Wow. Its been like a month. God im bored. Alot has been going on though. Yeah i dunno where i left off in my past entry and im too lazy to look. Oh well.
I have befriended another crazy person...ha ha ha skippy is a laugh thats for sure. Sam thought he liked her but turns out he doesn't andnow she thinks he likes me but who in their right mind would like me? I mean honestly...no one wants me.. i will be alone for the rest of my life...seriously. To quote a brilliant person "I am Very ugly and i need to go to an ugly home." I mean who can say it better than that. Low self esteem is a wonderfull thing don't you think. Ha ha on the brightside yeah there is no brightside...wow im a loser.
Oh.. so i have this thing for Adam right....yeah. Uh we had one of those stupid fire drills and afterwards, we went back to class and did what ever we wanted. Most of the ppl had things to do like play scrabble...talk with their friends....i have no friends in German class... i mean i honestly sit and stare at the wall ninty percent of the time...so anyway, Adam didn't go hang with his buds...he started imitating me with the whole staring thing and suddenly decided he was going to read. Oh what fun. i didn't want to seem boring so i had to find a way to keep busy. Staring blankly at a wall isn't exactly an attractive quality...i mean ( wow i say I mean alot ha ha) would you crush on a person who just sat and stared at the wall?? no, didn't think so. To keep busy, i wrote a note to Julie...then like half way through the note i just lost it completly and started examining the complexity of the tip of my pencil, (looking rather hot if i do say so myself) just as someone happend to look up at me and he was most likely thinking, "Good Lord this one is a looney". WHAT HAPPENED???? who stares at their pencil?????what is wrong with me??

i have issues.


yeah um...eh.



i like too many guys...Logan is a hottie thats a no brainer...sam calls him tight buns now because i told her that i saw him is his baseball uniform and was just blown away by the sheer hotness of him in tight pants. ha ha...im gonna die if her reads this!! He better not ignore me if he does....why is it that guys get weird if there is the slightest hint that you like them??? I mean they don't have to like you back and can still be the same kind of friend they were before you told him how you really felt. I think that is so immature!! God get a grip guys...we will eventually get over you! Its not like we are going to try and get it on with you while changing classes, in class, in public, or anyother time for that matter. I mean most people respect that you don't feel the same way.


i need a hug.



Yes that was from a past experience...can't you tell??

Then there is Chris...if he reads this.. dear god....ha ha so...yeah um sam thinks he likes me and keeps asking me if i like him and would ever think of him in a romantic sorta way and well thats the funny thing you see....if we went out like with someother friends or if something happend in the moment or you know, lets just say i wouldn't object. But that makes me ask my self yet again, why anyone in their right mind would like me? Ok so i have a sense of humor and im a nice person...good personality...i just think im ugly...and well i feel like a tub of lard. In reality im not massive, huge, or obese or anything...just could stand to loose a few pounds but i feel like a god damn whale. it really pisses me off too. i hate myself im just a hideous piece of lard who no one will ever date. i am so sick of being the friend i have been the "friend" for WWWWAAYYYYYY to long.


ok now that i've let out all that pent up rage...i think i'll be ok...untill next time...god how lame is that??

POKE THE MONKEY!!!

well then...yesterday i went to the movies with my sis.....stuck on you is an ok movie. Some parts were funny others were just wrong...ha ha. Lets see.... today i had to take my sister to her flute lessons at 10 am....never again. Then i found out my dad got into a car accident....big time sucks...no worries thought it was just a fender bender so everyones is fine....hes pissed though. Who wouldn't be? Yeah so later i went bowling with Christina and Alecia....haven't seen them in a while. Then we went to Chillies and our waiter kept comming by our table every five minutes to fill up my water that didn't need refilling....ha ha i take a sip and he comes running...ha ha. I just think he needed an excuse to come back to our table. Oh well.
I have to go to work today again! Yuck! oh well, afterwards im sleeping over at Alecia's house along with Christina. I only have a three hour shift..not bad but hey...i'll get her house around 9pm....considering she lives on the island. Honestly, who wants to live on Sanibel...nothing to do there lol.....well besides going to the beach but ya know.
Hmmmmm......i was so excited...ha ha i got an email from my cousin who stayed over....i seriously wasn't expecting him to write! I feel special! ha ha.Anyway i showed him this site and he might join...a subscriber from sweden ha ha too bad he'll most likely write in swedish but that might trigger more sweds right? nice. flies away ha ha.ok. Im starting to wonder if anyone even reads my journal...im too boring ha ha. Go ahead and leave a comment....not that hard...just poke the damn monkey!!!! "roy, we always figured you for a dumb shit" ha ha i love that line!
Tomorrow is the last day of winter vacation. Kinda sucks...i dont want to go back to my classes considering all of them suck and i hate them because there is NOTHING ELSE I COULD TAKE BUT POTTERY!! I SUCK AT POTTERY! oh well, i'll be out of here in five months. which is 18 weeks, or 135 days including weekends. wow GRADUATION! yay! i can't wait to leave the country! muha ha ha ha! ^_^ i need to get ready for work...i have to leave in half an hour...yuck! remember: POKE THE MONKEY! Laterz

back from work....found this i like it ha ha

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Hey hey hey!
Yesterday when my mom and brother were dropping our guests off at the airport, i couldn't believe how empty our house was. It was just me and Carina...oh and the cat but hes quiet. I just kept walking out of my room into the living room and expected to see my cousin sitting on the porch or on the couch with my brother hanging all over him. I am alone now yet again...just me and carina...and Mr. Andersson.....kinda sad really. After being so busy, having to get up early and doing this and doing that, it so damn boring just being home doing nothing. Honestly, i think everyone is having a case of seperation anxiety.
I can't wait until i leave this country! It's going to be a completly new start...new place, new friends, different weather..god i can't wait. I think i would miss my friends the least.....i mean since this school year started i havn't had a chance to hang out with any of them i've been to busy or they have been to busy. All of our classes are different in school and i hate the classes im taking. Nothing is really working out for me this year. Last year was the best. I was always hanging out with my friends and having a good time. This year just sucks...we all have jobs. I hate growing up....just 8 months and im a legal adult. This blows....8*(
What's worse is that i have to go to work today....i dont want to work!!!! I hate my work!!! NEVER WORK AT A GROCERY STORE!! oh well....its money but it still sucks! i might as well get going since i leave in a half an hour for work...yuck! Om du vill skriva till mej, min address i buttercup12780@yahoo.com Du kan oksa lemna en hmm...comment om du tryker pa "poke the monkey" pa hoger sida...hejda

My cousin and Aunt just left....:( I was actually quite sad that they were leaving. My cousin turned out to be super cool and i can't wait untill this summer when i can see them again! We all had such a good time...between going to the beach and cannoeing we had a blast! OMG it was so funny when we went cannoeing! ha ha...i sat at the back so i was supposed to steer ha ha that didn't work out so well, my cousin was in front and my sis sat in the middle and did nothing...what a loser...anyway, we were paddling through the mangroves, never mind, were kept crashing in to the mangroves...lol it was so funny. I'm not the best at the whole cannoe thing ha ha ha. Then we got in a mild water fight...he he and when we were finally done, and got out, we found that our seats had been wet. So when we went to lunch it looked like i pissed my pants. lol oh well, thats life!
oh what to do....now that they're gone i will be beside my self with boredom...hmpf. guess there is not really much more to write about ha ha my life is boring...i mean i got yarn for christmas lol santa is nice he also brought some other cool stuff...like sheets for my bed lol....no im not kidding! i really got that suff! but i also got books, lots of money..*cha-ching*, and other nifty things i cant really remember...oh well.........i wish it would snow in florida...it sucks here....wow that was random ha ha im a loser...any way laterz ...oh i watched monty python and the holly grail the other night...here is one of my favorite parts: ARTHUR: You fight with the strength of many men, Sir Knight.
[pause]
I am Arthur, King of the Britons.
[pause]
I seek the finest and the bravest knights in the land to join me in my court at Camelot.
[pause]
You have proved yourself worthy. Will you join me?
[pause]
You make me sad. So be it. Come, Patsy.
BLACK KNIGHT: None shall pass.
ARTHUR: What?
BLACK KNIGHT: None shall pass.
ARTHUR: I have no quarrel with you, good Sir Knight, but I must cross this bridge.

BLACK KNIGHT: Then you shall die.
ARTHUR: I command you, as King of the Britons, to stand aside!
BLACK KNIGHT: I move for no man.
ARTHUR: So be it!
ARTHUR and BLACK KNIGHT: Aaah!, hiyaah!, etc.
[ARTHUR chops the BLACK KNIGHT's left arm off]
ARTHUR: Now stand aside, worthy adversary.
BLACK KNIGHT: 'Tis but a scratch.
ARTHUR: A scratch? Your arm's off!
BLACK KNIGHT: No, it isn't.
ARTHUR: Well, what's that, then?
BLACK KNIGHT: I've had worse.
ARTHUR: You liar!
BLACK KNIGHT: Come on, you pansy!
[clang]
Huyah!
[clang]
Hiyaah!
[clang]
Aaaaaaaah!
[ARTHUR chops the BLACK KNIGHT's right arm off]
ARTHUR: Victory is mine!
[kneeling]
We thank Thee Lord, that in Thy mer--
BLACK KNIGHT: Hah!
[kick]
Come on, then.
ARTHUR: What?
BLACK KNIGHT: Have at you!
[kick]
ARTHUR: Eh. You are indeed brave, Sir Knight, but the fight is mine.
BLACK KNIGHT: Oh, had enough, eh?
ARTHUR: Look, you stupid bastard. You've got no arms left.
BLACK KNIGHT: Yes, I have.
ARTHUR: Look!
BLACK KNIGHT: Just a flesh wound.
[kick]
ARTHUR: Look, stop that.
BLACK KNIGHT: Chicken!
[kick]
Chickennn!
ARTHUR: Look, I'll have your leg.
[kick]
Right!
[whop]
[ARTHUR chops the BLACK KNIGHT's right leg off]
BLACK KNIGHT: Right. I'll do you for that!
ARTHUR: You'll what?
BLACK KNIGHT: Come here!
ARTHUR: What are you going to do, bleed on me?
BLACK KNIGHT: I'm invincible!
ARTHUR: You're a looney.
BLACK KNIGHT: The Black Knight always triumphs! Have at you! Come on, then.
[whop]
[ARTHUR chops the BLACK KNIGHT's last leg off]
BLACK KNIGHT: Oh? All right, we'll call it a draw.
ARTHUR: Come, Patsy.
BLACK KNIGHT: Oh. Oh, I see. Running away, eh? You yellow bastards! Come back here and take what's coming to you. I'll bite your legs off!

Wow its been a while. I've never really ever kept up with journals. So....my life...yeah.
As a SENIOR *YAY* I was exempt from all of my exams and got ouf of school three days before everyone else...i love to rub it in my sisters face. Yeah so i really haven't been doing all that much.
OMG Lord of the Rings: Return of the King is the BEST movie! It was three and a half hours of Sheer delight, nail bitting, and some humor. I loved it! AHHH! The best! Not to mention the very talented and hot Orlando Bloom is in the movie! Its always a plus if there is someone there to drool over lol!
My cousin and aunt from Sweden just landed here in Fl 2 min ago. They are staying with us over break. Its gonna be so cool! I haven't seen my cousin in 2 years and this is his first time to the USA! We are going to have so much fun!! Im a little nervous though....what if he hates me? Im supposed to be living with them all next year since i need a place to stay while studying in Sweden. This is a good time to butter them up don't you think? hsdalfgjdslkajfkldjsaklfjdklsahguhsuioafkljhdasyfodaoifoidasyoifduasoi (nervousness) lol
Well...since they're comin' id best be leavin'. Laterz....................HAPPY HOLIDAYS!

Hey hey! Wow i found this thingy and decided to fill it out....great....So anyway the Brian guy....turns out he likes me as well as one of his friends or so im told.....who cares about his friend...lol I can't wait to talk to him! God im a dork but its ok right? lol I want him to call me...that would be cool...alright I'll get to this thingy now lol

-- Name: Lisa
-- NickName: Swede....thats ever so popular....dad calls me moose b/c im strong, other than that.....
-- Birth date: 8-16
-- Birth Place: Florida
-- Current Location: i can't remember
-- Eye Color: blue
-- Hiar Color: blonde...but contrary to popular belief......ALL blondes are NOT stupid! ( i currently hold a 4.2 GPA thank you very much)
-- Height: 5'3" no short jokes now....
-- Righty or Lefty: Righty
-- Zodiac Sign: Leo! rrroar!

LAYER TWO

-- Your heritage: Swedish and American
-- The shoes you wore today: clogs 'cause im Swedish lol
-- Your weakness: guys with accents, blue eyes and dark hair.....and maus
-- Your fears: not waking up/being brutally murderd
-- Your perfect pizza: peperoni
-- Goal you'd like to achieve: make a difference

LAYER THREE

-- Your most overused phrase on AIM: lol
-- Your thoughts first waking up: arg....just 5 more minutes!
-- Your best physical feature: i like my eyes..
-- Your bedtime: depends on what im doing...
-- ur most missed memory: My Mormor in Sweden

LAYER FOUR

- Pepsi or Coke: *always coke a cola*
--Mcdonalds or burger king: McDonalds..*i'm lovin' it* GOD I HATE THAT STUPID COMERCIAL AND SONG!! HONESTLY DON"T PEOPLE HAVE ANYTHING BETER TO DO???!!!
--Single or group dates: depends who im with....lol
-- Adidas or Nike: adidas
-- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Nestea
-- Chocolate or vanilla: could go either way really...leaning more twords chocolate ...mmmm...
-- Cappuccino or coffee: I LOVE BOTH!!

LAYER FIVE

-- Cuss: only if im mad....if you seriously piss me off i'll go off on you in Swedish and not realize it lol
-- Sing: not it public...not that bad i guess
-- Take a shower everyday: .........*sniff sniff* i should......lol every morning
-- Have a crush:but of course...can't name them uh...him lol
-- Do you think you've been in love: one day hopefully
-- Want to go to college: yep
-- Like high school: when my friends are there otherwise its such a bore!
-- Want to get married: when i find the right guy
-- Believe in yourself: most of the time
-- Get motion sickness: not really....no
-- Think you're attractive: most of the time...no but other times...yes
-- Thik you're a health freak: lmao....joke right? no.....i like vegies....and fruit...like Mark
-- Get along with your parents: yea..
-- Like thunderstorms: who doesnt?
-- Play an instrument: Clarinet! so im a bit of a band nerd....oh well

LAYER SIX: In the past 2 months...


-- Drank alcohol: yes
-- Done a drug: nope
-- Made Out: not lately
-- Gone on a date: not really
-- Gone to the mall?: of course
--Eaten an entire box of Oreos: are you kidding? i coundn't get through the first little row!
--Eaten sushi:eewwwww! raw fish! yucko!
--Been on stage: not in the last two months
-- Gone skating: nope
-- Made homemade cookies: yea
-- Gone skinny dipping: ...well....no im kidding lol
-- Dyed your hair: never have! no highlights either!
-- Stolen anything: im not some damn klepto ok!!!!! lol

LAYER SEVEN: Ever..

-- Played a game that required removal of clothing: no
-- If so, was it mixed company: no im lesbian! *notice sarcasim*
-- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated : no
-- Been caught : haha yea right
-- Been called a tease: yup
-- Gotten beaten up: no....im nice^_^
-- Shoplifted : nope
-- Changed who you were to fit in: not the last time i checked...im me whether u like it or not

LAYER EIGHT

-- Age you hope to be married: 20s
-- Numbers and Names of Children: 2 no more no less...names...guys....xander is awsome! Eric...girls.....Emma, Anna/Anne
-- Describe your dream wedding: Slightly poofy dress and the man i love waiting for me at the alter
-- How do you want to die : happy/ in my sleep
-- Where you want to go to college: University of South Florida/Sweden maybe
-- What do you want to be when you grow up : International business or something with languages...i speak 3...working on my french...
-- What country would you most like to visit: I have a whole list! Ireland, Greece, Italy, France, Germany....i want to travel the world!

LAYER NINE: In a guy/girl..

-- Best eye color? : blue or green
-- Best hair color? : dark
-- Short or long hair: if it looks good, then hey..
-- Height: taller than me
-- Best weight: im leaving this blank...just not like Fat Bastard lol
-- Best articles of clothing: punk/skater is super hot....just no kilts, dresses, or togas
-- Best first date location: Dinner and walk on beach
-- Best first kiss location: hmm...beach @ sunset *day dreams*
LAYER TEN

-- Number of drugs taken illegally: zero
-- Number of people I could trust with my life: besides mom and dad??? so far...only my sister
-- Number of CDs that I own: can't count!
-- Number of piercings: 2 in each ear
--Number of tattoos: none
-- Number of times my name has appeared in the newspapper: 2?
-- Number of scars on my body: not sure......not many
-- Number of things in my past that I regret:this might take a while to answer lol

There you have it!
Laterz

Hey everyone...
Mind if i talk about yesterday? Oh well you don't have a choice! My life has taken a turn for the better. Last night my new found friend told me to im her cousin and since i had nothing better to do, i did. Last night i spent four hours talking to her hottie cousin, Brian. It was awsome to say the least. The three of us were in a chat room together screwin around and it got interesting. Brian and I hit it off and i was really surprised. OMG it was great. Anyways, samantha(brian's cousin) had asked him before i talked to him how big he was just to be stupid....she told me and i was like shit! I'd bang him in a heart beat! She told him after like two hours of us talking . He is the coolest guy i've talked to in the longest time. And trust me its been a while since i've met a decent guy. There is only one set back....he lives in NY and i in FL.
I'll tell what happens later tonight! While you all are hopefully bitting your nails in suspense....take this quiz i took! ^_^

'Tis but a flesh wound! Running away? You yellow bastards! COME BACK HERE!! I'LL BITE YOUR LEGS OFF!!


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