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2004 3 May :: 6.15pm
I don't really want to write for too long so I'm going to only write what is really important and nice.
I'm not going to be leaving woohu because Jessica was nice enough to send the money in for me.
Last Thursday was really the nicest day of the week. We were working in our "To Kill a Mockingbird" groups and Kyle was sitting facing the rest of the group who were facing eachother in the chairs. Gabi and I were closest to him. He was sitting in a swivel chair and he was moving side to side and whenever he did his leg would bump against mine. It was so nice. Then he went to the bathroom because he said he had to meet 2 seventh graders there at 2:00. When he came back he was playing with Gabi's foot then he stretched his leg across to put his foot on Jessica L.'s lap. I felt very jealous at that moment. Then he after he was done he had lost his place in the book and looked at my book to see where we were. I know how stupid that sounds. oh well. So after that he randomly said "Marilyn, what highschool are you going to?". When I told him I was afraid my voice would sound really weird like it does when I havent talked for a while sometimes. Thank God it didn't and I sounded like I usually do. That made me feel really happy too. We finished the 2 chapters we were supposed to and then we went outside to work on the questions that were assigned. He started with Gabi and put a blue dot on her arm and said "Now you're cool" He then reached over and put a dot on my arm and said "You got the dot of coolness" Rose, Brittney, Jess L, and Christina all got the dot. We had done some more of our packet when he started to put more dots on people. He said "Gimme your hand, Marilyn." So i put my hand out and he put another dot on it. He was about to put the second "dot of coolness" on Rose but Gabi told him that he already gave everyone one. STUPID GABI. HE COULD HAVE GIVEN ME A MILLION AND MADE MY ARM COMPLETELY BLUE WTIH ALL THE DOTS BUT SHE HAD TO RUIN IT. So thats my very good experience with the Kylester.
Last week I had to play to 5 games in 6 days mixed with tests, homework, and a bigass project. We had confirmation on Sunday as well. Eric Apple was there. He was wearing a white dress shirt and black pants. He looked very hot. My last name is right between the last names of 2 of Stephanies crushes so I was sitting next to one of them only seperated by his sponsor. (The other one had to sit in the next pew because there wasnt enough room) During the rehearsal she whispered at me and pointed to him. It was kind of embarrassing with my sponsor right behind me and stuff.
Hot guy on T.V did bad this weekend v_v. i'm bad at those..
well thats it for now. bye bye
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2004 3 May :: 8.29am
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: Jessica Simpson - Sweetest Sin
Recovering from what seems to be only a dream. Last night was one of those forgetless night to where all seems possible....but then it ends, and you return to your everday life of what seems to be an
Yes, yes.... last night was awesome.
Brianna picked me up and we chilled at her house for like 3 HOURS before we went to get Ice cream. But before that, we saw Sarah Delaney walking down the street (sarah, LEAVE THE ASIANS ALONE!) and I ran to the door to yell out her name. We talked outside and I prank called her boyfriend a couple of time...no Sarah, he's not a hottie. We went back inside and relaxed by the computer.
For dinner....we had pasta and sparkling Mineral Water. Then chilled by the computer some more until fianlly it was time to go get Ice Cream. Sarah caleld ehr mom to amke sure she was home...but she wasn't. So she came with us to get ice cream. Whoever thought that someone I hated THAT muhc in the beginning of the year, could be a good friend? Hmm....questions..no answers.
Well.... it was a fun night blurting out different things in Brusters... I LOVE Sundays. (the day, not the food) Every Sunday for me and Brianna is ICE CREAM DAY! Hehe.
Well, my thoughts run dry as I prepare for school. Blue Day is what I await... i LOVE Blue days.
and so it goes
-Robert
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2004 2 May :: 10.43am
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: none what-so-ever
college
Mmm...typing in a saving plan for college
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2004 1 May :: 9.20am
:: Mood: artistic
:: Music: Story of the Year- Until the day i die
I like music. . . .
Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you, for you
Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you
As years go by
I race the clock with you
But if you died right now
You know that I'd die to
I'd die too
You remind me of the times
When I knew who I was (I was)
But still the second hand will catch us
Like it always does
We'll make the same mistakes
I'll take the fall for you
I hope you need this now
Cause I know I still do
Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you
Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you
Should I bite my tongue?
Until blood soaks my shirt
We'll never fall apart
Tell me why this hurts so much
My hands are at your throat
And I think I hate you
But still we'll say, "remember when"
Just like we always do
Just like we always do
Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you
Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you
Yeah I'd spill my heart!!!
Yeah I'd spill my heart for you!!!
My hands are at your throat
And I think I hate you
We made the same mistakes
Mistakes like friends do
My hands are at your throat
And I think I hate you
We made the same mistakes
Made the same mistakes
Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you, for you
Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you, for you
Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you
Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
Until the day I die!!!
[Lyrics to early version are a bit different:]
As years go by
I race the clock with you
But if you died right now
You know that I'd die to
I'd die too
You remind me of the times
When I knew who I was (I was)
But still the second hand will catch us
Like it always does
Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you
Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you
Should I bite my tongue?
Until blood soaks my shirt
We'll never fall apart
Tell me why this hurts so much
My hands are at your throat
And I think I hate you
But still we'll say, "remember when"
Just like we always do
Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you
Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you
Yeah I'd spill my heart!!!
Yeah I'd spill my heart for you!!!
My hands are at your throat
And I think I hate you
We made the same mistakes
Mistakes like friends do
My hands are at your throat
And I think I hate you
We made the same mistakes
Do you need this as bad as I do? (Until the day I die)
And do you need this as bad as I do? (Until the day I die)
Yeah do you need this as bad as I do? (Until the day I die)
Yeah do you need this as bad as I do, as I do? (Until the day I die)
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2004 1 May :: 9.00am
:: Mood: angry
:: Music: Smile Empty Soul - whatever the fuk this song is called
Summer
let summer's warmth blanket y o u
for the time being
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2004 30 April :: 8.14pm
:: Mood: disillusioned
:: Music: "Perfectly in My Way" - BallyRag
So... I haven't updated for a while....
At this point, I don't even find it rational to try to recall what's happened in the past week... I'll just go over the absolutely huge events. Last Thursday (22) @ the play rehearsal, we spent the whole evening doing characterization... two hours of that... I was really tired after that one. um... Saturday, went to the church play/musical rehearsal... lord I hope it goes well (the production is this Sunday, I don't exactly encourage you to come, though it would be a lovely and extraneous effort by y'all). Sunday: oh wow, the big day... I've been baptized and confirmed. I officially belong to a church (mind you, I still consider myself agnostic). Wednesday: went to the final youth group meeting for this season... we had a dance... I headbanged Kate in the boob. It was hilarious for the few (very few) moments before she fell over on the floor in complete pain. Also on Wednesday, B. (the overall director and leader of the drama department) came to watch our show. Kelly, who had not been there for two rehearsals, screwed his lines and his blocking... throwing the rest of us off... It was not a happy time. This Thursday (29) I decided that all hope of having a good leader in student government would be hopeless. I had even disbanded my thoughts of creating a nihilist terrorist group, realizing that that would not be considered civil disobedience, and thus, I would be expelled and possibly sent to counsling/JDC. I also became very angry with my history group (this continues today, though the anger is directed more at our teacher now) because our project may be due next Friday, but today was our last chance to work in class... we are making a powerpoint... the title slide is the only completed slide...
Skipping over the rest of yesterday (might I say, the end of the year has become the annual insanity of my life... I burst with creative energy, am generally limited/failed in school, people become even more superficial, and my passions become very fuzzy)...
Today, Friday, the Thirtieth of April, Two-thousand Four.
I don't think I've ever written that out before.
I came to school early (probably the last time this year) and did... well... not much. In English, we were working on decorating packages for our May Day (actually, day after) delivery for the Cadre (yet another service project)... Yes, well I just realized that about two months ago I was asked to write a letter for this, and I completely blew it off, just like Ms. Notti had expected. She, however, has not noticed this, and thus will be out on a limb Sunday, as I have too much homework to be able to spend time working on that. Also, I saw in the Hot Ticket that our ad for the show is in (center fold). How nice to know that Jordan (he represents our play) was in the front of the picture, as Reena looks like a big fuzzy column in the background. Anywho, I can tell you all that my show will definitely be on Thursday, and I believe Friday... but don't go by that until I tell you again, because I still haven't heard schedualling plans. Biology: we worked on taxonomy/dichotomy keys... wonderful... Math: equations with radicals... amazing....
And, at lunch today, I was informed that my vote for student body thusfar is only worth the expenditure of six Tootsie Rolls... suddenly I feel absolutely jipped, finding out that I have little over 20¢ (if that) of value to our student society :P. History: Cislo had to use the disk drive that our powerpoint was saved on... so we didn't get any work done today. Band: though I am likely to destoy many people in my band right now, I managed to enjoy today thoroughly. Spanish: clothing....
Health: the booters came today. I became really uneasy when I found out I was sitting five feet away from an ex-meth user (paranoid by nature) and self-proclaimed addict to violence (he was, apparently, a predator while in jail)...
And, for the relatively short (30min.) play rehearsal, I felt rather well about how I did today, unlike most instances thus far.
I'm not sure how many breaths I took while typing this... but it seems like not many... not that this is much relevance to you... you stalkers... you freaks who wish to know my life...
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2004 29 April :: 8.38am
:: Mood: blahhhh
:: Music: NOFX - Seperation of Church and Skate
As I smell you for the first time all over again I'll begin to remember to be alive So if you don't mind I think I'll wear my heart on my sleeve cause Im tired of not being able to breath.
I've been bombarded with idiotic comments from people all over woohu. Not in my journal, but through AIM.
1) Is it any of there bussiness?
2) Andy is getting all this attention from people, because those people hope to earn brownie points with him.
People, he's NOT the god of Woohu. We make up this wesbite. NOT him. If we all quit this website, he would have no one to service. Just a thought.....still angry about him making fun of my old Woohu S/N. I did feel 'sadand4gotten' when I made that s/n.
Anywho..... I found his undercover journal if anyone's interested? Leave a comment asking for it.
(thanks hailey for finding it!!)
the sky grays
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2004 28 April :: 4.46pm
:: Mood: restless
:: Music: Jessica Simpson - Sweetest Sin
Shup the fuck up man. I can listen to jessica simpson if i want. stupid CUNT.
Not much happening in the world of Robert today....other than the usual cunt lapping events. But one of the cunt-lapping events seemed to have stuck out the most.
Hehe, someone stole Mrs.Doherty's wallet and after lunch, we were forced to sit by the oak trees for an hour to await the perpatraitor. The administration was forced to search our personal belongings and, as usual, I walked aorund totally avoiding the topic. Socializing was MY main goal.
Well, as I said in the beginning of my entry....nothing much new.
the sky grays
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2004 27 April :: 12.44am
:: Mood: sleepy
:: Music: none....but I thin tere is this strange buzzing noise...
Graham lives very far away. I got a ride from Jon today. He makse me smile. I need to invest in my own car or something...I am sick of bumming rides. I watched the second half of Firecracker...it was funny = ). Whitney is so adorable in this play. Oh yeah. Sleepy time. I got home at 10:15ish today. Booooo.
Oh yeah! I almost forgot! Everybody was freaking out about Ida, the drama ghost. She is mad or something...the air compressor turned on in the middle of the play....we kept losing ballons...just little stuff, but still.
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2004 26 April :: 7.12pm
:: Mood: blah
:: Music:
old habits die fast
Hmm....i used to be so eager to come home and type in my nifty "Online Journal". I would sit aside time after I'm finished with my work and space about what I would write about. The events of the day would be neatly organized in my head so that I am able to type them later. It would probably be betetr for me to think about my online journal than to listen to the idiocridy and sensless babbling of teenagers in their natural habitat. (ha! what a nature nerd)
Well, my sweetie pie, Brianna, didn't come to school today.... ::cries:: But tis' be okay, we called her in Computer Class. Hehe. What seemed to have happened was that walked into an ironing board with the iron still hott and burned her foot when the iron fell. Tisk tisk. It seemed like only last night we ahd fun at Bruster's...wait, HA! it was last night. Haha, stupid bitch of a robert.
I guess I should be going, my father is too much of an asshole to understand that expressing myself in a more private manner is mroe important than say..... restocking his beer mini-fridge outside?
the sky will clear in time
fatchance
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2004 26 April :: 8.50am
:: Mood: so/so
:: Music: suede-the drowners
another day of school >.>
well its another day of school....but today is a special day, last night robert told me that this girl named j.j. told this ashley girl i was gay, and she has a loud mouth, so today should get rather interesting....*nodnod*
right now im running through the house...looking for my mathbook so i can do my math homeowrk at the last minute >.> so i dont fail...
feh, so i guess i'll update again later *nodnod* im out for now...
Joe
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2004 26 April :: 8.15am
:: Music: Hilary Duff - Come Clean
the rain will wash away your past
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2004 25 April :: 9.41pm
:: Mood: bouncy
:: Music: Jessica Simpson - With you
A cold, delightful treat. perhaps one of the more happier things that highlighted my weekend. Maybe having a white creamy substanc ein my mouth makes me joyful?
Haha, my subject is something to laugh about. I got back from Bruster's about 20 minutes ago. Fooled around in the parking lot with Brianna (not liek that you dirtty people, we're gonna be JUST liek Will & Grace) and walked her dog a bit. I love you sweetie pie!! I had a super-swell time.
Weird things happened in forecast news though. It seemed that everytime we went more and more up the road, the gray clouds followed....
i've spilled my heart for you
-Robert
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2004 25 April :: 7.42pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: The way- Clay Aiken
weeee updated ^^
i updated the layout...once again! ^_^ isnt it cute? i love it. it took me forever to get the posts to move to the left so i can put that sessy piccy there, but hey, i finally did it^^ *cheers to himself*
yay for me!
i need to redo all the music though >.>....feh...i had to reset my journal...so it has no tunes right now >.< hopefully i can fix that soon *nodnod*
i went to see 13 going on 30 yesterday! ^^ it was soo funny^^ and there was 2 people i new from school who were there, it suprised me... tyler B. was there, and so was natalie ^^
we like all went into the same stores after the movie..it was creepy, lol
well anywhos im talking to kaley right now...and yeah...tommorow is school, and im actually happy to go, because i was rather bored this weekend besides the movies *nodnod* i talked to my loving bf though ^___^
love ya frans ^^
well anywhos im gonna stop writing now, before i get too carried away here...so im out..,
Joe
oh and btw, i didnt delete all my previous entries, you just have to hit "view past entries" to see them *nodnod* i changed it that way, so that my backround doesnt tile all the way down...it looks wierd that way..
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