Because of you..

:: 2006 17 August :: 3.12pm

sooooo wow.

i still dont have any internet at the apartment... haven't been able to steal anyone's wireless. so now i'm at the wyoming library. which by the way is so cute. it has a little water fall thingy in it. has anyone ever been here? it's so cool. it must be brand new. it even has a little cafe in it. ahh it's so cute. but my main reason for being here is using the internet.

ughhhh money is stupid. i'm getting mad over it even though i really am fine. but whatever.

anyway. i'm still alive. and that's it. that's all you get.

bigwilly

:: 2006 15 August :: 12.31pm

hmm reading other peoples problems on here really doesn't appeal me.. it's actually kind of depressing! stop crying, life isn't that bad.

3 love me | do you love me?

:: 2006 10 August :: 2.15pm

sooooo i'm at the davenport library right now. i haven't been able to update in a long time.

i had the photoshoot thing at davenport today, hence why i'm here. i also got lost on the way here since i was coming from 28th street. yeah, that wasn't fun because i was alreayd stressed enough about this. but it ended up being a nice time.

i haven't been able to update like i said, but i ended up moving in on tuesday. roman actually came tuesday too because of work crap and he was just able to take the day off. so that was nice because then i didn't have to lift all the heavy stuff.

living on your own is weird. its nice being with roman but unpacking was stressful and annoying. and i miss my mom. lol i had to call her yesterday because i missed her.

we are finally almost totally unpacked and our apartment is SO CUTE. we have stuff hung up and our cute walls painted. ahh it looks so nice. there are ducks that are outside our balcony in the pond every day and it's just so adorable. i love our decorations and it's just so cool.

we went grocery shopping yesterday.... we found out that we wll be shopping at ALDIS from now on. it's so cheap. and they have good cereal so yeah lol.

i think tonight we'll finally go down the trail by our house. it's so cute. and we haven't had time because i keep having to get up early for things... yesterday was my makeover thing and today was the photoshoot.

jess was supposed to come over last night but hmmm dont really know what happened with that.

but beans was so great and helpful and packed everything in to her car and then tuesday night came over and helped us bring it upstairs . thanks beans i love you!

so yeah... living by all the busy streets is nice exccept for the stoplights. it's nice being like 5 minutes from the mall.

blah blah blah..... so i got the lettinga scholarship which means i have free school here at davenport but the thing is, i also receieved the Buger King scholarship which i applied for a long time ago. soooooooooo then when we got the check in the mail , i t was made out to davenport and not me, sooooooooooooo i'm waiting here for a woman to talk to about how i'm gonna get that money. because if it goes to the school it's pertty much pointless because my school is free anyway.

they were telling me i oculd use it on my books but i already got all my books cheap online so i only have one more book i need to get so i'm doing that with my 1000 dollars.

grr.

anyway. i guess i'm gonna mosy around the interent some more before i have to go... my wireless i guess can't find a connection to mooch off of yet while i'm out in the a[partment. hopefully i'll figure something out soon but for now i duno.

well, peace out.

jess

:: 2006 8 August :: 12.33am

slight change of plans ....

im moving in tomorrow

:: 2006 7 August :: 12.06pm

AHHHHHHH OH MY GAWDDDD

I LOVE MY APARTMENT

i love it!!! shannon and i went to see it this morning. it's all painted. i was so afraid that the colors would look bad and that i wouldn't like it but i seriously LOVE it!!! i love it.

the red walls in the living room the purple bedroom and green bathroom. yeah it sounds so scary but it is SOOOOO fricken cute. AHH i love it. i'm so excited. i wish i was moving today. it's so cute.

oh and we got a brand new refridgerator . it's stll in the packaging. brand new! and our air conditioner is right out of the box brand new with a remote. it's so neat. ahhh i'm just so excited i can hardly stand it.

wooo hoooooooooo . hanging out with dani and beans today, tomorrow have to finish painting the chairs with gramma that she's letting us use and then pack pack pack. wednesday i have my "Pamper and Indulge" Premier Salon apointment thing that i won and that after that i move in. so around 3 oclock in like two days.

hooray!!! so fricken excited am i.

:: 2006 4 August :: 9.43pm

so stef and paul are getting married tomorrow.

tonight was the rehersal and i thought it went well and it should be relaly cool tomorrow.

OMG i can't wait to move in.... WEDNESDAY!!! YAY

i have to finish packing and everything. ahh it's hectic.

okay so thursday the 10th was gonna be my last day at the comstock menards and then i dont start at wyoming till monday BUT

this guy from Davenport called me today and he said that they had selected TWENTY out of the ONE HUNDRED FIFTY scholarship winners to come to a photo shoot and be featured in their 'best and brightest' section in the Admission Brochure. Or at least that is my understanding. Well, no, i am sure. IsNT THAT SO AWESOME so i'm gonna be in the little brochure about davenport that thousands of kids will recieve. how COOL!!!!!!! Also, I get a t-shirt or sweatshirt of my choice and a $25 or more gas card and lunch there. AHHH i'm so excited!!! it's on thursday

i was supposed to work a four hour shift and then go to the dentist but i called and cancelled the dentist appt. today and then i'm sure or at least semi sure i can get someone to cover the four hours on thurs. Otherwise seriously i just wont go to work and i'll just suffer a write up. or possibly a suspension cuz i dont know how many i have..... hmmm oh well!!

ahhh i can't wait

please leave me a note.

peace out

3 love me | do you love me?

:: 2006 2 August :: 11.45pm

dear gunnie

i noticed.

2 love me | do you love me?

:: 2006 1 August :: 10.20pm

So i guess the plan has changed. my dad was gonna be gone for a long time and wouldn't be able to bring the trailor and my parents wont let him drive the car and sooooooooooooooo

I'M MOVING IN ON WEDNESDAY instead. so now it's like 8 more days.... annnnndddd i'll be staying there by myself for 2 nights ahhh

but i think jess is staying the night. so yay

wooooow i can't wait!! hooray

:: 2006 31 July :: 9.39pm

I FUCKING HATE LIVING HERE.

also it'd be nice if my 'friends' that i ask if we could hang out all the time would maybe return the favor once in a year or something.

:: 2006 31 July :: 9.06pm

ugggggggggggggggggggggggggh

....

:: 2006 30 July :: 10.31pm

remember to call wyoming about hours

:: 2006 28 July :: 11.32pm
:: Music: brand new girlfriend.

i got a brand new girlfriend, think i'm really onto something
Okay.

so i'm feeling a bit better about the money thing. it looks like (if i calculated correctly) i will end up with more money after move-in than expected. so i'm happy.
i never really had anything to worry about i was just spending more than i should i guess.

I got all but one books online with my mom the other day and to know that i only have to pay for half them and with that i'll use my burger king scholarship and to know that i'll be going to school for free should put my mind at ease. so i cannot complain.

i have fourteen days, that's two weeks, until Roman and I move into the apartment. this next week (hopefully tuesday) i will get to see it painted. and i'm so excited.

and the wedding this next weekend, i can't believe it's already here. it seems like stef and paul hardly have been engaged long at all and i still remember when stef was asking "do you think a winter wedding would be okay?" hahah

i babysitted starting at 7:45 today and then went to menards and worked till close. I was in SUCH A BAD MOOD on my way there. i vented so much to roman it was really bad. i did not want to be there at all. but besides this stupid ass crotechy old dumb ass man, it wasn't that bad. because i got to be on service and there weren't many returns. i'm gonna miss most of those people from menards. i'm transfering to the wyoming one so yeah. hopefully they are nice.

DON'T FORGET TO CALL ABOUT STARTING HOURS AT WYOMING

so that's it.
And with that, I conclude this entry with one question:

Do your chain hang low?!

peace out homies.

PS: stacy- if there's anyway you could fix my icon from being all distortedyyyyish... that'd be cool. but i dont know if you are even around or not lately or anything so it's fine either way. thanks homey.

:: 2006 26 July :: 11.02pm

JESSICA MICHELE WILDE:

You have like fifteen days until you move into your new home.

DO NOT spend any money (except for gasoline to fuel your vehicle) (and perhaps gifts) for two weeks.

Please.

Thank you.
Love,
Jessica.

8 love me | do you love me?

:: 2006 26 July :: 10.52am

omg like almost justtwo weeks until we move innnnnnnnnnnn

i'm so fucking excited. ugh i still have a lot to pack i'm realizing.