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2004 28 May :: 8.25 pm
:: Mood: hyper
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1.Go into your LJ's archives.
2.Find your 23rd post (or closest to).
3.Find the fifth sentence (or closest to).
4.Post the text of the sentence in your blog along with these instructions.
outspoken bitch.. and he cant handle me.. truthfully i dont think I should have a bf at all
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2004 28 May :: 4.17 pm
read my blurty one, i dont feelin like writing it all out again,
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2004 26 May :: 10.54 pm
i didnt want to admit it, it was easier to lie and hide the hurt and emptiness to smile instead of cry. i didnt want to face the fact my life is full of pain and i long to stop my bleeding heart and maybe smile again, cause i feel oh-so-forgotten so betrayed and so alone without a trace of forgiveness and no soul to call my own i didnt want to admit the fact i cannot spread my wings and my happiness has melted, into tears and other things. its hard for me to hide the fact, my wishes have no home, and return to anguish, bow my head and cry alone.
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2004 26 May :: 10.34 pm
never go to bed in a bed mood.. you wont wake up in a good one.
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2004 26 May :: 6.37 pm
:: Mood: confused
:: Music: sunday afternoon
guess its not only me?
well. my mood went from happy* to depressed* in a matter of seconds.. but im now knowing that im not the only one.. man, this kid is so cool, and i hate seeing him depressed. him and his gf are havin problems i guess.. somethign his asshole friend said when they were bein stupid really got to him bc he over analyzed it after exams. i hate havin to much time. and he did. hes so cool. he cant be depressed.. its so hard to see him like this bc i cant do anything about it, and he was always there for me when im depressed.. im tryin to make him smile, but its hard when im depressed myself. go figure. but i love him, and we're guna fight tomorrow, and im going to knock him out with my boobs and run down the hallway screaming that he got beat by a girl.
i tried. kiddo, i love you, try and cheer up okay? mucho love!
besides that. today was okay. i hate school, but 2 more days and im done for summer-thank fuckin god- but idk man. ima miss some of these ppl, ive really grown to love these kids. i was acting so stupid on barbras camera today, holy shit, her lil like lover kid has seen my thong, my boobs, me singin compeltly not tryin mind u, into the camera, running around school yellin @ ppl to get out of my way-ud have to know what im tlakin about, if u know me, ask me, ill do it !! lmao-
uhhhhhh!!!!!!!! god im sucha dork.
but i was mostly happy today. i talked to zach like 1st thing this morning. always makes me happy.. funny, hes the one person who hasnt made me cry.. which is awesome. but idk. from what i see him and i arent going anywhere but if i cant have him, i wana be his best friend.. guna go
ily
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