:: 2005 9 November :: 10.44 pm

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:: 2005 9 November :: 1.58 pm
:: Music: MMMBOP

1 stars caught | Catch a Star

:: 2005 9 November :: 10.56 am

Also it really bums me out that everyone is getting star outline tattoos, mostly because ive had mine drawn out since my freshman year i just havent had the money to get it yet. i dont want the same tattoo as everyone, that sucks.
except hilary's is bomb as hell.

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:: 2005 9 November :: 10.52 am

so as opposed to going to sleep this morning i decided to study.
well i open my book and grab my notes to get prepared for my test. lo and behold i happen to know the answers to all the questions already, god bless mr dufty.
so now it is up to me to sleep more.
althouh i havent made much headway on that paper that i need to do. huh.
what a conundrum.
ill be okay.
yeah i will.
me and my stupid distractions and priority issues,
but last night a lesbian stuck dollars in my pants as I seranaded the bar with my rendition of Boys of Summer.
Plus jason gave me $5. just to sing it, it was cool. I like money.

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:: 2005 8 November :: 9.26 pm

"are we going up or just going down its just a matter of time until we're all found out"


my roomate just locked me in the bathroom with my rope that doesn't leave marks, that bitch, and then she dared me to snort some koolaid.
we are dumb bitches.
now my nose hurts a lot.
stupid meijer brand cheap shit.
well off to gay night.

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:: 2005 8 November :: 8.16 pm

RAy has been living with me for three weeks now. in that time i have lost 9 pounds. craziness.
but cool.
keep it up man.
my life is going so much differently than I had ever thought it would, now if i could just get this whole school situation done and better everything would be peaches.
i need to lose some of those big ol' distractions.
shoot.

2 stars caught | Catch a Star

:: 2005 7 November :: 12.58 pm

You know what pisses me off, You are NOT my boyfriend, why is it what you say effects me so much, that isnt even right. Ray was worried yesterday that I want to get back with you. FUCK NO I said. Im just upset because he completely doesn't care about me at all. I would never do that to you. I wouldnt go after Mike. Thats Bullshit to the extreme, You just don't do that. My BEST friend does that not register. We will never get back together and we will never be friends. God, it's a little upsetting because I kind of want to let it go but Im not going to. No it's a grudge that Im going to hold for the rest of my life. Yeah, I pretty much hate you.

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:: 2005 6 November :: 11.10 pm

i find myself fucking tired.
i dont know any spanish and I have a test in the morning. i suppose i should study, having sex just seems like so much more fun though.
yeah, but i should definately study first.
work sucked but it always does. totally not going to get into that though.
i hate walmart.
my mom was, as always, right.
shit.
okay.
tiempo para espanol.

2 stars caught | Catch a Star

:: 2005 6 November :: 12.18 pm

so the weekend went well. at least the parts i remember.
drinking always makes me feel better about things that make me sad and so now since im not drunk just let me throw this weight off my chest.

FUCK YOU PJ FRENCH.
You are not my friend, you will never again be my friend, do not call me, do not comment, do not even bother trying. You are an asshole and apparently our relationship meant nothing to you. For all of the things I've done, and there have been some bad ones, You are still worse you are still the lowest. I cannot believe your nerve. I cannot believe it at all. Thank God I have Ray who is a decent guy and not an asshole. I can't believe I was with you for so long. You fucking prick.


okay so that was my say, work sucked, but my weekend was good. we stayed at kristens. it was great. we babysat for her adorable kids, who love me and ray, Hayes got up this morning and woke me up to ask if I would watch cartoons with him, how could i say no. And Haven has the biggest crush on ray. so damn cute.
things couldnt be going any better.

1 stars caught | Catch a Star

:: 2005 4 November :: 12.06 am

so funny thing of the day, besides the doughnut thing.

"they aren't even boxers they are I can see all your junk trunks"

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:: 2005 3 November :: 12.51 pm

and so the biggest highlight of my day, or at least what made me laugh the most.

"I saw a fat guy eatin' a doughnut once"

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:: 2005 2 November :: 2.17 pm

"Cold"

Looking back at me I see
That I never really got it right
I never stopped to think of you
I'm always wrapped up in
Things I cannot win
You are the antidote that gets me by
Something strong
Like a drug that gets me high

[Chorus x2:]
What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold

To you I'm sorry about all the lies
Maybe in a different light
You could see me stand on my own again
Cause now i can see
You were the antidote that got me by
Something strong like a drug that got me high

[Chorus x2]

I never meant to be so cold

I never really wanted you to see
The screwed up side of me that I keep
Locked inside of me so deep
It always seems to get to me
I never really wanted you to go
So many things you should have known
I guess for me theres just no hope
I never meant to be so cold

4 stars caught | Catch a Star

:: 2005 2 November :: 2.14 pm

so ive got some sources.
two
and i need like 5
but two is enough until i have more time and energy.
like friday. while ray is at school.
he is at school right now but im tired. and have to work soonish.
whatever.


****edit

crossfades "cold"
is a kick ass song.


ive been listening to it for like an hour.

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:: 2005 2 November :: 1.20 pm

so yeah.
just woke up, didnt go to class again.
failing out of college is looking pretty damn good right now.
boyfriends are way too much of a distraction.
way too much.
so its 1:21.
Ive got to work at 4
Ive got a paper due tomorrow.
well a rough draft which means that i can really just jot some shit down and turn it to my peer editor, then work on it friday.
good.
I need to study like mad though.
for all of my classes, except for the one where the paper is due.
spanish is whooping my ass mostly because i never go.
Im going to fail that shit for sure.
ive got to start trying.
ray was like well your either going to fail miserabley or your going to kick your ass into gear and get done what you need to get done, thats your decision I can push you to get your work done all i want but until you decide that you want to its all a hill of beans.
man alive.
we watched house of wax last night it was stupid as hell.
stupid stupid.
paris hilton's role in that movie was nothing more than to show the world her ass a little bit more.
fucking retarded.
i knew it was going to be retarded but kaylee rented it so i watched it.
whatever.
stupid.
I have about three laundry baskets full of laundry that i need to do. but im waiting until saturday because im going to go to kristins and use her washer for free.
she is way cool.
she said we can stay with her whenever we want and use her washer and dryer and all that good shit.
it might have something to do with ray babysitting for free but whatever.
thats cool too.
its kind of a ill scratch your back if you scratch mine situation.
you know.
plus she is just really cool all around.
but that laundry.
man im telling you. might not make it till saturday.
there is a shit load of it.
mind you its two peoples so that makes quite the difference.
huh.
also need to go grocery shopping because this place is tapped.
there is nothing left to eat.
i just ate a grilled cheese sandwhich but it was cheap ass meijer cheese and disgusting.
i threw my sandwhich away which puts me at no food, no dinner, nothing and that blows.
tomorrow is pay day though so that is uber cool.
i could totally use some money, not that it will last long what with my bills that are all overdue and that late fees that accompany them.
shit.
okay that is about it for today because im going to get up off my ass and do something productive, get a start on that paper actually, sounds pretty damn good.

1 stars caught | Catch a Star

:: 2005 1 November :: 6.10 pm

wow,
everything is craziness.
I cannot fucking take this life anymore.
like seriously. I am fucking going nuts.
i just dont know what to do with myself or with anything.
oh and pj french,
so kristin from photo center right?
when is she going to go out with you.
how about never.
god.
we got to drinking and she realized who you were and who i was. and I am absolutely thrilled to hear that you were hitting on other girls while you were so "in love" with me.
thats fantastic.
this is like at the end of my list of irritations but at the moment the one i can vent about.


oh and rays ex, yeah she got his nextel bill.
with my number
and now she is calling it.
fantastic.

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