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2004 2 June :: 1.54 am
:: Music: zach
hmm
i see the world differently than most people... i smile when Im hurt, and laugh when others just smile.- thanks mor
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2004 30 May :: 11.07 pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: daddys lil defect
heh
hey guys, well my weekend was okay i guess... on friday i went over to ashs and we chilled there and i talked to danny and him zach and dave came over and chilled for a lil while and zach was being an asshole, so by the time they left i wasnt in a hyper mood anymore and i thought david bean was mad @ me bc he was acting really really weird but w/e ..so i was pretty much in a bad mood for the rest of the night and we talked to Jake and ate trees and shrubs with ranch dressing and then i think we just went to bed.. then on sat i woke up to ashley gone bc she was @ the gym and then she came back and i was sorta depressed all day bc of the night b4 and i talked to danny that day and yeah w/e then i talked to zach and he thought i hated him and other shit but yall dont need to know everything so. then we bsed around adn .. OH! i remember what we did that night! we convinced her mom to let her drive to rosalitas, so we went there and made fools of ourselves and shit, and Jimmy is hot. ((ash im really sry i gave him that look... tell jake to help me!! lol)) and then we left there and went home. and then we talked online and to jake FOREVER and then we got off the phone with him bc ash was scared for reasons, and then i went to bed around 1 then @ like 130 i had to pee so i got up and went pee adn i checked the comp to see if anyone had IMed me.. well... someone did.. that someone is..[yall think that its jeremy..fuck no, id kill the bitch.] it was zach. and hes like wake up. that converstation didnt end well so i went to bed in a worse mood then i was b4 i had gone to bed and then i wanted someone to talk to so i called Jake and i talked to him FOREVER 4 hrs to be exact. but jake is a motherfuckin baller so its all good. and ashley danced for me haha then i went to sleep .woke up @ 1030 and i called my mom about my tattoo. and i got online and then.. we did nothgin all day beside talk to jake.. and i talked to zach. no need to know about the details behind that bc it shouldnt matter to you. but zach yes you did.. lol . but its okay.. point- we are fine now. thank god.
[new note] ashley n jake!
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2004 29 May :: 7.36 pm
:: Mood: ha!
:: Music: 10 things i hate about you
:o)
Tinkerbell
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CRAZY ONE. You need crazy partners. You dont mind
if he/she takes alc or drugs or smokes he is
not allowed to be boring. Open-Minded for
everything our partner should spent much time
with you. Your partner shall be spontaneous and
love danger. It is not that important if she/he
is rich or if he/she cuts his nails she/he must
follow you .You take the domination over the
relationship, you decide most of the times
where to go. If the sex is not good (any
more)you quit the relationship
For you it is better to leave than to see your
love restrained.
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2004 29 May :: 7.26 pm
:: Mood: aggravated
~*~* NAMES *~*~
1.What is your real, full name? Brittany Lynn Gandee
2.What other names were your parents thinking about for you? ashley, destiny
3.If you had been born of the opposite gender, what was your name going to be (according to your parents? idk
4. What does your name mean (if you know)? dk
5. Do you like your name? no
6. Do you know anyone else with your name? def.
7. If you could change your name, what would it be to? kylie
8. What is coolest name of someone you know? idk
9. The wierdest? faviola
10. The plainest/ugliest?david, i wayy to many
~*~*FAVORITES*~*~
11. What is your favorite weapon? anythign that can kill you
12. What is your favorite genre of book? sex stories.
13. What is your favorite planet? uranus ;-)
14. Your favorite type of sandwich? fck, idk
15. How about your favorite role playing game (if you play them)? if it involes sex afer ill play it
16. Your favorite play? (No, not movie or TV show, PLAY) chicago & steel magnoilas
17. Favorite joke? ask zach
18. Favorite color of clothing on you? blue or black or red
19. Favorite fruit juice flavor? strawberry
20. What's your favorite thing to look up online? my journals
~*~*ABOUT PEOPLE YOU KNOW*~*~
21. Do you know anyone who drinks underage (if yes, how many)? god only knows
22. Smokes (if yes, how many)?god only knows
23. Does drugs (if yes, how many)god only knows
24. Lost their vigrinity before being married? almost everyone
25. Worships the devil? a few
26. Has had their life threatened? yes
27. Do you know anyone who hates slurpees? no
28. Give a rough estimate of how many people you know. 150
29. Now how many of them are your friends? i dont like my friends
30. Where are the majority of your friends from (i.e. sports, school)? school
~*~*WOULD YOU EVER*~*~
31. Eat bugs purposely? no
32. Commit a crime? i have
33. Change your religion? negative
34. Lie to your parents? yeah
35. Jump over a waterfall? sure
36. Change clothes in front of an open window? all the time
37. Dress up as the opposite sex for an important event? sure.
38. Go out at night dressed in something like a black trenchoat and sunglasses? havent but should
39. Sing a harmonized duet in front of 500 strangers? yeh
40. Tell someone that you liked them if they were much older than you? uh huh...
~*~*HAVE YOU EVER*~*~
41. Lied to your parents about something really important? yes
42. Have your life threatened? yeah
43. Stumbled across FBI secrets online? no
44. Stayed up until the morning light talking online? yeah
45. Made people give you really wierd glances? all the time
46. Read a Shakespeare play? several
47. Talked in your sleep? i talk on the phone, if it rings, i dont remember what i say
48. Sung at a kareoke bar? yea
49. Looked something up online your parents specifically told you not to look up? no
50. Been run over... with a bike? u can get run over with a bike?
~*~*WHO'S*~*~
51. Number one on your hit list? Danielle.
52. On your aol IM-? trojanchk16
53. The person you talk to most online? zach
54. The person you talk to least online? brian
55. The person who calls you ever other day? uhh
56. Is there anyone that dumped you when you most needed them?Jeremy did alot of that
57. The last person you talked to on the phone with? barbra
58. The person/people you're with the most? ashley
59. Never home? josh
60. Always home? me
~*~*THIS OR THAT*~*~
61. Mulan or Moulin Rouge? moulin rouge
62. 7 Up or Dr. Pepper? dr. pepper
63. Hamsters or Gerbils? hamsters
64. Rats or Mice? mice
65. The Swings or the Slide? swings...i wana have sex on a slide tho
66. Rollercoaster or Merry-Go-Round? hmm get back to me on that one
67. Sneakers, Sandals, or No Shoes? Sandals most def
68. Italian or Mexican food? mexican-rosalitas
69. Fast Food or Sit Down Restaurant? fast food
70. The Sun or the Moon? moon
~*~*MORE FAVORITES*~*~
71. What's your favorite quote about love? love fucking sucks
72. Favorite quote about friends? thats a good one
73. How about about life? i fuckinf hate life
74. What's your favorite humorous quote? what sexual position produces the ugliest child?...ask your mom! --
75. How about the quote that makes you go, "Hmm..."? today is the tomorrow that we dream about yesterday
76. The quote that makes you go, "To true, to true?" cant worry about tomorrow pain tonight
77. What's your favorite swear word? fuck
78. What's your favorite non-swear word? intresting
79. What's your favorite thing to do on a cold day? go online
80. How about your favorite thing to do on a hot day? beach it!
~*~*WHAT DO YOU SEE*~*~
81. Are there any shoes in the room?si
82. Underwear? no
83. Dishes, glasses, forks, spoons ?bottle of reach dressing
84. Something unidentifiable that is very nasty looking? interstin
85. Money? yeah
86. A TV? yeah
87. Is there a fan in the room with you? 2
89. How about a blanket? white
90. What colors are the walls and the floor? colors
~*~*WRAPPING IT UP*~*~
91. In how many languages can you say "Goodbye?" 2
92. And how many of those can you actually spell? 2
93. What's your favorite way of ending a letter? (ie Sincerely, love from) <3 always me
94. Who's the last person you said goodbye to you, and where were they going?zac
96. How do you end internet conversations? PeaCe
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2004 29 May :: 10.30 am
:: Music: breathe
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I've been driving for an hour
Just talking to the rain
You say I've been driving you crazy
and its keeping you away
So just give me one good reason
Tell me why I should stay
'Cause I dont wanna waste another moment
in saying things we never meant to say
And I Take it just a little bit
I, hold my breath and count to ten
I, I've been waiting for a chance to let you in
If I just breathe
Let it fill the space in between
I'll know everything is alright
Breathe
Every little piece of me
You'll see
Everything is alright
If I just breathe
Well it's all so overrated
In not saying how you feel
So you end up watching chances fade
And wondering what's real
And I Give you just a little time
I, Wonder if you realize
I've been waiting till I see it in your eyes
If I just breathe
Let it fill the space between
I'll know everything is alright
Breathe,
Every little piece of me
You'll see
Everything is alright
If I just breathe
Breathe
So I whisper in the dark,
Hoping you hear me
Do you hear me?
If I just breathe
Let it fill the space between
I'll know everything is alright
Breathe,
Every little piece of me
You'll see
Everything is alright
Everything is alright if i just breathe... breathe
I've been driving for an hour
Just talking to the rain
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