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:: 2005 27 April :: 1.29pm

Its a pain in the ass having friends live with you.
They are always there, i dont know what to do you know?
Gah, he doesn't have a job, so he's got no money and he's always here, what do i do?
i dont want to kick him out and be an asshole about it, but on the otherhand its not like he doesn't have a place to go.

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xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 24 April :: 11.29pm
:: Mood: cold

its gettign better all the time
im updating !! what in the world is wrong with me ?! =) mwahah . .

well yeah .. iv had a busy - yet not so busy weekend !?. . i havent sleept a damn bit . . thats for sure . . lets see . .
friday night i went to work . .and i left to get bitched out and kicked out by my mom . . went and drove around. .and an hour later or so . . i met my dad up at JFK . .lindsey showed up and left 20 sceonds later because kriss came . . so whatever . . i was pissed . .but didnt care . . i wasnt there to hang out . . i was there because i wanted to die practically . .so yeah i sat in there with kriss and my dad for a little and then i got my wrist band and they took my blood everythign then sent me back to the waiting room . . then danny<33 showed up with his dad . .tom left after 20 minutes or so . .and my dad went to sleep in the truck. . danny went outside to smoke a cig and walked back in with zac !! i was very surprized . .=) soo the 4 of us hung out talked and what not for awhile then krissss went home ---> i dindt want her to be up there all night . . sinc eit was already 1 am ;) hah thanks for coming ohh yeah and staying !! =)). . around 3 something they took me into a room . .and took more blood . . of course had a problem findomg a dman vain . .soo i have a bazillion brusies like always =\ no fun . . but yeah my dad went to the car again to go back to sleep [[ zac nd danny<3 ]] had gone to get him to sing some papers . .soo we all sat around and watched tv . . danny was layin in my hospital bed with me . . [[ lol ]] trying to sleep . .and around 430ish we were all laying around half asleep even zac . . who had been extreamly intertained by the needles in my arm. .and the gloves !! . . =) he ended up going to his truck to sleep . and danny <33 slept in the bed . .around 530 we were woken up to take my testes . . wont go there =\ .. but we went back to the room and sat around for 20 minutes or so . . doctor offered me to chocies --> another 45 minutes or a fax . . ill take the fax !! . . so we got my stuff and left . .only to find out my dad had left . .and danny <3 nor myself had any money . . so zac paided for the copay --> thanks soo much !! .. i have to to give back to you . . next time i see you !! =)) and we all headed home . . for some slllllllleeeeeeeep god, was i tired .. i ended up being awoke at fucking 10am !! and had to run around and do shit so i got NO sleep . .=\ at work that night i felt miserable . . it was gayyy wayne told me i looked like i was going to die . .and he was worried lol. .and yeahh had a decent night tho . .untill i became 930 and i wanted ot go home . . and the second kitchen says . . take care of the last customer and clock out . .this guy walks in . .[[ he has long brown hair . .dirty . .leather jacket . .FREAKY looking ]] and runs up to the counter grabs my arm and yells call 911 !! call 911 !! call call . . so troy calls . and i back up enough to get him to release my hand . and he goes . . my wife is drunk . and she jsut beat the shit out of me . .he was actually pretty calm . .[[ shrugs ]] then . .he starts telling me abou7t how she stabed him last week and all this other bullshit . .and all the sudden this short skinny pregnant lady runs in black dirt marks all over her face . .bottom of her shirt a little torn . .and screams .. call 911 this man just raped me hes crazy call 911 this is a fucking emergancy call 911 !! and is screamin and cursing and carrying on . . .and starts to come around the counter threating me and screaming .. finally by that time kitchen came back from being outside and i wasnt by myself. .and pressed the button for the cops and scared her away from the counter . .and yea she walked outside as the cops pulled up . .and yeah the cop made me go outside and answer 300000000 questions and blah mucho drama with that and finally i got to go home . and went to fucking bed . .untill 12 cause danny <33 woke me up so we could talk.. even though he was paying more attention to his movie --> that he owns !! lol [[ shrugs ]] went back to sleep at 3 and then today ---> sunday <--- i woke up to go get thereasa's tounge periced butt that fell through . . so i went out to eat . . at . .urm ?! damn i cantr remember thats really sad . and annoying mee .. .whatever . . and then i drove aroudn did a few things, , got REALLY sick .. threw up for a good 3 hours [[ yuckie --> ickie ]]and headed to work, had an awesome night went by really fast !! =)) and that crack head guy .. walked by the store. . i got scared lol . . i tryed to sleep wen i got home but danny <33 wanted to talk =)) soo we talked for awhile then he headed off to zacs . .and im just bored . . but i think im going to hitt the hay in a few momentos . . im so beat . .

tomorrow is supposed to be just us, <33
hopefully goes thorugh . .

goodnight
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xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 24 April :: 2.23am
:: Mood: restless

he never updated . .

so this is mine

nite

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innocence

:: 2005 23 April :: 12.15am

heyy.. well i just got back from bobbys birthday party thing. ohmigosh it was so much fun lol. at first it was kinda awkward cuz i didnt realy know anybody and some people were being dicky, but it all got much better.

john dropped me and lauren off at francis lewis, and we met up with bobby, samir, and jeremy.. from there we walked to the pool hall and played pool. playing was fun, so was watchin, bobby oopeneed his birthday present and im pretty sure he liked it hehe i love the card. pool was a lot of fun especially when we really got into it

after pool me lauren and bobby went to the pizza place and met up with jeremy, we all talked n shit and then after we finished eating we walked to arbys to meet up with a few other people. we ended up drinking bobs gift haha and then we talked and chilled for a while. after that we went back to the pool hall to play ping pong.. that was funnnnnyyy..

john picked us up at like 1130 -- i wish it coulda been later =( .. im not very pleased with john tho, im actually really disappointed in him, but thats a different story.. kissed everyone bye and dipped. dropped lauren off, came home, changed and got online.. oh yea, and i sorta think he likes lauren.. eh what can you do?

all in all fun night and i hope to chill w/ him n his friends again soon. g'night!!

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xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 21 April :: 12.33am
:: Mood: cold

you cant be in love alone

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