i know what i want for christmas.
ive been home sick all week. i worked monday night, took off tuesday, was fine wed. went to ashleys thursday went home stayed home today and i have to work tonight. how gay. anyways.. exams and christmas next week. blahhhhhhh!!! my sister wrecked her new car. again.

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I've come to my senses,
That I've become senseless,
I could give you lessons on how to ruin your friendships,
Every last conviction, I smoked them all away,
I drank my frustrations down the drain, out of the way,
So I sit and wait and wonder,
"Does anyone else feel like me?"
Someone so tired of their routines and disappearing self-esteems,

[Chorus:]
I'll sing along,
Yeah with every emergency,
Just sing along,
I'm the king of catastrophies,
I'm so far gone,
That deep down inside I think it's fine by me,
I'm my own worst enemy

I could be an expert on co-dependency,
I could write the best book on underage tragedy,
I've been spending my time at the local liquor store,
I've been sleeping nightly on my best friends kitchen floor,
So I sit and wait and wonder,
"Does anyone else feel like me?"
I'm so over-dosed on apathy and burnt out on sympathy.

[Chorus]

Let the meaning slip away
Lost my faith in another day,
Self deprication seems okay,
I never thought I'd make it anyway

[Chorus]

I'm my own worst enemy [x5]

blahh
-----------------INFORMATION------------
-- Name: Brittany
-- Birthdate:02/15/88
-- Birthplace: fl
-- Eye Color: hazel
-- Hair Color: red
-- Zodiac Sign: aquaries
-- Innie or Outtie: innie

-----------------DESCRIBE------------------
-- Your heritage: Whittie
-- The shoes you wore today: my pink n black reefs
-- Your eyes: hazel
-- Your weakness: there are several
-- Your fears: being alone, letting people down

-----------------WHAT IS------------------
-- Your most overused phrase on aim: lol
-- Your thoughts first waking up:what time is it
-- The first feature you notice in the opposite sex: eyes/smile
-- Your best physical feature: dk
-- Your bedtime: whenever
-- Your greatest accomplishment: idk
-- Your most missed memory: my dad


-----------------YOU PREFER------------------
-- Pepsi or coke: Pepsi
-- McDonald's or Burger King: Micky D's
-- Single or group dates: whos coming along?
-- Adidas or Nike: adidas
-- Chocolate or vanilla: vanilla
-- Cappuccino or coffee: Cappuccino
-- Bras or Panties: panties

-----------------DO YOU------------------
-- Cuss: I tend to yes
-- Take a shower everyday: on most occasions
-- Have a crush?:yea
-- Do you think you've been in love?: once a while ago
-- Want to go to college: eh
-- Want to get married: eh
-- Type w/ your fingers on the right keys:yup
-- Get motion sickness: I don't think so
-- Think you're attractive: eh
-- Get along with your parents: sometimes we all have our moments
-- Like thunderstorms: sure do
-- Play an instrument: nope

------------IN THE PAST MONTH HAVE YOU--------------
-- Smoke(d): just cigs
-- Done a drug:yea
-- Had Sex: yea
-- Gone to the mall:there this weekend
-- Eaten sushi: sick
-- Been on stage: yea
-- Gone skating: haha yeah all kinds
-- Made homemade cookies: ummhmmm.. yummm
-- Been in love: so already asked that
-- dyed your hair: yea
-- Stolen anything: yeah

-----------------HAVE YOU EVER------------------
-- Flown on a plane: no
-- Missed school because it was raining?:no
-- Cried during a Movie?: yeah..:\
-- Ever thought an animated character was hot?: psh who hasn't
-- Had an imaginary Friend: yeah
-- Been on stage?:yea
-- Cut your hair: yeah
-- Had crush on a teacher?:no
-- Played a game that required removal of clothing?:yea
-- Gotten beaten up:no
-- Been in a fight: yeah
-- Shoplifted: yea

-----------------THE FUTURE------------------
-- Age you hope to be married:blah
-- Numbers and Names of Children: skylar landon, dylan dakota
-- Describe your Dream Wedding:i dont think ill ever get married
-- How do you want to die?: dk
-- What do you want to be when you grow up? dk
-- What country would you most like to visit?: England

-----------------OPPOSITE (or same) SEX------------------
-- Best eye/hair color:idk
-- Best height: taller then me
-- Best weight: idfk

-----------------NUMBER OF-----------------
-- Number of drugs taken illegally: one
-- Number of people I could trust with my life: hmm
-- Number of CDs that I own: wow..
-- Number of piercings: 4
-- Number of tattoos: 1
-- Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?:once
-- Number of scars on my body: 2
-- Number of things in my past that I regret: i think only one.

----------------FAVORITES------------------
-- Shampoo: pantene
-- Color: pink
-- Day/Night: night
-- Summer/Winter: winter
-- Fave Food: idk anymore
-- Fave Movies: lots


----------------RIGHT NOW------------------
-- Wearing: adidas shirt and black sweater, jeans
-- Drinking: nothing
-- Thinking about: sleeping
-- Listening to: ben folds five


---------------IN THE LAST 24 HRS------------------
-- Cried: yup
-- Worn jeans: yeah
-- Met someone new online: nope
-- Done laundry: nope
-- Drove a car: nope
-- Talked on the phone: mhmm :)

---------------DO YOU BELIEVE IN------------
-- Yourself: hardly ever
-- Your friends: most of the time
-- Santa Claus: haha
-- Angels: why not
-- Ghosts: yeah
-- UFO's: theres more than just us
-- God: yea

--------FRIENDS AND LIFE------------------
-- Do you ever wish you had another name? sometimes
-- Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend?: no
-- Do you like anyone? yea
-- Which one of your friends acts the most like you?:hha i think megan
-- Are you close to any family member?:no
-- Who do you like to hang around the most?: megan, ashley, alex and logan and erick