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2005 5 December :: 7.30pm
well, the boyfriend and i are doing good. he is coming home with me for the first week of Christmas Break, so you kiddies can meet him... maybe. We already exchanged presents. I got him some coffee and he bought me a belt that i have wanted for at least 4 months. so yay. On the downside we can only have sex like once a week because his room mate is always in the room except for tuesday nights. and he already has told me that he wants to marry me. i met all of his family and they love me so that is good. and who knows, maybe in a few years we will get married. wait... no... he will realize by then that i am crazy.
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liz
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2005 5 December :: 10.28am
har. so my weekend got better after I slept, after ray and I got done fighting.
I cried so much it was horrible. I hate it when I cry. I am such a girl.
now I am sick.
sore throat, runny nose.
the works.
add that to my back issues and my 10 lb restriction and that makes for one worthless kind of lizzy.
go to the doctors in a couple of hours to check on things. I hate going to the walmart doctors. those people have no idea what they are talking about. nope not any idea at all.
ray did all my laundry while I slept last night. I like that. I like him.
i love him.
oh and i need to call joe woods, my district manager, because while i was in the managers office on saturday waiting to go to the med center the managers were in the next room and martin asked terry to take me and she said, "I have better shit to do than take her to the med center".
then something about faking bitch, etc. etc.
yeah so I am pretty livid over that.
my mom is all pissed off. oh yeah and ray. whoo he wanted to turn around saturday and go back to walmart. shit.
i hate walmart. but i like the people and I get paid well so that would be life huh.
well that is my post. oh yeah and I got a 24/25 on my spanish composition.
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liz
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2005 4 December :: 12.54am
today was possibly the worst day I have ever had.
I hurt my back.
I almost quit my job.
Im a jealous girlfriend.
damnit
to top this all off I have not slept since I got out of bed on friday morning.
I am so fucking tired.
so i am going to sleep.
I have to work at 7.
fuck
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tonyp.
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2005 3 December :: 1.42pm
well some time around june or july next year im most likely(theres a small chance that i wont) be moving to chicago with ben and brad, kinda a new start on things in a whole new place and a bunch of oppurtunitues. im getting my tattoo stuff on christmas which means im gona be really busy practicing. im excited about moving but its kinda scary because its my first move on my own but at least i got ben and brad. the reason why were going so chicago is because ben is going to colledge there and its just a good time to start or master plan. but in reality im just going to be starting my life.
if anyone wants any piercings im the place to go people so get ahold of me in anyway posible ok.
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liz
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2005 2 December :: 4.11pm
and im staring down the barrel of a 45
so yeah went to the high school today. good fun
I missed everyone so so much.
I wish i was still in high school.
now its my dads birthday and im at home gonna eat some pizza and such.
waste some time.
laters
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liz
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2005 1 December :: 8.11pm
frida kinda sucked.
whatever.
ive only got a couple hours left in the lab to get my points for class.
well 2 hours in the next week.
so doable.
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liz
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2005 1 December :: 7.44pm
well shit.
I am in the language lab. I have been here for 2 hours now.
dos horas ahora.
boring.
I am watching the life story of frida kahlo.
which is funny because there is a painting of her hanging above this computer that I am at.
I am going to go home and probably sleep and eat. grab some coffee.
tomorrow my mom and i are going to get some breakfast and then go shopping.
that would be cooler if I had some money but i remain to be poor at the moment. shoot.
ray is at work. that makes me sadness but i like the alone time sometimes.
he is so good to me.
I adore him.
frida totally just had sex with the really really old guy.
wierdness.
so I am going to try to drop by the art room tomorrow early in the morning.
trying to catch first hour.
i doubt i will get up in time though. shoot.
okay thats about all i have to say really. i have to take my movies back to blockbuster. i might borrow willy wonka from kaylee. I have to think of something great to get her for christmas.. and annie.
eh.
my list of people to buy for.
amanda K
mom
jim
julie
becca
samantha
annie
kaylee
ray.
im sure that im forgetting someone.
sorry yall arent getting gifts from me but yo soy pobre. no tengo dinero.
tomorrow is my dads bday and I got him a pretty cool fleece camo jacket thing. he will like it I hope. not so sure. but whatever. I got him scarface special edition for xmas.
cooly.
okay later later.
I wonder what I want for dinner. huh.
okay
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liz
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2005 30 November :: 11.39pm
so today was one of the greater of the days.
so glad matt called.
yayness.
love ya man.
now i just have to get through tomorrow because it is thursday and I have class but then on friday my mom and I are going shopping and that will be fun. had dinner at home tonight because work said do not come in because we are cutting hours. for me and ray so that was cool.
i like parents.
okay thats it. thats my day.
oh yeha i talked to dani who i love a whole bunch.
cant wait to see her again.
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liz
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2005 30 November :: 1.19am
So yeah.
Last yesterday I found some all stars on clearance for $10 so i called up annie and she wanted a pair too and then i got then for buy one get one half off.
so i paid $8 for a pair of construction cone orange chucks. rockin'
then today my matty came to walmart and made me all happy and I met his gf who is super hott.
now I just finished my spanish comp. and I got a 92% on my last comp so hopefully this one goes as well. I am ready to go to bed now and my roomate is trying to talk ray into learning an umpa lumpa dance.
oh yeah ray and I looked at apartments yesterday.
he and I and annie are going to get one together so yayness.
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liz
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2005 29 November :: 1.29am
take a look ahead.
take a look ahead.
Look Ahhheeeeaaaaaadddd.
I understand about indecision.
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liz
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2005 28 November :: 12.45pm
it used to be that it would bother me. it doesnt anymore. well it does but i refuse to let it. so what. the things that you were an ass about make no difference to me anymore. its funny because had i known that i wasnt going to spend the rest of my life with you I probably would have done things different. id be at a different college thats for sure. but had those things happened i would be with raymond right now and so in the end it all works out right. god has a plan. or he has a guideline. I guess we will all see.
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liz
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2005 27 November :: 6.58pm
Send away for a priceless gift
One not subtle, one not on the list
Send away for a perfect world
One not simply, so absurd
In these times of doing what you're told
You keep these feelings, no one knows
What ever happened to the young man's heart
Swallowed by pain, as he slowly fell apart
And I'm staring down the barrel of a 45,
Swimming through the ashes of another life
No real reason to accept the way things have changed
Staring down the barrel of a 45
Send a message to the unborn child
Keep your eyes open for a while
In a box high up on the shelf, left for you, no one else
There's a piece of a puzzle known as life
Wrapped in guilt, sealed up tight
What ever happened to the young man's heart
Swallowed by pain, as he slowly fell apart
[CHORUS]
Everyone's pointing their fingers
Always condemning me
And nobody knows what I believe
I believe
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liz
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2005 27 November :: 4.11pm
ha.
i am doing better,
a little self-pitying.
the girls at the jewelry counter said that ray is too good for.
im not sure if thats a good thing or not.
they also said that he must have a thing for fat girls. so not a good thing.
also im going to kick this one girls ass.
we went to high school with her.
yeah i fucking hate her.
bu ti stayed at kristens all week and it was cool.
i love that girl.
her and i and mike and ray
good fucking times.
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Kate
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2005 24 November :: 12.35pm
I went to my old entries and looked at what I wrote last year:
Thanksgiving: done.
All I got out of it was food that made me want to throw up, an intense irritation, and the strong reminder of why I hate existing so much.
Oh my how time changes things... or rather doesn't at all.
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liz
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2005 22 November :: 2.11pm
I think that i am going to officially retire my journal.
not that any of you care.
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