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2003 28 October :: 4.41 pm
:: Mood: depressed
Ahhhhhhh.....I just want to cry.
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2003 22 October :: 9.01 pm
I just realized by that one thing that he said to me that I will never be good enough for him ever, no matter how hard I try I will just never be good enough. Makes me wonder and instantely bring tears to my eyes.
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2003 20 October :: 9.26 pm
yeah...
Came home sick today with the idea to just sleep, but that didnt happen cause every time I got close the phone rang. So now I am just tired and not at all looking forward to tomorrow where I will get twice the work. Just great.
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2003 19 October :: 9.02 pm
:: Mood: great
:: Music: linkin park~numb
This weekend was really good, I was with dan every day. Today we went to church and then went to his house then to mine for dinner. :) I am very content and happy!
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2003 19 October :: 12.19 am
Today was a good day! Me and dan went to the mall and shopped for a little while and then saw underworld. I thought it was scary. He bought me the pink care bear, it was so cute! ok thats it, have to get up early for church tomorrow. I Love You Dan! And Happy Sweetest Day!
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2003 18 October :: 12.38 am
I Love dan so much. Everytime we are together its just like nothing else matters. I love being with him, I am just so comfortable with him. I am just so in love.
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2003 16 October :: 5.13 pm
:: Mood: lost
:: Music: nirvana~All apologies
I dont know who I am anymore, I have changed so much. I think I have lost myself. I told myself I wouldnt do this, I told myself I wouldnt be like her, but I am. Love does strange things......
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2003 11 October :: 11.03 pm
Wow I Love Dan so much! :)
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2003 11 October :: 2.15 pm
I AM:: | not happy | I THINK:: | i am gonna kill somone | I KNOW:: | nothin | I WANT:: | to be happy | I HAVE:: | nothin | I WISH:: | things wouldnt be so stupid | I HATE:: | myself | I MISS:: | myself | I FEAR:: | life | I HEAR:: | music | I SEARCH:: | my heart | I WONDER:: | if things will get better | I REGRET:: | saying stupid things that piss people off | I ACHE:: | all over | I CARE:: | alot but it doesnt seem to matter |
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2003 10 October :: 10.46 pm
Does he know how much he is hurting me?
Does he even care?
Does he know my heart is breaking?
I wonder..........?
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2003 10 October :: 10.32 pm
:: Music: linkin park~somewhere I belong
Name: | Katie Schaub | Nicknames: | too many..I guess | Age: | 15 | Birthday: | 03/03/88 | Nationality: | ya | Current Height: | 5"4" maybe...I hope | Hair Color: | brown | Eye Color: | brown | Family: | mom-june,dad-rick,sister-jenny | Location: | CS | College: | uh | Piercings: | ears | Red or Blue: | blue | Spring or Fall: | neither | Santa or Rudolph: | uh either i guess | Math or English: | english | What are you going to do after you finish this survey: | who cares | What was the last food you ate: | soup | High School or College: | blah | Last movie you saw: | dont know | Last noise you heard: | music | Last time you went out of state: | summer | Things you like in a girl/guy: | lips,but boys are stupid | What book are you reading now: | I am not | Favorite board game: | candyland but iam not good at it | Favorite magazine: | ym | Worst feeling in the world: | lets not go there | First thing you think of in the morning: | how i want to go back to bed | Future daughter's name: | who knows | Future son's name: | again who knows | Chocolate or Vanilla: | chocolate | Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: | um i have one on my bed | Dream job: | business owner | Whats under your bed: | floor |
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2003 8 October :: 8.10 pm
:: Music: nirvana~all apologies
I am at the point where I just gotta say fuck it.
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2003 7 October :: 9.18 pm
I really really wanna go shopping and get that care bear pillow thing, I think I am gonna ask katie if we can go to the mall this weekend or something, wow I have no life.
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2003 6 October :: 9.00 pm
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: Train~calling all angels
I went Shopping this weekend and went to hot topics and fell in love with the purple and pink care bear pillow things! I think this thing will show a picture of it, I am not really sure.
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2003 3 October :: 6.50 am
Today is me and dans 4 months!! YAY!
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