:: 2003 3 November :: 8.43 pm

I am unhappy
but i love you all Mega-much

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:: 2003 3 November :: 2.40 pm

i figured soemthing out this weekend
the reason i was being bitchy to him is because i still like him and i feel resentful because he dosent feel the same way.
i can do a couple of things with this knowledge, get over it (this is probly the best thing) be a phsyco stalker (not likely)
stay with it for a while until i find someone new to make me feel like shit.
im thinking ill probably do the third one based on my history but im shooting for number one here.
I also sit here wondering what is wrong with me exactly that he wouldnt want to be with me.
I dont know what the reason is really
wish i did
as i have conferred with a coupel of peopel on this subject
In my opinion and the opinion of others (they are probably trying to spare my feelings but anyway) I seem to be the best option but im conceited too.
whatever
ill deal with it I have before I can do it again.
Just have to swallow how i feel and go on with life.
but at least i know why i was a bitch and can try to stop.
okay 381 to all for always.
lizzy'

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:: 2003 2 November :: 11.30 am

Halloween rocked
ive never had so much fun
being a punk is awesome.
I love you guys who made it so awesome
thanks i really needed it and now in reference to my last post.
I do want to be around you at least i did on friday.
I am mega tired though and i have family pictures in like 3 hours so i need to start that history assignament and then get ready for pictures.
okay thats it and thanks again guys

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:: 2003 31 October :: 4.21 pm

im all blahish.
everything is all weird and i dont know why.
Im being a real bitch all the time and i dont know about that either
only to certain people.
i just feel like shit when im around certain people so I either avoid them or im a bitch.
on that note
what is everyone doing tonight.
i think im gonna just stay in
i want to go to fuzzy logic but that dosent look like its gonna happen so everyone should roll on to my house and grab some candy.
yeah.
hope to see you all.
well certain people that is.
anyway.
381 once again to certain people only.
im out

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:: 2003 23 October :: 3.04 pm
:: Mood: happy

Lets throw up our rock hands For Josie.
Yeah
she got my blue rasberry koolaid
If he comes I am forever indebted to you my darling Jos.
How EXCITED AM I
Ive liked him forever.
Jos knows.
Yayyyy
Im so excited
me annie, matt, josie, cody,
all work tomorrow.
then movies on saturday.
maybe not matt but who cares cuz weve got cody.
AHHHHHH
im going insane with happiness.
No this is totallly like awesomness.
I gave up on him like last year but always you know liked him. and now the movies
its insanely stupid but awesome at the same time.
Josie we should probly ask allan too.
"the story never changes just the names and faces like tommy and gina theyre living on a prayer."
ahhh
*screaming with excited and joy"
everything else dosent matter right now
until tomorrow when he makes a lame excuse as to why he cant go. but for now Im happy.
Ive got reserved seats right next to him.
"whats new pussycat wooooh ew wooh ew wo-Oh"
and im sick and stuff too. so that sucks but still im excited. what will I wear.
baseball players rock.
and he likes good charlotte.
and punk rock and im so happy.
'I owe my life to the greatest friend ever who out of the blue invites my koolaid to the movies. while im standing right ther.
It was smooth as butter darling.
381 to Josie-O
Lets throw up our rock hands for punk rock 101
well im babysitting tonight so I have to do my chores and get some eats before then but that is all my excitement and I only have algebra homework which sucks cuz im getting a C in Algebra but whatever today rocks
until tomorrow when Im bummed again
but who im I fooling with the minor lapses of teenage anxiety and the whole mother thing
i am amazingly well rounded and happy.
no denying it anymore
381 everyone.

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:: 2003 22 October :: 7.17 pm

im like mega sick and mega tired
i was at school after school
but i wasnt there besides that.
i have shitloads of homework and i need to study for history i also need to chat with my mandy
thats it i guess
I got an a on the history essay test which moved my grade to a
B yeah.
i was excited
i saw my conselor for a long time today
she is mega nosey but its her job i guess.
anyway that is all from liz.
back ot homework then sweet, sweet, sleep.

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:: 2003 21 October :: 7.37 pm

Punk Rock 101 Lyrics


She works at hot topic
His heart microscopic
She thinks that its love but to him its sex
He listens to emo but fat mike's his hero
His bank account's zero
What comes next?

Same song different chorus
It's stupid, contagious
To be broke and famous
Can someone please save us from punk rock 101
My Dickies your sweatbands
My spiked hair, your new vans
Let's throw up our rock hands for punk rock 101

She bought him a skateboard, a rail slide, his knee tore
He traded it for drums at the local pawn shop
She left him for staring at girls and not caring
When she cried because she thought Bon Jovi broke up

Same song second chorus
It's stupid, contagious
To be broke and famous
Can someone please save us from punk rock 101
My Dickies your sweatbands
My spiked hair, your new vans
Let's throw up our rock hands for punk rock 101

Don't forget to dely...on the very last word

Seven years later he works as a waiter
She married a trucker and he's never there
The story never changes, just the names and faces
Like Tommy and Gina they're living on a prayer

Did you just say that?
I just said

It's stupid, contagious (same song different chorus)
To be broke and famous (same song different chorus)
Can someone please save us from punk rock 101
My Dickies your sweatbands
My spiked hair, your new Vans
Let's shoplift some sweatbands for punk rock 101

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:: 2003 20 October :: 2.53 pm
:: Music: Lit

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:: 2003 12 October :: 10.02 am

You can change your life- if you wanna
You can change your clothes- if you wanna

If you change your mind
Well, that's the way it goes

But I'm gonna keep your jeans
And your old black hat- cause I wanna
They look good on me
You're never gonna get them back
At least not today, not today, not today
'cause

[Chorus]
If it's over, let it go and
Come tomorrow it will seem
So yesterday, so yesterday
I'm just a bird that's already flown away

Laugh it off let it go and
When you wake up it will seem
So yesterday, so yesterday
Haven't you heard that I'm gonna be okay

You can say you're bored- if you wanna
You can act real tough- if you wanna
You can say you're torn
But I've heard enough

Thank you... you made my mind up for me
When you started to ignore me
Do you see a single tear
It isn't gonna happen here
At least not today, not today, not today
'cause

[Chorus]

If you're over me, I'm already over you
If it's all been done, what is left to do
How can you hang up if the line is dead
If you wanna walk, I'm a step ahead
If you're moving on, I'm already gone
If the light is off then it isn't on
At least not today, not today, not today
'cause

[Chorus 2X]





this is an insanely great song.
what can I say im a sucker for one hit wonders and teenage popstars.
plus Lizzie McGuire rocks.
Plus this song is just like
yeah thats really how it is too.
Ive listened to it like 17 times this morning
i downloaded it and have it on repeat
anyway all that homework that I put off when I went to jimis party is calling to me
Ive got one algebra assignment
2 chems
1 lit
and a whole lot of history studying 3 chapters worth
its gonna be a long day
all this before I go to work at four
and I also forgot about the art project I ahve to finish but that can hold off since I leave school just in time to miss art class on monday.
yay only not really
cuz I have to go to the good doctor
lets see if she really is good
hhmm

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:: 2003 10 October :: 3.28 pm

it quite amazing how one day you can feel like your surrounded by friends and the next day its all like they have conspired to abandon you in your like time of need.
well i see how it is and it sucks.
fuck you all
joslyn, your the only one who cares anymore. or who matters.
you all say you care but you dont.
the only time its shown is through these journals. yet today I stood outside the group for like 7 minutes and not one person even noticed I was there.
that feels like shit.
its not the first time its happened and I give up. I dont know what I did to drive you guys away. but I wouldnt do that to you.
I considered you friends and I was there for you when you needed it.
now you are all happy and I feel like shit. so Im nothing? the hardest time in my life and I really wish I had some support. whatever.

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:: 2003 9 October :: 12.56 pm

I think I will probably make this my last entry.
I post almost everyday.
its like an addiction.
I post in order to get feedback from my friends.
apparently I dont have any.
so this is the last one.
anyway why would i want to put my personal business over the internet for everyone to read.
because I like the feedback.
but as always nothing.
fuck it

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:: 2003 8 October :: 3.05 pm
:: Music: Foos

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:: 2003 4 October :: 3.58 pm

so yeah.
its been weirdish. I have to work soon
i just got back from red flannel.
i hung out with justin and box all day.
im not on boxs list.
that is kinda a bummer
but what can you really do about it.
anyway im really pushing the work thing
ill let you all know what is happening later.
with me i mean i just have to go to work now.
hell beckons me it seems

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:: 2003 3 October :: 8.34 pm

wait nothing new dont read this
i just want to see it on the home page reall quick then see how long it lasts there.
im so dumb

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:: 2003 1 October :: 2.38 pm

yeah.
that is really all.
im mega bored.i go to wok in a hour and a half.
have to waste time until then
once again I am listening to Liz Phair.
thinking of switching to lit.
or eve 6.
that is good shit.
im the eternal optimist right.
im glad that chris didnt flat out reject me.
he said he needs time clear his head and stuff.
he can take all the time he needs.
even if we are never more than friends I think we will probably be good friends after we get to know each other better.
he seems really great.
im switching to foo fighters.
i love them so much.
rock on dave grohl
im feeling like skeevy today.
i wore like khakis adn my volcom shirt and ets. but then I was cold and put on a sweatshirt and i didnt do my hair or makeup so im all dirty feeling. i think im gonna take a shower to wash off the ugliness.
joslyn said I shoudl do my hair and makeup and be pretty.
that was really a low blow I think. because it is all like.
yeah like im not trying.
like i dont look for ways to improve my appearance everyday.
but I dont know anymore.
but off to work
its gonna be a good night
oH and I made the play
I have one line
I am THE Chairlady.
GO ME
I suck at acting so bad apparently.
I never knew until now
well I still have my crazy softball skills
those are probably and illusion too.
okay
im in a great mood outside of all these gripes. so come visit me at kf to the c.
hehe that was ebonic kfc.

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