:: 2005 12 January :: 6.00 pm

i feel like im being lied to and thats sucks because it is not a great feeling. in fact its the kind of feeling that makes me question the entire existence of the whole thing. we need to talk

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:: 2005 12 January :: 10.50 am

snow days are friggin rock. Im totally going to watch garden state. and not get dressed and be lazy because for the first time in like 5 days I dont have to go to the chicken hell. SCORE .then Im going to stay home and hang out with my family and be happy. but wish pj were here. blah. I love you.

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:: 2005 11 January :: 11.10 am

blah blah freaking blah. I have to work today. mr babbitt super sucks because steve is failing his class as was I at about the same time last year. I really wish that this stupid week were over. super cramps. SUCK SUCK SUCK.
frickin A. I seriously have nothing of any importance to say but at the same time I just want to rant about absolutely nothing. gosh. this gum is pretty damn good. I cant wait for senior year to be over. thanks for the gum steve. media bullshit sucks too. evyeone is just standing around and saying random things. none of which are going to make me feel better. im going to get fired soon. im going to drop out of school. and live on the streets. i hate everything. go to hell.

I love pj
mr babbitt sucks just to reiterate

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:: 2005 11 January :: 9.08 am

upon request of pj I am updating. why because im completely whipped and do everything he says. call 6 times a night and freak out when he dosent call exactly when he says hes going to. I feel like im on some sort of drug and Im withdrawing (sp). either way everything just sucks. and nothing is okay. im pissing on everything good that I have finally found and when everything hits the peak of perfect it crashes back down in a matter of two days. Im so completely sick of this bi-polar bullshit. Im sick of expecting things and then having that explode in my face. I sick of working things out for the best and then getting the worst in return. whats going on and what has happened to me. is this a figment of my imagination. has the pms fairy landed again sending liz spinning into a galaxy of paranoia and doubt. who knows. I sure don't which is why I dont take action right away. Im more the sit back and see the whole picture before explosion sort of girl. Im sorry. I wish I wasn't. I wish i wasnt sitting in the library ranting about ready to cry. I wish I hadnt spent the last 5 days late at night crying by myself. I wish I had money and happiness and that feeling that I used to have like everything was going to be okay no matter what if only you and I were together. but it is all okay. I love you. (PMS is a bitch)
I love you so much.

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:: 2005 5 January :: 2.28 pm

SHAZAM! KICK THE AIR

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:: 2005 5 January :: 11.36 am

somebody should tell me something worth saying to stop up my boredom. im so bored. and i get so incrediibley irritated. because i have numerous expenses and no money and all i look forward to is swirl and I now I have to wear the same dress I wore last year. and i really like the dress dont get me wrong but its the same one i wore with james and I just want new and better for pj. just overwhelmed by everything i suppose. Im just worried about everything to yet the most trivial thing which is dresses is what is bothering my the most.
not to bitch Im just making a list to look back on so i have an idea of where I stand.
January
Ferris camp 55
insurance 50-
February. Insurance 50
housing app 150
PtP 100
March insurance 50
Orientation 75


suck suck suck.

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:: 2004 28 December :: 12.07 pm

so christmas
$20
$10 gift card
pants
2 shirts
lots of eerings
air soft gun
2 books
embossing kit
pretty in pink
sixteen candles
billy madison/happy gilmore
barbie
shania twain
shedaisy
slippers
pants
purse
dvd player
ddr
new shoes
two easels
loads of canvas
tons of paint
about 30 paintbrushes of different size
bowling for soup
that 70s show first season
HIM poster and sticker for car
a league of their own
body lotions and soaps from bath and body works
eurotrip
an extra ddr pad

thats so much more shit than anyone really needs

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:: 2004 23 December :: 2.08 pm

so i totally got some of my cds from the cops. 5 of them. excited I am. yellowcard, bfs, hoobastank. sublime, and a burnt one. now Im at my moms. which is pretty cool cuz it turns out that I really missed my family. a lot. as crazy as they all are I love them and well they at least pretend to love me. I gave my art project to my grandma, she liked it a lot and then she gave me a piece of pie and a cup of coffee. my mom just hugged me for a really long time. my uncle gave me a wet willy and my little cousins grabbed my legs, jumped on my back and yelled. izzy. cuz thats what they call me when they are super excited. i really do love this family. and its almost christmas. tomorrow all my older bros and sises are coming in the morning for christmas then at 330 grandma artecki followed by the arrival of pj, then back to moms late at night. wake up, pj will come over(he is staying with my grandparents and my dad and deidra in alma) we will open gifts go to my other grandmas, go home. so many gifts.god i cant wait. and i so enjoy being a selfish brat. its my privilege once a year. i burnt a copy of the ashlee simpson cd that I burnt for my sister. it seems like most of my stolen cds are backed up somewhere. if someone has EVE6 HORRORSCOPE that would be super awesome. anyway im in the basement and absolutely chilled to the bone. I hope you all have great holidays. Im pretty sure I will. Loves and HUGS. drive careful and make sure not to keep your pants on because it is the season for giving so give it up bitches. LoVE LIZZY

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:: 2004 23 December :: 2.07 pm

you wish you were me. fucking. and having fun. and being smart, and fucking. shit yeah

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:: 2004 22 December :: 2.04 pm

at home with pj. work tonight. moms tomorrow. merry christmas everybody and for those of you atheists out there have fun celebrating nothing and getting rewarded for it.

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:: 2004 15 December :: 1.40 pm

freaking suck and blah

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:: 2004 9 December :: 6.34 pm

im at home. alone. with my family, no pj. he is at his home. um just had some startling (sp) news
um later

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:: 2004 8 December :: 1.21 pm

I want everyone who reads this to ask me three questions. Anything you want. Then go to your journal and copy and paste this, allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything.

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:: 2004 8 December :: 1.00 pm

Im in creative writing, next to sexy mitch,bored, finished my paper, want to go to artroom, wish class was over, 25 minutes left. bored, wondering if michelle still reads my journal. like some sort of well.
mostly just bored. wish i was anywhere but here. mostly with pj. miss him. well not so much. saw him last night. sick. no work. a little school. went to 4 and 5th hour. only ones I can no longer afford to skip. blah. yeah blah totally covers it. thats all then.

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:: 2004 8 December :: 11.15 am

I am absolutely not thrilled with the new woohu setup, it isnt great, I am lazy and dont like having to put in the date and time. but anyway. outside of that everything is cool.

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