:: 2004 18 July :: 9.24 pm

everything sucks again

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:: 2004 16 July :: 2.23 pm

my mom and sister were fighting and it was horrible because then my sister wanted to bitch at me about my mom. and my mom about my sister. Im glad to be home.

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:: 2004 16 July :: 9.26 am

I wish I had some hashbrowns cuz Im pretty hungry and also I want some cocacola too.

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:: 2004 15 July :: 7.16 pm

am I allowed to be in love with pj. because i am. only i wish the feeling was mutual

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:: 2004 15 July :: 4.34 pm

my steve died and that makes me sad. it was about a week ago now and I think of it because im at moms and she has kittens and i want one but not as much as i want my stevie. I miss him so much. it makes me really sad. I wish I had PJ cuz he makes me giddy and happy all over.

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:: 2004 15 July :: 12.30 pm

i smell like sex.

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:: 2004 15 July :: 12.29 pm

went to softball and im super out of shape. but it was nice because i love it.

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:: 2004 15 July :: 9.41 am

im really really tired and i need to go to softball today, which is something i want to do but dont at the same time. ive been excited about it cuz i love it and miss it but im not in the mood to start working out again this laziness is nice. well thats cool though. i need it. and pj told me to go so i should. because i do everything he tells me to. god im super whipped.

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:: 2004 11 July :: 8.38 pm

"Scotty Doesn't Know"

Hey!!!!!!

Scotty doesn't know,
That Fionna and me,
Do it in my van every Sunday.

She tells him shes in church,
But she doesn't go,
Still shes on her knees, and...

Scotty doens't know, oh.
Scotty doesn't know-oh.
So don't tell Scotty!
Scotty doesn't know,
Scotty doesn't know.
SO DON'T TELL SCOTTY!

Fionna says shes out shopping,
But shes under me and I'm not stopping.

Cuz Scotty doesn't know,
Scotty doesn't know,
Scotty doesn't know,
Scotty doesn't know.
So don't tell Scotty.
Scotty doesn't knoooooow....
DON'T TELL SCOTTY!

I can't believe he's so trusting,
While I'm right behind you thrusting.

Fionna's got him on the phone,
and she's trying not to moan.
It's a three way call,
and he knows nothing.
NOTHING!!!

Scotty doesn't know,
Scotty doesn't know,
Scotty doesn't know,
Don't tell Scotty.
Cuz Scotty doesn't know,
Scotty doesn't knoooooow....
SO DON'T TELL SCOTTY!

We'll put on a show, everyone will go.
Scotty doesn't know,
Scotty doesn't know,
Scotty doesn't knoooooow....

The, parking lot, why not?
It's so cool when you're on top.
His front lawn, in the snow.
Life is so hard, cuz...

Scotty doesn't know,
Scotty doesn't know.

I did her on his birthday.

Scotty doesn't know,
Scotty doesn't know,
Scotty doesn't know,
Scotty doesn't know,
Don't tell Scotty.
Scotty doesn't knoooooow....

Scotty will know,
Scotty has to know,
Scotty's gotta know,
Gonna tell Scotty,
Gonna tell him myself.

Scotty has to know,
Scotty has to know,
Scotty has to,
Scotty has to,
Scotty has to go!

Scotty doesn't know,
(Don't tell Scotty)
Scotty doesn't know,
(Don't tell Scotty)
Scotty doesn't know...
Scotty's gotta go!

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:: 2004 8 July :: 6.13 pm

If you could be anywhere in the world right now where would you be????

I would be on my downstairs couch with pj watching eurotrip which I rented so that we could watch it but he couldnt come over. i am officially sad. I like it when people hear me on the radio. hehehe

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:: 2004 6 July :: 6.31 pm

hey im at eDen with PJ, ;yay

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:: 2004 5 July :: 9.19 am

Hey PJ and I are back together!

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:: 2004 4 July :: 1.58 pm

so were making out on my coach and on his coach and other things* i think you know. um were all yay. but i dont know if that means back together. are we just fooling around or are we back together. i think we are and i dont want to look stupid so i dont just say, uuumm so does this mean were back together. lord im dumb and at the same tiem i question everything and all the time i feel like im not good enough for him, like he can do better but he just suffers through me or something, he says its not true at all that he picked me over her and that in time i will lose that insecurity and i hope hes right. on another note, steve my cat has liver failure and we have to get him put to sleep and im really sad because you know its steve. and i love steve so much. zz top is so kick ass they have a stage presence like no one ive ever seen

theres just something abotu standing in a crowd and everyone is singing "IVE GOT A GIRL SHE LIVES ON A HILL SHE WONT DO IT BUT HER SISTER WILL" awesome. its just astounding and peaceful and makes me feel all happy inside yayness.

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:: 2004 2 July :: 2.56 pm

so justin and i went to see ajs tractor pull yay i think. it was okay. i have to work at four and hopefully pj makes an appearance at justins

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:: 2004 2 July :: 10.30 am

Im real tired, I talked to PJ again last night, okay we talk every single night, I still dont know where were at but thats okay I don't really need to. I would like to know just because I need to know where I stand. or at least get on with my life if we aren't going to get back together. gah i just dont know. but meh he wants me to go to grand haven with him next week only its my parents vacation week so i probably cant, bummer. i wish he would just come over and hang out or something. on a lighter note my dad and i are going to see zz top tomorrow night so that will be pretty cool im sure.

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