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2004 25 August :: 7.15 pm
:: Mood: sick
:: Music: sc
ick
-i hate being sick
-i was reading a note about Lee from last year, i miss him actaully talking to me.
- i feel like shit.
- i like logan.
- ahh
ive never been so lost, ive never felt so much at home
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2004 24 August :: 8.44 pm
:: Mood: sniffly
:: Music: if you ever stop lovin me
you sure have changed since yesterday..
bllaahhh i think im gettin sick which -->blows<-- anywho. so we went to the mall to get ashleys phone today i really like the phone.. and her and i have been talking alot latley about alot of things that needed to be talked about.. and we havent really spent any time just me and her which really sucks in like over 3 weeks... and i hate it, bc it feels like shes not even my best friend anymore, even tho i know that she is.. but its like sehs so distant now..;-\ ahh idk..
Josh went with us today.. gosh darnit i love that kid. anyways.. but today was LOGANS birthday!!! yay!!! hmm i duno what to do about him.. guess we will se what happenS!
xox
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2004 23 August :: 10.08 pm
:: Mood: pissed off
if only hed listen
Peep the style and the kids checking for it
The number one question is
How could you ignore it
We drop right back in the cut
Over basement tracks
With raps that got you backing this up like
[Rewind that]
We're just rolling with the rhythm
Rise from the ashes of stylistic division
With these non-stop lyrics of life living
Not to be forgotten
But still unforgiven
But in the meantime there are those who wanna
Talk this and that
So I suppose it gets to a point feelings gotta get hurt
And get dirty with the people spreading the dirt
[It goes]
Try to give you warning
But everyone ignores me
[Told you everything loud and clear]
But nobody's listening
Call to you so clearly
But you don't want to hear me
[Told you everything loud and clear]
But nobody's listening
I got a
Heart full of pain
Head full of stress
Handful of anger
Held in my chest
And everything left is a waste of time
I hate my rhymes
[But hate everyone else's more]
I'm riding on the back of this pressure
Guessing that it's better
I can't keep myself together
Because all of this stress
Gave me something to write on
The pain gave me something
I could set my sights on
You never forget the blood sweat and tears
The uphill struggle over years
The fear and trash talking
And the people it was to
And the people that started it
Just like you
I got a
Heart full of pain
Head full of stress
Handful of anger
Held in my chest
Uphill struggle
Blood, sweat and tears
Nothing to gain
Everything to fear
[Coming at you]
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2004 21 August :: 2.11 pm
:: Mood: bouncy
:: Music: dear dear diary i wana tell my secrest cuz i know youll keep them..
:o)
remember when boys meant yuck & friends were new
--* recess was too short & life was wayy too long.
decisions came easy w/out the need to belong .. storks
delivered babiesz ' and passions weren`t so strong
right was right * wrong was wrong . bad thingsz didn`t
happen - only skinned knees brought tears* the night light
quieted all our fears .. farewell meant just for summer '&
real friends didnt part .. the fun went on [forever] `nd it
n e v e r l e f t a b r o k e n h e a r t '
-I may not get to see you as often as I'd like-
-I may not get to hold you through the night-
-But deep inside my heart, i know its true-
-No matter what i do, ill always be in love with you-
<<< ThiNKiNg<<< oF tHe TiMeS
i SpEnT WiTh y.o.u
<> ThAt yOu wOuLd
cOmE b * a * c * k
>|W|a|N|t|I|n|G| tO tUrN bAck
{t i m e}
I LoVe yOu tOo MuCh
To JuSt LeT yOu Go
BuT eVeN aFtEr tHe */hEaRtbReAk\*
EvEn aFtEr eVeRyTiMe yOu hUrT mE
i StiLL dReAm aBoUt (yOu)
sTiLL WaNt yOu b * a * c * k
When I'm away from you,
All I think about is being with you.
When I'm with you,
All I think about is how I lost you.
I'm sad about how I feel.
And I don't know if this love is real.
I've tried to explain,
But again, you left me with nothing but pain.
I don't know what I should do,
Should I move on and find someone new?
Or should I hold on,
To what is already gone?
This awful pain I'm feeling Is killing me.
Why can't it just be You and Me?
I wish I could just move on,
And all this pain would wash away and be gone.
But, again, you leave me with nothing but pain.
But it's not that easy...
I fight to hold on,
To the memories of what used to be...
You and me.
You don't know how much you hurt me.
You cause me so much pain,
It's so bad there's not enough words to explain.
I thought you really loved me,
And I was the one for you.
But, once again...
You leave me with nothing but pain
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2004 20 August :: 6.28 pm
i still believe it when you say... its another perfect day..
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