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2004 2 October :: 12.45 pm
:: Mood: *sigh*
hmm...
Today i went to this comedy/music show. in swedish of course. everyone understanding, everyone laughing, everyone having fun.
i dont pertain to 'everyone'.
it lasted for 3 hours and i just sat there, trying to catch what the comedians were talking and singing about but, it was way to fast and the whole cultural difference thing didnt help. so i was lost the whole time. wonderful feeling that is.
and of course my aunt said, well, if you've seen them before or if you knew what they were talking about, it would be better.
NO SHIT IT WOULD BE BETTER. thank you captain obvious!
Yeah, so thats a waste of my day. could have spent it doing something else...important. like homework, or watching the hours waste away before the computer, listening to some kickass music...like green day.
yeah so maybe that sounds kinda boring and shit, but what the fuck am i supposed to do? not like i have any friends over here....
...yet. im trying to be optamistic. yay. go me. arh!
the only thing is...i cant go home. cant let anyone see that im a quitter. thats the only thing holding me back. nothing else. everything else sucks!
so im a little moody. fuck it. im ready to go back home, start school for real and get the hell out of there again once i have all my degrees and shit.
im done
later
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2004 1 October :: 3.42 am
School
Yeah so im sitting here in the library in school. Nothing else to do really. I have to read this book in swedish but i can find the translation anywhere, so im thinking fuck it for now.
I think its really stupid to have such a long time between classes. Retarded. I have and hour and a half before i have swedish, and im to tired to bike home and bike all the way back. i can just sit here instead and try to catch up/translate some of the stuff i have to do. fun.
I'd go checkout some of the stores around here but they dont open till 10 or so.
Richard moved the computer downstairs to his room, so i dunno how often im going to be down there online. Soon we have to get my laptop up and running, i can't live without the internet for a long period of time!
yeah, well im going to do some other stuff...
Later
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2004 29 September :: 3.36 pm
:: Mood: cold
Extraordinary girl in an ordinary world
hello.
Im freezing. fun stuff..not.
I just downloaded a shit load of music. Need to be up to date with all the rockin bands out there.
Green Day is still # 1.
Tomorrow. School pics. well, class pics. They don't do the individual ones here in Sweden. Strange. I dont like taking pictures.
Went out and picked some mushrooms in the woods today. Haven't done that before. and no, they're not the of the magical sort...
other than that nothing interesting is happening. even though i want stuff to happen.
for example... i heart hoffman...hoffman doesn't heart me....yet
oh well
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2004 28 September :: 3.52 pm
hey hey
made 2 green day desktops.
...carina why aren't you ever there when i talk to you???
arg.
yeah nothing else other than that.
CARINA!!!!!
*sigh*
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2004 24 September :: 10.32 am
:: Mood: disappointed
wow. today was such a fucking waste of time. got to school around 10...left at 4. what our class did all day could be accomplished in half an hour. can we say pointless???
i hate that im here...without 'anyone' to hangout with. id rather go to school on the weekends, but then again school isnt any better.
thought this year was going to be fun and exciting. wow. i was wrong.
later
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2004 24 September :: 3.56 am
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: American Idiot album....Greenday
hey hey
went into town yesterday evening with nicklas and richard. i was helping them shop. giving opinions. it was just nice to get out of the house. Richard and i got home about 8 and i made dinner. he thinks im a great cook, and its nice to hear it. :) around 9 we went up to Ohlsson's house and watched The Day After Tomorrow. it was good...suspenseful. got home about midnight. fun stuff. i had fun talking...i never talk and it gets kind of depressing.
yeah. so. not much else.
im addicted to this cd...
gotta get going to school yuck.
Later
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2004 23 September :: 2.28 am
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: American Idiot album....Greenday
ADDICTED TO THE AMERICAN IDIOT CD.
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2004 22 September :: 12.53 pm
:: Music: Green Day: American Idiot
BUY THE GREEN DAY CD
okok...
...not much going on.
studing for my religion test. boring.
but this cd kicks ass
...even yours...
later
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2004 16 September :: 2.45 pm
Hey...
same old stuff going on...
....well not really...
Today i went with these two other girls from my class and ate luch at a thai place. that was nice. i needed to be social. so hopefully i will get to hang out with them a little more. i also got the scoop on whos dating whom in the class. Very useful info, i now know that hoffman is without a girl at the moment, so i might have a chance if he starts talking to me more....or if i find something to talk to him about..... oh well
didnt think id come here for the whole dating scene anyway.....though i think it would be nice.
Tomorrow im going to see the bourne supremecy with my cousin and his friend. i have nothing else to do and i wanted to see the movie, so why not?
too bad that his friend isnt better looking, but hes nice so i dont care....
other than that, stuff has pretty much been the same. boring boring boring....oh well.
i guess i should get back to studying for that test i have tomorrow in swedish...fun
Later...
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2004 14 September :: 12.15 pm
:: Mood: in pain
OUCH
Today i was hit by a car while riding my bike, on my way to school. ouch. the palm of my right hand is really messed up since when i flew off my bike, i thrust my hands forward and took a rock with me....so there is a huge deep cut there. ow. my knees are scraped and black & blue. and now really starting to hurt.
then the guy got out of his car and started yelling at me, saying i didnt know what i was doing and blah blah blah. I WAS ON THE BIKE PATH. so now its my fault that the car backed into my bike, with me on it. boy did i get some air time. lemme tell ya....thought i could fly.
not cool.
other than that, school sucks (kinda) and im bored. Im just dandy.
if this luck continues, im going home.
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2004 9 September :: 5.07 am
:: Mood: Bored
hello...
Once again im at school. i have religion now and have to look up some stuff for a presentation tomorrow. I already have everythig finished. The girl i was supposed to work together on this isnt here today, so i have no idea how this is going to work out. The teacher said i could do my part in english, which is great since i dont want to translate everything in swedish. it would just take so freakin long to do it.
Last period i had english. that was....boring. oh well. Hoffman is in that class. hes....nice to look at. :) well in my perspective anyway.
Going to London....kinda soon.
The boys, well hoffman and this other guy, want to go to a soccer game over there but to them its hugely expensive...none of the girls want to go, but there is no way im going to pass up the chance to go and see a soccer game in England. how cool is that? oh well if im the only girl that tags along. not going to miss it.
well, must go and....do something. dont know what yet...
Later
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2004 8 September :: 3.13 pm
:: Mood: tired
Well....
No school today, though im not sure why. didnt really grasp that concept, but whatever, im just glad i didnt have to sit through math and philosophy. not fun....
so today i went bowling with the rest of my class....minus 2 people. We all decided to do that on our day off so, we did. Took the bus down, like everyone else. Waiting for the bus....now that sucks. two buses came before the one i needed to hop on. i was getting worried that i missed my bus, since i was vague on what i was supposed to do. but i got there and i made it back....in one piece. thats always good.
Yeah so we all did that for an hour, and i got back home around noon. Made some lunch, went online, played clarinet and tried to transpose some damn piano music (not fun) and watched a couple episodes of Angel....season 4.
That show rocks.
Yeah, so thats my day. been home alone mostly. boring. and now when my sis is actually online...she doesnt respond. thats nice.
the christinas are planning to come and visit me. yayness. i wont have to be bored anymore! i think they should come....how many times are you going to fly to sweden in your life time? exactly...thats why they should visit me. because Sweden rocks and thats it....and because im here of course...
Not much else to say.
Later
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2004 7 September :: 4.24 pm
i didnt think i would ever say this again. i've read his journal. talked to him. and now im hung up on him again.
just because hes a jerk.
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2004 5 September :: 5.27 am
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: Breaking Benjamin
THE DEATH OF ME
Hey...
ok this band rocks....if you listen to them, you will find it obvious.
Everyone left me here. well i just decided not to go. They left a little while ago to go sailing. Ive done it before and its not my thing.
This week school hasnt really gotten any better. I hate that i am so unsocial! i think everyone has lost intrest in me, since they dont even bother talking to me. so that sucks. i try talking to people, but it doesnt work out to well. if i dont make any friends by the time december rolls around, im outta here.
Eric has been such a sweet heart. hes been checking up on me everyweek to make sure im still breathing. its great that we are such good friends! Every time he calls, we end up talking for at least an hour. i dont know what id do with out him....well...go crazy, but whatever.
he keeps me sane. its great.
going to London with the class on Nov 22-26. i cant wait. should be lots of fun!
well, not much else i guess...hope everyone is safe from the wrath of hurricane Francis. that SOB! i think me leaving the state, i have upset the natural balance of things, causing these crazy storms....yeah ok thats lame but whatever...
Later
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2004 3 September :: 6.06 am
updating from school.
im bored what else can i say?
wow there is a really hot guy in my class, his name is richard. just thought id add that. well not so much as really hot, but i like him.
hes a nice guy.
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