:: 2005 31 October :: 10.20 am

what is going on with me?
I am fucked up beyond all believe.
my life is going down but i havent been this happy in so long.
its outstanding.
my body needs a good stretch,
then im going to take some sleep, and then im going to get up and go have some halloween hot wings and then go to work.
come to walmart if you want to see lizzys super cool fairy costume that she looks super cute in!.
har har.

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:: 2005 31 October :: 2.22 am

I am sad. I miss my friends.
I am having a Dani lauer withdrawal.
I want to have a big big party, and see everyone who I miss. Also. I want everything to be okay. right, and perfect and happiness.
It is, just not like it should be.
I mean like not screwy,
It's so not traditional.
so crazy.
im happy though.

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:: 2005 27 October :: 11.27 pm

so it occurs to me that i hate a lot of people. Im done hating people though because im not in high school anymore. so there.
suck on that.

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:: 2005 27 October :: 3.55 pm

well today is taco night. Tomorrow doctors appointment in edmore. god the drive is shitty, also gotta go to the cedar post office. effing a.
so much stuff to do so little time. a paper to finish tonight. cannot be anymore late because i will fail more than I already am going to. shit shit shitty. just waiting for this class to start now. i hope the distractions of my life at the moment will just chill out for awhile. i dont know why i say it like that, hes been on me to do that paper since it was due last week. effing a.
but at least its taco night and then im going to deb to try and find a top for my halloween costume. its so cool.
lol.
i love halloween.

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:: 2005 27 October :: 10.58 am

"Your not crispy or cheesy but you are fast and easy."

quite the contradiction since five minutes ago I didn't put out.

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:: 2005 26 October :: 12.17 am

I have the ass kickingest fairy costume ever. its fantastic only i dont have a top so that sucks. any ideas throw them my way.

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:: 2005 25 October :: 6.24 pm

For the first time in a long time I'm with someone who doesn't know everything about me. who wants to learn, who laughs when i get upset because im lost but then cries later when i get upset with him for being mean to me. who kisses my shoulder when i get out of the shower. who has dinner waiting when i get home, who is angry because i lent him money, who doesnt let me go to sleep at night because he wants to spend the night talking but then gets upset when i sleep through my first class. I don't want high school. everything is too hard. I'm in a new chapter of my life. maybe a new book I don't know. I miss it all so much, this song just reminds me of everything that i used to have, i get the impression that the writer is singing the song to his new love and trying to explain his childhood to her but she was somewhere else completely and he realized through her that he is living entirely too much in the past, the future thats what its about.

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:: 2005 25 October :: 6.09 pm

Look at this photograph
Everytime I do it makes me laugh
How did our eyes get so red
And what the hell is on Joey's head

And this is where I grew up
I think the present owner fixed it up
I never knew we'd ever went without
The second floor is hard for sneaking out

And this is where I went to school
Most of the time had better things to do
Criminal record says I broke in twice
I must have done it half a dozen times

I wonder if It's too late
Should i go back and try to graduate
Life's better now then it was back then
If I was them I wouldn't let me in

Oh oh oh
Oh god I

Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye

Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye

Remember the old arcade
Blew every dollar that we ever made
The cops hated us hangin' out
They say somebody went and burned it down

We used to listen to the radio
And sing along with every song we know
We said someday we'd find out how if feels
To sing to more than just the steering wheel

Kim's the first girl I kissed
I was so nervous that I nearly missed
She's had a couple of kids since then
I haven't seen her since god knows when

Oh oh oh
Oh god I

Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye

Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye

I miss that town
I miss the faces
You can't erase
You can't replace it
I miss it now
I can't believe it

So hard to stay
Too hard to leave it

If I could I relive those days
I know the one thing that would never change

Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye

Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye

Look at this photograph
Everytime I do it makes me laugh
Everytime I do it makes me

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:: 2005 25 October :: 3.31 pm

You are Soap. That's right soap was,is, and always
will be the main character of this movie. You
make everything funny and a bit odd. But you
use that to your advantage. You get along with
almost everyone, But at times you are a bit
slippery. You have a unparalelled expertise at
getting others into trouble. You are a good
friend but your up-bringing is not without it's
consequences. If manipulated properly you
become a deadly explosive force that doesn't
care what you hurt. You life seems short but
within that span of time you do great things.
You are a goo honest person. You just happen to
be very tempermental. Sleek in design, Cheap,
You even come with your own brand name.


Which Fight Club main character are you?
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:: 2005 25 October :: 12.13 pm

Spartan girls are sassy,
UM girls are smart,
but it takes a "Laker girl" to win over his heart.
Western girls can't dance,
Those Tech girls can't flow.
So if you want the best of all,
Grand Valley's where you go.
Wayne State girls are wild,
Central girls are fun,
but when it comes to drinking,
Those Lakers 'get-err-done'!
S-Valley gals are boring,
Ferris girls are fake.
So when you want the very best,
GV girls take the cake!
Girls will be girls,
No matter where you head.
But if you want the best of all,
Remember what I said.
So any guy who reads this truly has to know:
If you have a Laker girl,
NEVER LET HER GO!

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:: 2005 24 October :: 2.56 pm

shit im tired. I just slept the day away.it was great. i needed the sleep. ive got something going on. medically. i dont know what, unfortunately the soonest i could get in to the doctors is december 2. what the hecks. that sucks hopefully its nothing serious right. damn. okay im going home for dinner and then to the haunt.

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:: 2005 24 October :: 12.06 am

I am in one fucked up stage of my life.
I got my first write up tonight,
well it was a verbal coaching.
for something that i know i did but i completely dont remember doing, not the actual thing or any of the events leading up to it. Its craziness. Im so faized, and everything is crazy. Life has to turn itself all right again. I am so exhausted i need to eat so i can stop shaking, go to bed, write my paper and stop smoking.these four things will make everything better.

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:: 2005 22 October :: 3.07 am

Well interesting night. Joslyn is staying here with me tonight. BITCHIN'
Tomorrow night, chillin' and some saved. work. lots of work. god im tired.

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:: 2005 21 October :: 12.48 am

gotta get up at 8 and its gonna be hard, thanks a lot stupid ray.
ah.

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:: 2005 20 October :: 7.40 pm

Dinner with the parents was fantago.
We get along okay.
and Now I am doing some laundry.
Trying to work on this paper. Not going to get it done.
I find myself blocked, but as pj says I will find a way and somehow I will come out of this too unscathed.
I am fabulous.
In case you didn't know.
only 3 minutes until my laundry is done. How sad that Im like waiting for that moment. lol.
okay thats my night then.

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