Holy Shit Guys

:: 2005 15 November :: 3.10pm

bow chicka wow wow
im so bored.
i have class in like 45 minutes.
gotta go hang out with leo.
ray is here, all sick and stuff.
poor guy.
snuffling and such.
i am making some pizza.
just waiting for the time to go to class or to see leo as the case may be.
I got some mail today from my bestest friend in the whole world.
thanks joslyn.
everyone else should send me mail too because mail makes my day all happy.
my address is
11018 Residence Dr. West B 113
Allendale, MI 49401.
so yeah thats like a 50 cent happiness giver right there.
you all dont even know how happy mail makes me.
I got an 87% on my visual analysis paper.
shit yeah.
now take into consideration that my teacher took off 10% because it was late, that means that it started out as a 97%. fuck yes.
that makes me all kinds of excited.
I am getting a B in ARt so yeah that is my best class at the moment. funny since i never go to it. huh.
okay laters.

:: 2005 15 November :: 10.06am

last night was good, my mom makes the best pork chops in the entire world. i mean seriously they were so good.
i never want to leave home again. i cannot cook like that. i need to learn and fast because that was some great food right there.
mm.
okay got some stuff to do for school. yeah im trying to keep up now. i know crazy.

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joslyn_julia

:: 2005 14 November :: 7.51pm

just so anyone who know's about what is up with me knows....
i have surgery on thursday. hopefully i will be fine by next week.
love you all.

liz	:: 2005 14 November :: 3.57pm i hope that i am not as blind as she is. Kick My Bucket

:: 2005 14 November :: 3.13pm

har har.
dinner at home,
you know what that means.
Real food the mom kind.
WooT WooT.
im super uber excited.
i am meeting ray at 430 to head on over.
so i gotta get in the shower and get ready to go. got some stuff to do.
some math and some writing.
ill get er done tonight.
im pretty happy right now.
i mean really happy.
good stuff.

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:: 2005 13 November :: 9.33pm

I am like living off of ramen noodles.
its okay.
ive been sleeping for the last couple of hours. the phone woke me up but whatever i dont care.
just in time for desperate housewives.
ray is still sleeping, he was so tired.
i was too. morning shit sucks. i thought that i would like it because i would have more time but actually it just gives me more time to sleep which may be okay.i like sleeping.
crazy called my house at 1 oclock this morning. yayness.
it was crazy.
she is crazy.
whatever.
im still kind of waiting for my phone to ring because i shut the ringer off and in ten minutes i was like hey ill see if she is still trying to call as i was turning up the phone the ringer was going.
its crazy.
i feel so stalked.

EyesOfCrystal

:: 2005 13 December :: 4.15pm

What a boring frikin day! Jesus Christ, i do not know what i am going to do when Im done with school. If i dont get my scholarship i think i might just die. I go crazy over some weekends and summer breaks...so imagine what will happen when im done with school.

As of now, i am playing Soul Calibur III, but i needed to take a break because i was on the brink of smashing either the playstation2, the controller, or the tv. And we dont want that. I have been trying to beat this frikin guy in the game for about 3 hours, i finally did....and then about 5 minutes later i got my ass whipped and lost the game. Then, i got lucky one more time and beat him again after about another hour, but then in the middle of the game, i set the controller down, reached over and got a drink of water, accidentally pulled out the controller, and i guess thats bad because once i did, the game stopped and went back to the main screen and i had to start over. Grrr. I hate when video games get hard.

*sigh* other than that i suppose things are going good. There is only a month and 7 days until my birthday. Yay! I turn 18! Not that its a super huge deal. Theres only so much more you can do at 18 and thats smoke, which i dont do, go to strip clubs, which i wont do much ;) haha, gamble, which i might do, and vote, which i will do. Oh, I do get to try to get my licence though, so hopefully i can get a car, but thats not looking like it will happen when i wanted it to. I guess i should stop hearing people wrong. Ohwell... thats al for now.

Later.

:: 2005 12 November :: 2.35pm

Fucking christ.
I can hardly take anything. not my life.
im so screwed up.
what the hell was i thinking.
she is so fucking crazy.
she called my dorm
thats right my dorm because somehow she found out where i live.
at 3 o fucking clock this morning.
i had to work at 7 so thats all kinds of great.
i hate it that i love him so much and that everything is so fucking screwy.
why cant we just have a normal relationship.
im so fucking lost.
i need to eat.
i havent eaten in a long time.
i lost three more pounds.
im not very healthy.
whatever.
at least im losing weight.

tonyp.

:: 2005 12 December :: 3.00pm

well i got a new car its a 1989 buick park ave. its alot nicer than the thunderbird even tho i loved that car. trying to find a job so i can start saving up for next year. next year im moving to chicago with ben so i can hopefully open a shop even tho thats a very stupid idea unless im really good at it which im hoping is how its gona be. brads probly gona come to hes gona do all this stuff with me and ben too, thats alot of talent. next weekend im geting business cards made, josh (my older brother) is helping me. he lives in ludingtun which is were ill be at all next weekend. im getting my hair cut on tuesday its gona be short no more rat hair for me. does anyone know of any places that are hiring?

liz	:: 2005 10 November :: 8.06pm you are silly but i love you anyway. 1 - \| Kick My Bucket

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:: 2005 10 November :: 3.10pm

so i totally finished that paper.
rock on for me. and now all the stress in the world is over.
well until next week.
im so glad though.
i have renewed spirits.
no school tomorrow for me or ray and that is cool
only i have to work at 2
that sucks
work sucks.
only one class left today.
iwill probably get more work then but okay.
for right now im watching tv and its the first time in like a month ive gotten to watch tv.
rocking.

:: 2005 10 November :: 11.46am
:: Music: So yesterday

stupid college
so last night i totally did my paper that ive been procrastinating and like an asshole i accidentally deleted it.
yup just gone.
so pissed and i tried to recover it and no luck. so fuck,
and i had this plan that when i was done i could have sex and then i lost it and i was like whatever man i can pound one out tomorrow lets just do it.
and of course he was like okay.
but once again sex before school.
damn.
well i have the class that the paper is for at 4.
i have class at one.
ive got about 2 pages and three paragraphs redone.
im moving right along i just needed a little break.
my mom threatened ray last night a lot.
the if you hurt my daughter.
if you get in a car accident with my daughter.
what do you want to do with the rest of your life.
balh blah.
he did okay.
they are coming around slowly but oh so surely.
my family is cool enough.

:: 2005 9 November :: 10.44pm