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2004 18 February :: 5.06pm
:: Mood: mildly tired... very overwhelmed
:: Music: Billy & Mandy
too much homework...
annoying day... I'm not going over last night, other than our team lost, but the play was AWESOME!!! ... sorry... word of mouth at work...
English: I did the "Should students have jobs during highschool" prompt... I said yes, although I could care less. that was life... comparison essay, DOL, ORB in that class... Biology: more genetic disorders... Jarrod ::drool::... Section Review and read the lab... Jarrod ::drool::... Math: we THOUGH McLean was gone... he wasn't damn it. We did work problems. When did you do them, Jessika? How far behind are we now??? Lunch: really nothing special... History: mapwork... haven't done maps in a really long time... I was getting ready to pound a lot of people, though... Band: I think Kellogg is insane.. we will not be ready for Tuesday... whatever... then I saw Drew in the hall ::drool some more:: ... Spanish: conjugating... nothing special... Health: Food label... need to destroy that class...
After school: Talked w/ Lucian, Meghan, Alisa, Jasmine, and co. ... yeah, Alisa and Jasmine are on *speaking terms* now... not that they're very friendly, though. Lucian wrote his phone number on all our arms... That kid is such a flirt. I need to add him to my email list... Oh, then I went downtown to apply @ the Children's Museum for my service learning project for this semester... then I walked up Central to Kauffman's, where my dad was getting a tux fitted. Well, I came in the store just as he went out the back, so I went out front to see the light turn green and him driving down Central. So, I chased him down to the Civic Center (which 1/4 mile of pseudo-sprinting is not good for my asthma w/out an inhaler...) Anyways... church night... damn it... hahaha...
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2004 18 February :: 6.35pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Full House
Stick your finger in it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
We listened to the tape of our concert and Aolean girls sounded worse than I remembered, so it made me happy. We sounded better as well. Whatever..
On Friday the GFH play festival thing is being shown! Someone come with me!!!!
I "get" to go to a banquet thing soon....I have so much homework. I don't think I am going to get done.
I need to sleep.....It makes me forgetful. I forgot what my point of updating was. I shall continue later more than likely.
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2004 18 February :: 9.38am
been a while....
sry... it's been a while.. guess what? it's my birthday today. hehe, 14... another age of where you are awarded with more responsibilities. ughh.... oh well. i updated a few days ago but that new layout wouldn't show up a new entry. it only showed the older ones i made.
oh well.... gotta leave for school in 6 minutes.
i wanted balloons... hehe! helium. lol just kiddin. well... i'm gonna go.
somewhere...anywhere..... just there....
-..............robert.............-
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2004 17 February :: 11.47pm
I am stupid. I read some of my old entries.
I DID realize, however, who was always supportive, and who caused most of my problems then...
And once I conquered my atrocious typing skills, I became sad because of a few comments that were so fucking sweet just to be there.....
Yah. If you are curious enough, search through 150 billion entries and find them. I didn't think you wanted to know = p.
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2004 17 February :: 10.58pm
:: Mood: pissed off
:: Music: STUPID FUCKING PEOPLE
Oh...where to start?
The concert was pretty damn terrible...First off, our soprano to alto count is 18:9 or 2:1.....twice as many. To lessen the count, the majority of the altos sing soprano. Our sopranos COMPLETELY missed their entire first PHRASE. We are the start of the concert, so the entire "mood" was off. The altos kept dropping out on 1 or 2 words at a time...I was the only one left singing. Then the sopranos went flat and I believe we did too. The next time we came in was missed by nearly everyone as well. We sounded terrible overall.
Aolian(or whatever)/the other choir that wasn't us: Guys - Lovely. Especially the tenors. They rock. Girls - REALLY young sounding. Altos were quiet and off. Sopranos were just really young sounding.
Fresh Orchestra - I do not know how they were to sound, but it seemed very flat. That is all...it sounded weird and flat to me.
Jazz Band - WOW. That is all. They fucking rocked. Which also reminds me...I wish to play a) saxophone! (alto preferance), b) trumpet, or c) bass (STILL!)
Then the little people and the mom were stupid. "Is that Ed that was walking with Bailey???!!" and such stupidity.
Ignorance truly is bliss. I wish I did not know some things. I would be so much happier. Take for instance Becca Triplet. She is happy. She is also the most oblivious person I know. I don't know anyone that is aware and happy at the same time.
I wish I knew nothing.
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2004 17 February :: 8.32pm
:: Mood: amazed
LoA
Kids, you really have to see the play Saturday. You know me... mister moody... well this play was awesome... just very.. mysterious and... I don't know... You'll have to see...
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2004 17 February :: 2.38pm
i'm bored and only one good person is on so i'm updating now instead of later.
i hate chris lee and i'm putting his last name in here so if anyone wants to they can go stalk him and kill him. last night "john kline" who ever the fuck that is was on chris's sn but i think it was him posing as the other guys cause hes a dumbass and he does shit like that. so he kept saying stuff like "noboby could be uglier than you" and "you're not even a human cause youre so ugly" its like dude "GO FUCK YOURSELF CAUSE NO GIRL EVER WILL YOU EVIL EVIL BITCH!" i hate him so much...last night i wrote a list of people i would like to beat and he is #1. i'm gonna share the list:
Chris Lee, Dela, "John Kline", Jason, Dani*, Anna C.*, Maureen, Amanda H. (maureens manly friend), Christina*, Sabreena (slutty ass bitch), Alan, Chrissy Parro (her last name so anyone can go kill her as well), Troy*, Shawn Dobson*, Lucas*, Stephanie*, Sean (for going out with stephanie), Amy*, Jessica Pellerin. people with stars are dumbass ass bitchy people that go to my school and if i put their last name go ahead and hurt them...badly.
so now i'm going to put in here a poem that i wrote last night when i was a ball of anger and its called "mean assholes"
People are right when they say "kids have gotten so rude"
Right now i feel like yelling "Amen dude!"
They can be so vicious and not think twice,
It seems like there are very few that are very nice.
Someday I will beat at least one of those nasty asses.
Make them feel so much pain over there body every punch passes.
Sure I'm not very attractive but i dont really mind.
A guy who isnt purely superficial is what I'll have to find.
I would like to hurt everyone who has been mean to me or people I care about
Kick them, punch them, beat them and shout.
Hopefully my anger would scar them for life
Worse than any serrated edged knife
Maybe if parents taught us kids good manners we would grow up to be great
But for some kids any correction would be too little to late.
so thats my poem..its not very good but oh well. that poem was written out of pure hatred towards chris lee and "john kline" aka chris's imaginary friend. i cannot emphasis enough how purely dumb and EVIL he truly is. there is no nice way to put it. hes a bitch AND DUDE! HE IS WAAAAAY UGLIER THAN ME! WAY UGLIER DUDE! i mean there are few hot asian guys. hes NOT one of them. stupid ass hole i hate him sooo much. this morning i spent 20 minutes beating the punching bag and screaming.ooo angry music is my friend.
I'M BORED! I'M GONNA GO NOW! bye bye
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2004 16 February :: 11.30pm
:: Music: i am watching pearl harbor and that has music
what a lovely day today was. i woke up right in the middle of a really really good dream cause the heater was up to like 70 degrees and i got to hot. yea the dream was about my school going to meet with this other school that is nice. so we went to it and we got to see all the people and they were described them all to us and we got to meet everyone. STUPID HEATER!
i went to santa cruz today. its really nice there when its all rainy and stuff. there were a butt load of seagulls though. there were a lot of hot surfer guys though.
i went home for an hour then had to go to the evil orthodontist. i hate it there and today i was the last one. i broke something then they had to do a whole bunch of shit then they found another broken thing so i was stuck there for an hour and it was only supposed to be 20 minutes. there was a guy there who looked like sean but he was taller and his voice was hotter. so now my stupid mouth hurts really bad. yuckers i hate it.
I'M REALLY BORED AND THERE IS NO SCHOOL THIS WEEK SO ITS GONNA BE REALLY BORING ALL WEEK! yup i probly wont write in here too much cause there wont be as much to say.
now i will complain about my sisters. 4 sisters sucks really really bad and i hate it a lot. 2 would be nice but 1 would be ideal. so there is monica and shes annoying and stupid and tried to be the perfect sister but isnt. mary is the over achiever and fat but she tries to be the prettiest...it usually works. michelle is annoying but shes in her own category cause of her brain injury. maureen! I HATE MAUREEN SO FUCKIN MUCH! yup shes the worst. she says that i give her attitude and stuff but shes the fuckin one with the attitude. i mean she yells at me all the time and whenever she "asks" for something its more like yelling or whining. then she gets me in trouble for doing the exact same thing to her. stupidass motherfuckin bitch. ( i just used a sentence with nothing but swear words..wow) so then she says she can talk to me about things the easiest. i just play along so i can hear the shit about her life. she always complains about it, why doesnt she just get off her lazy ass and do something about it? I HATE HER! SHES SO FUCKIN UGLY AND ANNOYING AND SHED FUCKIN LIKE TO THINK SHES BETTER AND SMARTER THAN EVERY FUCKIN PERSON IN THE WORLD BUT SHES FUCKIN NOT! I HATE HER SOOOOOOO MUCH! I WOULD NOT LIKE TO BE HER FRIEND IF I WASNT RELATED TO HER. sisters suck. why couldnt my parents just buy dogs instead of having kids?
i'm done complaining.
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2004 16 February :: 11.37pm
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: movieeeeeeeeeee
My mouse roller thing can massage my finger......wow....Ba da daaaaa!!!!
WooooooO NO BED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Not now at least.
I took a long ass nap today.
Out of lack of better things to do, I am updating(again!).
I am now talking to Roxanne, Alex(ander), and Alex.
I talked to Nick for a little..errr...LONG.. while. He disgraced me beyond reason. But before it he helped me with my math. So he is *slightly* forgiven.
I also called Gwen. She is bringing me a book. Yay Gwen!
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2004 16 February :: 9.32pm
I must update once more.
Call me pathetic if you wish, but I had to change my icon and this is what I came up with.
I got this from some chick's sight, but she ripped it off w/o giving props, so I am not sure where it came from. I guess I will just have to keep in mind that I WOULD let you all know who made it, and make them feel special, but stupid people are, well...STUPID.
I am feeling that way lots lately....(what it says)
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2004 16 February :: 6.17pm
:: Mood: annoyed
:: Music: water...Oprah
Damn words.
God damnit it. I resorted to doing homework and discovered the math homework sucks royal cock. They are all word problems and the wording confuses me greatly.
Will someone help me?! *bursts into tears*
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2004 16 February :: 5.06pm
:: Mood: bouncy
:: Music: Leave me alone...(Limpe Bizkit! - Nookie!!!!)
I am procrastinating.
Woo hyper and nothing to do for once! = (.
It is SO fucking nice outside! If I had somewhere to walk I actually would! Gladly!
How long it will last I am not sure. The little people and mom just walked in.
They got the dog a carrier thing so my dog quits destroying the house. They have her in there now, and I have to listen to her whining and I feel terrible = (.
Last night I was at Roxanne's house. Pretty uneventful, but good to get away.
Britney Spears' Toxic is on!!!!! WOOOOOO!!!!!!!...
not really.
I like comments ; )....
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2004 16 February :: 2.04pm
:: Mood: busy
:: Music: 80's stuff... can't remember the name
they made the move again...
Last night as I was *trying* to fall asleep, my parents came in and said, "Nick, we want you to call up some friends tomorrow and go to the movies, or crash the mall, or something. Don't worry about your homework getting in the way."
As they turned and left I just bit my tounge and gripped the bed, because I was sure as hell I was going to throw my lamp at them... I wanted to do something yesterday, but no, they fell asleep for half the day. God knows I should never wake the parents or *thumb of under-god parents* will squish me... So I didn't do anything yesterday. So, today, I work on my homework, come downstairs thinking my dad would like help putting the tree away (yes, mid-February and our Christmas tree is just now being disassembled) but he didn't. He's nowhere to be found down here, even though it's his idea that the tree should be out of the house. I didn't bring my clothes down for laundry 'till noon (bad because my dad wanted them in the morning... but hey, the parents don't seem to care). And, of course, as much as my parents want me to do something now, I'm not and they won't do a thing about it... they're so inconsistant in life. They wonder why I get pissed at them. Oh well... I'd walk to the mall except that they'll tell me it's too cold and I've got no one to go with. 45º, President's Day (plenty of people shopping... good sales after all)... how could it be such a problem for me to walk half a mile? Because my parents are just dumb at times. Didn't want to see a movie... nothing good worth seeing, unless I really want to sneak into the R rated movies, which I don't right now. So I'm just a little SOL today.
I didn't enjoy my shower this morning (strange comment, I know)... As I was rinsing, I noticed this huge ball of hair on the floor of the shower, and I just thought, "Shit... here comes the baldness." Then, as I was drying off, both my knees started flaking a crap load of dead skin... I think my body's going into decay. Plus, the shin that Mark slid into is now yellow (which might be good, as it was blue before, but it's much more ugly now...). Maybe it would've been better if school had been today. Then I'd not feel like I'm wasting the day away again... nope, that's a lie, I'd just waste it at school.
Off to practice piano... buh bye folks.
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2004 15 February :: 9.45pm
today sucked...well parts of it
i'll be happy to begin this but then its gonna get bitter and angry. ok so yesterday my sister and i were supposed to go to church but we didnt. instead we drove around and went to barnes and noble cause shes in love with it. i like it there but spending an hour there when all she looks at is romance novels is REALLY boring. its fuckin romance. theres like a million romance movies that you can watch and it ends in 2 hours. so then we went to the travel book section and i was looking at a book about ireland and she found stuff about random middle eastern countries. what the fuck?? its not like shes ever gonna go to one. so then we went to go pick up her stupid friend who says like 2 words the whole night. we pick her up she says "hi" then the rest of the time its silent. we rented s.w.a.t and some lifetime movie..well it belongs on lifetime. it was a waste of time but i picked it out cause it looked like it would make me cry.
today....there are no good words to describe it but there are several ones that kinda fit it. it was pretty fun..at times. i went with louise (sorry jessica) and we laughed practically the whole way up. we were complaining about sean. thats really fun. so we got to san francisco and we were trying to find some museum i dont remember what and we got lost and my stupid sisters dumbass bitchy friend kept telling us to go the wrong fuckin way. we ended up spending 2 hours in the car on a ride that should have been 1 hour maybe. we finally stopped for lunch and ate a shit load cause we were all really hungry then we went to some jumbo size target for no reason. louise and i went off by ourselves and kinda looked around then went into the mall. then we got bored and ran back to target cause we only had 10 minutes. so we got my sister to give us until 3:00 and we went around some more. we ended up looking for axe cause it smells really really good. so we had the axe in our hands and louise wanted to walk around more and made me hold it. we went down an aisle with makeup in it and a guy and his girlfriend came in from the other end. it was soo embarrassing cause he was kinda looking at us. so i tried getting louise to hurry out of the aisle but she wouldnt cause she wanted some fuckin eye liner. I WAS HOLDING AXE AND I'M A GIRL AND ALL SHE COULD THINK ABOUT WAS HER STINKING EYE LINER! so finally we left the aisle and went out to get in line. we were next in line and my sister calls and says that we have to go cause my dad found out we were in target in daly city and was pissed. stupid really. so all that embarrassment for nothing. louise says she will get some axe this week and i'm going to pay her back for it later.
we finally came back home and hung around till 4:30 when louise had to go home taking with her a conversation between her and sean. poo face. oh well she said she's gonna make a copy for me.
the rest of the night has been okay. american dreams is gonna be on soon so i'm gonna go so i can take a shower and stuff.
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2004 15 February :: 8.30pm
:: Mood: indifferent
:: Music: my song...
I changed it...
Yeah... I changed the title to my journal, as I thought I would. I think I need to write a song for it... that will take a LONG time...
Anyways, my meeting was cancelled today (huzzah!), I took a nap (VERY not like me) and had a strange dream that I really can't remember. Um, the parents are home... I've been pretty useless today... I want to be out, go out, get away from this household...
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