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2004 22 February :: 11.31 am
:: Mood: cheerful
Yesterday was really interesting. First i had to babysit then me and katie came to my house to get ready to go to kevins house and then go to the club. But the best part of the night was when katie got peed on by kevins bunny. hahaha so then we had to put her shirt in the dryer. But I think i am really started to like kevin, he is to shy for me tho but i can fix that. well ya that was my day.
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2004 17 February :: 4.24 pm
Yay I am back online!
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2004 25 January :: 6.14 pm
Wills over and I cooked dinner for the family! I love Will!
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2004 21 January :: 4.46 pm
I miss him so much but its all my fault..I hate myself.
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2004 19 January :: 5.04 pm
ok so my weekend was very eventful, most of it not so good. Well dan found out and we broke up. I dont even know where to begin so basically it will just be me rambling on so here it goes....I feel so bad for what i did and he doesnt relize how sorry i am but its just so hard for me to not see him for so long and have him only call once in awhile. I hurt him so much and i hate myself for doing it. I knew that this prolly wasnt going to work with him being so far away but i wanted it to but it just didnt seem like he cared but he did and i didnt realize it until now. uhh I hate this but most of all i hate myself.
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2004 17 January :: 11.33 am
:: Mood: hungover
So ya last night was interesting but fun. I am really suprised at what happen but it was tons of fun!!!! YAY my life is starting to get fun again.
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2004 6 January :: 9.26 pm
um I hate school and snow but other than that everything is going good, and this weekend should be fun;)
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2004 3 January :: 1.35 pm
ya wow 7 months wooo......not. I hate you.
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2004 1 January :: 11.26 pm
Why is he doing this to me? I hate him, but at the same time I love him so much. He is breaking my heart. He doesnt call me for a month he tells other people he misses me, well then pick up a god damn phone. Is it really that fucking hard, I mean really. Does he even love me or did he even love me? I dont know. I just wish for once I could smile and laugh and really be happy. I just want someone who can treat me right. I thought I had found it once but that didnt work. He doesnt deserve me and I deserve better, he always use to tell me that I deserve better and I would say no but I knew deep down I did. I just dont understand why he is doing this to me. He is such a liar I hate him.
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2004 1 January :: 7.08 pm
I hate love and love hates me.
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2003 31 December :: 3.36 pm
I miss it, I miss it so much.
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2003 31 December :: 1.53 am
haha kicked jess's ass at sorry twice!!! hehe you suck jess, but I still love you tho!
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2003 25 December :: 11.13 pm
My mind is telling me one thing and my heart is telling me something so different. I know I should follow my heart but it just doesnt seem fair, not at all. I am so confused. There is not a minute where I am not thinking about it. And it kinda hurts when people dont seem to care and just say you will get over it you will be ok soon..ya right.
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2003 23 December :: 11.57 pm
hm I think I got it..
Something is missing in my life and I cant seem to be able to figure out what it is yet...but I think I might know what it is and possible a way to make it happen. hmm
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2003 23 December :: 12.05 am
lies all lies...
Why do I feel like I have been lied to for a long time and just not done anything about it? God I dont know. Grr I hate myself.
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