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2005 13 April :: 8.17 pm
well we lost.
but that just seems to be a what are ya gonna do sorta thing. it was a good game we just stunk up the first inning. they only got 2 runs after the first terrible inning. but i scored and I hit well. I stole, I slid, I caught a ball. I fumbled a few which im still beating up about, but as it turns out you can only do so much and in the end it was a mediocre game. tomorrow I am determined to do better. I ended up crying more than once tonight but tomorrow not at all. Im really glad that little erika was there though because she really picks me up like none other. and mr. smith really brings me down. all the time. and reed, well hes reed. I like him, Hes good to me and he dosent yell at me unless I deserve it which is more than I can say for Pam. Poor Pam who is right now in the same boat that I was in last year. always started short, didnt expect to play before katie but wanted to play there next year. but WHAT is that Pammy K in right field . WHAT!?!?. shes great but that isnt where she wants to be, and frankly until she figures it out for herself softball will be the hell. Just like it was for me. I wonder if I should talk to reed. but that would probably be interferring. only she is less tolerable than I and she would probably blow a fuse a lot quicker. shes awesome though. one of my favs. I just wish that reed would pull out and do it quick before he loses a good player. well thats my update. dh tomorrow. cant wait. super excited. want to go to bed just to be closer to it. yay. yay, yay. oh skippy.
as if I would end an entry without saying how much I love pj. geez
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2005 13 April :: 2.06 pm
only another 24 minutes until the bus boards for the first game. how excited am I. I finally remember why ive been busting my ass and putting up with all the bs. yay.
so tired though. but really in a good moon nonetheless. i cant wait. i better play. or ill be uber pissed. uber. i dont really know what else to say because outside of the love of my life, softball is the only thing on my mind. only now im feeling a little bit chilly. cant wait ,cant wait , cant wait, lets go softball. wOOt wOOT
I love pj the frenchiest french of my entire entity.
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2005 13 April :: 11.27 am
well econ once again, this is my prime-o typing time. i dont really get into the stocks so much anymore. but thats life i suppose. first game tonight and I cannot wait. ive been waiting forever and forever presents itself as too long. yay cedar . we will win. wish me luck and prosperity, PJ I LOVE YOU
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2005 10 April :: 2.52 pm
i pretty much hate the truth
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2005 10 April :: 12.59 pm
im home, im sick. gotta work here soon, also its sunday and I need need need to finish the homework that I have. i have to finish/start my scupture, cuz i had most of it done but it got broken on the way home. shoot. so i need to do that. but i feel really horrible. so i might just take a bath and try to decongest or something. i have a massive head cold thing going on . thats the nutshell i guess.
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2005 8 April :: 1.02 pm
so today is cool. hanging with sister. its going really good. we havent been fighting or anything. only catch this. the 25 year old stepsister of mine was taken, along with her three kids, into my mothers home since she got divorced. she goes to my other sisters house and talks about what a fat cow my mom is and how she never does anything. i havent seen her yet but i will and the shit will go down. thats my mom bitch, and julie oh yeah shes pissed too we will kill her, you ungrateful little whore.
god my familys disfunctional.
geez
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2005 7 April :: 12.27 pm
well its almost time to journey over to the mothers house. it should be fun. ive been really excited about going for awhile. now its almost time and i dont really care anymore. I could just stay here with pj for a little bit longer. but my brother wants to get to his dads and since im driving him there then I have to haul soem ass.
yeah but either way. i love pj. somehow more every single day.
explain that one to me and your the winner. hhmm. sweet contentment has finally found me.
content not happy. happy equals pj all the time. a family and a life together. give it a few years I suppose. I love you.
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2005 7 April :: 11.03 am
reminder to chris: don't piss me off
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2005 7 April :: 8.32 am
So Im pretty sure that I know who was leaving those posts. if nothing else I know shes from Cockford.
but either way Im dedicating this post for her.
Hey you skanky little bitch, who do you think you are?
You think your better than me, oh wait you think your better than everyone. Which is funny because everyone at work hates you and talks bad about you all the time, and you think you would pick that up since no one ever talks to you. I may be fat, yes this is definately true but guess what honey? I can DIET your going to be a rat faced little bitch for the rest of your life. All you talk about is how wonderful you are and how wonderful your boyfriend is. yeah no wonder your a virgin, all your boyfriends have been nasty sceevy fucks.I know its hard because they are so god damned stumpy but try opening your legs and then you wouldnt have to cut yourself all the time. you fucking sad freak. Believe me you will get yours, ive got some guys working on it right now. and I will see you at work. and everyone at work. you know the mean ones, yeah they know it was you so its going to be a pleasant environment. you want original or extra crispy.
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2005 6 April :: 2.03 pm
sometimes I look at myself and realize how truly ignorant I am. and then I dont really care anymore. I dont have anyone to impress and I dont feel bad about the things I say ignorant or not. somewhere along the line we all grow up and I pretty much dont care what you guys think of me.
well to some extent I respect the opinion of those of you who are my friends but in the end Im going to do or not do whatever I want.
because Im selfish, arrogant, ignorant, and kind of a bitch.
but thats life isnt it? there are going to be people like me around forever, unless of course you lock yourself in a cabin in the woods all alone. i dont by any means think Im better than anyone. Im sorry that people have unfortunate situations and Im sorry when I cant help those people. thats life though, thats america and thats the way it is. it seems to be progressively worse though dosent it?
generally speaking Im sorry that I am ignorant. but only because I dont know any better.
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2005 5 April :: 7.31 pm
7.31.
i just wait for the hour when I can sleep. i really enjoy sleeping.
plus sex and the city. I cant wait to go to my moms. but i want to see pj. hey you should come over tomorrow. but i dont get out of practice until one.
so kinda pointless i suppose.
shoot. i love you a lot you know. more than anything in the world. so monday then. im totally counting on monday so much.
i need monday.
scratch that. I NEED you.
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2005 5 April :: 7.26 pm
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2005 4 April :: 2.24 pm
is anyone else like SUPER SICK of boulevard of broken dreams or is that just me.
its been on like 7 times. on every station too. gack
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2005 4 April :: 2.22 pm
i really like it when new people add me to their friends list. yay. especially people i dont know but i see from a distance and think are rocking cough cough andrea. anyway. that was all. it quite made my day.
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2005 4 April :: 11.36 am
"the majority of the iodine wont harm you"
huh how about the minority, it is radioactive. but alas.
first he untwisted this huge container. pulled out a smaller tube. and untwisted, small pill. half blue, half fluorescent orange. and he says, heres some water to take with it. WHAT?!? three tubes and glowing. plus it wont harm me. yoyu are one scary mofo who wants me to eat radiation. maybe my poop will glow. hehe but pj call me at my home if you get this cuz im bored but if now ill talk to you tonight. probably after your work? I love you
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