And it's been awhile
Since I could hold my head up high
And it's been awhile
Since I first saw you
And it's been awhile
Since I could stand on my own two feet again
And it's been awhile
Since I could call you

And everything I can't remember
As fucked up as it all may seem
The consequences that I've rendered
I've stretched myself beyond my means

And it's been awhile
Since I can say that I wasn't addicted
And it's been awhile
Since I can say I love myself as well
And it's been awhile
Since I've gone and fucked things up just like I always do
And it's been awhile
But all that shit seems to disappear when I'm with you

And everything I can't remember
As fucked up as it all may seem
The consequences that I've rendered
I've gone and fucked things up again

Why must I feel this way?
Just make this go away
Just one more peaceful day!

And it's been awhile
Since I could look at myself straight
And it's been awhile
Since I said I'm sorry
And it's been awhile
Since I've seen the way the candle lights your face
And it's been awhile
But I can still remember just the way you taste

And everything I can't remember
As fucked up as it all may seem to be I know it's me
I cannot blame this on my father
He did the best he could for me

And it's been awhile
Since I could hold my head up high
And it's been awhile
Since I said I'm sorry

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zach..



nuthing hurts worse then waiting.. and i dont even know what im waiting for anymore..

I can hardly wait..
Well! yesterday i woke up and went to the doctor and they sprayed some shit on my finger that made it blister, so hopefully its all gone, then i came home, did some stuff around the house and got one here and then my moms best friend came and got ym brother and sister and me n my mom went out to Brians and ate and played some pool, it was soo funny, i sucked @ like all the games cept one, oh well. and one time, i was about to shot and she asked me if i was bipolar and started dancing around, callin the dance the polar dance, it was sooo fuckin funny.. then i came home and got on here then i went to sleep then... i got back online and i was online for the rest of the night.. talking to ash, danny, n brad. he sorta asked me out alst night.. i said no bc im not interested in him, i still want Zach..even tho i will never get him.. oh well i guess, i guess its better as just best friends, i love the kid to pieces so.. but danny n ash are goin out as of last night, which is cool.. i have a theory about the situation tho, not just wit danny n ash... i cant wait until she gets back.. 4 fuckin days.. then on thursday is the concert i wana go to!!! w0opppp!!! im so happy, well ima go xo have fun
be safe!


i can hardly wait until i get the sun and your lips both pressing on my skin..