesterday around 5:00 i went into tha bar, for the fundraiser thing. we did really good. we were packed. i was really tired by the end of the night though.
todays berts welcome home picnic! he got back from over-seas thursday. but he can only stay home for 7 weeks.. but i bet tammy and the girls are so happy he's home.
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2004 5 June :: 11.02pm
did you happen to catch
or did it happen so fast
what you thought would always last
has passed you by
is everything speeding up
or am i slowing down
i'm just spinning around
and i don't know why
all the pieces don't fit
though i didn't really give a shit
i never wanted to be like you
but for all i aspire
i am really a liar
and i'm running out of things i can do
i'd like to stay
but every day
everything pushes me farther away
if you could show
help me to know
how it's supposed to be
where did it go?
pleading and
needing and
bleeding and
breeding and
feeding
exceeding
where is everybody?
trying and
lying
defying
denying
crying and
dying
where is everybody?
well okay, enough.
you've had your fun
but come on there has got to be someone
hasn't yet become
so numb
and succumb
and
god damn i am so tired of pretending
wishing i was ending
when all i'm really doing is trying to hide
and keep it inside
fill it with lies
open my eyes?
maybe i wish i could try
pleading and
needing and
bleeding and
breeding
feeding
exceding
where is everybody?
trying and
lying
defying
denying
crying and
dying
where is everybody?
pleading
feeding
bleeding
breeding
feeding
exceding
where is everybody?
trying
lying
defying
denying
crying and
dying
where is everybody?
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2004 5 June :: 5.43pm
:: Mood: Forsaken
:: Music: More Tool
My field of ashes.
Read some of Tori's journal...so much in there about him...
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2004 5 June :: 5.30pm
:: Mood: fearful
:: Music: Tool, Lateralus
Visions...
I had some visions today...they were really vivid. They were of Tori...it was...horrible...so many of them...
"Oh God, Save me..."
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2004 5 June :: 1.47pm
i have kangaroos in my phone.. yes thats right. kangaroos.
my moms taking me out for dinner today since we didnt "have time" yesterday. *rolls eyes. i think we're getting my red flannel dress too... its so puuurrdy.
tonight im going to see harry potter 3 with becky, dont laugh at us.. we're not losers... well... not quite. ok fine we are... they're good books damn it!
after that i do believe im going out with jon... i guess it depends on what time i get home. eh.. i dont know. its nice having birthdays after your initial birthday. today is more of a birthday then yesterday. hmm... well anyways.
"whats that Mary Kate and ashlee? perfume? Ohh pleeaaaaaaas, but its all good.. schwweaaaattt. and by the way brandi, im so glad that you didnt get me Abercrobie and Finch colognie.... or bolagna. *shakes head* The four of us love you. schmwa*
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2004 4 June :: 6.38pm
Happy Birthday to myself... mmm hmm.
so todays the BIG 16... it hasnt been the best day, but its been a pretty damn good day.
for starters i got my licence! how cool is that... im so excited, no car to drive... but STILL!!!!
i got a cell phone for my birthday too... now i can walk through the mall, pretend to talk to someone important, and feel cool like the rest of you. yep, thats my plan. its so cute! so little and cute....... *admires.
i got a johnny shirt too... its beautiful.
so yes, i am legal. *giggles.
brandi got me a dashborad cd, and clothes, and chapstick, and sun glasses, socks, and flip flops.... shes so good to me. *hugs her*
next friday is our birthday party... (mine and brandis) ya'll can come if you want. just email me for directions.. anyone can come.... we welcome you all. te he he......
soul_confinement@hotmail.com
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lynn_13@msn.com (brandi)
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2004 2 June :: 8.48pm
:: Mood: upset
we can't find zeus..
he's been gone for a few hours, and he's never ran away before.
i hope he's okay.
:(
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2004 2 June :: 8.16pm
i cant believe tomorrow is the last day of school. im relieved, but sad.
today was fun. i went to the mall with lisa, kate, becky, and stacy. there really isnt a way to describe that.......... *laughs
i got brandis birthday present all taken care of...... its "neat". mmmmm hmm.
once again, pointless entry.
oh yeah, i think i might be going to kent city next wednesday with alyssa for their last day. that should be cool.
our bonfire is next saturday.... no friday... hell, i dont know. June 11th. woot woot.
less then 2 days and i'll be 16......
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2004 2 June :: 5.24pm
:: Mood: anxious
:: Music: Hawaii 5-0
Hey,
Whats up everyone??? Well, I went to the Storm game on Fri, and Krista and I got busted so all of our parents know about us being together for almost a month! Isnt that just great???? Well, n/m here to talk about , none the less type about. Tami and Zuese broke up, and like everyone and their brother got their hair cut. Im trying out for drummajor, and the tryouts are tomorrow.
So.....Ill ttly
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P.S. Comments would be nice!
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2004 2 June :: 12.25pm
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my feet are cold.
well yesterday i went with my mom to the school got all my stuff, returned my books blah blah blah. i'm taking finials sometime at the end of the month i guess.
after that we went to k-mart and got a couple things. then we went to the bar, got something to eat and left. we came home only to leave again to go to annas play at the highschool. that was only about an hour or so. after that we all went home.
my mom, george and the girls left to go to the parrothead meeting in pittsburgh. i went up my aunt loraines and we put her pool deck together and hung some things up for my gram. after that my aunt loraine and i ordered pizza for us. then kelly came up and we gave her some pizza. doug ate his, uncle only ate a little bit, and jeff ate the rest. i went home around 11:30. watched some tv; and went to sleep.
i woke up around 11:30 this morning, ate a bowl of coco puffs. mmmmm, they were good. talked to my mom. called my gram and told her that i'd be up when the guys up there were done paving my aunts drive way to help her plant some flowers and finish up her little deck she has.
haven't talked to jim in a few days. nothing new though.
i have a doctors apointment tomorrow. blah blah blah. nothing exciting anyways.. i'll update more about this tomorrow :-D
oh.. june 5 [this saturday] at the bar [the Sand Bar in Washington] is having a fundraiser for Cannonsburg Hospitals Emergency Room. I'll be selling raffles, and cookies or something like that. so everyone that reads this [my friends that live around me!] better tell their moms/dads ect. to come. :)
well i better go, i think i'm gonna go paint my aunts things i told her i'd paint.
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2004 1 June :: 9.14pm
well i think tomorrow im going shoping with lisa, becky and stacy. that should be fun. i need to get brandis bday present.... SPEAKING OF... mines friday. ohhh yeah.
i wanna lose 10 pounds. 10 whole pounds.. is that to much ask. comon gods of heavens... JUST LET ME!!! *shakes fist and growls.
i hate updating and having nothing to talk about......
oh wait.. becky bit my ovary today.
heh heh.. oooooh yeah.
you bite that ovary becky... mmmm hmm.
brandi and i went out in the woods, damn those mosquitoes...... hmmm. toes... i dont think thats right.... *shrugs
i hope i pass that stupid exam in ahmed.
on a different note.. becky and i joined the debate team. sounds really nerdy... but it should be fun.
ok.. thats about all i could scrounge together for this half errmmm.. apple entry.
beckys an apple. thats right... im anti-vegitarian.. and Becky.. YOU MADE OUT WITH HIM BEFORE YOU WENT OUT WITH HIM! yeah, thats right. whats up now.... yeah, yeah.... mm hmmm. "check out theeeese torpedos!"
to all others but becky....... disregard.
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2004 31 May :: 7.25pm
well.. another weekend gone. parts of it were good. some parts really good. other parts sucked. today was boring. i went to rivertown with alyssa... that was good. but that was about it for my day.
this friday is my birthday. *dances* woot woot.
im a boring person, living a boring life.......
mm hmmm...
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2004 31 May :: 12.16am
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the 29th was a year 1/2 for jim and i.
happy memorial day. :-P
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2004 30 May :: 3.41pm
well..... whats life without a little change?
im livin at brandis now. this should be a fun summer... even though neither of us will be around much. i love her. *hugs*
things in my life are finally settling down... starting to become more normal i guess you could say. and some parts of it are really taking off for me. im excited to see what the next year has in store.... nothing could be worse then this past year.
i dont really know what else to say....
ok....
ummmmm....
that about does it.
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didn't go to school today. i woke up at like 6:00, took pain meds and musta fell back asleep.. i woke up around 11.
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2004 24 May :: 10.29am
:: Mood: listless
blah- stupid me being sick. stupid kidney infection ect..
george had gotten 2 blink 182 tickets for saturday. [the 22nd] and had asked if i wanted them. to bad i was in the hospital and could barely move.
i'm feeling a lot better now. especially this morning. i woke up, and can actually stand up straight without having a massive amout of pain.
..back to school tomorrow!
8 days left.
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2004 23 May :: 10.58pm
:: Mood: sick, tired, in pain.. ect.
sorry i haven't updated much lately. a lot of things have been going on.
thursday i called my mom and told her that i had a bladder infection.
friday, i went to school.. but only to be sent home an hour later & 1/2 later because there wasn't any power. so my mom took me to the doctors, and they gave me meds for my bladder infection. and told me that if the pain in my right side was getting any worse to go to the ER. so about 7:30 that night i called my mom and told her that i couldn't even stand up.
i went to the hospital, they took tests/blood and everything. only to tell me about 70 thousand hours later that i was pregnant. okay. 21 weeks pregnant. from the ultrasound they did the lady said she thinks its a girl.. but cannonsburg hospital doesn't do OBGYN, so i had to be transfered to washington hospital. i rode in an ambulance to get there because i had an iv in my arm and its the law that i had to ride in an ambulance. the guy was really nice that rode with me. he told me to keep my head up, because i didn't have anything to be ashamed of.
when i got there it was already about mindnight. i was so tired. but i had to stay awake.. they asked me questions and everything. put a new iv in, and checked blood pressure/babys heart rate. the nurse that was in there for the night her name was Pat. she was so nice. i didn't get a full nights sleep the whole 2 days i stayed over, because they always came in to change my iv or check up on me.. blah, i slept during most of the day. i ended up having a kidney infection, but they said it was good i came in because it can cause a miscarrage.
i'm not allowed to go to school tomorrow. and i still have to get 3 perscriptions filled.. the place wasn't open on sundays.. which means no pain meds.. which means i'll be in pain.
everyones handling it well. even i am. i just can't wait until everyone reads this. it'll be around the school by tuesday.
i'm telling everyone now: just leave me alone and don't ask any questions.
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2004 19 May :: 10.36am
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went to the magestrate [sp?] yesterday. my fines came to $104.22. okay.. dumb.
10 days of school left
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...in strange and unusual positions! Baaaaaah
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