:: 2003 8 July :: 11.45 am
:: Mood: sick

Well i just thought i should update i havent in awhile so here it goes.. Besides the fact that iam sick its been a good couple of days, I have been hanging out with dan alot! YAH!uh me and cassie started drivers training,that is so stupid. Maybe one the the most boring things i have ever done,but oh well its gotta be done. Well nothing else really to say but i love dan so much! But i better get ready for some drivers training.

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:: 2003 3 July :: 12.12 am
:: Mood: sleepy

MICHIGANS ADVENTURE
Well today me and Katie went to michigans adv. with some of her family,lets just say it was a really long day. I had fun but her family is really weird and kinda annoying but its ok..whos isnt?!? And i miss dan,he needs to come back soon.blah. I am done! *good night*

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:: 2003 30 June :: 12.25 am
:: Mood: gloomy

Since dans been gone camping,i've been thinking aobut our realationship. Does he really love me? He tells me he does and part of me believes him and a little part of me think he doesnt. WE told eachother we loved each other we loved each other before we were even going out for a month, I thought that was to soon,maybe it was but i do love him. I have never told any guy I loved them until dan,and i know i love him,I really do. But does he really love me, I mean does he really and truely love me? I need to know... And I think me and him just need to take a day and get to know eachother a little better maybe we rushed in to things to soon. Once i think about it i really dont even know him,I want us to get closer. Some things about him kinda bug me like his past,I know its the past and i should just get over it but it bothers me. Maybe i just worry to much,but i think i have my reasons to worry, or maybe i just dont trust him. Actually i know i dont trust him but i think that he doesnt trust me either,I think we should work on the whole trust thing. I have lots of thinking to do and maybe when he comes back me and him can talk about some of this stuff or i will just hold my emotions and feelings in i know that is not the right thing to do but it what i normally do. Well iam done for the night! *Good Night*

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:: 2003 27 June :: 1.05 am
:: Mood: sad/upset/sleepy

So dan calls me today and tells me he is going camping and is leaving friday and wont be back untill next friday. He tells me now what the hell is that about. grrr,so he tells me that we are gonna hang out,but he would call me back in a hour,he does but now we cant hang out and we cant hang out tommorrow cause he is leaving early,i havent seen him sense monday and now i wont see him for a long time. I just want to see him so bad. I really do just hope he like surprizes me and comes over maybe before they go camping,that would be really great but its not gonna happen.hmm i guess i can wait. So anyways moving on..... I think me and tare are gonna hang out and go to keegans party that will be fun! oh ya my mom tells me today that we are going on vacation to north carolina to visit my grandma and cousins it will be really fun. We are leaving the day i get out of drivers training so she is gonna let my drive some of the way there,gonna be long and boring but oh well it will be some hours for me so. Iam kinda scared to take drivers training,hmm hope I do good! Well iam kinda tired,I think i should go to bed. night!

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:: 2003 24 June :: 10.42 pm
:: Mood: pissed off

Well i went to the orbit room on sunday and i wish i would have never gone i mean it was way fun and all but it was not worth it cause now everything is just so messed up. I cant take this anymore iam out

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:: 2003 24 June :: 9.30 pm

hmmm...

katie jean schaub Magic Number 14 Job Conservationist Personality Drifter Temperament As High As A Very High Kite Sexual Straight Likely To Win Nothing Me - In A Word Beautiful Colour Brought to you by MemeJack

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:: 2003 22 June :: 1.18 am
:: Mood: sleepy
:: Music: ja rule~murder reigns

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:: 2003 18 June :: 10.32 pm
:: Mood: peaceful
:: Music: yoli~aint no stoping sunshine

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:: 2003 18 June :: 1.00 am
:: Mood: blah

hmm boring day......Woke up at 12, and then cleaned my house all day. So then katie comes over and we rent some movies get some candy,the usual girl stuff i guess you could say! oh yes we are down two animals now first my dog and now my turtle but that is ok cause i didnt like him much anyway iam so over it. So now me and my sis are trying to get my dad to get us a puppy,but its not going so well. hmm well just thought i would update since I havent in a while so iam out. Love you all!

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:: 2003 12 June :: 11.25 pm
:: Mood: loved

Well today was a very good day! I went taning today iam geting kinda tan but hey it will happen. Then i had to come home and get ready for my grandpa's retirement party that was kinda boring but my grandma was a little drunk i have never seen her like that heh! i love my grandma!
So i got home and my sister told me that dan called so i called him back and he came over. And he told me that he loved me and i told him that i loved him it was like the perfect moment ever,i know that we have only been going out for like a week and a half but i just feel so right with him. He makes me so happy like when iam not with him iam thinking about him and i miss him and when we are together i just forget about every thing else. Its just perfect,i dont feel like anything could go wrong.
Well since my dog got put down we are thinking about geting a puppy! That would make me really happy. and i miss my dog so much i didnt think it would be so hard but it was i have had that dog my whole life and now he is just gone like that. I have never seen my dad cry till then he was so crushed. And now my mom is telling me that we are geting rid of my turtle,so iam lossing 2 animals in like a week,it sucks alot but i dont think i will miss my turtle that much he is really stupid. but still i will miss him a little. well iam out i love you all!!

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:: 2003 11 June :: 3.39 pm
:: Mood: okay
:: Music: fighter

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:: 2003 10 June :: 3.53 pm
:: Mood: sad
:: Music: r-kelly

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:: 2003 4 June :: 6.16 pm
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: headstrong~trapt

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:: 2003 29 May :: 8.35 pm
:: Mood: good
:: Music: ja rule~murder reigns

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:: 2003 23 May :: 2.54 pm
:: Mood: worried
:: Music: trapt~headstrong

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