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:: 2003 12 November :: 4.12 pm

bumbum bum bum bum de dum
i wanna be sedated
im mega hyper
i dont know whats with me
i just want to not be alone at my house right now
i wish you were here
i have to work at 5
im shaking from everything
i have to go
and all that

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:: 2003 12 November :: 3.17 pm

Ok i know this post is going to piss some people off.
First of all Joslyn, I know you dislike him but so does everyone else. Im sorry you feel the way you do but you know, yeah your my best friend and I think you should be supportive although as you noticed I didnt go out with him and I dont have any plans to.

Jimi and Connie, you guys are great but I know what I want, I think its great that your all trying to protect me or whatever but Im a big girl and I can take care of myself. so thanks for trying to spare me but if i get hurt then I get hurt and im willing to take that chance.

thats all i have for now. so anyway
*hugs* and 381

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:: 2003 11 November :: 6.05 pm

so im all sitting here listening to 3 days grace
great song, I hate everything about you.
im all thinky, thinky, I know what i want.
I usually do im fairly decisive.
I know what would fit in my life.
Im thinking about something you said chris, the other night,
Im not gettign my hopes up. but hopes are there nonetheless.
if you think its possible at all. you gotta let me know.
this whole liz changing her mind crap is so not working for me at all.
but once again no rush.
i dont really know much of anything though.
so confused
like i said if confusion had a stench I would be one smelly girl
yeah definately
i keep thinking that i like people maybe im just looking for an easy peace. who knows.
i sure dont.
then sometimes i feel like the only time people are around is because i have a car and money.
is that totally crazy.
i think maybe it is.
whatever
and i think back to something someone else who said im just conveniant.
someone to fall back on if all else fails.
i dont want to be that person.
at all.
its scary to think that i might not matter to you guys cuz you all matter so much to me
please tell me im not that person and that you guys arent using me.
im way too tired.
*hugs* 381

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:: 2003 10 November :: 7.21 pm

www.air-photo.com
disproving the holocaust

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:: 2003 10 November :: 6.58 pm

Ive got a subject for my semester project.
Holocaust denial.
Is that a good one.
I hope so.
I know someone who actually believes it never happened.
I hope he will give me his views I can maybe make a documentary or something.
Finch Josie and alan we shoudl do this one together.
I think its good.
what do you all think.
whew
oh yeah.
im thinking maybe yes about getting laid.

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:: 2003 10 November :: 3.07 pm



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:: 2003 9 November :: 8.14 pm

if you have sixteen you can get a phizzer,

sippin on some sizzurp

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:: 2003 9 November :: 8.04 pm

so ya, sunday, slept the day away, hoped he would call, didnt, whatever, only i did get a call that was unavailable, kept wondering if that was him, I dont really know though, and i am hesitant to call and ask, I dont know him well enough to be too anxious or be a nag, I like him pretty well although he said he didnt think I was his type, whatever, I dont really have a type, if anything Im not his, he seems to go for really skinny girls, thats not me at all,
but lets hope things turn out.
I keep thinking wow maybe something good could happen for me,
It would be cool,
but Christopher dear your warning is there in the back of my mind. you and your big mouth boy, gets me worried much to easily. whatever Im going with my gut here. like always, instinct is best and my instinct says take the plunge darling girl. so yeah
i read the history book though,
gonna fail the test but i read at least. about the alamo and the expansion of america.
texas rebellion against mexico.
mexican was, railroads, and telegraphs, its all here.
Ill make it I always do somehow.
anywya I think im gonna roll into bed.
Im mega tired although I slept most of the day.
explain that one.










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:: 2003 9 November :: 9.20 am

Im gonna make a list too. Only I don't know all of you very well. sorry

Justin, 381, you are a great friend and I can't even begin to imagine what I would do without you. Your like a brother, only I love you more than two out of three of my brothers and equally with the last one.

Jay, your blatant honesty, although it really pissed me off the other day, is your best quality never lose that tactless mouth of yours.

Chris, yeah Im only moody because you frustrate me, Ive realized, Finally that there is nothing here.I just want ou to be happyI get angry at you more than any other person I know but that is because you frustrate me, and although I appreciate your concern i can take care of myself, and I just want you to know its been a blessing having you in my life

Jimi, Youve been my friend for awhile now. You have never done anything to offend me and you listen to me and your just there when I need you, so thanks.

Connie, Your on the list of people I dont know very well, you go up and down with me, your up as of now, until you hurt jimi again, but I like you outside of that.

Joe, Its a pleasure knowing you, your funny, and you always know what to say to either piss me off or make me laugh.

Gravy, I dont know you, You seem cool.

Courteney, I just met you but I think your a riot.

Mindy, when you started going out with Justin I wasn't overlyfond of you, you seemed like an airhead, good thing I didn't act on that, Your awesome, I love having you around, I hate to think of a day when you and Justin aren't together because you make him so happy, but if that day ever comes I hope we can still be good friends.

Jessica and Amanda, I barely know you, but I like what I do know.

Tanya-D, I Love you so much, you are an insanely awesome person. You can always make me laugh even if Im in the shittiest of moods, never, ever change.

Nate-I don't know you very well yet, I hope to know you better, I do like what I see so far, your not so cool in the group right now. but i don't have any problems with you. Call me.

Ok so thats my list. If I forgot you, let me know. and dont be sad I mean afterall I am liz, adn Im kinda denseish.

ok 381 then *hugs*

Editish

Sandy- I love you what more is there to say.

Joey, I met you last year in biology, it sucked but having you around helped a lot. I still remember the typewriter you carried around, that was bad ass.

Brad, another person I dont know very well. You seem cool enough, joslyn hate you but she hates a lot of people who I get along with so I wont let that interfere with my opinion. yeah your pretty cool

justin perry, you are so awesome and I barely know you, you made an automatic indent as far as my opinion of you. Your so friendly and great to be around, keep it up and I cant make it on friday I have to work, sorry, I really wanted to come.

umm, I really dont know who else, joslyn dearie you dont really fall into this grouping too well, but ill do you anyway

Josie to the -O-, I dont even know what I would do without you around, through all the crazy shit that happens, and alll the stupid shit I do, your there, even if you dont agree or even care, I was very angry at you because you didnt want to listen but hey I get sick of listening to you too. I love you regardless. Its childish to say but best friends forever right, your my girl, and YOUR MY SOURCE OF MOST FRUSTRATIONS.
.

alright, i hope i got everyone now
definately history though.

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:: 2003 8 November :: 2.30 pm

I am tiredish.
i want to take nap.
I have about an hour and a half until work. I got back from the leaf raking awhile ago.
we did it for 3 hours and I am bushed.
I really need to study for that history test but I cant find the strength to do it. even though I knwo im gonna fail it. Like always.
there goes my B. goddamit. well it was good while it lasted.
Okay that alls from here.
*hugs*
381 guys

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:: 2003 8 November :: 8.46 am

The concert was pretty awesome. I liked all the bands. I bought a simplequest cd. I think I liked that band the best. Broken Sunday was awesome too. Mikkydees awesome as well. Everything is really great here in lizzy land. I have to go do communit yservice for NHS then I have to work so that all sucks nut but whatever. Im still happy. Sarah adn Larissa will be raking with me It should be alright Del works tonight and that really sucks but Ill live I guess cuz CoRo works too. Okay thats it. talk to all of you guys laterish.
And Chris I so owned you. (but you owned me more)

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:: 2003 7 November :: 4.44 pm

stupid stuff makes me happy
but stupid stuff is blooming

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:: 2003 7 November :: 2.36 pm

things are good. im glad. hey everyone. Broken Sunday. 7 oclock. need I say more

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:: 2003 5 November :: 4.41 pm

everything sucks

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:: 2003 4 November :: 2.52 pm

jimi you give good advice
i feel like shit but hey it happens......
frequently
imagine having that sort of audacity.
im astonished.
i thought things were good
how wrong i was.
hey whatever.
381ish

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