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:: 2005 25 September :: 4.44 am

IM home finally,
after two very tiresome nights.
interesting shit ill tell ya what and you think you know somebody.
matter we have GOT to talk soon. but ive got to be to work at 1130 so my ass is going ot sleep a little bit.
I love pj and miss him and hope he is having a fantab weekend. When do you work this week anyway pj.???

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:: 2005 22 September :: 9.39 pm

"Restriction of free thought and free speech is the most dangerous of all subversions. It is the one un-American act that could most easily defeat us."
-William O. Douglas

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:: 2005 22 September :: 4.51 pm

class break equals teh suckness. I want to be at home with pj. I love you pj.
why does class suck so bad, oh thats right cuz my teacher is a turd face who always has something to do and doesnt waste a minute of our time, but at least hes a good guy and says funny things about bumper balls.
ha calvin pisses on something.

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:: 2005 22 September :: 3.51 pm

Im sitting here in the lab, just waiting for class to start. I am bored as hell.
I thought these couple of days were going to be different. They are good they just arent what I expected and Im a little upset with myself.
My mounting financial issues being my biggest frustration. But as always I will get through them because I have nothing else to do. I will pick the best solution that doesn't include asking my parents for money. My check was about 150$ less than norm so I am teh screwed, because with groceries gas and the million unnecesarry things that I spend my money on I find myself about 15$ short of the money that I owe my school. this being payday, so even if I found that money somewhere I would be moneyless for the next two weeks, that would be okay except for the gas that I will eventually need in the next two weeks, so my solution to this is to be as frivalous as possible, only putting money in my gas tank and suffering through the late fees that will come off of the school owed money, to me its better than borrowing and paying the overdraft fee from the bank. cheaper than the overdraft as well, plus i wont have to worry later on about the gas money that I don't have. I can't really live all that well on completely cleaned out so good ol' gvsu will just sit tight for two weeks until pay day rolls around again and they will be happy because they will rake in 24$ worth of late fees. I have definately thought this all out because well, I have to be as logical and practical as possible at this point and that my high school friends is the suckiest part of going to college, if I ran out of money in high school woopty doo. I could walk to work then.
Okay class starting in three. Loves.

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:: 2005 22 September :: 8.13 am

so like officially this is the first day of school that ive gotten up on time.
goody goody for me.

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:: 2005 21 September :: 11.45 pm

out-fucking-standing

phew

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:: 2005 21 September :: 4.02 pm

holy good.

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:: 2005 21 September :: 1.23 pm

oh my god.
I keep doing really stupid shit.
like over and over and i keep doing it even though i know that i will regret it later on.
i sleep through my alarm this morning and ended up just not going to any of my classes. I slept until just now. My art class is right in the middle. I wanted to go to language lab this morning so that I wouldn't have to go while Pj is here but I guess that isn't going to happen since he will be here in like 30 mintues
Im hungry too. I hope he is hungry. I have like 150$ left on my school debit thing and that has to last the rest of the semester I doubt it.
conisidering Ive spent 150$ since i got there. 300$ isnt really that much. Ill live though. I always do. I really have to stop with the coffee shops and such though. Only for Fridays. DAMN it.
I need to take a shower and eat something.
I love you PJ.

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:: 2005 21 September :: 2.04 am

hey guess what online family this is me, who once again has yet to go to sleep and its 2:04 with a 9 am class and needing to talk to profesor in la manana about my spanish issues.
shit shit shit.
in other news great quote of to-day

"I love you so fucking long time you die"

I heart matt whetzel so much.

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:: 2005 19 September :: 11.10 pm

so I carry this bag.
this messenger bag,
its pink and fits me like perfect.
ive carried it since i was in like eighth grade right.
I love it,
It is my complete security in one bag.
once on a survey the question was how would you identify yourself and kelly said I dont know but it has something to do with that pink bag and he was right. so anyway I love this thing and its still perfect only broken in and I bought it on mackinac island so ithought no one would ever have the same one.
I walk into the damn bookstore on campus and they have not only my bag but the same one in blue and black.
OMG
I was so excited only not.
because now I can buy a blue one. and a pink one for my little sister, but also not because well its so damn sucky that anyone on campus can steal my security,
but it wont be the same securtiy i dont know i just know that im bummed but pleased and like 5 years later they still make that bag.
craziness.

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:: 2005 19 September :: 2.36 pm

so i went to that ranting-gryphon site.
effing hilarious the whole thing, only less hilarious because everything he says is true.
america is sucking pretty hardcore right now.

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:: 2005 19 September :: 11.01 am

well im a level four warlock, who got a 75% on her spanish test. its passing at least I suppose.
I was sad though because well i dont get along with average and the class average was like an 87 so i brought it down quite a bit. and that would make me below average which i most certainly am not. studying may become a priority in college while it wasnt in high school. hhmmness.
anyway.
thats my life

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:: 2005 19 September :: 1.23 am
:: Music: oasis, champagne supernova

I hate being awake at 1:23 in the morning, wishing that you were here.
I hate it when your right.
I hate school.
I hate crying over back episodes of the O.C. like some stupid teenage girl.
I hate being a teenage girl.
I hate work.
I hate myself mostly for being who I am so wholeheartedly and feeling bad about it.
I love you though. I just wish you were here right now, with me,
I need you so much.
I hate needing you.

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:: 2005 19 September :: 12.06 am

well work sucked,
there were only two cashiers all night, so it was craziness. martin called in so jeff was the only manager all day long. poor guy didnt get a break.
hes a good guy thouhg.
i was on layaway and it was dead.
now my head is pounding.
i really want to talk to pj who by the way im not pissed at and never was just being an ass is all.
i have to go to school in the morning though so i cant really wait up for him all night, especially when i dont know if he is playing that stupid game or not.
bummering me out ill tell ya.
thats why i hate that game cuz you get all caught up in it and have no time for me and that blows a lot, it makes me feel like im worth a whole lot let me tell you, when my boyfriend blows off talking to me to play a video game.
i hate those games so much. all of them.
im so damn tired.
i was in a great mood and now i cant talk to you and im just upset because of it.
damn it.
fuck.
and to top it all off i broke a nail.
well poo.
got to go to bed.

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:: 2005 18 September :: 12.50 pm

PJ FRENCH
I am so angry at you and your stupid warcraft game.
grrr.
gr
grrrr
I am pissed pissed pissed off.
gah.
good fucking thing I love you so much

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