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2003 25 November :: 6.47 pm
:: Mood: disappointed
ahh why am I doing this to myself, I am driving myself crazy but I guess I have my reasons. I dont know why I think this maybe cause its true god I really hope not. I really want to talk to someone about this but grrr and I really need to tell this person how I feel cause its driving me insane but that person will get mad and I dont want that..wow I just realized that I am not making any sense to anyone who reads this so I guess I am done.
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2003 22 November :: 6.22 pm
I am so scared.
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2003 22 November :: 4.26 pm
Well my grandma that lives in North Carolina just got home from the hospital and now my grandpa that lives in Colorado is in the hospital because he fell off his roof and he lives alone just like my grandma so they dont have anyone to help them. My grandpa is gonna have to have lots of surgeries and I think some of my family is going to go get him sometime soon. Oh yes lets not forget that my uncle hurt his back really bad today also. Just fucking wonderful.
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2003 17 November :: 6.25 pm
:: Music: linkin park-faint
My life is beginning to bore me, its kinda the same everyday, I need some um variety. Its kinda hard to explain but It is like I have been doing the same thing for so long that I am bored. I mean I like everything thats going on in my life but it seems to just be the same. eh I need some change. hm..
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2003 17 November :: 4.51 pm
I have alot on my mind right now but none of it makes any sense.
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2003 13 November :: 8.25 pm
I want one thing, just one....
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2003 10 November :: 9.15 pm
So um Sunday night was fun me and Dan and Tony and Katie went to the movies and saw the elf. Good movie! Then today Dan came over. ya ok thats it. I love you Dan!
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2003 9 November :: 4.05 pm
I just keep telling myself that I dont deserve this but do I do anything about it no. eh what is wrong with me?
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2003 9 November :: 1.28 pm
I just said to my mom hey lets move and she says ok I hate our road and then I said well talk to dad and she says ok I will. At this point I would even go to a different school maybe far away. Probably wont happen but hey I can dream right!
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2003 8 November :: 6.35 pm
I knew this was going to happen. I didnt want it to but it did and know I dont know what to do, maybe I should just not care anymore but I know thats wrong but its the only thing I can think of right now. blah life is really gay right now.
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2003 3 November :: 3.54 pm
Today is me and dans 5 months. :)
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2003 2 November :: 7.06 pm
I guess it was an alright weekend.
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2003 30 October :: 6.50 pm
No one will understand how this makes me feel. No one will know how much this is hurting me. At school and to friends I am just fine but inside I am breaking and I cant take it. No one will know what this feels like people tell me it will be ok and some people joke about it, its not a joke and it wont be ok. People tell me sorry they dont mean it unless they know. They know nothing.
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2003 28 October :: 8.42 pm
I cant stop thinking about it. Its driving me crazy.
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