:: 2004 28 February :: 4.02 pm

Brrrrr.
i just took a shower and now im walking around in a towel
cuz im home alone and it seems like the thing to do.
i shoudl get dressed
but i dont really want to
ive got about and hour before james comes over
well yeah
im gonna get dressed

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:: 2004 28 February :: 3.24 pm

well lets see how this goes.
hopefully in the direction I want it to.

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:: 2004 27 February :: 2.49 pm

How do you take the awkward and make it not???
What happened with all the good stuff that was happening??
In the end it makes me sad, sad to know that I am that kind of person.
The throw away everything thats good for you person.
I didnt throw it away .
I have no intention of that but... Im not really all to happy with this arrangement. not like I was at the beginning.
and that makes me sad.
the lack of common ground well... how do you bridge that gap.
and with softball coming up. Ill have no time.
I dont know what I can do.
I know what I should do.
the fair thing.
but in the end whats really fair.
hopefully bunny will call later.
hes a good kid. shit.
I need to think everything through.
I mean ive been thinking for awhile now.
and I know what you guys all say.
especially beaver and jos.
hhmm
Box. I kinda need your input here.
the best friends went down the pipe awhile ago.
I want it back.
450-4894 call me. on this number after nine
6963859 anytime before.
oh are you guys going smashing this weekend??
can I come??
I need some smashing
jimi I need my bat too.
hehe
oh the good life.
If I get caught.
well life would suck

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:: 2004 25 February :: 12.34 pm

hey
im in the media center
everything sucks
like home and school
but all my grades are in line
and by in line I mean not failing
63 in algebra
i say fuck it all anyway.
I love my freshman
like they always make my day.
weeford and bunny
weeford is here in the library.
i saw bunny at lunch we looked for dimes
hehe
these little things that can make a sad girl happy.
I want to be not grounded
grounded sucks
but that is all im working on my court case
ive got about 3 weeks to finish it. I havent started. but last time i waited until the day before now im getting a little heads up.
i mean I have quite a bit of free time.
later days

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:: 2004 22 February :: 3.18 pm

sooo. I had a good birthday.
got a paintball gun
score
and a mega joy
which is a controller that you hook to your playstation and it has over 2000 pirated games.
its illegal in the us.
my aunt daisy got it for me
kick ass
justin and james came over.
yeah we had a good time.
oh
punishment
i am groudned fro a week
and cant drive my car to school.
ehh
not too bad considering the way they were talking.
but no more rides for anyone
sorry i keep getting in trouble for you gusy and I cant do it anymore.
anyways
later days.
i have to work at 4
that sucks

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:: 2004 21 February :: 1.17 pm

so like in a half an hour everything can be fucked up.
Im grounded
my parents took my car.
I have to quit my job
and I cant play softball.
Im not for sure about the job and softball.
but they are definite possibilities
and you may ask why?
because after work this kids car wouldnt start so.... being the nice person I am, I gave him a ride home.
fuck me Im a good person.
and what happens.
everything ive been working for.
all my life.softball and for a year. my car. GONE
fuck you parents you crazy overprotective fuckers.
oh and for the lack of a car.
I cant go get james tonight.
its my fucking birthday, you pricks.
god it just pisses me off.
If they go through with the job and softball, then I am moving in with my mother. sorry Ill miss you.
but this is bullshit.
later

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:: 2004 11 February :: 12.01 pm

im like suffocating...


help??????

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:: 2004 11 February :: 11.27 am

Groveling ruins relationships...
i read that somewhere.
in the paper I think
im in chemistry
no skipping today.
I have to do the assignment.
plus Ms scott just busted someone for skipping sooooo. Ill decline for today.
anyways we had a great time at wendys.
this lady was being a real bitch to us.
so i put the nickel and smashed the salt shaker
it was quite amusing.
she was pretty pissed.
well besides that on to the assisgnment
later days
loves and hugs
oh and im going to my moms tonight.
i miss her so much.
James 989-466-3962
thats the number
ill miss you too.
but I miss my mom
sorry abotu valentines and your birthday.
im the worst girlfriend in the world
forgive me??
love you
all of you.
later
loves and hugs

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:: 2004 10 February :: 11.34 am

Hey
Im in Chemistry.
but not
cuz we are watching a movie so im in the library.
until lunch
eh it happens.
so
dum dee dum
slander sucks
that is one of my large issues
one that bothers me alot
you dont even know
but lunch is in 3ish minutes
loves and hugs

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:: 2004 9 February :: 7.35 pm

HEY EVERYBODY
I heard the Chris Fucked a goat in the ass...
is that slander? Oh well.

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:: 2004 3 February :: 2.23 pm

INDOOR GOLF

1. Each player will furnish his own equipment for play, normally
one club and two balls.

2. Course to be played must be approved by the owner of the
course before play can begin.

3. Unlike outdoor golf, the object is to get the club in the hole
and keep the balls out of the hole.

4. For most effective play, the club should have a firm shaft.
Course owners are permitted to check the stiffness of the
shaft before play begins.

5. Course owners reserve the right to restrict the length of the
club to avoid damage to the hole.

6. The object of the game is to take as many strokes as necessary
until the course owner is satisfied. Failure to do so may
result in being denied permission to play the course again.

7. Players are cautioned to select the proper hole for play.

8. It is normally considered bad form to begin playing the hole
immediately upon arriving at the course. The experienced
player will usually admire the entire course, with special
attention to well formed bunkers. He should also assure
himself that the hole is properly lubricated to aid in
stroking. Additional lubricant may be added to the club if
necessary; preferably by the course owner.

9. Players are cautioned not to mention any other courses that
have been played recently, or concurrently to the owner of the
course being played. Upset owners have been known to damage a
player's equipment for this reason.

10. Players should assure themselves that their match has been
properly scheduled, especially on a different course being
played for the first time. Previous players have been known to
get irate if they find that someone else has been playing what
they consider their own "private course."

11. Players should not assume the course is in shape for play at
all times. Some owners may be embarrassed to admit that the
course is temporarily under repair, and the player is advised
to use tact in this determination. More advanced players will
find alternate means of play when this is the case.

12. It is considered outstanding performance, time permitting, to
play the same hole several times in one match.

13. Course owners shall be the judge of who is the best player. It
is considered bad form for a player to reveal his score to
other players, or that he even played the course.

14. Players who have contracted for exclusive rights to play a
private course are cautioned that information reaching the
owner that he has played some other course may result in the
contract being canceled and a suit for damages instituted.

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:: 2004 3 February :: 2.19 pm

oh my.
im tired
and I miss James.
I just want to go Home.
I miss you guys all so much.
still have like two days. ahhh Im going crazy.
and I miss James.
its insane how you can be perfectly all right and you think you are good then you meet someone and then your just great. and you never realized before how you werent good you were just okay.
im excited about swirl and about thursday. because on thursday I will be back in school and I will see you all again.
loves and hugs everyone. I miss you all.

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:: 2004 22 January :: 11.54 am

ahh snow day.
awesomeness at its peak.
so james and I are going out now.
thats cool.
i guess nothing is new outside of that.
Softball
thats it
I really dont appreciate it when people make fun of me when Im running.
Ill tell you why.
because Im fat and I play a sport.
at least Im trying.
you guys can sit around being all skinny and stuff because genetics gave you that ability but it isnt that easy for all of us.
so leave me alone.
yeah.
and Id rather be big like I am than...
well
I wont go there.
and well you wouldnt even be there to make fun us if you had lives outside of hanging around at school.
yeah
i dont know if you can tell.
but i work really hard for softball and you guys making fun something that I care so much about well it really pisses me off.
okay I think thats about it really.
Arizonas in like um 5 days egh.
ill miss james alot

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:: 2004 18 January :: 6.00 pm

wow
things are so looking up
its like yeah
im all in infatuation
you know what that means?
he has called me every day since i gave him my number
and we talked for like ever
or it seems
im so excited about swirl
ahh
but yeah
I lost 10 pounds totally go me
and i just got done running some more
all i do is talk to james and run it seems
but those are two totally great things at least i think so.
but anyways
i have this new thing
first of all
i am boycotting fast food
including kfc.
because I need to lose weight and because i cant afford it
as of like march 11 i will only be working tow days a week which mean 200 dollars a month
150 of which go to my grandfather and another 40 which go to my gas tank leavign me with a whopping ten
so
i have to cut back
and with swirl i need some money for that too. so yeah no more fast food
but ill still go to lunch and shit . cuz i like going to lunch with you guys.
but ive decided that outside of that, im not going to do lunch anymore
so its just dinner from now on which is all ive eaten for like since umm thursday.
wow lizzy 3 days your going strong
god im dumb
meh who cares
this is going to work
i thought about atkins but i like this better
cuz like i will eat only a little at dinner too
my ideal weight is 145 so ive got 30 more to drop
yeah
im gonna do it
at least get to 160
wish me luck
going to run some more now.
loves and hugs

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:: 2004 16 January :: 11.49 am

yay half day right?
eh im tired
exams are over not that they really meant much to me anyway the only one that worried me was history but history is the only class that I am ever particularly concerned with beign that Norkus is the only teacher who I care abotu pleasing in the slightest amount.
so james Ramiro asked me to Swirl
Absolutely yay.
Im excited cuz I like him.
im unstable now I know for sure by the way.
BUT I have $1 and some odd cents.
I get paid on the 26
I leave for arizona the 27 and get back on the 4. swirl is on saturday
and I need to go shopping for shoes and jewelry and whatnot.
ahh
maybe deidra will elnd me some money
if so i think Ill go shopping on Sunday
anyone want to come with me?
ehneways.
I should get off the internet cuz maybe jamesll call.
I hope so.
ahh
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