:: 2005 12 August :: 12.33 am

well its been quite awhile hasnt it?
nothing new here.
work work work.
school is blahk
those bastards dont know what is going on and ill be damned if I do.
so i went and talked to them today and supposedly everything is worked out, lets hope so huh.
but um i guess thats all. i had a couple of shitty days at work but i dont really feel like going into it.
my worst day at walmart is kinda like a normal day was at kfc so its cool

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:: 2005 8 August :: 10.57 pm

well today was a day,
first i got up and layed with pj for awhile, then i went to my grandmas.
matty called me, kfc has a new rule apparently
a couple i guess. not sure but bill will fill me in Im pos.
#1 Liz can only be served by management.
#2 No employees can go on break while Liz is in the store
#3 Liz can only be in the store for an hour.

LOL.
I laugh because they make it seem like i can't live without kfc or something, like i spend a shit load of time there.
Ive been there like 3 times since i quit. and never for more than twenty minutes. lo freaking l
God mindy is a cunt.
and monica and lynda.
Im so glad to be free of that place.
Honestly dont they have anything better to do around there. like i dont know serve the customers?

well either way.
I can have lots of fun with this. LOTS.
I laugh at your audacity Melinda.

in other news. the lake was fun. I like the cousin, I mean I always did, its nice to see him again.
He always changes so much. but two years is a long time,
its odd that they dont come as a pair anymore. Im going to go spend the night when i have more time.
he goes home on the 23 and so ive gotta get there quick, cuz hes got a job and stuff now so every summer isnt too feasible.
next sunday i think.

but in other news I got pulled over for the first time.
by a state boy.
speeding. 85. in a 70 not bad at all. ive done worse surely. but now im going to be careful cuz i got mega lectured.
about killing my sister who was in the car with me at the time,
no ticket though. my dad and pj agree that my femness helped me out.
lol
well i guess thats all ive got. only I love pj so much. more than anything the entire world.

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:: 2005 7 August :: 1.51 pm
:: Music: WAKEFIELD

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:: 2005 7 August :: 11.32 am

Jamming to Wakefield. Remembering how much ass we kicked last night.
*sigh* I wish it would never end.

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:: 2005 7 August :: 12.53 am
:: Music: Wakefield...wOOt wOOt

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:: 2005 6 August :: 9.54 am

countdown to BFS, 8 hours and 5 minutes.
*shrieks with excitement*

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:: 2005 6 August :: 12.08 am

okay well today was a good day. work super sucked. but then pj and i went to see the Dukes of Hazzard which was this awesome movie
like seriously kicked major ass, everyone should go see it right now.
I loved it. okay thats about all that happened today.
BOWLING FOR SouP TOMORROW well tonight now.
YAYA im so mega excited.
fuck yeah

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:: 2005 5 August :: 12.47 am

well interesting day at work.
always interesting.
tired now. gonna head to bed.
wish i could talk to pj. who i love more than anything.
*sigh*
and cue the giddy face.
i thought a lot about it, and i talked to nate,
i dont need his validation but it was nice to have it anyway.
one of the most important things to have is self-esteem. i can be bothered but only for a fleeting moment, until i realize that one. I know the truth i was there,
and 2. I am in a happy secure relationship with someone who loves and i am going to spend the rest of my life with him, so whatever and whoever i did or didnt do doesnt matter anymore. im a completely different person with pj. im in a relationship where i dont have to feel claustraphobic or insecure becaue i know that good boyfriends and real loves dont cheat, and what i have is one high quality good boyfriend who I can tell I Love you and not be lieing in order to stop an uncomfortable situation.

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:: 2005 4 August :: 12.04 am

I find many a satisfactions in being proven right and knowing that i will always be better than most people leaving cedar springs. im at least in the top quarter percentile. ha


edit: at least the people in my graduation class

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:: 2005 3 August :: 12.14 pm

some people's absolute stupidity amazes me. they cannot grasp the concept of just shutting up while they are behind and they just keep coming back for more. but maybe they are so stupid that they don't even realize how far behind they really are. there are few people that i wouldnt flame war with given the right circumstances. jay, mitch, and phil.
yeah thats about it, pretty much everyone else can only swear and say things that make absolutely no sense. Im sure there are more people than that but those three can really hold their own and ive seen it. as for the rest...
its 2005 boys acting cool doesn't cut it anymore pull out your books and learn something before you try to make me look stupid.
*rolls eyes and walks away*

btw this post isn't trying to start anything it's just something that came to mind when some half-wit called me bitch like three times.
every post was like "listen bitch"
yeah cuz calling me a bitch is a really good one. maybe when we were in third grade.

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:: 2005 3 August :: 10.42 am

well shit pretty soon my karma is going to kick me in the ass. maybe today is the day. who really knows. i know that when something bad happens to me though it will be my own fault. someone told me once that god doesnt punish us but i think that maybe he does. just maybe once in awhile hes pissed off cuz you do something and you feel the repercussion and you beg for forgiveness and then turn around and do the same thing over and over again. eventually he just gets pissed off and that is how lives are ruined. i hate that feeling. the uncertainty of it all. i hate karma so you think that i would just stop being the way that i am, being a karma magnet. shit. i dont even know. work today though. gotta do that. blahk.
well later then *hugs*
cross your fingers that i dont take that hit of karma okay.
im not really sure if this situation counts as karma though. i didnt hurt anyone in the process so I dont think that it is. hhmm. thats a thinker.

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:: 2005 31 July :: 11.36 pm

well i love it when everything works out. only ill be fucked when it doesnt all work out. someday im going to say the wrong thing and he wont love me anymore. thats only the scariest thought in the world

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:: 2005 31 July :: 9.39 pm

shit shit shit.
almost going to happen I can feel it again. gahd.
shit

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:: 2005 31 July :: 9.18 pm

well shit.
im tired
and the day is almost over now.
im watching desperate housewives.
so im going to reorganize my cd folder while i wait for pj to get on the messenger. id dying to talk to him.

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:: 2005 31 July :: 12.30 am

well home from work, tired
so tired
hoping to talk to pj but he is probably in bed cuz of the all nighter and work and all. so i guess that, that is all of the post that ive got for right now.
alright loves then.

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