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2003 29 March :: 8.18 pm
:: Mood: weird
:: Music: camron-oh boy
wow i cant beleive what i did
So far this weekend was way crazy and so weird. on friday night me and katie went to keggans and we rented movies that was fun but then after that it got WEIRD.... but i dont know if i should write it in here so umm ya. well now iam just sitting here being bored. i want to do something but i gotta call katie. today for a while i went to linds and it was fun and i have know her lil bro since he was born and i allways beat him up and we make fun of eachother and today he hit on me and the kid is 9 i was like oh my god he did not just do that ahhh crazy lil kid well iam out
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2003 27 March :: 6.17 pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: picture-kid rock i love this song!!!!
MY LIFE IS GOOD AGAIN!!!!
WOW I AM SOOOO HAPPY SHELBY IS NOT MOVING!!!! HEHE I LOVE U SHELBY!!!! well anyway other than her not moveing my day kinda sucked alot. now i know who my real best friends are. cause today katie was a bitch she didnt even really care that i was so sad. and taryn i love u so much u were the so sweet to me and i love u for it. well i am out. oh ya SHELBY AND TARYN I LOVE U GUYS SO MUCH!!!!!
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2003 26 March :: 4.16 pm
:: Mood: crappy
wow never thought this would happen to me
Everyday it just hits me even more that she is leaving. I already went thou my sis going to college and i lost her to talk to and now my best friend is leaving i cant take it. It feels like everyone is just moving away and leaving me. and my other friends just dont understand and it really pisses me off how they acted around me like this isnt happening and it isnt cool. katie just really doesnt care cause she doesnt like shelby and she just doesnt understand and this is so hard on me. like all she has been doing is tryin to piss me off . she thinks that making jokes and making fun of me will help well it doesnt it just makes me want to cry even more.This whole thing sucks.
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2003 25 March :: 5.36 pm
:: Mood: crushed
:: Music: something sad
why does this shit allways happen to me??
i hate today, i hate everthing, why does this have to happen to me. My BEST FRIEND is moving. i dont think i have ever been this up set. y does she have to leave know we were just getting close. she is leaving so soon. y now?? i want u to stay. alls i did today was cry. and every time i saw u today i just lost iti think i will never see that face again oh what if we never talk after u are gone. what if u find another best friend what will happen w/ us. today when i cryed it just seemed that no one cared,no one knows what this is like well its hell. i read your notes and i cryed. please shelby dont leave me. well one good thing i am gonna go to taryns this weekend i love u taryn!! and i love u sooooo much shelby.
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2003 23 March :: 5.55 pm
:: Mood: busy
:: Music: 50 cent
i hate health
Today is a long slow day alls i have been doing is working on me and katies project ya just me it sucks she is at work so i have to do most of it. mr.reed should have giving us more time we still have alot to do and it is due tuesday. The weekend went by way to fast they just need to be longer. i really dont want to go back to school. i just want it to be summer. That would be great!! This weekend was ok but could have been better well next weekend should be better even thou i dont know what iam doing i think me and taryn are gonna do something so that should be lots of fun!! i just hope this week is better for me and goes by alot faster!?!?!
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2003 22 March :: 5.01 pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: master p-oowee
ahh
just got back from shelbys!! she is one CRAZY girl let me tell ya wow!! i think everything in my life is good like friends and family but.... my love life well ya it just sucks but oh well what can ya do?!?! one of my friends is not doing so good and i dont know what to do anymore what do i say to her how do i tell her she is loved. i feel so bad for her what do i do. well taryn if u read this just know u are loved by soooo many people and i love u!!
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2003 21 March :: 3.34 pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: missy elliott-under construction
this week is over thank god
wow today was so long. but this whole week has been so long so. i am so happy it is now the weekend!! iam going to shelbys wow something fun. i was so pissed my mom made me go to school today cause we had that kc/tc thing, so taryn told me that i sould stay at school and not go to that thing so i did but it was still so boring. i am so happy that me and her are starting to hang out again i love that girl. well iam out
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2003 19 March :: 6.08 pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: ja rule wow he is so hott!!
GUYS SUCK
wow does this week just suck for everyone. and u wanna know whos fault it is guys. y do they have to do that huh?? dont worry cassie i love u and he is an ass hole u deserve better and he is dont worth all this shit ok just know that i love u!!
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2003 19 March :: 3.25 am
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: pimpin-big tymers hehe me and shelbys song
wow this week is still going by way to slowww i cant take it. i thought bout the whole boy friend thing i really just dont give a fuck any more i really dont,cause guys are just really bigg ass holes. y do they have to be like that?? omg i hate math iam so lost i have no fucking clue what to do so i will end up haveing to take it next year. that is just great. today was just not a very good day for really anyone. y cant something good just happen???
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2003 18 March :: 6.19 am
:: Mood: depressed
ahhhh
another long day..... wow so could this week go any slower i just want the weekend to come i have been thinking and people are talking bout their life and my is not so bad except my friends are talking bout their boyfriends and how their are so much in love and their are gonna get married well iam really happy for them (really) but wow do i want that!?!?!?!
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2003 17 March :: 3.20 am
:: Mood: crappy
:: Music: 50 cent**in da club
uhhh
I hate school. i swear i have like one good week and than a bad week.. this is a bad week. it just seams like everyone is together and iam the only one iam alone. right now i am feeling not loved i want that special someone right now i really need it. ahhhhh
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2003 15 March :: 9.50 am
:: Mood: drunk
:: Music: suck taht pusst jstu lilke u shoulre
hehe
me anmd kaite are sitsng here being wasted vetry furn umm we are wachien a moveie so waht ya doitn god katei shut up seh is singian riht now i wanna kill her lol j/l so we goannag go byeaw
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2003 15 March :: 7.03 am
:: Mood: lazy
i am so confused
today feels like it could be one of the longest day of my life today all i have done is think. mostly i have been thinking bout my friends and the realationship i have with them some are great right now and others just need help...like me and shelby well there is nothin wrong w/ me and her its annalise she hates me for no reason so her and shelby fight and right now i dont even think they are friends and i feel like it is all my fault. i dont wanna ruin there friendship i dont know what to do. one of my other friends there is something going on in there life and i dont know what it is she can tell me if she wants but i have been thinking all day is she ok? she doesnt have to tell me but i just hope she is ok. if she doesnt tell me that is ok but i really think she needs to talk to someone right now. anways i watched the ring and i am home alone right now and iam kinda scared(u know what iam talking about if u have seen this movie) cassie just left so iam really bored. Katie is on her way here but wow it has been a long time i wish she would just get here. We have to work on our health project it really sucks it is due friday and we have like none of it done. we have a house and baby stuff that is it ahhhhh i wish we had more time. well if anyone has some advice on what to do bout what is should do bout my friends plz tell me iam so lost......
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2003 14 March :: 6.26 am
:: Mood: cheerful
bored
Today was a good day!! dont ask why it just was. but it was also boring this week took forever i m just so happy that it is friday! iam waiting for cassie to get here. alls i can here is my sis and pam proly one of the most annoy sound in the world but what can ya do. i just read a friends diary iam a lil conserned for her i really wish she would tell me more bout what is going on in her life but that is her choice so i can't do anything about it. iam a lil upset that my two best friends hate eachother and i really dont know what to do about it. and annalise hates me for no reason and her and shelby arent friends anymore and i feel like it is all my fault. i think the only reason she hates me is because me and shelby are really good friends and ilove shelby but i dont want to mess w/ their friendship. What do i do????
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